My years as a soldier

Li Muyun stared blankly at Lu Sheng, even he had to say that it was extremely cunning for Lu Shengxuan to say such words at such a time.

And Li Muyun's standards for treating people and things have always been very clear.He treats those who are sincere to him, and he also treats them sincerely. As for those who pretend to be snakes, he naturally doesn't care.

Li Muyun always felt that Lu Sheng's admiration for him was only based on appearance.After all, Lu Sheng's reputation in that area has not been very good.Li Muyun had never been sincere to Lu Sheng, but what surprised him was that at this time, Lu Sheng seemed to be pouring out his heart and lungs.

The kidnapping of King Su's son must have been the conclusion reached by the eight generals of the Longyou Army, but Lu Sheng, a junior, dared to say such words of betraying his father and the camp behind his back.Lu Sheng shouldn't be... just talking, right?

What's more, there were still hot tears in his eyes, and against the backdrop of the tears, there seemed to be fire burning in those black eyes.It was the flame of eager anticipation, and under the blessing of strong obsession, it almost swallowed Li Muyun's whole body.

How much Lu Sheng wanted Li Muyun to agree to him.There is no need for him to say this clearly, anyone can see it at this time.

But this abrupt boy dared to use escape as a bargaining chip to persuade the other party - it is impossible to say that Li Muyun has never been tempted.

For a moment, both sides fell into silence.Only the sound of Lu Sheng's urgent and rapid breathing flowed back and forth between the two of them.

Li Muyun simply closed his eyes, not looking into his eyes.But as long as you don't look at it, can you ignore the eagerness and expectation of the person in front of you?Li Muyun could still feel those hot eyes staring straight at him.His throat also began to feel a little tight, even putting aside his personal feelings, Lu Sheng's confession opened a practical door for Li Muyun to be in such a predicament.

But Li Muyun took a deep breath.His Adam's apple squirmed up and down, and after a long time, he frowned severely and opened his eyes.

"General Lu... calm down first. I don't know what kind of person I am in your heart. But what you just said..."

Li Muyun looked away and let out a soft sigh.

"Let me refuse."

After he said those four words, the atmosphere of the entire camp changed accordingly.

The flames in Lu Sheng's eyes seemed to be completely frozen by Li Muyun's words in an instant.He froze in place and took a few breaths, trying to maintain his breath like a fish stranded on the shore.

Lu Sheng pressed his hands on his chest, his face turned pale in an instant.His eager eyes were suddenly filled with disappointment and pain.

"……why?"

Lu Sheng asked.

His voice was low and deep, and each sound seemed to be squeezed out of his throat.

"Why! Why can't I!"

Lu Sheng suddenly questioned loudly, his disappointed eyes were turned to be occupied by anger.

Li Muyun was terrified by his gaze, and subconsciously stepped back.

"What is it about me that dissatisfies you? Tell me, tell me straight up!"

Suddenly, Lu Sheng pressed Li Muyun's arms with both palms.Those ten fingers sank deeply into his flesh, leaving deep red marks on both arms.

Lu Sheng pressed him painfully.But Li Muyun didn't complain of pain, instead, at that moment, the fear that had just suddenly arisen dissipated.He raised his head to meet Lu Sheng, facing his angry face.

"Because I don't like you, General Lu." Li Muyun's voice was indifferent.He could hear that Lu Sheng's confession just now was sincere, so his reply must also be sincere.

"Are you happy now that I promised you against my will?" Li Muyun asked in a deep voice instead, "General Lu, I am very grateful for your care these days, but if you think that because of these, you can make me like you You... that would be too despising of Mu Yun. After all, I am still a son of the royal family, no matter how poor I am, I still have some bones left. What's more..."

When Li Muyun said this, a trace of tenderness flashed in his eyes.Lu Sheng tightly grasped the subtle changes in his eyes, and suddenly spoke with a sob in his throat.

"Is it because of him?"

He asked a question suddenly, but Li Muyun was caught off guard.

"Is it because of him!"

Grasping the panic in Li Muyun's eyes, Lu Sheng raised his voice again.

Li Muyun's heart trembled, he subconsciously pursed his lips, and said nothing.

"Okay. I see."

Lu Sheng suddenly let go of Li Muyun's arms.In an instant, the squeezed pain on the arm disappeared, but Li Muyun's expression became more and more flustered.He shook his head subconsciously, wanting to deny it, but when Lu Sheng saw his reaction, he sneered instead, turned around and walked towards the tent gate.

This time, Li Muyun completely panicked.

He hurriedly tried to stop Lu Sheng, but was firmly blocked by the guards guarding the door.

"Look at him! Don't let him step out!"

Lu Sheng sternly ordered to the guards, he didn't even look at Li Muyun again.

The felt cloth in front of the big tent was put down by the guards outside the door again.Lu Sheng's figure disappeared before his eyes.Li Muyun tried his best to rush towards the gate several times, but every time he was easily blocked by the guards and returned to the room.

Li Muyun, who was pushed to the ground and sat in the tent, had a bruised face and tears in his eyes.

He was trembling all over.He regretted it, the moment Lu Sheng turned around, he regretted it.

Why didn't he expect that Lu Sheng would be so impulsive?If he knew at that time, even if he was against his will, he would immediately agree!

Hu...

Li Muyun covered his eyes with his hands, sat on the ground like that, buried his head in his arms.

His mind is full of the wounds of Hu Jiuzhang's amputated legs, and the knife wounds on his back and shoulders that penetrated into the bone marrow.Show mercy... show mercy...

Li Muyun could only keep thinking softly in his mind.He never had a moment like this moment, hoping that Lu Sheng would come back to him.

