Spring is coming

This time it was Jiang Mengyan who drove them there, and the roads were different from before. They were all newly built highways, and everything they saw was straight, regular, and orderly.

Chun Xin looked out of the window with his back straightened out of curiosity. At the end of September, the sun was shining brightly, but the scorching heat of midsummer was no longer there.

The journey was shortened by half, starting at [-]:[-] am and arriving in Rong County before [-]:[-] am.

The last time I came back to apply for an ID card, I didn't enter the community. To be precise, this was the first time Chun Xin came back after leaving 153.

"It's changed a lot." Chun Xin leaned his face against the car window and watched.

The road outside the community was widened, and a hotel was built. The original geological team building, health center, and even the flower beds below were stripped and built. The outermost rows of old houses disappeared and turned into a commercial street.

There are only a few rows of low-rise buildings on the high slope in the depths of the road. The roses planted on the roof hang down like waterfalls, and the cows climbed high along the wires.

In the 153rd team, I don't know whose family died. They built a dark green canvas shed for the funeral. It was difficult for cars to get in, so they parked outside the community.

Jiang Mengyan stretched her neck and looked in, "Don't hang it up already."

"Are you still going?" Xue Li asked.

"It's all here, if you hang up, just take the money." Jiang Mengyan said.

Xueli took Chunxin out of the car, and when she heard the Great Compassion Mantra floating from under the canvas shed, her eyes widened.

Xueli said: "Go and have a look, don't be afraid, I'm here."

When I walked in, I found out that it was not Yin's family, but Teacher Deng's mother who lived in the same building and taught senior mathematics. Their family was rich. Jiang Mengyan heard that the running water mat would be held for seven days, and the canvas shed was built just in front of Teacher Wang's house.

"Not yet, but it will be soon." Jiang Mengyan said.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are too common. However, the 153 geological team has been here for many years. Three or four generations have lived here. The children have grown up, and the number of elderly people has become less and less. Several of them have to be sent away every year.

In another ten years, all the old houses in this place will be stripped away, and by then there will really be nothing left.

It was still the way he remembered it, but it was quite different. When Chun Xin saw Mr. Wang, he still liked to wear a white shirt and a gray suit, and his hair was much grayer.

His daughter-in-law was also quite fat, wearing a big apron and bending over to wash vegetables on the floor. Her legs and feet were so stiff that she couldn't squat down. Chun Xin heard people chatting with her, asking her if her knees hurt badly when it rained.

She didn't say hello, and everyone didn't recognize her. The change was too great.

There is a distance of more than three meters between the two buildings. The neighbors who came to help squatted in the aisle to wash dishes and vegetables. The concrete floor was full of oil, pepper skins and vegetable leaves. Walk steadily, and the accident of falling is small. Getting your clothes dirty is a big deal.

As soon as Chun Xin reached the entrance of the passageway, she didn't move. People around came to help, people came to drink, and children ran around. She struggled with her wrist and gave way to the wall, unwilling to leave.

"What's wrong?" Xueli looked back, Chunxin broke free from her hand and hid behind the wreath placed against the wall.

The coffin was placed not far away, surrounded by white flags, the Great Compassion Mantra was played on the speaker, and several Taoist priests were sitting on futons in front of the mourning hall.

Chun Xin stood against the wall, thinking wildly in his mind, where did they find these Taoist priests, they probably paid a lot of money, they worked and rested for a while, and offered tea, water, cigarettes and alcohol, they really didn't shy away from it.

"Why hide?" Xueli asked her.

Chun Xin hid with his hands behind his back, his eyelids drooping, his long eyelashes covering his eyes, he just shook his head slightly, "I don't want to go."

When I came here, I said in the car that when I saw my grandma, I should say a few words to her. People are dying, and the kindness and grudges should be separated.

My mother said that grandpa's pension has increased a lot now, and the family's conditions are much better. The old lady is also pitiful.She is not yet seventy, 153 Many old people are still in their eighties and nineties.

They were already at the door, why did they suddenly get scared, Xueli tilted her head and looked in front of Yin's house, she understood immediately.

Who else could that bitch be if it wasn't Yin Yuanxin, standing in front of the window with her arms crossed and talking to a few neighbors, her face was as mean and indifferent as in memory, and the black heart underneath could be seen through two layers of cloth.

