Spring is coming

Xueli didn't sleep all night, lying on the bed until three o'clock, took books and exercise books to the guest bedroom, trying to empty his mind by doing homework.

There is no air conditioner in the guest bedroom, and there is no spring letter. She wobbled in the cold, and came back at 03:30. She lay in the quilt for half an hour, but still couldn't fall asleep, so she just did her homework in the room.

Chun Xin slept soundly and grinded his teeth in the second half of the night, making a sound like sawing wood.It was the first time Xueli heard her grinding her teeth. She stared back at her face at the desk for a long time, clenched her right fist and smiled.

It was almost five o'clock, and even Chunxin helped her with her homework, and Xueli felt a little sleepy. She lay on the bed for half an hour, and the alarm clock for school at six o'clock rang.

Drowsy, she raised her hand to turn off the alarm clock, Chun Xin heard the sound in a daze, thinking that her sister would come to call her, squinted for a while, and fell asleep.

The two of them didn't go to school, and they never had to be called. Jiang Mengyan and Zhao Cheng thought that the two children had already left, so they went out to work.

Until the morning of the second class of the head teacher, the teacher called to ask about Jiang Mengyan's situation.

If it is still possible for Chun Xin to skip class, it shouldn’t be if he is carrying it with him in the snow.

Jiang Mengyan called Chunxin and Xueli respectively, but they couldn't get through, so they turned off the phone.

He called Zhao Cheng, worried if he had been kidnapped again, and when discussing whether to call the police, Zhao Cheng suddenly remembered that when he left, he seemed to see their shoes still at the door.

Jiang Mengyan skipped work and went home, and she saw the shoes at the door, opened the bedroom door and took a look, well, the two ancestors slept soundly with their heads covered.

"Ah, Teacher Yu, um... the child has a cold and is resting at home. We didn't pay attention when we went out in the morning... um, both of them have a cold. Um, ok, sorry for your inconvenience."

Xueli did catch a cold, and it would be hell if she didn't catch a cold all night.

Chun Xin was in good spirits, his cheeks were healthy pink due to enough sleep, and his eyes were bright as he lay on the bedside looking at the snow, "Your dark circles are so big."

Jiang Mengyan came over and touched Xueli's forehead, "I don't have a fever, you can find some medicine for yourself." She had to rush back to work, gave them money to go out to eat by themselves, and left in a hurry.

His throat was dry and hoarse, and he coughed twice in the snow. Chunxin had already brought a water glass with both hands, took two sips of warm water to moisten his throat, and handed over the small pill in his palm.

Chun Xin blinked, looking obedient and soft, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, wearing long fur pajamas, with disheveled hair, like a sweet stuffed rabbit on a store shelf.

She was flattering her, but she didn't dare to talk to her easily. She didn't know if her sister was angry about what happened last night, she needed feedback.

If your sister is angry, stay away from her, if she is not angry, you can continue posting.

Even if he can make progress, he can climb along the pole, and he knows how to let it go when he sees it. He is very willing to spend his time on Xueli.

When Xueli got up, she thoughtfully sent her coat, and when Xueli was about to go to the ground, she immediately put on her slippers, and when Xueli came out of the bathroom, she had already squeezed toothpaste, put her hands on it, and stood beside her respectfully, waiting for orders.

"What are you doing?" Xueli laughed, "Didn't I say it's all right, don't be so careful."

After Xueli finished washing, the little servant even unscrewed the cap of the face cream bottle for her.

"Okay, okay." Xueli bent down and rubbed her face with her, "Okay, you're satisfied."

This time I was really satisfied, moved my shoulders, hopped on the spot twice, came over and hugged her arm, "Why do you have a cold, you didn't sleep well last night, I slept well."

Xue Lixin said that you saw the wood all night, and a whole forest was sawn away, so of course you slept well.

"Although I don't mind..." Xueli added, "Forget it this time, but you can't do it again next time."

