Jun heart my heart

When Situ Che woke up, it was almost dark, and the room was very warm. She slowly opened her eyes, and the small eyes of Zhan Zhan stared at her with sparkles. The room not far away was filled with warm lights, Only then did I realize that I was sleeping on the sofa. The professor is back?

She raised her hand and turned on the light in the living room. There was a tube of white ointment, cotton swabs, and alcohol on the small wooden cabinet next to her. Only then did she feel the dull pain in her body, and she gradually woke up from the chaos. A dull teddy bear with a suspicious blush on his face, what... what kind of words!

She hurriedly stuffed the bear into the hat of Zhan Zhan's dress, took a guilty glance at the room, cleaned up the "scene", and walked lightly to the door of Zhou Nan's room. With her back to Situ Che, she was writing He was talking about something, with a straight posture and concentrated attention, and he didn't notice any movement outside the door.

Situ Che made a silent gesture to Zhan Zhan, took the dog to the living room, went to the kitchen to get ice cubes and the medicine bought by Zhou Nan, and went into the bathroom.

After taking off her clothes, several ferocious bruises appeared on her slender and fair skin. The wound was slightly swollen, extending from her back to her waist. Situ Che guessed that her soft tissue was damaged and her bones were not injured, otherwise she would not be able to come back. .

She wrapped ice cubes in a towel and put her backhand on the injured area. A dense layer of cold sweat appeared on her forehead. If the medicine was applied directly without cold compress, the wound would be more serious. The blood stasis on her arm had been removed after Li Wanqing's care, and the ice compress It should have been done immediately after the injury, but she didn't want Li Wanqing to do it for her, so I don't know if it will be useful now.

Zhan Zhan sneaked into Zhou Nan’s room at some point, and Zhou Nan, who was seriously preparing for the lesson, was amused by Zhan Zhan’s circling his tail. He was looking for the bear in his hat, and he didn’t even need to think about who did it. .

Zhan Zhan looked at Zhou Nan asking for help, Zhou Nan rubbed its dog's head, got up and walked out of the room, it was time to eat.

barking?And the hat!Zhan Zhan followed her dejectedly, and the bear on his body swayed along with it.

Situ Che, who had just taken a shower, hadn't walked into the bedroom when the smell of cuttlefish rib soup wafted from the kitchen. Situ Che swallowed unconsciously. She hadn't eaten all day and night, and the emotional ups and downs took a toll on her body. The big, fresh scent stimulated her sense of smell.

Zhou Nan came out of the kitchen with soup. There were several fresh seasonal vegetables on the table. Situ Che was injured and had to refrain from eating them. Apart from soup, he didn’t cook other meat dishes.

"It's time to eat," Zhou Nan tilted his head and smiled warmly.

"Okay," Situ Che stared into her eyes, not knowing whether it was the warmth of the soup or the gentleness she exuded, a warm current slipped from the chest to the stomach, and the depression and pain in his heart dissipated a lot. Strange, a heart that has been floating in the air for a long time seems to have a feeling of being grounded.

"I want to go out for a while." After dinner, Situ Che looked at Zhou Nan who was washing the dishes, and said hesitantly, "The teacher is injured. I'll go and see her."

"Wait me a moment",

"Oh", Situ Che was about to turn around, but felt wrong again, "Are you going too?"

"I have class tonight, I'll go down with you," Zhou Nan didn't turn her head.

The two went downstairs together, and when they were about to separate, Situ Che stood still and didn't speak, feeling a feeling of not wanting to leave her side, which she attributed to the warmth brought to her by the dinner,

"I'm going to class, see you on the playground tonight",

"it is good",

Situ Che watched her disappear into the darkness before turning around and going to the hospital.

In the ward, Mr. Li was feeding Dr. Qi porridge. Seeing Situ Che coming, Dr. Qi quickly waved to Mr. Li to put down the bowl. Mr. Li looked at her helplessly,

"Teacher, how are you?"

"I'm fine," Doctor Qi smiled palely at her,

"It's okay," Mr. Li complained in a low voice, and was glared several times by Dr. Qi.

"Xiao Che, are you and Xiao Wang okay?"

"It's okay," Situ Che gave her a comforting look.

Another doctor came in outside, striding forward with his hands behind his back, with a stern expression on his face,

"Director", Dr. Qi looked at the person with a solemn expression,

"Look for yourself," the director spread the newspaper on the quilt,

"Black heart hospital, how to pay for two lives",

"Wife and child both passed away, who will give the poor mother and child an explanation",

"Condemn unscrupulous doctors, they deserve to be beaten",

Situ Che stared wide-eyed at the bold headlines on the several newspapers in front of him,

"Weibo is already trending," the director said with irritability in his voice, "Why don't you stop the family members from leaving?"

"How did she know that the patient would jump off the building!" Mr. Li slapped the table and stood up, "She has been beaten like this, so what kind of good is the family!"

Mr. Li's long-suffering anger finally broke out. Facing the tough Mr. Li and the seriously injured Dr. Qi, the director's voice softened a little, and he patted his forehead anxiously,

"Those troublemakers in the morning were released, and now all the guns are aimed at the hospital, and I can't do anything about it",

Situ Che clutched those few newspapers tightly, unable to utter a word. This deep sense of powerlessness and chill was worse than not being able to save those patients who were dying.