"Are you afraid?" Xueli asked with her head lowered.

Her tears fell without warning. The Taoist priests drank some tea, picked up their companions and began to chant scriptures with the Great Compassion Mantra. The copper rubbing and copper bells chirped and chirped, and Chun Xin buried himself in the snow and cried loudly.

"I'm afraid, I don't want to go, I'm afraid—"

Jiang Mengyan just found them in this corner, and she didn't expect it, "Yin Yuanxin is back, why not, her mother is dying, she must not come back."

Even Jiang Mengyan knew the grievances between Yin Yuanxin and Chunxin's father, and she must have no good looks towards Shang Chunxin.

Not only did she not look good, Xueli thought of Chunxin being kicked out of the house, she was holding on to the doorknob and refused to let go, her ten fingers were blackened by Yin Yuanxin's iron hook, and she thought of her standing barefoot on the floor and crying , cried until his throat split.

Grandma Yin has a bad temper and a dead-headed mind, and at least she has some nurturing kindness towards Chunxin. Before those things happened, she treated her well, picked her up from the door of the coal shed, and cooked for her.

Now that she is dying, let's take a look, it is also appropriate to give her a ride.

Xueli also tried to make herself think of the good of others, thinking that maybe she really felt that she could not bring up a child well, so it would be better for someone else to raise her, and thinking about how she had struggled and hesitated.

Otherwise, when the mother went to the guest house to ask for a child for the first time, she should give it out and let them take it directly to Nanzhou.Go home and directly say that the child was not found, and save the neighbors from gossiping.

But what is Yin Yuanxin based on?Why do you drive Chun Xin out of the house, why do you bully her like that, you don't have the ability to settle accounts with Yin Yuanchang, bullying children is nothing.

The sea of ​​heart was surging with anger and blood, Xueli had never hated a person like this in two lifetimes.

Xueli squeezed her hand tightly, and hugged the poor Chun Xin into her arms, "I know why you are afraid."

In the two lifetimes, she met Chun Xin, but she temporarily forgot about the past, she didn't want to remember it.

If he was reborn with memories, it would be too much torture for Chun Xin who had chosen to give up his life.

If she remembers, how can she bear it if she goes through what happened when she was a child again.

After finally getting through it, I was already thinking about dying, but when I turned around, I found that I was standing on the old road again.The child's body can't do anything, and the adult's brain tortures her day and night.

There is no better choice than to die again.

Forgetting is the kindness and grace of this world to her.

Memories can be forgotten, but the fear engraved in the bone marrow will not disappear, so when I see Deng Yi who has experienced a similar experience, I will really feel sorry for him, so I will cry on the corridor of No. [-] Middle School, thinking that it is not easy to continue studying.

At this moment, it was obviously the first time I saw Yin Yuanxin, but she was so scared that she hid behind the wreath before she got close.

Xueli suddenly thought that she might have died long ago. After taking a cold shower in the rental house and returning home, she developed a high fever at night and lay on the bed crying and thinking about her...

Xueli died on that deep winter night.

She was trapped like a prisoner for ten years and endured the punishment of loneliness. After ten years, she finally couldn't hold on anymore, and she also felt the despair when Chun Xin left.

She paid back enough, felt the calling, finally came to her, and they reunited in another world.

This is the kingdom of the sun, she is the guardian knight of the sun god, the only minister.

Chun Xin was still buried in her arms crying, Jiang Mengyan stood aside, resting her hands on Chun Xin's back and knitting her eyebrows in worry, the blood in Xueli's heart rushed straight to her forehead.

What are the duties of a knight?

It is loyalty, protection, and expulsion of darkness and evil.

"What are you afraid of? I'm here."

Xueli took Chunxin and squeezed out from behind the wreath, almost dragging her forward.

At the gate of Yin's house, a few women chatting with Yin Yuanxin seemed to feel something, and when they looked over, their feet also consciously stepped back.

Yin Yuanxin looked over, she was in her late thirties, her hair was half-yellow but not black, she was not tall, and she was not fat. The Yin family was all handsome, and so was Principal Yin, but Yin Yuanxin and Yin Yuanchang It's more like a mean face that invites people to hate.