As long as Lu Sheng is willing to come back, no matter how humble he is, he can say it, as long as Lu Sheng can let Hu Jiuzhang go, as long as he calms down.

But in the end, Li Muyun was the only one in the empty tent, sitting on the ground, weeping silently.

After Zhao Xiaoyang left, Hu Jiuzhang waited in the tent for a long time, but Li Muyun still didn't come back.But at this moment, he wasn't worried, instead, he was lamenting the fate that Zhao Xiaoyang was about to face.

If unfortunately he is assigned to the frontal battlefield, Zhao Xiaoyang will be in danger this time.

Of course Hu Jiuzhang didn't want to see his friends who had fought together die, but most of the time, these soldiers could only accept it passively.Just as he couldn't stop the medical officer from cutting off his legs, Zhao Xiaoyang couldn't escape the fate of being sent to the front line to die.

Since you are powerless to fight, you might as well accept it peacefully.Otherwise...how can I live?

On this point, Hu Jiuzhang was very open-minded.It may also be because he was born in a military family, and since he was sensible, he was told that he was destined to go to the battlefield.And when you are unable to fight against fate, the only thing you can do is to let yourself have as little regret as possible within the scope of your ability.

He thought so, and has always done so.

Thinking of the conversation with Zhao Xiaoyang sitting on the side of the couch just now, it seemed like a farewell.But when talking, they all had gentle smiles on their faces.At the end, Zhao Xiaoyang said with yearning that he was envious of Zhang Zhi, who was discharged early because of a broken arm.

Now, after a few months, Zhang Zhi should have arrived home smoothly, seeing his wife whom he misses day and night, and the two children at home, right?

Thinking of Zhang Zhi, the two had nothing to say except sighing.

After Zhao Xiaoyang left, Hu Jiuzhang himself fell into deep thought.But with Li Muyun, the heir apparent, by his side, Hu Jiuzhang didn't worry about his own fate until he shouted loudly, breaking the tranquility in the camp.

Suddenly, four armored soldiers broke in from outside the tent, and one of them, a man in the uniform of the brigade commander, yelled at Hu Jiuzhang. This voice made Hu Jiuzhang suddenly wake up from his chaotic thoughts—Gan Ruoshan.

Gan Ruoshan, who broke in suddenly, only glanced at Hu Jiuzhang condescendingly, and gave orders to the three soldiers behind him.

"Tie him up to me!"

Hu Jiuzhang was still wearing several layers of bandages.He has yet to heal from the stab wounds to his upper body, let alone received amputated legs.Seeing Hu Jiuzhang's appearance, the three soldiers showed hesitation, but seeing Gan Ruoshan's tough tone, the soldiers didn't dare to disobey, so they took out the rope and tied Hu Jiuzhang's hands tightly in front of him.

"Old Gan, what are you so excited about?"

Hu Jiuzhang was astonished at being treated like this all of a sudden, but facing Gan Ruoshan, no matter how frightened he was, he couldn't show it on his face.

"Hu Jiuzhang, I was ordered by General Lu, if there is more, go and talk to General Lu!"

"Which General Lu?"

Hearing this at first, Hu Jiuzhang was shocked.When he was captured, he could still remain calm, but this "General Lu"...

Hu Jiuzhang immediately thought of Li Muyun who left in a hurry, Li Muyun must have gone to find Lu Sheng, and if Lu Sheng sent someone to arrest him, then Xiaobai...

The panic in Hu Jiuzhang's eyes spread like wildfire.And Gan Ruoshan saw the subtle change on his face, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help showing a somewhat proud smile.He probably thought that Hu Jiuzhang was so panicked because he was afraid of himself?

"General Lu Shenglu. Otherwise, which General Lu do you think it is?"

There was a bit of joy in Gan Ruoshan's tone, and Hu Jiuzhang's expression became more serious when he heard the name.

It's really Lu Sheng!So what about Xiaobai's safety?

He couldn't wait to know the news about Li Muyun, but before he could speak, Gan Ruoshan had already waved his hands at the soldiers beside him, his expression becoming more and more relaxed.

"Take him away!"

With Gan Ruoshan's order, Hu Jiuzhang's quilt was stripped off by a guard.Under the quilt were his completely amputated legs about an inch below the knees, and blood was still oozing from the cloth covering the wound.Seeing this scene, the three soldiers were stunned.And Gan Ruoshan raised his eyebrows slightly, showing a little surprise.

I'm afraid he didn't expect that Hu Jiuzhang had lost a pair of calves.

"Uh...take it out on a stretcher!"

On this point, he did not take the opportunity to embarrass Hu Jiuzhang.Hu Jiuzhang was carried by two soldiers onto a simple stretcher made of linen and hard bamboo, and was just carried out of the tent.

Lying on the stretcher, his unhealed wound was throbbing, and because his hands were tied, he could only lie on his back on the stretcher, and he couldn't even use the strength to get up.

Gan Ruoshan followed all the way, and sent Hu Jiuzhang to the tent that was temporarily set up next to Lu Sheng's tent.

This small tent, which is only four meters in diameter and wide, is only about five meters away from the main tent where Li Muyun is, but the arrangement inside the tent is almost like a prison.Lu Sheng stood in the tent with a gloomy expression.Behind him stood a wooden frame full of torture instruments, and Hu Jiuzhang, who was sent in, lay flat on the stretcher and could not move a bit.

"...put him down."

Seeing Hu Jiuzhang, Lu Sheng ordered in a deep voice.As Gan Ruoshan retreated with his troops, Lu Sheng's eyes on Hu Jiuzhang became more and more ruthless.