My years as a soldier

With Li Muyun, an outsider, imprisoned in the tent, these generals stopped talking to each other.All of them had sullen faces, with a look of bitterness and hatred.Only the general surnamed Zhang finally explained to Lu Kuang, and then led the group of people around and left the camp.

In the end, only Lu Sheng and his son were left in the tent, standing in front of Li Muyun who was being escorted by soldiers.

"My lord, you should accept your fate..."

Lu Kuang, with gray beard and hair, let out a long sigh, it seemed that he was more uncomfortable than Li Muyun.

Li Muyun was not willing to accept his rhetoric, he only frowned, the anger on his face did not fade, and he remained silent.

"Hey... life is short, if you are more obedient, you will live more comfortably in the future."

Lu Kuang is now in his sixtieth year, but his body under the armor is still tall and straight.He was also a handsome young man when he was young, but now that he is old, although there are a few wrinkles on his face, but the long beard hitting his chest, against the well-crafted silver armor, it is more obvious Mighty momentum.

Lu Sheng followed behind his father, he kept looking down at Li Muyun.But he still didn't speak to Li Muyun, instead he gave a salute to his father, with a rare solemn voice.

"Father, leave the son to me to take care of you. With you... there are always too many people."

Lu Sheng spoke sincerely.However, seeing the old general cast a glance at him, his originally gloomy face showed a bit of disdain in a blink of an eye.

"This matter is of great importance, you can know it in your heart!"

When Lu Kuang spoke to his son, he was rude.

"Don't you think I don't know what you're thinking? Let me tell you, take care of yourself and stop those crooked thoughts!"

After Lu Kuang finished speaking, he glanced at Li Muyun again, and then turned his gaze back to his son.

"If I find out that the son is with you, and there is anything wrong with it, don't blame me for not reminding you!"

There was still a little anger in Lu Kuang's voice.What is implied in his words, obviously, everyone in this room knows it well.

But Lu Sheng didn't change his face, he still looked sincere and worshiped there.

"My son understands! My son obeys my father's teaching!"

Faced with his father's admonition, Lu Sheng was very modest.He raised his voice and looked straight at Lu Kuang's face, his sincerity was unusual.

Lu Kuang looked at his son worshiping in front of him, and couldn't stop sweeping towards Li Muyun.What else did he want to say.But after thinking about it, the old man finally let out a long sigh, waved to the guards who were guarding Li Muyun, and walked towards the gate of the tent.

Lu Kuang took away the soldier who was pressing on his arm, but Li Muyun didn't feel much better because of it.He was so crushed that one shoulder was so numb that he couldn't feel it. He stood there with his hands on his shoulders for a long time before finally regaining his strength.

But the pain on his body was nothing compared to the accident that happened before him.But until now, what he was most worried about was Hu Jiuzhang. Even if he was taken hostage, he still wanted Hu Jiuzhang to stay with him.

"My lord, is your shoulder okay? Do you want me to call the military doctor?"

Lu Sheng leaned in front of him, still looking attentive.It's just that Li Muyun looked horizontally and vertically, and always felt that Lu Sheng had also changed.Although he spoke politely, in those eyes, the kind of humility that would rather be under others for the sake of love, disappeared.On the contrary, it adds a bit of self-esteem and determination.

Li Muyun was never a sensitive person, every little change, in his opinion, meant a subtle change in the relationship between the two behind them.Now he has become a prisoner, no matter how gentle the kidnapper himself is, the status of the two has changed sharply.If Lu Sheng also changed his attitude in a blink of an eye like Cao Yi, Li Muyun might be more adaptable.Because he was thinking about the possibility of escape as early as the moment he was detained.

He thought of Lu Sheng at that time.He felt that he could take advantage of Lu Sheng's desire for him, whether it was seduction or bewitchment, he would use all means to escape from Tongguan with Hu Jiuzhang.

But now, Lu Sheng still maintained his original appearance as if nothing had happened.Li Muyun was a little stunned instead.

He really wanted to get rid of distracting thoughts, and only focus on using Lu Sheng to create opportunities for escape, but now, if Lu Sheng really fell in love, Li Muyun couldn't bear it.Of course, you still have to run away, but the guilt in Li Muyun's heart will become more and more serious because of this.

"General Lu, you don't have to treat me like this. You and I know what's going on now."

Li Muyun had a cold face, which was extremely rare, and the resistance in his heart was clearly written on his face.

Lu Sheng met his gaze, his eyes trembled slightly, he lowered his head, ignored Li Muyun's dodge, insisted on supporting his shoulders, and helped him massage the joints that had just been sprained by the soldiers.

"My son... If you hate me, I can't argue. But for you, Lu Sheng has always been wholehearted. I have a clear conscience."

Lu Sheng said softly.Li Muyun tried a few times, trying to push away Lu Sheng's hand on his shoulder, but he couldn't resist Lu Sheng's strength. He tried a few times but failed, so instead he asked Lu Sheng to give him away. Pulled closer.

"And now you're talking to me like that?"

Li Muyun's brows were furrowed, he didn't want to see Lu Sheng, and he hated the palm of his hand on his shoulder.The temperature of his palm penetrated through Li Muyun's inner and outer layers of clothes, all the way to his skin.

For some reason, Li Muyun felt extremely disgusted, as if that touch of warmth could pull him back to Chang'an from the moment, and back to the palace.Status, power, fine clothing and food.Maybe following Lu Sheng, all these will become reality in the future, but Li Muyun will be extremely afraid of such a future just thinking about it.

There is no Hu Jiuzhang in that future.

