Spring is coming

Both Chunxin and Xueli went to school late, Xueli went to two first grades, did not skip a grade, and followed up honestly, 1-2 years older than many students at the same level.

The tallest boy in the class is only 165, Xueli is already 170, and he is thinner, so he looks even taller.It’s the same as the bamboo poles, and I still sit in the last row. The number of people in the class is single, and the empty one is the seat next to Xueli. No boy dares to sit with her.

"That's fine." Chun Xin came to play with her during recess and hugged her shoulders, "This way you will be mine alone."

The boys at the front desk looked back and chatted with them, "Aren't you real sisters?"

Chun Xin said, "No."

Xueli looked up at him, and he turned his head away.

She is more like a head teacher than a head teacher, who would like to chat with a head teacher.

Indeed, on the day when she first came to report, Xueli was really regarded as the class teacher. She sat in the last row consciously, and Chun Xin accompanied her, but she was also mistaken for a good student lackey who had already fawned on the teacher.

Every classmate who entered the classroom looked at her coldly and trembled. There were many children in the poor class, and the teacher thought it would take some effort to rectify it. They were all stupid when they entered the classroom. Why are the students in this class so obedient? ah.

Later, Xueli changed into XXL school uniform, and everyone knew that she was a student. Some people guessed that she was eighteen, some guessed that she was twenty, and some people rumored that she was actually married? !

Chun Xin went around trying to refute rumors, she was too busy at that time.

When I got home, Chun Xin said to her, "Everyone says you're married."

Xueli asked her: "I stay with you all day, who am I going to marry?"

"You stay with me all day, of course you are marrying me." Chun Xin grinned, and raised his two index fingers together, "Marriage is like mom and dad, two people live together, lying on the same bed .”

"And then?" Shirley asked.

She was not shy at all, she tilted her head and poked her face with her fingers, "It's just like the two of us. Mom and Dad are separated at work, and we are together when we go to and from school." She rubbed her three fingers, "It's just a red book. .”

There are many small movements and many words, and Xueli is often amused by her, "You still know the red book."

"Of course." Chun Xin said again: "I know it's impossible, but I have another way."

"any idea?"

Chun Xin didn't say anything and kept it a secret.

……

Chun Xin's tablemate was a little boy, slightly smaller than her, dark and thin, and asked her: "Is your sister very fierce, will you get slapped on the palm at home?"

"Why do you say that?" Chun Xin has never been beaten at Jiang Mengyan's house since she came to Jiang Mengyan's house. She doesn't understand why her classmates are afraid of Xueli.

"She looks fierce." Said the deskmate.

"Then did she hit you?"

The deskmate shook his head.

"Then do you think I look fierce?"

The deskmate still shook his head.

Chun Xin raised his hand and punched the tabletop. With his eyes, he punched it fiercely.

The tablemate was puzzled, "What are you doing?"

Chun Xin said: "You can't rely on your appearance, you know, I'm actually very fierce."

The tablemate laughed, "Then you hit me, and I'll try to see if it hurts."

He shook his shoulders, tensed his back, and signaled her to fight.Chun Xin thumped him lightly, "There must be something wrong with you."

The deskmate shook his head, "Use a little force."

Chun Xin ignored him, and the tablemate relaxed, and then said: "I used to be beaten often in junior high school, but my bones were hard. Once, when I went to the toilet, someone beat me on the head. My head was fine, but he twisted my head. It became swollen and I couldn't hold a pen for three months."

Chun Xin turned to look at him, and the deskmate was proud, "Nobody hit me since that time."

After that, Chun Xin began to inquire about his family situation, and sent some care if there was nothing to do. She thought to herself why I always met these unlucky people, and she was lucky to meet these unlucky people.

Deng Yi is so pitiful, he died, the younger brother who stole money to buy clothes is not sensible, his uncle's family doesn't like him, his mother may have remarried, and no one will remember him in the future.

There is only one spring letter. I remember the tablemate who took a bath with a steel wool ball, and I remember that he wrote his sincere blessings to her on the scented letter paper, and hoped that she would be happy forever.

She also burned a book for him by the river once, and thought of him when she looked up at the stars in the sky, hoping that he would have a good life in another world.

The new tablemate is Wang Anqing, and Chunxin has found out about the eighteen generations of his ancestors. His parents are not divorced, he is an only child, and his family is well-off. None of the students who bullied him before were admitted to No. [-] Middle School. Very good, and I have no plans to have a second child.

How important is mom and dad, how important is a healthy and healthy family.

Chun Xin felt relieved.

After school on Friday afternoon, it was Chunxin's turn to be on duty for the row of desks. Xueli also helped sweep the floor, and she also offered to help if the blackboard was out of reach.

