inexplicable fairy tale

Taking advantage of this opportunity, I found a large group of people to accompany me happily.In the final analysis, the upper class in the United States is the same as our country, they are capitalists who cannibalize people without spit out their bones.I held Mike's arm, along the way people kept asking: "Hey, your girlfriend?" He would politely answer "Nono, just friend, OK" when he met someone he didn't know well, but he would show a brilliant smile when he met someone he knew well Smile: "Yeah, she's beautiful, isn't she" Whenever this happens, I will answer "Yes" loudly in my heart. In fact, I know that these are just playful, no one will take it seriously, so I don't take it seriously. Let them talk.

I don't know how to dance, so I huddled in a corner and drank. Hey, why do you think this foreign wine smells like Erguotou when I drink it?Mo Shaoqian never took me to a party before, he hid me well, so I didn't have a chance to learn how to dance.I think, he must have danced with Mu Yongfei once, even though it was just a joke.We are all very good actors. We hide our true side from the enemy. We hate but also pretend to love, and we clearly love but also pretend to hate.I just found out today that Mo Shaoqian and Mu Yongfei divorced. I usually seldom surf the Internet, let alone pay attention to domestic news, but today I suddenly googled Mo Shaoqian. I want to know, without my participation What did he do that year.The first thing that caught my eye was the news about him revitalizing the Mo family, and after scrolling down a few pages, it was the news that he divorced the daughter of the Mu family, and the time was actually a year ago.As a capitalist, these two pieces of news are enough to attract attention.I saw someone scolding him for being stupid for not wanting such a beautiful and rich woman, and others saying that he was ruthless and abandoned his wife of ten years.Actually, what do they know?Facing a woman he doesn't love, every minute and every second of the past ten years has been suffering.Love or not will not change because of the other party's family background and appearance. As long as the hearts are compatible, even enemies will "meet each other and smile away the grudges".Mu Yongfei can't get into Mo Shaoqian's heart, everything she does will only push him further and further away...

I was thinking hard, Mike suddenly came over, grinned, and said: "Would you like to dance with me?"

I was probably too drunk, so I nodded in agreement.I didn't know how embarrassing it was until I got off the dance floor. I couldn't dance at all, so I could only be led by Mike, and I walked a few dance steps indiscriminately, and I kept stepping on his feet.I said sorry, and he shook his head nonchalantly, encouraging me to keep dancing.I looked at Mike's sunny smiling face and thought, look at this kid, how "healing" he is!

The "Healing Department" suddenly came up to me, and said in a low voice, "Amy (my English name), you are so beautiful, Iwannakiss you..."

What?My mind immediately cleared up, one of his hands was on my waist, and he got closer, I heard his ambiguous voice: "Can I"

"Nonononono, youcan't!" I refused righteously, then pushed him away and hurried to the door.

Those gringos looked at me inexplicably and made way for me. I knew I was being rude. In their country, a kiss doesn’t mean anything. Sometimes it’s just a greeting, a compliment.It was me who made a fuss out of a molehill, and it was me who couldn't get on the stage.Walking to the door, I actually saw Mo Shaoqian standing there!Who can tell me what he came here to join in the fun?His expression didn't look very happy, and his coldness could drop the surrounding temperature by several degrees in an instant.I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and then felt a little wronged. I wanted to cry, but I bit my lip desperately.

He seemed to sigh, came over, took my hand, and led me away from the auditorium.I desperately held his hand like grabbing a life-saving straw, it was very warm and safe.We kept walking, I didn't know where he was going, I just followed him.He walked quickly ahead without looking back at me.I was uncomfortable wearing high heels, so I held him back and said, "I can't walk anymore..."

He shook my hand away, as if annoyed.I froze for a moment, not knowing why this master changed his face. "Just now... why did you come here?" I said timidly.

"What? You don't want me to come?" Mo Shaoqian had a hint of sarcasm on his face.

"Of course..." I lowered my head and muttered, "This party is full of young people in their twenties, why are you a middle-aged woman and man joining in the fun..." I was so drunk that I dared to challenge Mo Qinshou up.

"You!" He grabbed my arm, as if about to hit someone. "If I don't come, what are you going to do? Follow that Mike? Tong Xue, you're doing well, you've even hooked up with foreigners!"

