My deskmate absolutely has a crush on me

On New Year's Eve, the train station was still full of people and bustling.Many people didn't get the holiday until New Year's Eve, and rushed back from all over the country.

Xie Xiaoting stood at the gate of the train station with her bag in her hand. She turned around and looked at her son and mother who were seeing them off, her eyes blushing unconsciously.

On a day when everyone is going home one after another, Xie Xiaoting has to go against the current and go back to work, which can't help but make people sad.

"The boss asked those who volunteered to go back to work overtime. I have no other skills. The situation has not been good recently. I can only show more in this kind of place, so as not to be rejected and lose my job." Xie Xiaoting reached out and gently smoothed Xie Le'an's neckline , murmured, "You and grandma have to take care of yourself at home. In a few years... When you graduate, I will come back and find a job."

"Mom, don't worry." Xie Le'an patted his mother's shoulder and replied very reliably.

Grandma is getting older, and she knows that she and her daughter don't see each other very much, so she can't help it now, and keeps wiping her tears.In previous years, Xie Xiaoting could at least spend a good New Year at home, but this year she went back on New Year's Eve... The helplessness of life made this old man extremely sad.

"Mom, don't be sad." Xie Xiaoting couldn't see her mother crying, and her voice was trembling at this time, "The days will get better soon. Lele will graduate in more than a year. When he graduates, I will come back. Can't you see me?"

"Yes..." Grandma wiped her tears and answered in a trembling voice, "Go quickly, don't miss the train. Don't worry, Lele, I will take good care of him."

Xie Xiaoting nodded to her mother, then looked at Xie Le'an again.Xie Lean understood, took a step out, and walked aside with her mother.

When the mother and son got together, Xie Xiaoting lowered her voice, looked at Xie Le'an with pity, and said slowly: "Lele, mom is worthless, don't blame mom."

"Mom!" Xie Le'an was startled and stopped her from continuing, "I didn't think you..."

Xie Xiaoting patted him on the back and whispered softly: "My good boy, I know. Now that you are promising, your mother is much more relaxed. You have to study hard, this is the right way."

Xie Xiaoting had a baby early, and she was not yet forty at this time, but she got close, and Xie Le'an could already see faint fine lines from the corners of her mother's eyes, which were the traces left by the years and hardships on this woman.

After chatting with Xie Le'an for a long time, Xie Xiaoting reluctantly said goodbye to her mother and son, and went into the train station alone with big bags and small bags.

After sending Xie Xiaoting away, grandma was not in a good mood, and went into the house to meditate when she got home.Xie Le'an didn't want to disturb her, so he could only go back to his room to read.

This New Year's Eve is destined to be deserted.

Because there are only grandparents and grandchildren, and grandma has just experienced parting, she feels very bitter.Although I still managed to cook a table of meals by myself, I didn't have the energy to keep the New Year's Eve. After eating, I couldn't hold on, so I went back to my room to watch TV and rest.

Xie Le'an packed up the dishes and went back to his room.After opening the book and reading it for a while, I felt boring again.

He thought of Sheng Ling.

Sheng Ling returned to his hometown early for the New Year, Xie Le'an didn't ask where Sheng Ling's hometown was.However, he can infer from his relationship with the Sheng family that Sheng Ling's new year will not be boring, it will definitely be lively.

I don't know if it will come when I think about it, but when Xie Le'an was in a daze, the phone rang beside him.

He glanced sideways and found that it was Sheng Ling's call.

Xie Le'an connected the phone, and Sheng Ling's face instantly appeared on the screen.Xie Le'an was taken aback, only to find out that the other party was making a video call.

Sheng Ling was very noisy, he looked at Xie Le'an and smiled, moved his mouth twice and said something, but Xie Le'an didn't catch a word at all.

Xie Le'an reminded him: "I can't hear what you said, it's too noisy."

Unexpectedly, Sheng Ling couldn't hear clearly, he only saw Xie Le'an talking.He put the phone to his ear, and Xie Le'an saw Sheng Ling's ear enlarged in front of him, and then the entire screen was covered.

Xie Le'an yelled at the phone: "I can't hear you clearly! It's too noisy!"

This time Sheng Ling should have heard it.He took the phone away, and the picture was turbulent for a moment. When the phone was picked up again, Sheng Ling put earphones on his ears, and the surrounding environment suddenly became much cleaner.

"Same table! Happy New Year's Eve." Sheng Ling congratulated him with a smile.

Xie Le'an found that Sheng Ling was wearing a new suit, with a red scarf around his neck.Hearing him congratulate himself, Xie Le'an also replied: "Happy New Year."

"See, we're setting off fireworks."

As Sheng Ling spoke, he turned the lens of his phone to the side, revealing the fireworks behind him.

No wonder it was so noisy, Xie Le'an smiled knowingly, and sighed: "It's so lively."

Sheng Ling turned the camera back, and his handsome face continued to occupy the full screen. He saw that Xie Le'an was in the room, and asked suspiciously, "Why are you alone in the room? Don't your family celebrate the New Year together?"

The young man spoke without detours, unintentionally poking the sourness in Xie Le'an's heart.But on a good day, Xie Le'an thought that it was enough for him to be sad alone, and there was no need to tell Sheng Ling that it would be hard to offend more than one person.