Xueli stood still in front of her, and slapped her on the face with a "slap". Yin Yuan was caught off guard, half of his body was thrown out, staggered two steps back, and sat on the ground without standing still.

"What are you doing?!" she yelled, covering her face.

"It's not obvious enough to hit you?"

Xue Lisai rolled up her sleeves and rode on her. In the blink of an eye, she slapped her face left and right.

Chun Xin stood in the back with his mouth wide open, he was dumbfounded.

The Jiang family and the Yin family fought a battle many years ago. That time it was Jiang Mengyan and Grandma Yin, and this time it was Jiang Mengyan's daughter and Grandma Yin's daughter.

This is feud.

The women have a lot of fun watching, hurry up and move away, don't be accidentally injured.

Xueli didn't attack hard, she felt that she was a person who understood the law, and her subordinates had weight, but she just uttered bad breath.

She wanted to beat her a long time ago. Yin Yuanxin got married and divorced in other provinces, and went back to Rong County every three to five years. Every time she came back, Chunxin would be scolded, beaten and abused.

In the winter, he poured rainwater accumulated in the tile tank in the backyard on her, punished her to kneel in the yard, sued her grandma for stealing, and pulled her hair and slapped her in the face.

Chun Xin hated her to death, and when she was heard scolding her behind her back, she pulled Chun Xin's hair and pressed her to the ground and pierced her face with a sewing needle. That happened when Chun Xin was ten years old.

Chunxin cried and ran to the second floor to look for Xueli with blood on her face. At that time, she had been punished to kneel all afternoon, and the blood on her face was all dry. It was her grandfather who came back from the gateball field and rescued her.

Xueli took her to the clinic to apply the medicine. The doctor said that the medicine should not be washed away by tears, so she held back her tears.

This is what Xueli saw, Chunxin told her, and Chunxin who didn't see it didn't say anything, and I don't know how many grievances he has suffered behind his back.

In my previous life, I missed the trip and was so busy taking Chun Xin home that I didn't have a chance to teach her a lesson.

Now there is a great opportunity for revenge, how can I miss it, slap her a few times, why didn't she die of cancer?

Xueli weighed the matter, but Yin Yuanxin didn't know it. She reacted, pulled Xueli's hair, and scratched her face with her nails.Chun Xin's mind was dumb, anyway, he was worried that Xue Li would not be at a disadvantage, so he rushed forward to help.

That woman was very good at fighting, and Chunxin was small and weak, so she got a paw as soon as she got close to her neck, and she was bleeding immediately.

"I'm your mother's Yin Yuanxin!" Xueli's blood also came up, her eyes were red, she pinched her neck with one hand, and pulled her hair with the other to hit the concrete floor.

The head was smashed to the ground, and Yin Yuanxin saw Jiang Mengyan standing by the wreath in a trance, and while reaching out to pick Xueli's eyes, he scolded, "You mother! Jiang Mengyan, you are a piece of shit, take care of your daughter!"

Jiang Mengyan called her out, woke up, came over with a small bag, pointed at her, "Say it again!"

Seeing Jiang Mengyan's angry face, she was 100% not trying to fight. It's not good to fight three times. The neighbors hurried up to separate them for fear of killing people.

It's also fortunate that someone set up a shed not far away to hold a funeral, and it's meal time, and there are many people, otherwise I'm afraid something will happen.

The two parties were separated, and the neighbors were yelling at each other, and they didn't bother to comment on the right and wrong of her two families. They only said that the society was ruled by law, so why fight.

That's the reason, but there's nothing more soothing than a fight and scolding.

Xueli was relieved, but she didn't look very good, her eyes were blood red, her eyelids were scratched and bleeding, her neck and face were all red.

Of course, Yin Yuanxin is not feeling well either. He may have suffered a concussion. He was dizzy and unable to get up. The bruises on his neck immediately appeared, and he kept coughing while holding his neck.

Chun Xin hugged Xue Li's arm, his eyes fixed on her face, he wanted to touch her, but he didn't dare, for fear of hurting her.

Xueli wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, lowered her head and asked, "Are you still afraid?"

With tears in her eyes, she shook her head slightly, "I'm not afraid anymore."