The day's duty was coming to an end, just put the bench down from the table, Chun Xin was about to wash his hands after finishing his work, but was stopped by his deskmate Zhanarm at the door.

There were only three people left in the classroom, and the skinny black boy Wang Anqing stood at the door and said, "I know you are good to me, but I really can't promise you, you should just give up."

Xueli stood on the podium, brushed the chalk dust off her sleeves, and looked up.

Chun Xin pointed to the tip of his nose, looked left and right, "Are you talking to me?"

Wang Anqing spread his hands, "What else?"

Chun Xin was puzzled, "What am I giving up?"

Wang Anqing sighed, walked to the podium, stood tall and confident, "I said, give up chasing me quickly, I won't agree to you, I don't like you at all, I like to be like you A quiet girl like the representative of the Chinese class, although you are very beautiful, you are too noisy and fierce."

That's right, Wang Anqing has already discovered that Chun Xin is really fierce, he can also curse at people, and threatens to break people's legs and gouge people's eyes out every now and then.

Chun Xin opened his mouth wide and couldn't close it for a long time, he was dumbfounded.

Wang Anqing patted her on the shoulder, "Don't be too sad, you will meet better ones."

Chun Xin: "I..."

Xueli leaned against the desk to watch the excitement, Chunxin took a deep breath, exhaled, rolled his eyes, "I pursue you? Which eye of yours sees me pursuing you?"

"Isn't it obvious enough?" Wang Anqing said, "Bring me snacks, isn't it because you are kind to me, and if you ask about my family, isn't it because you are interested in me?"

Chun Xin was speechless, with a very complicated expression, three parts ridiculed, three parts surprised and four parts sympathetic.

I sympathize with Wang Anqing, a good person, why did my brain get kicked by a donkey.

Wang Anqing looked at her for a while, as if he felt that his words were a bit too much, his flying features slowly returned to their positions, his tall shoulders drooped, and he muttered: "Although my family does not allow me to fall in love early, but if..."

"You think too much." Before he could finish the rest of the sentence, Xueli squeezed him away sideways, took a step back, pushed Wang Anqing off the podium, and deliberately hit him with her elbow on the nose.

Wang Anqing let out a "woo" and covered his face with his hands, Xueli said, "Sorry, I didn't see you."

Without any sincerity, Wang Anqing apologized to the air in front of him, and rubbed his nose, "You can't see when you stand so close."

"Maybe you are too short." Xueli said lightly.

Went to the bathroom to wash his hands, walked out of the school side by side with Xueli, and walked to the sidewalk, Chunxin turned his head.

"This man surnamed Wang is really good, he is really good! Now it's alright. I wanted to change my seat. I don't want to change my seat. I can't bear him. Change it. It seems that I was rejected and hurt by emotion. I have no choice but to leave. Not right."

Chun Xin was so angry, "I care about him because I'm afraid he will commit suicide! He can't think about it like Deng Yi. He's lucky, hmph, with such thick skin, he can't even kill himself if I commit suicide!"

"Do you think so?" Chunxin bumped his shoulder against Yuuri's arm, "Really?"

Xueli didn't say a word, and she didn't know which words in her words stabbed her, her face was ugly, and her jaw was tense.

Before taking Chunxin to the hospital for a physical examination, Xueli always thought she was sick.How could Xueli think that a person who is not sick or disaster can lie dead on the bed like that.She hadn't suffered that much, she couldn't think of it.

After the physical examination report, it proved that she was in good health and had no hidden diseases. Xueli thought maybe it was just that she lived better now, ate well and slept well, and was not sick.She did not take it lightly and kept an eye on her health.

Chun Xin is indeed in better health than before. Apart from eating too much chili, his stomach hurts, and he has no nosebleeds when he gets angry. At this time, the words awakened the dreamer, and Xueli suddenly thought that there might be a possibility that she was very unwilling to admit and face to face. Right maybe.

She tried to think differently, what should she do if Chun Xin's experience happened to her.

Those sufferings and pains were carried on her shoulders without bending her back. She lightly brushed the dust off her clothes and walked briskly forward, singing along the way.

It's not that there's no weight, it's just that she's used to being patient and having fun.

The wind, frost, rain and snow, she did not dodge, until the shoes scuffed her feet, and the flesh and bones could be seen, she fell to the ground unable to hold on, and never wanted to get up again.

Too tired, forget it.

Xueli can't bear it, she is a person who is used to happiness, she is sitting in a spacious and comfortable car, but the dust and dirt on the shoe surface is unbearable for her, how can she endure such suffering, just thinking about it makes her feel unbearable. Feeling short of breath.

The people around him jumped up and down, clamoring for the pineapple sold on the roadside cart, Xueliji paid for it, and Chunxin chose a big one.

The two continued to move forward, Chun Xin let go of her hand and bent over to eat by himself, so as not to stain the clothes with the juice.

