inexplicable fairy tale

With a natural smile, he said sincerely: "Bless you, happiness forever!"

I looked into his eyes: "You too, find happiness soon. And your sister, I hope she can be happy too."

The thin sunlight fell gently on the table. On such a bright spring day, I met an old friend. We smiled and wished each other happiness. But, happiness, how far is she from us?

When he returned to the villa, Mo Shaoqian was about to go out. When he saw me, he dragged me into the car and said with a serious expression: "We found Zang Xiaoxuan."

My heart skipped a beat: "Who?"

"You must have never thought of it." Mo Shaoqian's face suddenly changed.

I didn't know what Mo Shaoqian meant until I saw Zang Xiaoxuan. I really didn't expect it. Before, I always thought that this thing was done by someone familiar with him, but the person in front of me was... a girl with glasses!

She looked at me, no longer as pitiful as that night at the reception, her face was almost contemptuous indifference.

I said, "I asked myself that I have no grievances or enmities with you, we don't even know each other, why did you treat me like this?"

There was a flash of hatred in her eyes behind the lens, she said: "Last time I said that I was Mu Zhenfei's junior, but in fact, I am also Xiaoshan's college classmate." She slowly turned her head to the window, using a kind of Said in a particularly vicissitudes tone, "I like Xiao Shan, but I know that I have an ordinary appearance. He has Lin Zixian by his side. Everyone thinks they are a good match, so I didn't think too much about it. I just wanted to be his friend."

Xiaoshan!I was dumbfounded, when I thought I had nothing to do with this young man, Zang Xiaoxuan suddenly jumped out, she seemed to pull out two hairs from a pile of messy wool, it was the thread of fate between me and Xiao Shan, She connects us again!

"If he can just get along with Lin Zixian like this, I have no complaints or regrets, but why do you still exist?" Zang Xiaoxuan suddenly glared at me fiercely, "Zixian treated me well, she told me everything. I, a woman like you, how can I get Xiao Shan's love? After you left, Xiao Shan would go to stand under your window every night for a while. Sometimes, I would just follow behind him, watching his obsessed face I feel sad when you look at me, why? Why does he still miss you when you are not here?"

Zang Xiaoxuan suddenly shed tears, she controlled her emotions, and continued: "Tong Xue, you don't deserve the love of so many people! Xiao Shan loves you, Mu Zhenfei protects you, your friends support you, and finally, even Mo Shao Qiandu is in love with you! You bitch..."

Mo Shaoqian interrupted her cursing: "Miss Zang, my lawyer is outside, you can tell him your grievance."

I grabbed Mo Shaoqian and said calmly: "You let her say..."

Miss Zang smiled contemptuously: "Look, everyone is protecting you! But, I just want to scold you, you are shameless! You are in love with your enemy! If this is the case, why did you bother to find Xiao Shan? You It’s just greed, you just want everyone to sympathize with you! After I graduated from university, I finally found a job, but the condition was that I would be an exclusive interview with Mo Shaoqian. In order to get this job, I was going to ask him, but in That night, I saw you! You stood there glamorously, and all eyes were on you! I suddenly felt very bitter, you don’t have to do anything, you only need two men who love you to get everything! As for me, I have to beg you humbly and beg for mercy, how ridiculous! I finally got this job because of you! Tong Xue, I hate you! I can't bear to see you living so happily It's funny, but Xiao Shan is not happy! Why did you come back? Why?" She suddenly squatted on the ground and cried loudly.

I listened in a trance, and there was a voice in my heart clamoring: "Why? Why?" Yes, why do I need so many people to be buried with me for my own happiness?Mu Yongfei, Xiao Shan, Lin Zixian, Zang Xiaoxuan, they are all right!My fault!It was me who forcibly intervened in the lives of each of them. Without me, maybe everyone would be happy...

I silently turned around and walked away. When I passed Mo Shaoqian, I said in a low voice: "Don't embarrass her..."

farewell and rebirth

On the way back, a song, "Grey Space", was playing lowly in the car. The sad melody made me feel even more depressed.Mo Shaoqian seemed to have noticed, he said: "Old Ma, turn off the music."

I hugged Mo Shaoqian's waist tightly, as if I would lose him.There was an idea brewing in my heart, but I dared not speak. "Shaoqian..." Finally, I mustered up the courage to raise my head.

