Spring is coming

It is unwise to throw the problem to the other party at this time, and a slight deviation will put oneself at a disadvantage, which runs counter to the habits she has cultivated in the workplace for many years.

However, after the question was thrown, Xueli told herself, don’t be afraid, you will eventually get a satisfactory answer.

For a few seconds, a series of thoughts flashed through her mind, why did she feel so confident?

There was no answer to the question, Xueli and Chunxin waited for the landlord.

"Why is this?" The instant noodle-haired woman in flowery pajamas stood at the door with her hands in her hands.

Xueli lowered her head and covered her face with her hands, Chun Xin grabbed her sleeves and went out, "Look at the house."

"Looking at the house?" The landlord was a little confused, looking at the house and looking at the house, why did he cry.She glanced around the room suspiciously, but there was nothing unusual.

"Let's go back and think about it."

Chun Xin dragged her downstairs, Xueli looked down at the two red fingers under her sleeves, and wanted to cover her with her arms.

The rain was heavy, mixed with pea-sized hailstones, which jumped onto the concrete floor in front of the building and couldn't get away. They waited for the rain to stop in the dark corridor.

What flashed back in my memory was also such a dark place and such a heavy rain. I kissed her secretly when I was playing, and then ran away in a car covered in water dripping and stepping on rotten slippers.

Then there was no phone call for a few months, and then...

I don't want to remember anymore.hate hate.

The down jacket was big and bulging, and Chun Xin looked like a little bear who was not very happy, sitting on the steps, scratching his cheeks, looking out at the bright yellow sky, "The end of the world."

Xueli clung to her tightly, staring at her eagerly, clutching her sleeves, "Let me warm your hands."

"No." She took her hands out of her sleeves and hid them in her armpits, "I will warm myself."

Xueli still grabbed her sleeve, rubbing her thumb against the fabric, sniffing, pitifully, "You haven't answered me yet."

"You've already admitted that you don't like me, so why should I answer?" She twisted her shoulders and snatched the sleeve away, "Don't pull me, I won't hold you."

Xueli was in a hurry, "You know I'm not talking about that, I like you now, I like you very much, I found you again, didn't I, I can always find you, and I even brought you clothes , I know that you are angry and didn't bring any clothes when you came out. I found you, Chunchun, didn't you say before that I am the best, and I can always find you. "

"I'm not angry, I just want to walk alone."

"Then... Anyway, I know you are here, I really care about you, I like you very much, what I said above may not be accurate, don't tell me..."

In the middle of speaking, she suddenly raised her hand to cover her face, the sound of footsteps approaching upstairs, the boy in the black padded jacket stopped, Yuuri had to get up to make way, wishing to melt her face into the wall.

The boy stood at the entrance of the corridor shaking his umbrella. Before he left, he secretly looked back. Chun Xin glared at him, "What are you looking at! I haven't seen it before!"

The boy hurriedly opened the umbrella and left quickly.

When the boy walked away and posted it again, Xueli lowered her voice, "I've already said that, are you really not going to give me an answer? Are you just leaving me alone like this?"

Chun Xin snorted, "Why, I can't be angry anymore? You're allowed to do that, but I'm not allowed to be like this? I'll be angry, I'll just die!"

Xueli: "Then when will you not be angry?"

Chun Xin: "I'm just getting angry."

Xueli: "How many hours will I be angry?"

Chun Xin was led away by her invisibly, and he really began to think that it would be more appropriate to be angry for a few hours.One hour?Three hours?Or between now and tomorrow morning?

Or just be angry until tomorrow morning, and it should be fine after I wake up.

Just as she was about to speak, she suddenly realized something was wrong, "You take me for a fool! I'll be angry for a hundred days, ten thousand days! I'll let it die."

Xueli stopped talking, just lowered her head and grabbed her sleeves, picking at the folds of the elastic band of the cuffs, as if she was about to fall asleep, and then slowly, slowly leaned her head on her shoulders, thinking that as long as the movements were light enough, she would not let out a sound. The sound will not be detected.

She is too tall, such a posture is very awkward, Chun Xin often engages in such small movements, and Yuri imitates her subconsciously.

In terms of feelings, Xueli is really stupid. Apart from giving care and greetings in life, the way she loves her is all learned from her.

Kissing, hugging, holding hands, talking softly, acting coquettishly, are all learned from Chun Xin.