So he just said lightly: "Grandma is old, she goes to bed early, and has no energy to watch the age, so I will watch it by myself."

Sheng Ling didn't doubt that he was there, his eyes suddenly wandered, looked around, and whispered to Xie Le'an like a thief: "Wait a minute, I'll find a quiet place."

After finishing speaking, Sheng Ling held up the phone and began to trot, the screen shook a few times, and when it stabilized again, the voice of Firework talking to other people became very small, Sheng Ling exhaled white air from his mouth, and the tip of his nose turned red.

It seems that Shengling's hometown is quite cold, Xie Le'an guessed.

Sheng Ling probably found a place to sit down, breathing heavily, and continued: "Do you still remember when I said that I have something to tell you when I come back?"

Xie Le'an was taken aback, of course he remembered.That was before Sheng Ling returned to his hometown.

Hearing him mention this matter suddenly, Xie Le'an's heart started beating wildly again.Xie Le'an doesn't think he is a narcissistic person, and he seldom shows affection, but in this matter, he seems to have a subtle premonition, and he can vaguely predict that what Sheng Ling wants to say must be what he thinks.

Xie Le'an was too nervous, he pursed his lips and procrastinated: "Then let's talk about it when you come back."

"I thought so too." Sheng Ling smiled, seeming a little nervous, "But I can't help it. I want to tell you now, but won't it be too serious?"

Xie Le'an guiltily avoided his sight, forced himself to stabilize his voice, and said with an excuse: "I have something else to do, let's talk about it later, hang up first."

Saying that, Xie Le'an stretched out his hand to hang up the phone.

"Don't, don't, don't!" Sheng Ling hurriedly yelled to interrupt him, "What's the matter with you, aren't you watching the new year alone? Don't hang up, I'll tell you now!"

What Xie Le'an was afraid of was that he would say something, he pursed his lips and hesitated whether to really hang up the phone, finally he took a deep breath, as if he had decided something, his eyes stopped wandering, and he fixedly looked at Sheng Ling.

"Then tell me."

Across the two mobile phones, Sheng Ling didn't notice Xie Le'an's subtle emotional changes, seeing that he allowed himself to speak, he was both nervous and happy.

"But what I say now doesn't count. If you can't answer, just treat it as a preview. When I come back, I'll tell you again in person."

Xie Le'an clenched his fist outside the camera, and replied lightly: "Yes."

Sheng Ling's face turned slightly red. I don't know if it was because of the freezing weather in his hometown or for other reasons. His eyes were extraordinarily bright, his tone was extraordinarily gentle, and he poured out his unbearable feelings: "Xie Le'an, I think I like you .”

At the same time as he said this, by coincidence, a huge firework bloomed behind him.Brilliant and dazzling, fleeting in the dark night sky.

Xie Lean lowered his eyes.

Sure enough, it was just as he expected.

Xie Le'an is not a fool, he can feel that Sheng Ling's eyes are getting hotter and hotter.In fact, he should have realized it a long time ago, after all, no one would kiss a good friend and still be so devoted.During their inseparable relationship this semester, subtle changes have taken place in their feelings towards each other.

Without waiting for Xie Le'an's reply, Sheng Ling became more and more nervous, and he even stumbled a little: "You, you don't need to answer me now, when I go back, I will say it again in front of your face. It's just... I can't bear it anymore, and I want to tell you."

"Sheng Ling." Xie Le'an raised his eyes, and called his name seriously, without a trace of a smile on his face.

His expression was transmitted to the other end through the video call, and Sheng Ling was startled, knowing that something was going to go wrong.

Sure enough, the next moment Xie Le'an said softly, "I'm sorry."

Sheng Ling was stunned, he always thought that Xie Le'an liked him, that's why he asked to sit beside him, and that's why he only got close to him at first.Even if, even if I misunderstood Xie Le'an's feelings at the beginning, but after all kinds of things happened between them, didn't Xie Le'an fall in love with him in the later getting along?

Mingming’s deskmate would be shy because of his words, he would do homework with him, he would do his best to help him study, and he would bring breakfast for him all day, and he even promised to kiss him... Doesn’t this mean that Xie Le’an likes it? Own?

He never thought that he would hear the word "sorry" from Xie Lean's mouth tonight.

When he was in a daze, Xie Le'an spoke again.

"I'm sorry... can you pretend that you haven't said this sentence, and I can pretend that I haven't heard it..."

Xie Le'an's voice was trembling a little, and he was crying. He buried his head low, as if he was unwilling to face the unreasonable demands he made.

Sheng Ling showed embarrassment, and asked knowingly: "No, why?"

Xie Le'an almost pinched his palm, a tear rolled out where Sheng Ling couldn't see: "This way...so we can still be like before..."

"No!" Sheng Ling was angry, he refused resolutely, and became emotional, "No, Xie Le'an, why can you say such a thing?"

After feeling the tears in the corners of his eyes dry up, Xie Le'an raised his head, his eyes became firm again, pretending to be hard-hearted, and said to Sheng Ling: "Then there is no other way."

After speaking, he didn't give Sheng Ling a chance, and hung up the phone directly.