It was also the first time for Chun Xin, she couldn't understand what was wrong with her, anyway, it was fine for her sister not to get angry, she agreed first, and then she didn't bother to care about anything else.

But it's impossible not to think about it. Once this kind of thing starts, it will be endless. After that, Xueli often looks at her in class with her chin open and her mouth open, thinking that her cheeks are flushed.

That night, before going to sleep, lying on the bed in the snow and reading a book, Chun Xin leaned over as usual, put his hands on his lips, and whispered mysteriously: "I know what I am."

The damp hot air sprayed into the ears, and Xueli instantly got goosebumps all over his body, and moved his head to the side, "What."

The child also felt ashamed, so he turned the corner and asked her, "What is the antonym of short."

Xueli: "High."

"What about the opposite of dry?"

Xueli is quite cooperative, "wet."

Chun Xin stopped talking, pursed his lips and smiled, saying that he was excited, and twisted like a live maggot on the bed, "Ahhhh—"

Jiang Mengyan passed by the door, twisted the doorknob and poked her head in, "What are you doing?"

Chun Xin huffed and threw the quilt over his head.

Xueli pushed her glasses, "crazy."

Hearing the sound of closing the door, she lifted the quilt and poked her head out, her face flushed from suffocation, she lay down on the bed for a while to calm down, then got up to continue the discussion with Xueli.

"Do you know how I know?"

Xueli turned a page of the book without raising her head, "What?"

"At my front desk, I found a book in the second-hand bookstore next to my studio, which is the second-hand bookstore you often stay in. The book doesn't look like the paper of a genuine book, and it's not good anyway, but the content is very exciting. You know what it is ?"

When she said that, there was something Xueli didn't understand, "Huang Shubai."

Chun Xin was a little startled, "You know!" She was a little regretful, "It's a pity that I only read two pages, and he took it back, and I only saw a little..."

Her eyes were blank, as if she was reminiscing, she didn't know what she had imagined, and the red on her face never faded.

From now on, I can no longer look directly at the word Gao Na what tide. As long as I see these two words, I will think of the feeling of sticking to my sister that night, and the way my sister washed her small pants.

The hands are so long and beautiful, I picked up the piece of cloth from the water, wrung it dry, held the two ends with four fingers and shook it vigorously, and held the lower piece up to my eyes to see if it was washed...

She felt that she was really bad, why did she keep thinking about these things?But my sister said that this is very normal, it is a must for people to grow up, and it is the same for people all over the world.Then think about it at ease, what my sister says is what she says.

"Actually, I'm so comfortable." Chun Xin groaned again as he stuck to Xueli's ear, "I seem to be floating in the sky, but also like falling into the water, I can't help myself—"

It was still very shy to talk about it, but it was even more uncomfortable not to mention holding it back. Xueli's face and even her neck were hot from her nagging. Chun Xin looked at her for a while, and asked very intimately: "Do you want to do that? Do you want me help you?"

Xueli asked, "How can I help?"

Chun Xin patted his big hip, "I'll let you clamp it."

Xueli covered his face and smiled, Chunxin was very generous, "Do you want to clip? I can clip whatever you want, which side do you want to clip?"

……

The weather is getting colder and Christmas Eve is getting closer, Xueli often comforts herself that even if Chunxin really remembers, she is still a child.

She was a child in her two lifetimes. At the most innocent and ignorant age, she lived ten years longer than her. Are you afraid that she won't be able to coax and deal with her?

But sometimes she really can't handle it. When she wants to do something, "Sister Sister" calls her very affectionately. She leans on the small shop and always makes three turns at the end of her speech. Who can be ruthless to refuse her?

When I don’t need you, I just say "you, you", or call people by their first names, sometimes without their names, and say whatever they want, the cub is very realistic.

It was also caused by a ghost to slap the back of the head. Anyway, Chun Xin is very cute, even if he is bad.

In the first three days of Christmas Eve, the students began to wrap apples. The colorful plastic paper bought outside was tied with a ribbon inside the apple bag, which made it look fancy.

