My deskmate absolutely has a crush on me

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Sheng Ling's questioning voice was very soft and soft, like a whisper in the ear, but to Xie Le'an's ears, it was like a thunderbolt, which shocked him greatly.

"What are you asking...for?" Xie Le'an didn't answer directly, but asked rhetorically, as if using rhetorical questions to cover up something.

His eyes flickered for no reason, and his cheeks turned red quietly.

Sheng Ling lay on his lap, staring straight into his eyes, didn't think her question was too abrupt at all, her attitude was natural: "You asked my sister-in-law about liking boys when you were freshman in high school, since you know My own orientation, that is, have you ever liked a boy?"

This guy's reasoning logic seems to be impeccable, in fact, the process of many gays becoming aware of their sexuality is indeed the same.

Xie Le'an still didn't give him an answer, he pursed his lips tightly, like a clam shell clinging to a pearl.

"Can't you say it?" Sheng Ling's EQ suddenly fell to the bottom, even though Xie Le'an was already in such a predicament, he still wanted to chase after him.

There was a trace of injury in Sheng Ling's eyes, and he deliberately exaggerated: "Don't you still feel that the relationship between you and me is not deep enough to say that?"

This is a cunning question, standing on the moral high ground, and kidnapping Xie Le'an with emotion.

Even the most stubborn clam shells can only let go when they hear such words, Xie Le'an cherishes the words like gold: "I don't like anyone."

Then he put on a straight face, sullen and angry.

When Sheng Ling got this answer, he couldn't tell what it was like, he was not satisfied anyway, but if Xie Le'an said that there was someone he liked, he thought he would be even angrier.

He didn't know what answer he wanted to get from Xie Le'an, so he could only answer in a neutral tone: "Oh."

Xie Le'an's ears turned red from being forced by him, and his thoughts were confused at this moment. He finally breathed a sigh of relief when he finally stopped asking.

As a result, the next moment, Sheng Ling asked an even more embarrassing question, which made Xie Le'an almost want to dig a hole to bury himself.

"Then you haven't kissed anyone before?"

Sheng Ling raised his head, with a naive face, and asked without any distractions, as if he was asking Xie Le'an what he had for dinner.

This time Xie Le'an's neck was red, he raised his voice and replied excitedly: "No, no!"

After denying it, Xie Le'an patted Sheng Ling's head with a strong sense of blame: "You are so weird today, get up quickly, don't lie on my lap."

Originally thought that Sheng Ling would play tricks, but he didn't want him to sit up neatly without any hesitation, facing Xie Le'an sideways, and moved close to Xie Le'an, at a distance where even breathing could collide with each other.

The hot air between Sheng Ling's mouth and nose fell on Xie Le'an's cheek with the words: "Then do you want to try kissing?"

"What, what!?"

Xie Le'an was so frightened that he stuttered when he spoke.

But Shengling got closer, so close that the tips of his noses almost touched: "Do you want to try kissing me?"

As if afraid that he would disagree, Sheng Ling hurriedly stated his resume: "I have never kissed anyone before. My mother kissed me when I was a child, so you are not at a disadvantage."

Xie Le'an dodged back, slightly distanced from each other, not daring to look into Sheng Ling's eyes.

Sheng Ling was still asking: "Or do you want to save your first kiss to someone you like?"

After asking this sentence, Sheng Ling could clearly see that Xie Le'an's lips were trembling, with eyelashes and eyes, Sheng Ling even guessed with a good feeling about himself, did this mean that Xie Le'an had wavered?

But in the end, Xie Le'an's answer proved that Sheng Ling's delusion was a delusion after all.

"No, we can't do this kind of thing."

Xie Le'an put his hand on Sheng Ling's shoulder and exerted a slight force. This was a gesture of refusal, expressing his determination.

"Why not?" Sheng Ling pretended not to understand.

Xie Le'an was so panicked that his back was sweating, he avoided his eyes and said, "Because this is something that couples only do. We are friends, and friends won't do this."

One sentence clearly divides the relationship between the two people. After hearing this sentence, most people should know that enough is enough.

It's a pity that Sheng Ling was born under the influence of his businessman's father since he was a child. He learned the ability to use any means to achieve his goals, and he has a thick skin comparable to the corner of a city wall.

So he didn't even feel flustered, no matter whether he was sincere or not, he grabbed Xie Le'an's hand, stared into his eyes and said, "But I want to kiss you."

Xie Le'an was dumbfounded, he never thought that he would hear such words from Sheng Ling, he said he wanted to kiss himself.But Sheng Ling is a straight man, isn't he?Why would he want to kiss someone of the same sex?Is it because...

Xie Le'an didn't dare to continue thinking about it, he was afraid that he would make a wrong guess and get hurt because of it.

"I want to try with you." Sheng Ling approached quietly, "Kiss."

Probably frightened by Sheng Ling's nonsense, Xie Le'an's reaction was extremely slow.Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, Sheng Ling touched his lips lightly and parted.

It wasn't until Sheng Ling had left his lips and started calling his name that Xie Le'an realized that he was really kissed by Sheng Ling.

"Xie Le'an, Xie Le'an." Sheng Ling was dumbfounded seeing his deskmate, and called him several times, "Is it disgusting? Is it uncomfortable?"

uncomfortable?nausea?No.Xie Le'an couldn't help but follow his question and answer silently in his heart. Compared with these two feelings, he felt that his heart was about to explode, and his eardrum seemed to vibrate due to the loud heartbeat.

