Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

When Xiaoxu came back, she was startled, and when she reached the door, she heard the child crying.

Xiao Xu hurriedly opened the door with the key, and when he entered the door, he saw the scene of Bai Zhuo jumping. The child was put on the sofa by him, maybe because he was afraid that the child would fall, Bai Zhuo spread a quilt on the sofa.

But the child was crying on the sofa, Bai Zhuo was not very good at coaxing the child, and he had no time to do so, because he was busy making milk powder for the child right now.

When he heard the movement at the door, Bai Zhuo subconsciously turned his head and looked over. When meeting Xiao Xu's eyes, Bai Zhuo looked embarrassed and embarrassed, "You're back, I...my sister sent him here."

For some reason, Bai Zhuo subconsciously explained this first. For some reason, when he caught Xiao Xu's eyes just now, Bai Zhuo felt a little uncomfortable.

Because he suddenly felt that from the perspective of a normal person, he was a bit like a hooligan who used children to pester Xiaoxu, so he subconsciously explained this to Xiaoxu first.

Xiao Xu hummed lightly, then changed his shoes and entered the door, he approached Bai Zhuo naturally, and took the milk powder from his hand, "Go and see the child, I'll get him milk powder", Xiao Xu also I really admire Bai Ran, who dared to leave the child with Bai Zhuo.

Bai Zhuo is someone who can't take care of himself well.

Bai Zhuo stared at Xiao Xu in a daze, then walked back to the sofa with slightly downcast eyes, and picked up the child.

When Bai Zhuo picked up the child, the child didn't seem to be comforted, and was still crying.

Xiao Xu speeded up the action of making milk powder, and quickly returned to the sofa. He put the milk powder on the coffee table, then stretched out his hand slightly, his face full of helplessness, "coax him, you hug him like this He coaxed more and more crying..."

Bai Zhuo looked at Xiao Xu in a daze and embarrassment, and still handed over the child to him. After all, he would only help more and more at this time. In fact, he didn't want to let Xiao Xu see his stupid side.

At a time like this, he should, he should try his best to show his good and reliable side in front of Xiao Xu.

But he doesn't seem to have a good side for Xiao Xu to see, all he shows Xiao Xu is his bad side.

Bai Zhuo just sat on the side so stupidly, watching Xiao Xu feed the baby, and then coaxed him to fall asleep again.

Seeing that the child finally calmed down, Xiao Xu couldn't help but lowered his head and touched Xing Xing's head. In fact, he really missed this child. After all, after taking care of him for such a period of time, he must have feelings.

When he raised his eyes again, Xiao Xu met Bai Zhuo's gaze, and Bai Zhuo stared at Xiao Xu with a subtle emotion in his eyes.

"My sister sent a small bed here, and I put it in the room. Do you want to put him there?"

When Bai Zhuo asked this question, he obviously lacked confidence. He was obviously his own child, but he still relied on Xiao Xu.

In fact, Bai Zhuo seems to be tough, but he is actually very dependent on Xiao Xu, that kind of unconscious dependence, on his advice on what clothes to wear in the weather, on the peace of mind of what food he eats at night, on many, many, in difficult times. Perceived details.

Xiao Xu nodded, and then carried Xing Xing into the room, but Bai Zhuo stood by the sofa like an outsider, neither related to money, nor if he didn't follow in.

After a while, Xiao Xu came out of the room, slightly closed the door, and didn't close it, worried that if the child cries again later, he would not be able to hear him. When Xiao Xu raised his eyes, he found that Bai Zhuo was still standing by the sofa, I don't know if I stood there all the time or got up again when I saw him come out.

Anyway, Bai Zhuo looked a little at a loss, like a child who wanted to help but couldn't.

"Have you eaten?" Xiao Xu glanced at the trash can in the living room, Bai Zhuo probably didn't order takeaway, or didn't have time at all.

"No..." Bai Zhuo was honest and shook his head honestly, he hadn't eaten all day.

"Pay attention to the child, go in and take a look when you cry, I'll get some food..."

Xiao Xu felt a little helpless, but he really couldn't ignore Bai Zhuo, he could have ignored him, but now that he is still here, there is no way to ignore him.

Bai Zhuo nodded, and then grabbed Xiao Xu's arm when he turned to go to the kitchen.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Xu looked down at Bai Zhuo's hand holding his wrist, and then looked up at Bai Zhuo. Bai Zhuo looked straight at Xiao Xu, watched for a few seconds, and then let go of his hand silently. , He originally wanted to ask if he wanted to help, but he realized that there was nothing he could do to help. In the end, he could only smile bitterly, and changed the subject, "It was thanks to you just now."

"You're welcome..." Xiao Xu smiled lightly, then turned and went into the kitchen.