Chunxin has never been short of such things. Since she was in junior high school, she has received a lot of them every year. There are more classes in high school, more rich children, and the apples are getting thicker and thicker.

The delivery started in the first two days, and the package was so big that the desk couldn't fit in it, so it was placed in the public locker behind the classroom.

The signed spring letter was opened and eaten, and if there was no one, she passed it on to other classmates, and then the classmates gave it to classmates, so someone found that the apples that were sent out turned around a few times and returned to their hands. Look at it, the more you look at it, the more familiar it becomes...

On the first two days of Christmas Eve, when school was over, Xueli and Chunxin were blocked by someone who came here to visit the boss of the Sakura Gang.

Xueli told them, "I am not from the Sakura Gang, nor am I from No. [-] High School."

"It is true that you are not from No. [-] High School, but Liu Xia said that she is only the deputy, and you are the real one. She beat my sister and ran away, and said that you instructed us. We can't find her, so we can only come to you gone."

There were four people on the other side, all male, the leader was about twenty, and the remaining three were about seventeen or eighteen years old.

Non-mainstream attire, hair like a tree planted on the top of the head, the weather has already entered the winter, the leader is wearing a low-cut vest inside, a white long sweater on the outside, long iron chains hanging on the waist of his trousers, his hands are tucked into the sleeves, and he is slouching from time to time snot.

It doesn't matter if Yuri is from the Sakura Gang or not, they are not afraid of having a samurai sword at home, they just want money, probably because they don't have money to buy apples for their girlfriends on Christmas Eve, so they can only find opportunities to rob high school students after school.

Xueli asked, "How much does it cost?"

The four looked at each other, and the leader said, "Fifty."

"Okay." Xueli touched his pocket, "I only have twenty here, you take it first, you will still be here tomorrow, you come to me to get the rest."

Unexpectedly, she was so easy to talk, the four of them looked at each other, a little confused.

Xueli asked, "Is there anything else?"

The plan is to turn on the phone recording in advance tomorrow and call the police. It's a cold day and send them to the police station to keep warm.I never imagined that there would be a hero saving the beauty. There was a discussion on this side, and they were talking and laughing, and they were ready to leave. Tan Song rushed out from the alley at the other end, holding a mop stick, "Stop, give her back the money!"

They often walk this alley, and they usually hang out for half an hour on the way to and from school. There is a shop selling meat pancakes at the other end of the alley, which Chun Xin likes to eat very much.

There are few people passing by in the alley, so Xueli looked back and whispered, "Leave him alone, and don't talk." Then he took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and started recording. Chunxin understood and called the police.

Turning the corner of a street is the police station. Before the community police arrived, Tan Song was pinned to the ground by four people and beaten up.

The zipper of his schoolbag was torn, and the wrapped apples were trampled to pieces.

Chunxin wanted to rush out a few times, but was held by Xueli's hands and pinned his shoulders so that he couldn't move.

She looked up and blinked in confusion, meaning why not help him.

Not to mention bringing Chunxin with her, even if she was alone, Xueli would not take the risk of helping him fight, she has always been like this, calm and indifferent to the extreme.

People can't be excited, they can do anything on impulse.If she doesn't go over, Tan Song won't be stimulated to try his best, and the other party won't kill him.

Teacher Tan is not here today, and the studio is not open. Tan Song is not seriously injured, and he doesn't want to stay longer. He said that he has to go to self-study at night, and some non-mainstream students will be detained. The police let them go first.

After leaving the police station, Xueli led Tan Song to a nearby clinic to get medicine, while Chunxin walked on the other side, protecting Xueli on the left and right in the middle.

It's just a little skin trauma, just disinfect the cut and apply some medicine. The boy lowered his head, and the tips of his ears and his neck were red.

After all, they are young people, they used to raise their hands to say hello when they met on the road, but now they are sitting next to each other, not even daring to make a sound.

