Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

Duan Xiao did have dinner with the old man the next day, and now Duan Xiao will go back to have dinner with the old man regularly after a while, and most of the time he won't stay there, maybe because he still has the last bit of persistence in his heart. Read it, he hopes to lie on his bed every day, and he hopes that if Tang Jin comes back one day, he can see him at first sight.

"Did you not sleep last night?" Everyone else's family had a lively meal, but they were deserted. When the two sat at the table facing each other, it was unavoidable that the old man could see him clearly. exhausted.

"If you're too tired, just take a break. I don't have any other requirements. Just don't bring my company into bankruptcy."

Duan Xiao was able to promise him to stay in the company, the old man was actually very happy, but the old man didn't expect Duan Xiao to be so serious and work so hard, he wouldn't give himself a chance to breathe.

But looking at Duan Xiao like this, the old man felt a little uncomfortable. If Duan Xiao worked so hard, it was really because he liked that career, so that's all.

But he knew that Duan Xiao was not, Duan Xiao just wanted to use busyness to cover up his heart.

"I'm fine. I drank some wine at the reception yesterday and didn't sleep well..." When Duan Xiao said this, he said this lightly. Now Duan Xiao has closed himself up.

He and Bai Zhuo would not face many things calmly, let alone tell the old man what was in his heart.

But if Duan Xiao didn't say anything, it doesn't mean that others don't know about it. In fact, Duan Xiao didn't really cover it up so well. His exhaustion and loneliness always flowed out from his aura and from his eyes unconsciously.

The old man silently looked at Duan Xiao several times, then sighed softly, "If you really can't let go, you can go..."

Before the old man finished speaking, Duan Xiao suddenly put down his chopsticks, and then raised his eyes to stare at the old man.

He knew what the old man was going to say, but now the relationship between him and Tang Jin was no longer the old man's problem. It was not the old man's question of whether he would let him find Tang Jin, but he knew very well that Tang Jin just didn't want him to find him. , Tang Jin just didn't want to see him, and didn't want to continue with him before leaving. What courage and face did he have to go to Tang Jin?

"Dad, are you full?" Duan Xiao directly took out a paper towel and wiped his mouth. He was already full, and he didn't have any appetite to continue eating. It's okay if the old man doesn't stop talking about it. Duan Xiao's whole heart was filled with sadness.

He thought he was a good actor too, but he wasn't, everyone could see that he was sad, he was like a toy that was left in place.

The most important thing is that even he can't lie to himself anymore, it's okay to be busy at ordinary times.

But Duan Xiao was really having a hard time last night. After he was drunk, he couldn't control his thoughts rationally. The torrent of his thoughts about Tang Jin seemed to have burst a dike. There was no way to take it back, no way to hide it.

He squatted at the door alone last night, so sad that he wanted to die.

"Don't you want to eat any more?" The old man looked up at Duan Xiao, but Duan Xiao had already stood up.

"Dad, eat slowly, I'll sit on the sofa for a while..." Duan Xiao walked straight to the sofa, then grabbed a pillow and sat down. The old man looked at Duan Xiao's figure and sighed slightly , did not speak again.

His current life is very numb, it seems that after losing Tang Jin, his whole life also lost its vividness and color.

Are you looking for Tang Jin?It's not that he hasn't thought about this question, but does Tang Jin really want him to find it?

Can he really find Tang Jin?Tang Jin is not running away from home like before. The children who run away will come back by themselves. Now Tang Jin is really determined to leave. You can't find the person who really wants to leave.

Duan Xiao put his chin on the pillow, his mood was a little confused, he felt like duckweed now, he didn't know where he was needed, and he couldn't figure out where he was not needed, he could hardly find himself.

The old man sat beside him at some point, Duan Xiao slightly raised his eyes to look at the old man, it seemed that the old man hadn't seen many such eyes for many years.

Duan Xiao refused to admit defeat and disobeyed discipline since he was a child. After Tang Jin came to him, he moved out of here straight away and took Tang Jin to live by himself.

The old man has always felt that although Duan Xiao is young, he has his own ideas, and once he decides something, no one can change it, so Duan Xiao rarely shows helplessness, innocence, or helplessness in front of him. look.

Besides, they didn't have a good relationship before. Duan Xiao is so strong, it's impossible to show his fragility when he doesn't want to show it. At this moment, there is fragility and helplessness in Duan Xiao's eyes.

