My deskmate absolutely has a crush on me

Time flies, and school starts after the new year.

The day before the official start of school was registration and reporting. Xie Le'an went very early, and there were not many people in the classroom.

I greeted my familiar classmates, registered with the monitor, handed in my homework, and it was time to choose a seat.Xie Le'an hesitated for a while, but sat in the original position.

The next day when school officially started, when Xie Le'an walked into the classroom with his schoolbag on his back, he saw a bunch of familiar things around him.

He didn't need to open the book to see the owner's name, to know who chose to sit beside him.

There were still a few minutes before class, so Sheng Ling arrived late.After a winter vacation, the big boy seems to have grown a little taller, but he hasn't gained any flesh.He looked like he didn't wake up, and it seemed that he had vacation syndrome. The moment he saw Xie Le'an, his expression obviously paused, and then he sat down in his seat with the corners of his mouth sullen.

Sheng Ling subconsciously fumbled in the drawer, but it was empty, and there was no breakfast.

Seeing his movement, Xie Le'an unnaturally turned his eyes away.

When passing by the breakfast stand this morning, Xie Le'an habitually walked over and looked at it for a while, and finally bought himself a bun to eat.

The boss was also surprised, and asked him: "Why is the appetite smaller? Usually, I have to eat for two."

Xie Le'an said to lose weight.The boss said that he is not fat at all, high school students just need to eat more to supplement nutrition.

If he didn't bring breakfast for Sheng Ling, he wouldn't eat it, and would rather be hungry all morning.

If you don't eat, don't eat, what does it have to do with yourself?Xie Le'an opened the book and read it by himself.

Sheng Ling didn't get breakfast, so of course he came back and knew why.He took out the book irritably and jingled it on the table, but he didn't say a word to Xie Le'an after all.

When the first class was over, Yang Wenkai ran over.

He put away his usual loud voice, and asked Shengling mysteriously, "Brother, have you finished your winter vacation homework?"

Xie Le'an overheard such a question, and unconsciously paid attention to it.

The homework should have been accepted yesterday, but Yang Wenkai is still asking today, I really don't know how to say it.

As a result, Sheng Ling flipped through the book nonchalantly, and replied casually, "I haven't finished it, what's the matter?"

Xie Le'an raised his eyebrows, and couldn't help turning his head to look at Sheng Ling.

Hearing Sheng Ling's answer, Yang Wenkai felt as if he had found his backbone, and said in his chest, "I'm relieved that you didn't do it, there are too many, I can't finish it at all."

"The teacher doesn't know how to read books, why worry?" Sheng Ling seemed to be used to this kind of thing.

Yang Wenkai patted himself on the head and said that of course he knew that after the teacher collected the homework, he bundled it up and handed it over to the scrap seller, but he still couldn't help feeling anxious every semester.

"You're asking for trouble." Sheng Ling commented.

Xie Le'an on the side listened to the conversation between the two, and wanted to tell Sheng Ling that this was wrong. After thinking for a long time, he didn't know how to speak, and couldn't bear the embarrassment, so he didn't say anything.

When Yang Wenkai left, Sheng Ling glanced at him and saw that his expression was natural, as if he didn't care about what he said to Yang Wenkai just now, he was inexplicably irritable, pushed the book, and went out to breathe.

There seems to be no change between this semester and the previous semester, except that most of the students have gained weight during the Chinese New Year, and there are only those things that can be done in school. Classes are carried out step by step, and the day passes quickly.

During dinner time, Xie Le'an usually goes to the cafeteria or canteen with Shengling.Now it's impossible, Xie Le'an walked slowly to the commissary by himself.

Before leaving, Sheng Ling was still sitting on the seat, and when Xie Le'an came back from buying bread, he ran into Sheng Ling who was going downstairs on the way.

Yang Wenkai walked in front of him, holding a basketball in his arms. He was in good spirits, and he murmured, "You didn't play with us last semester, and you couldn't make a match several times. Brother Sheng, why are you interested today? Fortunately for us?"

Sheng Ling saw Xie Le'an, but only glanced at him, and still spoke to Yang Wenkai.

"Stop talking nonsense, hurry up."

Urged by him, Yang Wenkai quickened his pace, greeted Xie Le'an when he passed by, and then the two disappeared in front of Xie Le'an together.

It turned out that Sheng Ling used to play with Yang Wenkai, but he didn't know it at all, because Sheng Ling went to eat with him every day last semester.

"Clap."

The bread fell to the ground.Only then did Xie Le'an come back to his senses, shook his head and threw the extra thoughts out of his mind, bent down to pick up the bread, and went upstairs to the classroom.

On the basketball court, as soon as Sheng Ling and Yang Wenkai arrived, they saw people on their side arguing with several other people.

High school boys only have time to rest when they eat, so almost everyone who wants to play concentrates on this time. There are not enough basketball courts, and it is very common for the courts to be occupied.

As they got closer, Sheng Ling realized that there was a familiar face among the group opposite.

Relying on his own strength, Yi Yao didn't give in at all, and said to Yang Wenkai's people, "Everyone can use this basketball court, don't you think it's too thick-skinned for you to occupy a space by yourself?"

