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"No brain." Zhu Zhi irritably drew a random map on the paper. The paper was lined with dense black lines, and under the black lines were half-written formulas that were abandoned.

She threw the pencil into the pages of the book, leaned back on the chair back, took off the eyes between the bridge of the nose, and threw them on the table together. The eyes collided with the glass cover on the table and made a crisp sound. Zhu Zhi was so frightened that he straightened up quickly to check the glass cover.

Fortunately, nothing happened.

Zhu Zhi closed his eyes, leaned against the table, stretched out his arms, folded them together, pressed them against his forehead, let out a long snort, and forced his attention to the sound of the rain outside the window .

Listening to the sound of raindrops hitting the glass, I guess it was a lot of rain.

"Is it raining over there too?" A sentence came out of her mind uncontrollably, and she was startled when she realized it in the next second.

The anger in my heart was even heavier.

Chen Zhan went to participate in the national competition, no matter what the result is, after the national competition there is a training camp, I don't know how long it will take to see her.If it was just the interval of time, Zhu Zhi would have gotten used to it long ago.But what she is upset about now is more things besides parting.

Suddenly, there was a rumbling thunder outside the window, which drew Zhu Zhi's divergent thinking away.

She opened her eyes and looked at the transparent glass bell jar on the corner of the table in front of her. Inside was a cartoon doll, which was given to her by Chen Zhan. She always took it with her wherever she went, and took good care of it. very.

The warm yellow light hit the top of the glass bell jar, reflecting tiny white light, intertwined with the original warm color, as if Zhu Zhi couldn't explain the emotions in his heart.

"Boom—"

This is another thunder in the sky outside.

Zhu Zhi poked the glass with his finger, sighed, and then picked up the mobile phone on the table. He wanted to check the time on the screen, but his eyes were finally attracted by the messages that kept popping up one after another.

She suddenly missed a beat in her heart, subconsciously thinking that it was Chen Zhan.

Zhu Zhi quickly clicked in, and the phone almost fell to the ground in a panic.

Chen Zhan's mother.

After only two or three beeps on the phone, Zhu Zhi said, "Hello? Auntie?"

"Xiao Zhu, I really don't know what to do. I'm too anxious now. I'm afraid I can't make it clear on the phone, so I will send you a message. You and Chen Zhan grew up and know each other best. She doesn't know What's wrong, I made a major mistake in the semi-finals, and finally entered the finals with the last place in the group, and my self-esteem was frustrated, crying and clamoring not to participate in the competition, I want to go back, don't participate again."

"She will regret if she doesn't participate," Zhu Zhi said.

The other end of the phone quickly agreed: "Yes, yes, who said no! You also know that Zhan Zhan is so strong, I really don't know what to do, her father and I are very anxious now, what about this child? If you don’t listen, it’s useless to say anything.”

After a moment of silence, Zhu Zhi stood up from his seat, opened the curtains, looked at the raindrops falling on the window, and asked, "Did you call Zhou Zhou?"

"I called. As soon as I made the call, Zhan Zhan snatched the phone away. Let's not tell her. We are crying and making trouble, and we dare not continue to call Zhou Zhou..." The tone on the other end of the phone became more and more serious. The more anxious he said, the more he began to cry faintly.

Chen Zhan's life has been so smooth.

What others have, she has; what others don't, she still has.In such a small environment, I can't see the sky other than myself, and I take it for granted that I am the center of the world.

"Too capricious," Zhu Zhi paused, then asked again, "Then Auntie, where is she now?"

"We are still in Yanjing. She is in her room now, saying that she will go back tomorrow, but tomorrow is the final. In her current state, her father and I are also thinking about it. Otherwise, we will follow her, anyway. There is a next time."

Zhu Zhi's palm touched the cold glass in front of him, looking at his own shadow reflected on the glass, the shadow frowned, with displeasure written all over his face.

How long will it take to pamper her endlessly like this.

"Auntie, can you give me where you are now?

I can go over to see her tomorrow. Maybe things will turn around. It would be a pity if I don't participate. "

The other end of the phone quickly agreed.

After hanging up the phone, Zhu Zhi immediately started to get busy, confirmed the time and ticket, and packed her luggage. She sat by the bed, staring at the almost packed suitcase under her feet in a daze.

The rain outside the window is still crashing.

"Hello? Baby? Is the signal bad?" The mother's voice sounded on the other end of the phone.

After hearing this, Zhu Zhi quickly came back to his senses: "Ah, I was distracted, I was watching the rain just now."

Mother laughed: "It's raining, remember to cover the quilt at night, don't catch cold, everything is fine here with your father, if there is no accident, we will go back in a month, you have to take good care of you Oh myself."

"En." Zhu Zhi responded.

"Okay, that's it, it's getting late, go to bed quickly, good night baby."

"Good night."

As soon as she hung up the phone, Zhu Zhi hurriedly checked the contents of the suitcase. After confirming it, she looked back out the window, and the rain seemed to be falling harder.

While wearing his coat, Zhu Zhi looked at the list of items posted on the corner of the desk, confirming each item one by one, estimating the arrangement and order of each item in his mind.

"I don't have time to do it." She said in her heart.

She raised her hand, tore off the note, squeezed it into a ball, and threw it into the trash can next to it, making a crisp sound.

Parents can't be by their side all the year round, Zhu Zhi can arrange all his affairs by himself, even down to the minute.

When I was young, it was just to squeeze out the time to miss my parents, but slowly it became something engraved in my bones.

Among all the clearly divided tables, as long as there is a place for Chen Zhan to write, it can always break through the neatly drawn tables.

After thinking for a long time, only the time of tonight's train is just right.

After checking all the power sources in the room, Zhu Zhi locked the door of the house, and the sound of the suitcase rollers rubbing against the ground turned on the voice-activated lights in the corridor.

Standing in front of the gate, Zhu Zhicai saw with his own eyes how heavy the rain fell tonight, and a layer of fine white mist formed with the rain under the street lamps that were still on not far away.

Three or ten minutes had passed, and there was still no driver, so she clicked the red cancel button on the screen.

"It takes about an hour to walk from here to the station, and you can arrive in two hours at the latest."

Thinking of this, she held up the umbrella in her hand and rushed into the rain curtain without hesitation.