So he didn't even realize it, and shook his head slightly.

This action was like the first gunshot before the war. Sheng Ling was greatly encouraged by this, and kissed Xie Le'an again.

The movements of the two were originally Xie Le'an sitting on the sofa, and Sheng Ling lying down.After Sheng Ling sat up, he just twisted his body, which was very awkward, so he got an opportunity at this time, and he took advantage of the opportunity to push Xie Le'an down on the sofa, and changed himself into a crawling posture, trapping Xie Le'an between himself and the sofa .

Xie Le'an suddenly lost his focus, his mind was muddled, and he felt that his body suddenly became heavy, his lips were controlled by Sheng Ling, and he acted recklessly.

In fact, Sheng Ling's movements are very clumsy, he doesn't understand anything, he only knows how to use his intuition to touch the soft places, rampage, not gentle, but full of youthful breath.

Xie Le'an's hands subconsciously pressed on Sheng Ling's big arm, without exerting any force, but still in a defensive posture, which showed that he hadn't completely let go of his uneasiness, and also prevented Sheng Ling from getting closer.

Sheng Ling also sensed this obstacle, so he stretched out his hand, grabbed Xie Le'an's wrist, pulled his hand around his neck, and embraced himself.

Because of this change in posture, the two of them became closer together.

It's winter, even if there is floor heating at home, Xie Le'an has never felt such a scorching heat. This feeling is irreplaceable, intimate and ambiguous, warm and fulfilling.

But they shouldn't.

The heartbeat speed reached the extreme, and the chest was oppressed by Sheng Ling without knowing how severe it was. Xie Le'an experienced the long-lost breathlessness.

He turned his head away, trying to avoid Sheng Ling's suffocating kiss, but just before he managed to escape, the doorbell rang without warning.

"Ding-dong-"

The ear-piercing ringing of the bell tore through the quiet and secret atmosphere in the house, and Sheng Ling was startled by it, dazed for a moment.

At the moment when he was dazed, Xie Le'an kicked him off the sofa with all his strength.

Sheng Ling fell heavily on the ground, and finally regained consciousness from the fall.He stood up and walked to the door, thinking about who would knock on the door at this time, while looking out through the perspective mirror on the door.

Then Sheng Ling sighed softly and opened the door.

Standing outside the door was Shengling's stepmother, Ms. Yan Panya.She was wearing an exquisite luxury winter suit and was carrying a large box in her hand.

After opening the door, she was not polite, and walked into the room on high heels, explaining why she came here: "I just finished shopping and passed by here, thinking that you are at home alone, so you must eat casually , so I went to Xiaoxiang Pavilion to order some delicious food and bring it to you."

Yan Panya walked to the entrance, looked up, and saw Xie Le'an sitting on the sofa.

The two looked at each other, seeing surprise in each other's eyes.

After Xie Le'an kicked Sheng Ling down, he quickly sat up. He knew that his face was burning hot, but he couldn't fan the wind to cool down too obviously, so he could only sit there pretending to be nonchalant.

Unexpectedly, the person who came was Sheng Ling's stepmother, which made him even more embarrassed, and the heat on his face could not be subsided at all.

Seeing Xie Le'an here, Yan Panya was just stunned for a moment, and quickly realized that she blamed herself: "Oh, I don't know Xiao Xie is playing here, what can I do, the food is probably not enough for two people .”

"It's okay, auntie." Sheng Ling took the lunch box from Yan Panya's hand, "It's enough for us to order some food ourselves."

"It's also because I came suddenly, sorry." Yan Panya smiled embarrassedly, "Next time classmate Xiao Xie comes to play with you at home, just tell auntie, and auntie will make it up for you."

"No, don't bother." Xie Le'an wanted to get up, and knew that it would be rude not to greet the elders, but he had difficulty breathing for a moment just now, and he was still in a state of hypoxia in the brain, he was afraid that he would stand up and walk over and fall directly fall.

Yan Panya was thoughtful, seeing Xie Le'an's complexion was wrong, and asked concerned: "Xiao Xie, is there something wrong, why does his complexion look wrong, does he have a fever?"

Xie Le'an touched his forehead, turned his eyes away, and lied unnaturally: "Ah, maybe... Maybe it's because the floor heating is turned on too much. I'm a little lack of oxygen. I'm sorry, auntie. I'll go to the window to get some air."

After all, he stood up, his legs and feet were really weak, and he almost fell down, but fortunately he finally stood firm.Then he slowly moved to the balcony, opened the balcony door, and walked out.

Yan Panya looked suspiciously at Xie Le'an's leaving back, her eyes darkened, she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Auntie, come in and sit for a while?" Sheng Ling called out, calling back Yan Panya's thoughts.

Yan Panya quickly replied with a smile: "No, no, the driver is still waiting for me downstairs, and I have to go back to supervise the stew for your father. I don't want to disturb your two children's play, let's go first."

Naturally, Sheng Ling didn't really want to let her sit down to increase the embarrassment, so he sent her to the door and then turned back.

He came back and closed the door, stood at the entrance, looking at Xie Le'an's back on the balcony.Then slowly raised his hand and touched his lips.

The author says:

Don't worry about coming out, family members' objections, and turbulent plots. This is a pseudo-real fairy tale in my head, and there will be no plots such as falling out with family members.The overall direction behind is warm and relaxed.

In fact, the biggest obstacle for the two of them is learning. (serious face)

Also, why do I have to add more?

Even more on Friday!Remember to come and see! (angry