I ignored his anger and went straight to the point: "How do you know his name is Mike? Check me out?"

Mo Shaoqian was startled, and then he showed that disgusted expression on his face, and said, "Tong Xue, don't think too highly of yourself!"

This sentence again!Every time he couldn't explain something, he used this sentence to press me and crush my self-esteem.In the past, when I heard this sentence, I would feel that I was very contemptuous. Even though I was so unimportant in the eyes of others, I still posted it over and over again, as if they couldn’t do without me.Now, I'm familiar with Mo Shaoqian's routine, I won't be fooled by his words, I'm not stupid, it's not that I don't know what he does. "Mo Shaoqian, stop pretending..." I said calmly.

He slammed my hand away and left without looking back.I looked at his back, and it seemed that there was a piece missing in my heart, and the feeling of being too uncomfortable to control surged up again.Suddenly, I flicked off the high heels on my feet, ran towards him, and hugged his waist from behind - yes, I'm going all out!I never want to see his back again. I hope that every time I see him, he is walking towards me instead of walking away from me.You can call me humble and stupid, but I can't control my heart. The hug at that moment is the truest thought in my heart!

He froze.I put my face on his back, with tears in my eyes, and I said, "Don't go, Mo Shaoqian... I know, you checked me for my own good, you are afraid that I will be deceived by others, afraid that I will be deceived by bad people. Bullying. But that Mike is really not a bad person, he just thinks I’m pretty and wants to compliment me, so don’t embarrass him. I also know that you didn’t show up here to join in the fun, you’re afraid that I’ll be home too late alone, okay? Safe, right? In fact, I really can't reach the level of being robbed, you are always worrying! Mo Shaoqian, tell me, why do you always treat me so fiercely? Do you know? I am most afraid of seeing You look cold, I like to see you smile, you smile very beautifully, but you smile too rarely, so every time I see you smile, I feel extravagant, like eating honey... Also, you are obviously kind to me, why do you keep denying it? I know you have a shadow in your heart, is it because of my father, right? Can I apologize to you on his behalf? Mo Shaoqian, everything is over... Why can’t I let it go? Look at me, look at how happy I am now, I’m heartless all day long. Shaoqian, let’s stop arguing, okay? That day, you didn’t ask me if I’m going to be happy soon Is it? Actually, what I want to say is..."

"Tong Xue." Mo Shaoqian suddenly called my name.

I looked up and looked at his sideways face. "Would you like to go home with me?" he asked.The voice was well controlled, but I could still hear a tremor.

return home?My hand holding him loosened suddenly.

Mo Shaoqian took my hand away from his waist, still turned his back to me and said: "Look, you can't forget the past yourself, how can you ask me to forget it?"

I stood where I was, watching his back as he walked further and further away, and lost my strength little by little.I couldn't bear it any longer and fell to the ground, crying loudly like a child.

A silently dedicated beast

Mo Shaoqian returned home without even saying hello.I sat sleepily in the living room, holding that "beast pillow" in my hand.In a quiet room, there is no sound of chopping vegetables, no sound of spatulas, it is lifeless.I looked in the direction of the kitchen, as if I could still see Mo Shaoqian busy back and forth.The book says that it takes a week to form a habit, and in this week, the habit I formed is to rely on Mo Shaoqian.

As soon as he left, Yueying came back, and I wondered if the two were in collusion.Yue Ying looked at my disheveled hair, and just said: "Go and wash, Lu Xincheng will treat you to dinner tonight."

"I don't want to go." He hugged the pillow tighter, his mind was full of the back view of Mo Shaoqian when he left, decisive and straightforward, isn't this his usual style of handling things?

"Tong Xue, don't be desperate, Mo Shaoqian is not dead yet!" Yue Ying came over and scolded me.

I threw away the pillow and said, "In my heart, he is almost dead." Then I went upstairs.Is there no hope?He was so tired of me that he couldn't wait for my answer before leaving.But what right do I have to blame him?

Opening the closet, the overcoat he left was still hanging quietly inside.I stroked and smoothed every wrinkle carefully, the sadness in my heart was overwhelming-I don't know, is there a chance to return this dress to him?

At night, I was still dragged out by Yueying.We went to a very distinctive bar, its name is "FairyTale", a fairy tale.liquor