"Life is like this, you have to experience more things in the future, separation and reunion is the normal state of life..."

The old man raised his hand and patted Duan Xiao's thigh. At this moment, he had the slightest feeling that Duan Xiao was his son.

Although the son's dependence on his father is short-lived, he can feel it.

"Is it normal?" Duan Xiao smiled wryly, how could this be normal?He has been with Tang Jin for so many years. It is no exaggeration to say that he has lived with Tang Jin for most of his life.

Come as soon as they say goodbye, and take away the person who has been hidden in his heart for most of his life. If this is really the normal state of life, then life is really too cruel.

The old man took a deep breath, and rubbed it gently when he put it on Duan Xiao's thigh, "When your mother passed away, I also felt that the whole sky was falling down, and I also felt that life was cruel and cruel, but Look, haven't you been here for so many years?" Didn't he live well for so many years?

My career is flourishing, and my life is quite nourishing. In fact, there is really no one who can't do without someone.

Duan Xiao's eyes were a little red, he turned his head slightly to look at the old man, and then said word by word, "But Tang Jin is not dead."

If Tang Jin is really dead, if there is really some kind of life and death, don't have to separate them, Duan Xiao thinks he is not a hypocritical person, he will not go to the point of dying for love, he will definitely live a good life , to live instead of Tang Jin.

But now he feels the most uncomfortable. The most uncomfortable thing is that Tang Jin is obviously not dead. The two of them are obviously living in this world, but they can't be together.

"Okay, let's clear up your mood..." The old man patted his thigh, "By the way, there is a wedding going on at the Bai family. You are close to Bai Zhuo, you should know, right?"

Duan Xiao looked at the old man's eyes with a little surprise, "So fast?" When he saw Bai Zhuo two days ago, Bai Zhuo hadn't mentioned this to him yet, why did he suddenly make a decision after only two days? It's down.

Duan Xiao looked up at the old man, he wanted to see what the old man's expression was like at the moment?

There seems to be a slight sigh in the old man's expression, the previous stubbornness is gone, and the rest may be more distressed.

The two old men sometimes fight each other, especially when it comes to Bai Zhuo and Duan Xiao's liking for men, but now the Bai family has compromised first.

It's a pity that now here with Duan Xiao, it doesn't make sense to compromise or not. It doesn't matter if you compromise or not, Duan Xiao probably won't like other people anymore. The person he likes has already left, so the old man nods , has lost its meaning.

The old man took a deep breath, and then collapsed on the sofa. He also took a pillow and hugged it in his arms. He hadn't hugged anyone in his arms for many years. His wife passed away for a long time, and his son died again. I haven't been on good terms with him for many years, he has always been alone, and now it is hopeless to think about holding a grandson.

But the old man leaned his head slightly on the sofa, and when he turned to look at Duan Xiao who was leaning on the sofa in the same posture as him, a strange warmth suddenly surged in his heart.

"What do you like about him?" The old man suddenly said, he doesn't have a grandson anymore, can he save his son again?

This is the first time the old man talked about this topic with Duan Xiao in such a tone, this person.

In the past, the old man's attitude was more disgusting, what do you like about him?It's the kind of puzzlement that he can't understand no matter what. What is there to like about Tang Jin? No matter how bad Duan Xiao is with him, he is also his son. worthy of his own son.

Besides, how old is Tang Jin?Does he know what love is?Isn't that the impulse of a teenager at this age?

The two single men have stayed together for a long time before, and they are both adults. Naturally, there is no guarantee that there will be occasional needs and some sparks.

"I don't know..." Duan Xiao answered very frankly this time, and did not deliberately favor Tang Jin because of his feelings.

In fact, he really couldn't figure out why, and he didn't know how he fell in love with Tang Jin.

But the irrefutable fact was that, for whatever reason, he was already in love.

The old man looked at Duan Xiao, not knowing what to say.

Sometimes it's hard to tell why about feelings, but it's a fact that Duan Xiao likes Tang Jin.

Moreover, Duan Xiao should be unable to fall in love with others now. At this moment, the old man felt a little distressed, but now he hopes that Duan Xiao is a heartless person.

Rather, I would like Duan Xiao to meet someone again, and then tell him without fear or hesitation that he will be with him.

For the first time, the old man felt that he hoped that someone could be by his son's side and make him feel warm and happy. No matter if that person is a man or a woman, as long as it can make Duan Xiao look happier, he doesn't mind.