Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

When Xiao Xu came out of the bathroom, Bai Zhuo had already finished his meal, and the dining table was cleaned up. Xiao Xu subconsciously looked in the direction of the kitchen, and he could hear faint movements coming from inside.

Xiao Xu turned around and walked towards Bai Zhuo's room. He glanced at the child from the door, and the little guy was soundly asleep now.

But it may not be a good thing to sleep so soundly now, after all, the night is too long.

Xiao Xu gently closed the door again, and then went straight to the balcony. He moved a chair and sat on the balcony, then propped his head slightly, looking at the lights and moonlight outside.

It took a while for Bai Zhuo to come out of the kitchen. When he saw Xiao Xu on the balcony, he paused. Xu's gaze stopped.

"I'm going to rest first, and you go to bed early too..." Bai Zhuo looked at Xiao Xu, said good night, turned and went back to his room.

What Xiao Xu said to him before, Bai Zhuo thought, and thought seriously, maybe he took many things for granted, he even took it for granted that it was a good choice for Xiao Xu to be with him, very good home.

He has whatever he wants, good looks, good conditions, he also naturally thinks that Xiao Xu being with him should be a good ending for Xiao Xu, at least better than him alone.

But now Bai Zhuo suddenly felt that it would be good for him if the two of them were together, his quality of life would indeed be improved due to Xiao Xu's existence, and his sense of satisfaction was also very complete.

But for Xiao Xu, there is no difference between living alone, living with two people, or living with three people.

It's not that he has to force a certain result, in fact, Bai Zhuo knows that sometimes people just can't hold back, he gave himself the last time, just because he couldn't let it go and was unwilling, maybe it was an explanation for himself.

After all, it was the first time he had this feeling for a person, and after trying his best, he could at least feel relieved if he couldn't keep it. It was better than doing nothing and watching him leave.

Bai Zhuo looked at the child quietly for a while, and then went to bed. In fact, he couldn't fall asleep, but he could really think quietly for a while when he leaned on the bed. He could hear Xiao Xu also entered his room shortly after he leaned on the bed. , he could hear the sound of the room door being closed.

Bai Zhuo took a deep breath, he suddenly felt that he was a little cowardly, or that he was not so shameless.

In fact, Xiaoxu seems to have never rejected him, Xiaoxu must have been disappointed with him for a long time.

But until the day they filed for divorce, he still had sex with Xiao Xu. If it was the old Bai Zhuo, how would he need any approval? He could go directly to Xiao Xu and throw him on the bed. Anyway, Xiao Xu It shouldn't be possible to refuse him.

But now Bai Zhuo didn't dare, the more he didn't want him to go, the more he didn't dare to be presumptuous, so it turned out that the shamelessness in the past was because he didn't care, didn't care about being a shameless person, didn't care what Xiao Xu thought of him.

Now, he cared, he cared a lot about what Xiao Xu thought of him, so he didn't dare to be presumptuous, and he didn't dare to make himself shameless.

If he is so shameless that he really can't deserve Xiao Xu, he can't find a reason to convince himself, why should he delay others like this.

Xiao Xu slept quite soundly. He couldn't fall asleep when he went to bed at first, but he fell asleep after a while. He walked and ran for a long time today. He and a few friends picked out some of his favorite works. Getting ready for an exhibition.

So he is indeed quite busy recently, and being busy is a good thing. Once a person is busy, he has no time to think about those messy things. Being busy can make people forget a lot of things, and it can also make people look down on a lot of things.

Look down on those things that may be very important to him at the beginning, and you don’t have time to think about them when you are busy. After you are done with your work, you suddenly find that it has passed, and it has really passed.

When Xiao Xu woke up in a daze, he faintly heard the cry of the child, which was not very clear. Xiao Xu half-closed his eyes and opened his eyes in a daze, feeling a little dazed in his mind.

After a few seconds, he sat up suddenly, he almost forgot that there was a child next door.

Xiao Xu put on a coat, turned over and got out of bed, he opened the door and quickly walked to the door of Bai Zhuo's room, when he reached the door, the child's crying stopped suddenly, Xiao Xu wanted to push away the hand in the room Staying in mid-air, he sighed lightly, and then slowly withdrew his hand.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Xiao Xu subconsciously walked back to his room quickly, and then gently closed the door.

He could hear Bai Zhuo walking around in the living room, and he seemed to be saying this softly, in a low voice, as if he was coaxing a child.

Bai Zhuo got up to make milk for the baby, and finally coaxed the baby to stop crying, so he hugged the baby and came out together.