Xueli slowed down and followed her. Seeing Chunxin shaking the water and holding up the pineapple to feed her, she shook her head slightly, "Eat it."

Chun Xin handed it forward again, "It's very sweet, this is a good choice, I'm the best at picking, if it's not sweet, I won't give it to you."

Xueli bent down and took a bite, her two delicate eyebrows balled up before she started chewing.

I was fooled, and I was sour.

"Hahahahahaha..." Chun Xin bent down and beat his knees laughing.

She succeeded, and continued to eat the sour pineapple, her face wrinkled into a bitter gourd.

Xueli said to lose it, she shook her head, "It was bought with money, eat slowly." The child was poor since childhood, and frugality is engraved in his bones.

Meeting Jiang Mengyan who came back from get off work at the gate of the community, Chunxin changed his smile and trotted up to meet him, "Mom, do you want to eat pineapple? It's so sweet."

Xueli kept silent, watching Jiang Mengyan standing at the gate of the community, drooling with a bitter face.

The remaining half of the pineapple was thrown away by Jiang Mengyan, she scolded all the way, "What a bad boy, spanking!"

The three of them fought and entered the elevator, pressed the floor, and the elevator door closed. After a short silence, Jiang Mengyan suddenly turned her head and said to Chun Xin, "Grandma is dying soon."

The old lady died a long time ago. She was diagnosed at the beginning of the year with advanced gastric cancer. Principal Yin called several times, hoping that Chunxin could go back and see her. The old lady was nagging to see her.

Jiang Mengyan kept evading and saying that the child was preparing for the high school entrance examination and should not be distracted. Now that the two children are in high school, it is really impossible to push it away, and the old lady really has a few days to live.

"You have to make up your own mind about this matter. If you don't want to go, we won't go no matter what they say. Don't mind them. You go. Mom and sister will accompany you."

Chun Xin's eyes widened, only to hear the previous sentence - grandma is dying soon.

She is not young anymore, she knows that she is going to die soon, and grandma is going to die soon.

Chunxin hadn't thought about this person for many years. She still thought about him a lot when she was in elementary school, but she felt that she shouldn't think about it. Sometimes when she suddenly remembered it, she quickly thought of something else to drive them away.

Think about what to eat, think about what to play, think about Dongdong, anyway, think about happy things instead of sad things.

After a long time, she really couldn't remember it at all.

Now my mother told her that grandma was dying, and she didn't realize it for a second or two, which grandma it was.When I came back to my senses, I felt very strange again, why didn't it work, why didn't it work?

The elevator door opened, Chunxin was still standing there in a daze, Xueli took her out, went home, changed her shoes, Chunxin sat on the sofa, still in a daze.

She didn't have many sad emotions. Seven or eight years ago, when she left Yin's house, she was still a kid who wiped her nose with snot on her sleeves, and she grew into a beautiful big girl in a blink of an eye.

Jiang Mengyan hid her well, no matter how hard the Yin family fumbled, they couldn't get in front of her.

It's different now, the old lady is going to die, after this death, it will be really quiet in the future.

Sitting until the food was served, smelling the smell of Kung Pao Chicken, my stomach growled with hunger, and all my troubles disappeared.

Chun Xin picked up the chopsticks and had already thought about it, "See you, let her see you if she wants to."

She had already made a plan in her heart, only let her take a look at it from a distance, and then leave after reading it, never staying or talking much.

Let her take a look and close her eyes in peace of mind.

At night they went back to the room and lay on the bed. Chunxin curled up beside the snow and whispered, "She also raised me until I was eight or nine years old. If I left me alone, I would starve to death and freeze to death. How would I have the chance to meet you and meet you?" Where are the parents?"

"Don't you hate?" Xueli said with her lips pressed against her forehead.

Chun Xin said he didn't hate, "When we escaped from the mountain, do you remember what you told me? Now I think you are right. They are indeed old. With such a son, they are physically and mentally exhausted and have their own difficulties. I think, maybe she is also reluctant to part with me, otherwise how could she come to me again and again, she didn't want me at that time, maybe she really hoped that I would be taken away by my mother and live a good life. She is not an employee, nor does she have a pension. Is it because she has no money...she must be feeling very uncomfortable..."

Xueli played with her thin and soft fingers, pinching the fleshy part of the tiger's mouth, "You think too well of them."

"Maybe, but I'm willing to think so. I like to think about the good things in people, and forget about the bad ones. I like to be happy. I don't want to blame anyone, and I don't want to hate anyone. Make myself bitter and bitter." Yes, what are you doing?"

Xueli gave a soft "hmm", "Go if you want, I will accompany you wherever you go, let's eat jelly after watching."

"Yeah." Chunxin nodded vigorously, "If you have jelly to eat, it's not a waste of time."