Watching Xiao Xu enter the kitchen, Bai Zhuo entered the room silently. He moved a chair and sat in front of the bed, staring at the sleeping little guy in front of him. In fact, he should be very happy, but he didn't know Why did you do this to yourself.

He has a lot of things since he was born, a lot of things he wants to get, and he can have them as soon as he reaches out. Now that he is married and has children, he should really be a winner in life, but in the end he finds that he seems to have lost a lot. fail.

All along, Bai Zhuo has been living too easily and leisurely. At this moment, many things and many voices seem to be telling him that it is time for him to reflect, but his life is too taken for granted, which makes him unable to do anything about it.

That kind of feeling is actually very helpless, as if everyone is saying that you are wrong, and then he himself feels that he is wrong, but he doesn't know where he is wrong, let alone how to change.

After a while, the door was pushed open by the community, Xiao Xu poked his head cautiously, not daring to knock on the door for fear of waking up the child.

Although I have been taking care of the child before, it is the first time for two people to face the child alone. At least there are many people there to help, so they are not really in a hurry.

Xiao Xu is indeed more independent, but he doesn't know everything, it's because Bai Zhuo doesn't know anything, which makes Xiao Xu seem excellent after all.

In fact, it is quite strange, that is obviously Bai Zhuo's child, but Bai Zhuo trusts the child to him completely, Bai Zhuo trusts him psychologically, this kind of trust comes from instinct and subconscious.

But Bai Zhuo's liking is not subconscious, Xiao Xu can feel that Bai Zhuo has no feelings for him, but it is definitely not the kind of love that can be felt without hesitation.

Xiao Xu pointed to the direction outside, and said in a low voice, "Come out for dinner..."

Bai Zhuo stared at Xiao Xu without nodding or shaking his head. It took him a few seconds to come back to his senses, and then he got up in a hurry. When he got up, he almost dropped his chair.

When he walked to the door, Bai Zhuo smiled at Xiao Xu, then unconsciously glanced back, at the child, at the child who almost fell just now, and was held up by him again on the chair.

"Let's have something to eat first..." Xiao Xu glanced inside, seeing that the child was sleeping soundly, he signaled Bai Zhuo to come out for dinner first.

Bai Zhuo nodded, and when he came out, he closed the door slightly, and the two sat quietly at the dining table together.

It is clear that they have separated for a few days, but Bai Zhuo feels as if it has been a long time since he sat down and ate together. During the few days he lived outside, although he was not hungry, it was really not called eating.

The meal was eaten quietly, and the atmosphere was inexplicably awkward and delicate.

"How about, I will send the child back tomorrow..." Bai Zhuo looked at Xiao Xu, seemed to hesitate for two seconds, and opened his mouth, but before Bai Zhuo finished speaking, Xiao Xu continued to speak, Xiao Xu Looking at Bai Zhuo, the emotion in his eyes was subtle helplessness.

"Bai Zhuo, don't you understand?" Xiao Xu looked at Bai Zhuo with quiet eyes, "Whether there is me or your father, this child exists. Your child, you were determined to make it right back then." The child who came out, now you can get him back because everything is different from what you expected? This is your child, and he was destined to follow you since he was born."

"You knew from the beginning that he won't have a mother, so you are his closest person, and you should take him with you."

Xiao Xu didn't know what to say, Bai Zhuo was living a wonderful life, he had a backer, and someone would take care of him at any time, he believed that even if Bai Zhuo really sent the child back to the house, there would be no one to take care of him. But is that right?

Maybe there is no right or wrong in Bai Zhuo's world, because his way of retreat is too right, he can go back if he made a wrong way, and someone will always pay for his past mistakes.Therefore, Bai Zhuo took it for granted that whatever he did was right.

Bai Zhuo stared at Xiao Xu, unable to say a word.

He had to admit that what Xiao Xu said was right, and most of the time he knew what was right and what was wrong.

But his faults will be borne for him. As long as he doesn't kill people and set fires, everything can be forgiven and resolved with him.

If he beat someone, someone would pay to deal with it. Even if he got a child out, he still wouldn't lack a nanny to take care of the child. Even now, Bai Zhuo said that he didn't want a divorce, it was just his one-sided statement.

Because once they really divorced, there would always be someone willing to stay by his side, and he had no shortage of people.

"Eat slowly, I'm full, I'm going to take a shower first..." Xiao Xu stood up, squeezed his shoulders, and then went straight to the bathroom.

Xiaoxu admits that he also has problems. When the two were together before, without the shackles of marriage, he thought it was desperate for the love in his heart. Anyway, it was okay to be crazy about love a few years ago.

But now, he feels more and more that he can't afford it.

He doesn't have as many retreats and choices as Bai Zhuo.

Bai Zhuo watched Xiao Xu's figure enter the bathroom, he felt as if he was being awakened but he couldn't grasp the most important part.

He thinks he understands, but also thinks he doesn't understand.