She was not such a person in the first place, she looked alike in appearance but not in spirit, so she learned herself to be completely different.Of course, it's only for Chun Xin. In front of outsiders, she has always been indifferent to the outside world, and treats the world with the attitude of an adult watching with cold eyes.

Chun Xin is very independent, and the two of them have been getting along for a long time. She was not influenced by Xueli, but she was infected with some warmth and innocence.

Before it was completely dark, the rain stopped, and Xueli took her home by taxi, but he couldn't hold her hand in the car, because the sleeves were too big, and Chunxin couldn't get out.

She leaned her head against the car window, and Xueli touched her head lightly, "You have a headache from the blowing, lean on my shoulder."

She hid her head inward again, her posture was very resistant.

Xueli no longer insisted, turned her gaze out of the car window, the faint pain in her heart that seemed to have expired after the anesthetic continued to spread throughout her body, and her eye sockets became hot again.

Chun Xin completely occupied her heart and controlled her emotions. Apart from love, she couldn't think of any other possibility.

She realized it belatedly, and it turned out that this was liking, love, and heart-wrenching regret.This feeling is so familiar, in fact, she has experienced it for a long time.

The house was dark, and Mom and Dad hadn't come back from the party, so Xueli went to the bathroom to put hot water, "Take a bath first, I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you."

She nodded obediently, went back to the room and took out her pajamas by herself. Xueli waited for her to enter the shower room before going to the kitchen to boil water. After lighting the fire, she came back immediately and asked her through the door, "Do you want me to rub your back?"

"I can do it myself," replied inside.

Xueli pursed her lips, leaned against the sink, stared down at her toes for a while before moving back to the kitchen.

She was obedient when she was eating noodles, her hair was wrapped in a dry hair towel on the top of her head, revealing a pale face, Yuli sat beside her, watching her chewing movements, the skin was extremely thin, and the red and purple capillaries under the skin The blood vessels are also clearly visible, and the fluffy hair poking out from under the towel at the sideburns is very cute.

"Why do you always look at me?" She turned around protecting the bowl.

"I haven't eaten yet," said Shirley.

Chun Xin said: "Then cook it again, or should I share it with you?"

Xueli shook her head, "I accidentally burned my hand just now, I don't want to cook it." It was indeed hot, and when I was pouring the soup, I was distracted, the soup was poured on the back of my hand, and I rinsed it with cold water for a long time.

There was some deliberate element in it, but the effect was surprisingly good. Chun Xin bit off the noodles and turned his head to glance, seeing that her hands on the table were indeed a little red.

Everything was carefully planned, and all obstacles that blocked the line of sight were taken away in advance, and Xueli was sure that Chunxin's duplicity would not really ignore her.

"Let me see." Chun Xin spread out his palms like begging for a toy.

"It's okay." She hid her hands back.

"Did you apply the medicine? Show me, is it serious? What if there is a blister?"

Xueli 'reluctantly' handed over her hand and placed it in her palm, with a cool breeze blowing over the back of her hand, "It's red, does it hurt?"

"Generally, it's not very painful." It's not very painful, but it hurts, Chunxin held her hand out, "soak it in ice water."

The two were leaning against the sink, and they were soaking in the cold water together without letting go of the hand they were holding.

Looking at himself in the mirror, Chun Xin smiled, "You rely on me to like you, and you see that you are holding me back."

She said: "You know how much I like you. I can never be really angry with you. No matter what you do, I will forgive you. Even if you say you don't like me, I can only accept it. I can't help but like you." , Whether it was before or now, I am always competing with myself when I am angry."

She looked up at her, tears rolling down like this, "No way."

"You may not have realized that every time you are angry with me, you will choose to leave me. You go to the guest bedroom and lock the door. You don't want to see me, and you don't open the door when I knock. I want to hug you, but you push me away. Never coax me well."

"I know what you are worried about, but I just want to get close to you, you can reason with me..."

"Then will you listen to my reasoning?" Xueli interrupted her, her eyes were also red.

Chun Xin sniffed and was stopped by the question.

Shirley said, "Answer honestly."

So she shook her head slightly, "Probably not."

Xueli laughed as she cried, "You know, you never listen to my reasoning with you. You are such a wayward child. Maybe it's because you didn't dare to do anything before that you want to do something now." Just do what you want. Do you think I really resist you? In fact, I just have my own principles, and this is my bottom line."

Chun Xin shook his head, unable to understand, "Why do you have such a bottom line, I don't understand. I like to eat meat, I want to eat meat, I like kittens, so I just touch kittens. I like you, of course I want to Get close to you, since you said you like it, why can't you be like me? As long as I don't do bad things, why can't I?"