He didn't look at me, just tilted his head and looked out the window, "What's the matter?"

"I...I want to go to Xiao Shan!" I broke free from his embrace, "But, don't get me wrong, I just want to make it clear to him."

Mo Shaoqian doesn't speak, I know he's angry, he must be angry, when he's angry he just keeps silent like this, giving you the illusion that he doesn't care.Sure enough, he said, "Old horse, stop."

"Shaoqian, don't be angry..." I said timidly.

"Get out of the car!" He drove me off without thinking.As long as Xiao Shan encounters problems, he will never remain calm.There is no way, I can only explain to him after I go back.

Downstairs in my aunt's house, I saw that persistent young man, the lights cast a layer of melancholy on his body, he was like a lonely little prince, quietly waiting for his rose to bloom.However, roses will wither after all, just like expired love, which will never welcome the next flowering period.I walked over lightly, thinking in my heart, this is my first love, now, I want to say goodbye to him.

He saw me with a hint of embarrassment on his face.I gently called his name: "Xiao Shan." These two words were once the most stubborn support in my life. A word, thinking, if Xiao Shan knew...

Xiao Shan seemed to have guessed what I was going to say, he hurriedly turned around and said, "I'm leaving now."

I became ruthless and said loudly, "Don't come here again!"

His body froze like an ice sculpture.I didn't dare to think about his expression at the moment, so I just said vigorously: "I have found my own happiness, don't wait for me anymore, I'm not worth it!"

Xiao Shan's shoulders slumped, and he said in a depressed and frustrated tone: "I am willing."

I walked over quickly and looked at his face. His face was no longer radiant as before. He looked like a sad alcoholic with a tranced expression on his face.What about the sunny Xiaoshan?What about the high-spirited Xiao Shan?I never thought that he would be devastated because of love, he shouldn't be like this!I said: "Xiao Shan, look at what you have become now. You have a better world to gallop in, and a better life to explore, instead of standing here and wasting your short youth!"

He took out a cigarette, lit it tremblingly, and after a long time, slowly said: "This is the last time." After a while, he asked again: "Do you love him?"

Many people ask me like this, do you love him?In fact, this is a very simple and obvious question, but many people just want to hear you admit it personally, as if this is the only way to imprint this love with a brand of unyielding and unyielding.I said, "Xiao Shan, you should know even if I don't tell you."

He didn't speak, but took two deep puffs of his cigarette.I went on to say: "Do you remember the movie we watched together at that time, "Half Life"? Do you remember what Gu Manzhen said after meeting Shen Shijun?"

He threw away the cigarette, as if unwilling to listen any more.I clenched my fist and said in a sad tone: "We can't go back..."

"Tong Xue!" His voice suddenly rose, "Actually, you don't have to drive me away. This year, I have come here every day, and it has become a habit. Sometimes, I don't even know where I am going. The reason, perhaps, is just a thought... After Zixian left, I knew that there was no possibility between us... Seeing that you are doing well now, I am relieved... I will not come again in the future... ..." He spoke incoherently, and a bitter smile suddenly appeared on his face, "Look at me, there are a lot of things I wanted to tell you, but when I saw you, I didn't know where to start..."

I lowered my head and lowered my voice: "I'm sorry..."

He suddenly patted me on the shoulder and said, "Silly girl, I'm fine. You should go back quickly, he should be in a hurry..."

I looked up to look at him, but he turned his back and said loudly: "Tong Xue, don't feel any guilt, everyone has their own way of life, I choose to wait for you. Now you have found yourself My beloved, I will not struggle any longer, give me a little time, and I will forget you! So, don't look at me so sadly, I am not pitiful at all!" He took two steps forward , still turned his back to me, and said in a decisive and relieved tone: "Tong Xue, goodbye!"

I looked at his back that was fading away, and the street lights lengthened his figure, and then shortened it. This boy who occupied the most important position in my youth, he finally made up his mind to leave, leaving me with a back, as if An end to a past love affair.I suddenly thought of such a sentence: "There are so many places in life, some people come, and some people have to go." My eyes suddenly filled with tears, and I shouted loudly to the back: " Xiaoshan