My deskmate absolutely has a crush on me

Pushing open the balcony door, Sheng Ling walked up to Xie Le'an and stopped, leaning on the window sill like him, and turned to look at Xie Le'an.

Xie Le'an's face was still a little red, he noticed Sheng Ling's gaze, he didn't dare to look back at him, he just looked at the scenery outside the balcony and asked, "Where is Auntie?"

"She's gone back." Sheng Ling replied.

Xie Le'an nodded, stood up straight from the window sill, and turned around: "Then I will go too."

Before he took a step, Sheng Ling quickly grabbed his wrist and asked confidently, "Why are you leaving? Didn't you say you would stay and play today?"

Xie Le'an didn't dare to look back at him at all. How could this person be so thick-skinned? How could he still have the nerve to stay here when they did that kind of thing just now?

The matter was done by two people together, but Xie Le'an is the only one who feels embarrassed now.

I don't know if Sheng Ling didn't take this kind of thing to heart, or if he was really cheeky.

Xie Le'an pulled out his hand vigorously, summoned up the courage to look at Sheng Ling: "I want to go back, let me go back."

Sheng Ling was taken aback for a moment, and he found that the corners of Xie Le'an's eyes were red, and there was a light that shouldn't be shining in his black and white eyes, as if they were tears.He was a little panicked, he didn't expect Xie Le'an to cry.

In fact, Xie Le'an didn't know that there were tears in his eyes. Even if he knew, it was just because of the cold wind blowing just now, and he didn't really want to cry. I didn't expect Sheng Ling to misunderstand.

So Sheng Ling didn't dare to stop him anymore, fearing that he was really in a hurry, so he could only back down and agree with Xie Le'an to leave.

This morning, Xie Le'an was brushing his teeth in the bathroom. He had just woken up, his hair was still a mess, with a few soft hairs scattered all over the place, and he was about to fall asleep while brushing his teeth.

It had been three days since he fled Shengling's house in a hurry that day, and during this time the two of them hadn't seen each other, at most they had just chatted online.Both of them tacitly did not mention the kiss again.

Well, in fact, Sheng Ling had hinted at it, but Xie Le pretended to be stupid and perfunctory.It's okay if we don't meet each other, but I'm afraid Shengling will go to the parents' meeting tomorrow, then we will definitely meet, and I don't know how to avoid it then.

Xie Le'an's mother works outside all the year round, and she only came back during the Chinese New Year, and her grandmother is old and her legs and feet are inconvenient, so Xie Le'an has participated in almost all parent meetings since middle school. Fortunately, the teacher understands, except that sitting in the group of parents is a bit embarrassing Besides, Xie Le'an adapted well.

"Bah!" Xie Le'an spit out the toothpaste foam in his mouth, took a sip of the water in the mouthwash cup, rinsed it twice and spit it out.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door.

Xie Le'an was still afraid that he heard it wrong, so he turned on the faucet and listened carefully. Sure enough, someone knocked on the door.He wiped his mouth quickly, and walked towards the gate while wondering who was visiting so early in the morning.

The door opened, and the figure of the visitor appeared in front of his eyes, Xie Le'an was so surprised that he was stunned.

The person who came was a middle-aged woman with a yellow complexion and a little haggard. She was neatly dressed but not fashionable at all. Seeing Xie Le'an, the woman called him excitedly: "Lele."

"Mom..." Xie Le'an finally recovered from his surprise, "Why are you back today?"

The corners of Xie Xiaoting's eyes were red, and she didn't know if she was excited to see her son, or if she had cried in the first place.With big bags in her hands, she asked, "Where's your grandma?"

Xie Le'an noticed the luggage in her hand, and hurriedly helped carry the things into the house, and at the same time raised her neck and shouted: "Grandma! Mom is back!"

The old man was still lying down and recuperating, but when he heard Xie Le'an's words, he got up quickly and came out without even putting on his shoes.

Seeing her mother, Xie Xiaoting was more excited than seeing her son. She hurried up to hug her grandmother, her voice trembling: "Mom!"

"Okay, okay, just come back." Grandma patted Xie Xiaoting on the back, comforting her repeatedly.

At this time, Xie Le'an also noticed that something was wrong. In the past, when her mother came back, she was not like this. Even if her mood fluctuated, she was mostly happy. She would first ask about her studies and body, where is it like now? In grandma's arms.

Sure enough, grandma said to Xie Le'an in the next moment: "Lele, your mother is back, let's have something good for lunch, you go shopping for vegetables, you can buy whatever you want, grandma will make it for you."

This is to drive himself away, Xie Le'an knew it and ran out in response.

But it doesn't take much effort to buy vegetables, not to mention the time when the vegetable market just opened, the flow of people has not yet increased, even though there are many uncles and aunts rushing to buy fresh food, Xie Le'an bought all the vegetables in a short time.

Looking at her mother, she probably has a lot to say to her grandma, and I don't know if the two of them have finished talking now.

Xie Le'an struggled for a while between wandering and going home, and finally chose to go home.

When he opened the door, he deliberately relaxed his movements, not even daring to breathe loudly, and walked into the room quietly.

Then there were mournful whispers and cries in grandma's room. As Xie Le'an expected, the mother was indeed talking to grandma, and she didn't mean to end it yet.

Xie Le'an chose to come home because she was actually worried about what happened to her mother.He can't ask, and his mother can't tell. If he wants to know, the only way is to eavesdrop.