Just thinking of this, Li Muyun's heart seemed to be missing a piece.The feeling of emptiness made him shudder.

Li Muyun's disgust was written on his face, Lu Sheng saw it.A trace of loneliness flashed in his eyes, but he still rubbed Li Muyun's shoulders without changing his expression. He felt that the rubbing was almost done, so he withdrew his hand and took a step back.

"My son, come back to the camp with me. I won't ask anyone to detain you. Let's walk back. But don't even think about escaping. The seven generals just now, plus my father, have already controlled nearly half of Tongguan. Soldiers and horses, and all the camps we passed by are under our control, with your ability, you will never be able to escape."

Lu Sheng's voice was calm and gentle.Obviously, he was already trying his best to control himself, to please Li Muyun.It's just that it's impossible for anyone to be happy after hearing what he said.

Li Muyun naturally had a cold face again, and only slightly nodded his head in response, not even wanting to say anything.

He followed Lu Sheng all the way like this, with a cold face, no matter what Lu Sheng said to ease the atmosphere, he ignored it at all.Until the two entered the camp, the big felt on the door was completely put down by the soldiers guarding in front of Lu Sheng's gate.

"My son... do you really... just hate me that much?"

Lu Sheng stood two meters away from Li Muyun. He hadn't turned around yet, but his voice had already trembled a little, which was completely different from the brisk tone when he spoke outside.

It's just that Li Muyun, who was standing behind him, looked very indifferent in front of such a huge change in him.In fact, he wished that Lu Sheng would just vent his dissatisfaction directly.

"Do you think I can still like it? You, a group of generals, took an unarmed grandson of my emperor as a hostage. I can predict the result. Either, Ge Shuhan won, and I was safe. Or... Tongguan was defeated, you guys Use me to blackmail the court. But the emperor is unmoved, so you have no choice but to kill me."

Li Muyun said calmly, and took another step forward calmly.

"But I feel that no matter whether the Tang army is defeated or not, I will not end well. First of all, I am the son of King Su. I don't know whether my father is dead or alive, betrayed or surrendered. When I got up, the emperor wanted to question my father. My father was condemned, and I, the son of the world, even if I was alive, would there be any good end? And if the Tang army was defeated, it would be even worse, I would definitely die. I I could have escaped, but now that you have cut off my life, you still want me to like you. How can I like you, General Lu? Ask yourself, don’t you know who caused this situation?”

What Li Muyun said was just and righteous, and he really wanted to force Lu Sheng down.It's just that Lu Sheng's reaction was really beyond Li Muyun's expectation.

He originally thought that Lu Sheng would be driven into a rage by himself, and he would yell at the emperor who made frequent foolish tricks.Or, he didn't explain at all, and just spoke insultingly to himself.

But in fact, Lu Sheng just stood there without saying a word for a long time.

I saw him turning around slowly, there was no anger on that face, but full pain.Li Muyun noticed that there were tears in Lu Sheng's eyes. He couldn't imagine that a person like Lu Sheng would shed tears because of his few words.

This is pretending...

Li Muyun couldn't help being suspicious.

Isn't Lu Sheng just a prodigal young master who likes to have fun?Otherwise, why did he join the army and still want to find a male favorite?Now that the great war is approaching, and the rise and fall of the Tang Dynasty are all in this battle, he actually shed tears because of these few words.

Why... Could it be that this person is not as unrestrained as he appears on the surface?

Li Muyun doubted his knowledge of Lu Sheng for a moment.He frowned tightly, and his eyes were fixed on Lu Sheng's eyes that were shining with tears.

Finally, as if trying to excuse his over-excited emotions, Lu Sheng raised the corner of his mouth slightly and forced out a smile, but that smile, no matter how you look at it, was just pretending, only the tears in his eyes were real. of.

"My son... No matter how you look at me, my feelings for you are all sincere." Lu Sheng said softly, his voice was a little choked up, and there was a hint of mockery towards himself.

"I know this time may not be appropriate, but I will never forget you from the moment I saw you. I also know that it is meaningless to talk about love at first sight now. But I know my feelings. I like it You...Mu Yun. I don't want to lie to you, let alone be rude to you. I like you, and I won't let you die! As long as you promise me, I will definitely rescue you in the future—"

The more Lu Sheng spoke, the more excited he became. He walked up to Li Muyun in a few steps, and was almost close to sticking to Li Muyun.

For a moment, Li Muyun felt Lu Sheng's scorching breath rushing towards his face.He shrank his neck subconsciously, but his eyes were fixed on Lu Sheng's face.

"Muyun, promise me, okay? I will definitely rescue you in the future! Even if I have to turn against my father, I will not hesitate!"

The author says:

As I write this, I suddenly think of something that I haven't been able to explain clearly in the article before.From Xiaobai's standpoint, in fact, in my heart, Xiaobai should yearn for freedom.Looking forward to leaving Chang'an in the first volume is actually a cage that restrains oneself before leaving voluntarily.And the sudden appearance of Lao Hu, to Xiaobai in Chang'an, is like a ray of hope breaking into him suddenly.Lao Hu is from northern Xinjiang, and Lao Hu does not belong to Chang'an.The two of them are like two worlds suddenly meeting.

The northern border here, to Xiaobai at that time, was a distant and untouchable place.If it can be reached one day, it must mean that freedom has come.Therefore, for Xiao Bai, Lao Hu was a ray of light towards freedom at first.Xiaobai will save Lao Hu, which actually implies that he wants to break out of the trapped predicament through his own actions.So for the role of Xiaobai, the key word from beginning to end is: desire for freedom.

Limited to the number of words, not much to say, thank you!