After all, he was a child, his thoughts were so innocent, Xueli couldn't laugh or cry for a while, "You didn't break the law, I broke the law."

She seemed to understand why Chun Xin lost his temper in the first place, this child, why is she like this at such a young age.

But Chunxin has always been like this Chunxin, who dared to climb over walls, climb trees to pick flowers, dared to leave herself alone in the wilderness, and even threatened to go wandering all over the world. She was bold and never concealed herself.

Xueli took off the towel and wiped her hands, "It'll be fine when you grow up, wait until you grow up."

"But you don't need to rush to grow up." Xueli took the opportunity to change the subject, "You still have to live day by day, your life has just begun, delicious and fun things are waiting in line for you to enjoy, and this Once, I will never leave you again, when you grow up, I will accompany you in whatever you do, let's be more patient, shall we?"

At this time, Xueli turned into an adult again, and when she said something that an adult would say, Chunxin suddenly calmed down and looked at her intently, as if he had only really known this person since today.

Xueli led her back to the room, "Let's go, finish eating the noodles, and then I'll blow-dry your hair."

Xueli took good care of her, cooking, blowing her hair, massaging her stomach and wrists, and guiding her homework. At this time, Xueli was a mature adult who played a role in correctly guiding her growth.

At the same time, they have another layer of more intimate relationship, they will hold hands, hug, kiss, and sincerely express their love.

After a day of tossing around outside, Chun Xin was already very tired, but he still didn't want to sleep.She thought that no matter how far she traveled in the future, she would have to come back an hour or two before going to bed, nothing else, just to talk to Xueli.

It doesn't matter if you don't talk, as long as you know that she is by your side, you can hear her turning the pages of the book, drinking water, and any small movement.

Xueli was sitting on the bed reading a book as usual, Chunxin was sitting beside her wrapped in a small blanket, his face was facing her, his chin rested on his knee, Xueli freed one hand to hold her.

After being watched by her for a long time, Xueli was also a little embarrassed, "Why do you keep watching me?"

"I accept." She said without beginning and end.

How could it be possible to be really angry, really ignore anyone, love cannot be hidden, not to mention that they have long been used to each other, living under the same roof for so many years, their emotions are always related to each other.

This state can't be transferred through other things. The food is not good, the sleep is not solid, and the fun things can't be shared with her. What is the difference from the sky falling.

They both desperately want to feel safe from each other.

After Chun Xin casually said "I accept", Yuri closed the book, laid her legs flat, and assumed a formal and serious posture.

Chun Xin also subconsciously straightened his back, probably because of shyness, his eyes dodged and fell on the back of her hand.

She was eager to do something to divert her attention, ignoring the steaming heat on her face, so she grabbed Xueli's hand and pinched her fingers one by one like her.

"I accept it," she repeated.

When the words fell, hot tears ran down his cheeks quickly, but he was more relieved.

"I listened carefully to what you said to me in the afternoon. In fact, even if you still treat me like before, I think I will still like you. I will only like you in my life. My You are the only one in the world, and I don’t want to know anyone else.”

"I'm not angry because you don't like me, but because you know I like you and push me to others. You can dislike me, but you can't treat me like that. I'm really sad. I'm alone..."

She was sobbing, unable to utter a complete sentence, yelling wildly like a child losing her temper, crying hysterically, trying to throw a tantrum with all her strength.

"Why are you treating me like that, what are you doing, I really hate you, I hate you, I hate you to death!"

"I'm sorry." Xueli hugged her, "I'm sorry."

Her tears burned big holes in her heart, and Xueli was emotionally broken, so she could only hug her tightly, beat and scolded, "I'm really sorry, I will never do that again, I'm sorry..."

On this quiet winter night, in a small square room, let’s cry happily, let the tears take away all the emotions, like snot being blown away by a tissue and thrown into the trash can.

I don't know how long this earth-shattering catharsis lasted. In the gap of panting, they heard their parents coming back outside, telling them to go out and eat quickly.

The girls slowly stopped their tears, and looked at each other's crying faces and swollen eyes, laughing through tears.

The last link is that Chunxin brought Xueli to the window, grabbed her palm twice, and then grabbed twice in his own palm, and threw it out of the window in a nervous twitch.

Xueli sniffed, "What?"

She replied with a strong nasal voice: "Throw away all the unhappiness in the past."