So Xie Le'an carefully put the bought vegetables on the table, approached the door of grandma's room, and listened carefully.

The sound insulation of the old house is not good, and the people inside thought that Xie Le'an hadn't come back and spoke freely, so it was easy for Xie Le'an to hear clearly.

Xie Xiaoting really cried on the way back, she is now bitterly expressing the grievances she has suffered outside: "...they are all divorced, I really don't expect him to treat me well, but I don't want him So indifferent, I won't even allow you and Lele to go."

"He said that if he wants to get married, he wants me to go to his place by myself to take care of his daughter. He said that Lele will be able to support himself soon when he grows up, and it's not good to live with his daughter... How can he plan to do that? It's so good, let's dream!"

Grandma sighed, and comforted Xie Xiaoting a few words, telling Xie Xiaoting not to be too sad, it's not worth it.

Xie Xiaoting took a breath. She had thought about it for a long time on the way back: "I wanted to live with a partner. If we can't agree, let it be. But I'm just worried. I haven't read any books and I don't have the skills. The job now Anyone can replace me, and when I get older, which unit would want me?"

"Lele was ill when he was a child. Our family spent all their savings. The debts outside were paid off a few years ago. The family has no savings. Lele is going to college again. Mom, you still need to take care of the elderly! I am really worried that one day you will die. Lost my job!"

Grandma comforted: "Don't be so sad, how can you be a person who has no ability? A woman, can't support this family? Besides, Lele is promising, and her grades are good. Why don't we look forward to it?"

Xie Xiaoting's mood got better now, and she took her grandmother and began to pour out some lovesickness again.

Xie Le'an, who was outside the door, couldn't calm down anymore.

He used to only have a general understanding of his own family's situation, and he knew not to waste and squander under the teaching of his grandmother, but he had never heard his mother explain her difficulties so directly.

Just at this time, Xie Le'an's cell phone rang, and he took it out in confusion, and saw Sheng Ling's name without any surprise.

Sheng Ling: Deskmate, will you go out with me tomorrow?

The mother inside the door is full of worries, worrying that her home will collapse one day, but Sheng Ling can always think about where to go to play on the phone.

It was not the first day that Xie Le'an knew that he was different from Sheng Ling, but it was the first time that he faced this gap so cruelly.

He recalled for no reason that at the beginning of last semester, he overheard the conversation between He Shu and Chinese teacher Jiang.

Sheng Ling's Chinese performance was not good, and Mr. Jiang had a headache during that time, so he complained to He Shu how much Sheng Ling's Chinese performance in the college entrance examination should hold him back.

And He Shu's answer was very helpless. She saw through the root of Shengling's carelessness, and said that because of Shengling's family background, he had too many retreats, and reading was not the only way out for him, so he actually didn't take it seriously at all. Good grades, just some talent.

Seeing the message from Sheng Ling, Xie Le'an looked sad, locked the screen of his phone, and did not reply to the message.

Of course the two people in the room heard Xie Le'an's cell phone ringing, and grandma raised her voice and asked, "Lele, are you back?"

Xie Le'an immediately put away all his emotions, and replied: "Well, I just came back, and I put the dishes in the kitchen, grandma."

"Okay, good boy."

By the time it was time for lunch, Xie Xiaoting's mood had returned to normal. She even cooked two special dishes and kept asking Xie Le'an about the last semester at the dinner table.

Xie Xiaoting stared at Xie Le'an for a while, sighed, but her tone was joyful: "I didn't expect boys of this age to grow up so fast. I bought you some clothes, but I don't know if you can wear them or not."

"Thank you, Mom." Xie Le'an replied obediently.

At this time, grandma remembered something, and quickly said to Xie Xiaoting: "By the way, tomorrow is Lele's school's parent-teacher meeting. You didn't have a chance to go before. Now that you're back, why don't you go?"

Xie Xiaoting suddenly felt a little embarrassed: "Oh, this... Lele, do you want me to go?"

Xie Le'an paused, his eye sockets even heated up exaggeratedly, he nodded immediately, and used this movement to sort out his emotions, so as not to be seen by his mother.

He thought, of course he wanted to.

"Hey... It's also my fault. The last time you attended the parents' meeting was already in your elementary school." Xie Xiaoting felt ashamed, and gave Xie Le'an a piece of meat with chopsticks, and stopped talking.

After dinner, grandma will take a nap, Xie Xiaoting is with her mother, Xie Le'an can only go back to her room.

Although they are mother and son, they don't see each other very often after all. Xie Le'an is almost an adult, and it is difficult to have any common topics with his mother. Being able to have a meal together is considered companionship.

Xie Le'an sat alone, and when he was bored, he took out his mobile phone to check, only to find that Sheng Ling had sent him a series of messages, after the message in the morning.

Every message was asking him why he didn't reply, whether he should go out, squeak...very annoying.

Xie Le'an held the phone for a while, and a new message from Sheng Ling came again.

Sheng Ling: At the same table at the same table, are you going to abandon me?

This is all about what, Xie Le'an had no choice but to answer him quickly, so that this person would not think about whether something happened to him later.

Sleepy Mouse: My mother is home, and I was talking and eating with her.

Sheng Ling replied the next second: Your mother is back?That should really be with her.

In fact, Sheng Ling is quite understanding, Xie Le'an decided to take back his pestering comments.

As a result, Sheng Ling soon thought of another thing: So you won't come to the parents' meeting tomorrow?

The author says:

It will be updated tomorrow, your starfish makes me love and hate.