Yang Wenkai's friend raised his voice and explained: "The person I'm dating will be here soon!"

Yi Yao scratched his ears: "How can there be any reason for one person to occupy the entire venue?"

"What's the matter?" Yang Wenkai walked over in two steps and glanced at Yi Yao, "Everyone is taking a seat. If you are late, you can go back a little bit, and we will play."

"Isn't this the senior?" Sheng Ling put one hand in his pocket and walked up to Yi Yao, "There are so many seniors, why are you still competing with our sophomores?"

Yi Yao recognized Sheng Ling at a glance, and recalled that he was scolded by this sophomore in the office a few months ago.Immediately there was also a fire.

"It's you. I haven't settled with you for the matter in the office last time. I thought I would sell it to Xie Le'an to save face and not pursue it. But now you are recruiting me again?"

Yi Yao said fiercely: "You think I'm easy to bully?"

Sheng Ling didn't want to quarrel with him, but he wouldn't give in easily, and said sharply: "I don't think you are easy to bully, I just think you are pitiful, and you can't find a court for playing a ball."

"You!" Yi Yao pointed at Sheng Ling.

"All right, all right." Yang Wenkai's friend intervened, "Stop arguing, there's no time to play ball anymore. The field over there is vacant, senior, you can take your people over there."

The people behind Yi Yao were also eager to play and tried to persuade him.Yi Yao couldn't let a group of people accompany him to compete with Sheng Ling, so he gave Sheng Ling angrily a look before leaving.

When Yi Yao left, Yang Wenkai was still a little angry, and looked at the other's back and "cut".

"Isn't this guy practicing football? What kind of basketball did he come here to play?"

In classrooms.

After Xie Le'an finished eating the bread, he sat on his seat and studied in advance.The second year of high school is divided into two subjects, and nine subjects have been changed to six subjects, but the homework has increased instead. If you want to gain more time for self-study, you must seize every minute and every second.

There is nearly an hour and a half between dinner and the official start of evening self-study. Most students in Class 1 spend at most half an hour on dinner, and the remaining hour sits in the classroom for self-study.

Only the seat next to Xie Le'an, Yang Wenkai's seat, and a few seats were vacant.

Xie Le'an raised his eyes and looked around the classroom, saw that the seat next to Zheng Yan was empty, and remembered.

It was originally Cheng Rong's seat, but because Cheng Rong failed in the final exam last semester, he was transferred to an ordinary class.

Before today's class, He Shu briefly talked about this matter, and beat the students in the class by the way, if they don't work hard, they will fall out of the experimental class.

Xie Le'an didn't know Cheng Rong well, so he wasn't too touched by the fact that he left Class 1, but he also felt it was a pity. After all, those who could enter Class 1 had good grades, but Cheng Rong gradually became careless, and eventually fell out of the excellent class. ranks.

After walking away for a while, Xie Le'an caught a glimpse of a tall and thin figure at the back door.

It's Shengling.Even though it was still winter, there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead. When he walked behind Xie Le'an, there was bursts of heat, attached to Xie Le'an's back, which made Xie Le'an uncomfortable for no reason.

Xie Le'an's eyes followed him unconsciously, and he felt very hot just looking at him.

Without thinking about anything, Xie Le'an took out a wet tissue and handed it to Sheng Ling.

Sheng Ling froze for a moment, looked at Xie Le'an, as if expecting what he would say.But Xie Le'an didn't say anything, he put the wet tissue on Shengling's table and withdrew his hand, bowed his head and read the book again.

Then Xie Le'an heard Sheng Ling snort, and then, with a "click", the wet tissue was crumpled up and thrown into the trash can.

Xie Le'an squeezed the pen tightly, pursed his lips, and quickly looked away.

After a while, the bell for the evening self-study class rang, and Xie Le'an looked up at the time, 07:30.Only then did he realize that Sheng Ling went outside to play for a full hour and a half.

The whole day, Sheng Ling didn't say a word to Xie Le'an, and when the evening self-study was over, things didn't turn around.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Sheng Ling picked up his bag and left. He had no intention of waiting for Xie Le'an, and quickly disappeared at the door of the classroom.

Xie Le'an let go of the pen in his hand, covered his face and let out a long sigh of relief, as if he felt relieved because of Sheng Ling's departure, but also seemed helpless.

It's good, Xie Le'an thought, it's good just like this.

I rejected Sheng Ling's confession, after giving Sheng Ling so many misunderstandings.It's normal for Sheng Ling to blame and complain about himself.Moreover, they can no longer get along with Sheng Ling like they did in the past. They can't count how many things the two of them had before because of ambiguity. It is impossible to return to the previous state.

How else can I say that the confession is to pierce the paper of the window, no matter what the result is, that layer of paper will never be restored to its original state.

As it is now, if they are stiff and awkward with each other for a period of time, everything in the past will be gradually diluted, and one day, the two of them will completely become ordinary classmates.

After meeting, you can naturally say to each other: "Hello."

Everything is over.

Xie Le'an thought he had figured it out, packed his things, put on his schoolbag, and went home alone.

The author says:

Just a few more chapters, a few more chapters and I'll be doing a time warp, and then everything will be fine.