"What do they want?" Doctor Qi sighed,

"I want the hospital to apologize and lose money", the director paused, "I also ask you to make a public review",

"I'm old, and I can't do it for a few years." Dr. Qi's eyes were moist, "But I will never admit what I haven't done."

Mr. Li stepped forward and hugged his wife, stroking her head distressedly, Dr. Qi buried his head on his broad shoulders, his shoulders shook slightly to suppress the grievance,

"Hey, I'll negotiate with the family members tomorrow to see if I can lower the request." The director couldn't bear the unfair treatment of his doctors, but what could he do?

"Xiao An's death was caused by them," Situ Che said slowly,

The director stared at Situ Che's young face, and his tone was mocking, "Who would believe it? There is no evidence in the hospital, and there is no proof in death!"

The words "Deadly and without evidence" weigh heavily on Situ Che's heart, Xiao An, do you regret it?Do you regret losing your life for such a person?Do you regret putting hospitals and teachers in this situation?

During the recess, Zhou Nan glanced around the classroom calmly, skipping class?

Just now the study committee member of the class reported the attendance status to her. Usually, no class committee member came to her because she didn't care about this issue very much. She only had extra students to attend her class, and there were no absentees. This is the first This time, and it was the girl who was distracted last time. It is reasonable to say that it is not uncommon for college students to skip class, but Zhou Nan always felt uneasy. After class, Li Min came up to ask questions again.

"Where did your classmate go?"

"Who? Xiaoya? I don't know. She disappeared after dinner. Maybe she's in a relationship."

Zhou Nan nodded and stopped asking, maybe she was worried too much,

"Teacher, if I skip class, will you remember me?" Li Min looked at Zhou Nan with a playful smile,

"The study committee remembers you," Zhou Nan said with a loving and dedicated smile, "And you missed three classes, you can still see me next year,"

"Oh", Li Min bowed his head and left the podium.

When Zhou Nan arrived at the playground, Situ Che was stretching shortly after finishing his run and was leaning on the steps sweating profusely. There was a delicate girl sitting next to her, and the two of them were chatting one after another. His face was a little dark, and he skipped her class to chat with Situ Che in the playground?

"Professor, when did you come?" After a while, Situ Che noticed the person standing behind,

"15 minutes ago",

"Why didn't you call me?" Situ Che heard the resentment in her tone, and straightened his hair, not knowing where he offended her.

"Look at you guys having a good chat",

"Old... Hello, teacher", Xiaoya stood up in a panic, she just skipped his class, how could she think that she would run into Zhou Nan by such a coincidence,

"Hello", Zhou Nan looked at her thoughtfully,

"I...I didn't mean... I skipped class on purpose",

"Oh?" Zhou Nan turned her eyes to Situ Che when she said this, and she thought of what Li Min said, "Maybe it's time to fall in love",

"No...it's none of my business", Situ Che raised his hand, the professor's eyes are so scary, "We met by chance",

"Goodbye... old teacher", Xiaoya hurriedly left here.

"Reluctant?" Seeing Situ Che kept looking at the direction she was leaving, Zhou Nan felt a little awkward. He didn't know who he was angry with.

"Is she your student?" Situ Che still didn't look back,

"What's wrong?"

"have some problem",

"Um?"

"I know her because I can always see her sitting here alone when I stand up in the morning for morning exercises." Situ Che turned to look at Zhou Nan, "in a trance",

"She didn't talk to me at first, she just squatted and touched, but her eyes were not normal",

"Maybe something sad happened",

Situ Che paused, and directly gave the conclusion, "I suspect she has depression",

Zhou Nan didn't miss the dodge in her eyes,

"You know a lot about depression?"

"Don't understand",

"Then why do you suspect that she has depression?"

"It's just a feeling." Situ Che avoided her scrutinizing gaze. She was very familiar with that look, and she could often see it in the mirror.

Zhou Nan didn't ask any more questions. If Situ Che didn't understand, she didn't know, but she did.

At night, Situ Che had nightmares again and again, and her persistent low mood stimulated her long-standing depression. Loneliness flooded her like a tide, and numbness and pain ate away at her body and soul bit by bit. The cage of despair imprisoned her in the In the darkness where no daylight is seen.

She lay stiffly on the bed, and she didn't even have the strength to turn on the desk lamp next to her. Every part of her body seemed to be filled with lead, and every breath she took was burning what little life she had left. Her strong survival instinct told her that it was just the hormones. It affects the brain, but the power of hormones is obviously stronger than reason. Her body is in constant pain and trembling, causing the whole bed to vibrate.

"Oxazepam...Estazolam..."

Situ Che staggered from the bed and rolled to the ground, crawled to the side of the medicine box, poured out a few pills from the bottle, his hands trembled so much that he dropped several pills in the medicine box, and couldn't care less about them, he reached for the water glass on the table with difficulty. , finally got the medicine into her mouth, the medicine didn't work that fast, and she didn't have the extra strength to crawl back to the bed, shivering into a ball in the corner.

Zhou Nan's sleep was very light, and she heard something hit the floor heavily in the dimness, which made her instinctively open her eyes.

Listening carefully, there was a rustling sound coming from Situ Che's room. Zhou Nan had a bad feeling in his heart, put on his coat and walked to the door of her room, knocked, but no one answered.

The author has something to say:

Zhou Nan: Is the little girl pretty?

Situ Che (with a strong desire to survive): You look the best!