He looked up several times, but Xueli had already looked away in anticipation.The boy has a big heart, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with what she did just now. In front of the girl he likes, the hero failed to save the beauty, and he was already humiliated by being beaten.

"Let's take you home again." Chun Xin mentioned his rotten schoolbag and didn't care about his rival status.

Tan Song looked up at Xueli, she nodded and took the schoolbag, "Let's go, don't go to self-study, wait for Teacher Tan to come back and ask him to take you to the hospital, in case of internal injuries."

"Yeah." Tan Song took his schoolbag away and put his hands on his chest, "I'll do it myself."

The three of them were speechless all the way, and the two girls stood at the gate of Tan Song's house watching him limping up the stairs.Chun Xin waved to him, and Tan Song also turned his head and waved goodbye.

On both sides of the road, there are still a few black leaves hanging on the dead branches of the sycamore trees, lead clouds are hanging down, and the north wind is rolling cold rain like cotton needles on people's faces. When did the sky change?

Xueli raised her head and let out a long breath of white air. Maybe it's because the days have been so good recently, and the relationship between them is too sweet, which almost made her forget that this is what the female radio anchor once said, "there is no cold winter in a hundred years".

Her pockets and her hands were empty, and they hadn't held them since she came out of the clinic. She didn't need to help anyone warm up, and she wasn't in the mood to worry about herself. Her hands were hanging by her sides, and her ten fingers were numb from the cold.

When the bad news came without warning, it was the phone call received in the classroom in March of that year, and it was this moment.

Xueli turned her head and saw Chunxin lowering his head and kicking the stones on the roadside in boredom, and said sullenly, "I found that you have always been indifferent."

The fallen leaves flew over the head in curls, and the road was half-wet by the rain. This street, for so many years, they walked side by side countless times and saw its four seasons.

It is happy in spring, bright in summer, gorgeous in autumn, and has its own depth in winter.

Xueli hates winter, and all the bad things in her life happen in winter.

She saw her long hair curled up by the strong wind behind her, and she couldn't hear her own voice clearly in the wind.

"I've always been aloof, I've always been bad and selfish."

"I didn't say that, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to know why we didn't help Tan Song in the alley."

Chun Xin stepped forward, wanting to hold her hand that was red from the cold, but Xueli took two steps back to avoid it, Chun Xin looked at her puzzled, and tilted his head slightly.

Her eyes are always so clean and beautiful, looking straight into her heart, as if asking her - why are you always like this?Why do you always push me away?

Gray snowflakes fell from the dead branches of the sycamore tree, rushing to the world impatiently, and resolutely went to die.

Unwilling to give up, Chun Xin took small steps forward, as if this way others would not notice her.

"I know, we are girls, we are weak, they are bums, they are not afraid of anything, they may have a knife on them, my mother said, surrender first when you encounter danger..."

Of course, even without the above conditions, Xueli should be absolutely trusted.My elder sister always knows more than she does, ignorance means obedience, Chun Xin admires her so much, likes her so much, and will always support her unconditionally.

She is like those snowflakes that melted on her eyelashes, approaching her without hesitation, bringing her to the window of the convenience store on the side of the road, the indoor lights illuminate her young white face, she holds her frozen hands in the palm Hold it in the face.

"Don't be angry, I was wrong, the grilled sausage is really delicious, can you buy it for me?"

The cleaner she is, the more shameless and despicable Xueli feels.

Before that, she hoped that Chunxin would never think about it, and would never worry about it, so that she could continue to play the role of her good sister and pretend that nothing happened.

Christmas Eve was approaching, and the guillotine was still hanging, and she had already been tortured.

Suddenly, I don't want to wait any longer, and accept the trial now.

"I know that what you are asking is not about this matter, but about many things in the past. It is about my attitude towards you and my family. Because I treat you well, you always think that I am not as bad as I show, right? "

"I let you down. In fact, I have always been selfish and indifferent, and we have not changed. If I have treated you like that, ten times and a hundred times more than everyone else, you may not continue to like me, like this I."