Although Bai Zhuo was clumsy, he was forced to a certain extent, he was still an adult after all, some things would be easy to figure out, he finally got everything done, and when he sat down on the sofa with the child in his arms, his eyes subconsciously He glanced at Xiao Xu's room, "Sleep after drinking, okay? Don't disturb my wife..."

The little guy was quite face-saving. After drinking the milk, he didn't make a fuss. Bai Zhuo put the bottle on the coffee table, and then carried the baby into the room.

Hearing Bai Zhuo's footsteps entered the room again, Xiao Xu opened the door slightly again, Bai Zhuo is still very gentle to the child, in fact, Bai Zhuo is also gentle to Xiao Xu sometimes.

But Bai Zhuo is a person who always follows his own mood. He can't take him as his own responsibility and responsibility for many things, and he always thinks about it.

Just as Xiao Xu was about to pick up the milk bottle on the coffee table, he suddenly heard movement from the door of Bai Zhuo's room. He turned his head and saw that Bai Zhuo had already opened the door and stood at the door.

Looking at each other, Bai Zhuo suddenly smiled awkwardly, "I just put him down, and the bottle hasn't been washed yet..."

Xiao Xu nodded slightly, picked up the baby bottle, walked up to Bai Zhuo and handed it to him.

When Bai Zhuo took the bottle, Xiao Xu turned slightly to make way for him. Bai Zhuo entered the kitchen with the bottle. Xiao Xu hesitated for a second, but followed. He stood at the door of the kitchen and watched Bai Zhuo wash the bottle. The washing is quite average.

"Did I disturb you?" Bai Zhuo couldn't help but look back while washing the bottle.

Xiao Xu shook his head, "That's not true." After a pause, he continued, "If he cries again next time, you can call me."

Bai Zhuo smiled, then shook the water on his hand, he shook his head, "No, I can handle it by myself", Bai Zhuo lowered his tone slightly, "Aren't you busy recently? Just go about your own business and don't worry about mine."

When Bai Zhuo moved in, he said that he would not disturb or interfere with Xiaoxu's life. He lived here not to ask Xiaoxu to give him an explanation, but to give himself an explanation.

"A few days ago, I lived alone in the new house. It doesn't matter if I'm an adult, but children, don't rush to go there. After a while, wait there. Let's see if the three of us move there together or I'll move him there alone," when Bai Zhuo said this.

He smiled bitterly, "Don't worry about me, just treat me as if I don't exist, or just treat me as an ordinary friend."

Xiao Xu didn't say anything, just nodded, said good night to Bai Zhuo, then turned and went back to his room.

Now the relationship between them is actually quite complicated and simple, just like Bai Zhuo said, treat him as an ordinary friend.

Xiao Xu didn't want to be hypocritical, nor did he want to be deliberate, the relationship between them just didn't reach that point, the point where he really wanted to kick Bai Zhuo out.

After all, Bai Zhuo didn't feel sorry for him, and he has been very kind to him since he got married, but he hasn't reached the point where he can change his mind and feel touched and believed.

He doesn't dislike Bai Zhuo now, but he doesn't have the courage to be desperate like before. Perhaps when a certain point comes, people will still love themselves more.

Although I love someone, I also love myself, and worry that I will get hurt again.Therefore, I would rather give up some things that I liked very much.

It is indeed a good solution to leave many things to time. After a certain period of time, there will naturally be an answer, and there is no need to deliberately force anything.

After all, emotional matters can't be forced, it's a pity, after all, they used to be so close.

Bai Zhuo watched Xiao Xu's figure enter the room, he sighed lightly and walked towards his own room.

After returning to the room, looking at the peacefully sleeping child, Bai Zhuo suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. He squeezed his aching shoulders, then rolled over on the bed.

It is really tiring to take care of a child, but Xiao Xu makes sense, this is his own child, let alone Xiao Xu.

Even his own father and his sister actually have no obligation to carry these things for him.

Do whatever you want at any age, it is not necessary for Xiaoxu to be with him, but he hopes that Xiaoxu will be with him, he cannot take Xiaoxu with him as the only final goal, he must first To live a good life, you must first take care of yourself and your children, and then use your own efforts or patience to see if you can make Xiao Xu trust him again.

As for the rest, leave it to time and let nature take its course.

After thinking through these things, Bai Zhuo suddenly felt enlightened.

Xiao Xu is right there, if he really wants to save him, he will be able to save him one day, if there is no fate between them, then there is no fate, and he should not force it.