Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog
Chapter 120
Duan Xiao looked at himself in the mirror, clean and tidy, mature and stable, as if he had indeed become the promising young man he should be at his age.
But he always felt that something was missing. Looking at his suit in the mirror, he suddenly felt a little dazed.
When you reach a certain age, you have to integrate into a certain circle. What Duan Xiao is doing now is actually not so hard for him to accept. He knew that he can't do nothing in the bar for a lifetime, but why, the feeling of loss is so strong.
Duan Xiao raised his hand to loosen his tie. He looked in the mirror, but Tang Jin's face seemed to be reflected in the mirror all the time.
If Tang Jin was here, he would definitely come over and pull his tie to kiss him at this time. If he patted Tang Jin on the back of the neck comfortingly, Tang Jin would let him go obediently like an obedient child.
If he showed such a hint of acquiescence and indulgence, Tang Jin could carry him back to the bed and do it again before letting him go.
Duan Xiao came back to his senses, glanced at the time, then took a deep breath, turned and left the house.
This house has too many memories for him, and every bit of him and Tang Jin is staged in this house.
When Tang Jin came to him at the beginning, he moved here so that Tang Jin could grow up in a comfortable environment. Here he got to know little Tang Jin and got to know each other. Here his name is Tang Jin. Baby, tell him those bedtime stories that he used to disdain, he can see all the changes and growth of Tang Jin.
Later, as Tang Jin grew up here, he became more reckless and unscrupulous, and he always indulged Tang Jin's waywardness.
Because he has always felt stable in his heart, a child with a backer will be unscrupulous and self-willed, and will do things regardless of the consequences.
Because no matter what he does, Duan Xiao will always take care of him, wipe his ass, and someone will protect him and pamper him.
Later, Tang Jin was so unscrupulous that he forcibly took him in this house.
They fought, quarreled, fought, and had many sweet moments here, but those are gone.
Regardless of Duan Xiao's reluctance, those things related to Tang Jin have now been given another name, called Memories.
Duan Xiao couldn't get used to it, Tang Jin's departure was something he couldn't get used to no matter what.
What kind of existence was Tang Jin to him?Duan Xiao also once asked himself, for him, Tang Jin is someone who will be with him for a lifetime, and the word "lifetime" is not because of love.
This idea has been in Duan Xiao's mind since they were brothers. He can be a child or a younger brother. He just wants to live with Tang Jin and has no interest in getting involved with anyone.
For the sake of Tang Jin, he has indeed never been tempted by anyone for so many years, and he has never dated anyone.
Later, when the two got together, Duan Xiao became more determined that he would never be separated from Tang Jin in this life. There was a lot of noise between them, even if I beat you, I really threw you out, they still would. The kind of existence that comes back by itself.
The fact that they will not separate seems to have been engraved into Duan Xiao's blood. He thought that no matter how much they quarrel, they will never separate. Even if they quarrel for a lifetime, it will be a lifetime. It is impossible for anyone to quit each other first. life's.
However, Tang Jin left, and he really left like this, which was beyond Duan Xiao's expectations.
He really thought that he and Tang Jin would be together like that forever, but it was a pity that this forever was a little short.
Duan Xiao got into the car, and the car quickly stopped at the entrance of the reception. Before getting out of the car, Duan Xiao adjusted his suit. In fact, it was not difficult for him to integrate into this circle. What really made him feel difficult was Wearing a mask to be a human being outside, but still being alone at home.
As long as Tang Jin is still by his side, he feels that he can last for a long time. Now that Tang Jin is gone, every time he returns home, he is only exhausted.
Most of the time, people are belated. At the beginning, he was running around outside, and he had to deal with Tang Jin when he returned home.
Sometimes I feel very tired, so he is always impatient with Tang Jin, but now he finds out what real tiredness is.
No one at home to wait for, no one to keep company at home, no one to talk to, no one to eat together, no one to lie on the sofa with me, no one to get into the quilt at night without even a warm hug, that is the real exhaustion and loneliness.
As soon as Duan Xiao got out of the car and turned his head, he saw Zhang Yue's car not far away. Duan Xiao subconsciously slowed down.
Because he knew that Zhang Yue would always follow, he might as well just walk slowly and wait a while.
Duan Xiao couldn't even blame Zhang Yue for anything, except that Zhang Yue would occasionally say that he had a good impression of him, Zhang Yue never crossed the line, Zhang Yue never made him feel bad, and their cooperation at work was also very pleasant, Zhang Yue Yue didn't hesitate to give him a lot of things in the mall, and Zhang Yue did lead him to meet many people. Duan Xiao went smoothly in the mall.
Only when he dreamed back occasionally would he suddenly realize that this was not the life he hated and resisted the most?
But it doesn't seem that bad, it seems that it has passed like that, the old man seems to be very happy, it seems that there is nothing wrong with continuing.
"I thought you were going to be late..." Zhang Yue got out of the car and walked towards Duan Xiao at a fast pace. When he spoke to Duan Xiao, his tone was always calm. This is the maturity of maturity. Zhang Yue has his own sense of proportion and will not make people feel uncomfortable.
If there had never been Tang Jin in his life, if he had followed the old man's wish and pace from the very beginning.
If he was also a person in this Vanity Fair at the beginning, Zhang Yue might really be a good partner.
There is a sense of proportion in life, can take care of you, can grasp the scale to make you feel comfortable, and can also work hand in hand in career.
It's a pity, feelings can't be forced, if the feelings given out don't come back, Duan Xiao's heart has already been given to Tang Jin.
"It's not what you said, today's reception is very important, why am I late?" Duan Xiao looked at Zhang Yue and smiled slightly.
It turns out that what kind of person to be is really not a problem, but who to be with is the key.
Duan Xiao can do nothing, or he can work hard to become an elite who keeps up with the pace. No matter what kind of life, Duan Xiao can accept and face it. The only thing he can't face is that there is no Tang Jin in his life.
The two walked side by side. Zhang Yue slowed down slightly when he was about to enter the door. He could clearly see the back of Duan Xiao walking into the reception. Duan Xiao didn't look very tough, but he was very strong inside. .
He thought that after getting along for so long, he knew Duan Xiao better.But in fact, Duan Xiao became even stranger.
Duan Xiao's smile and loss are all in an instant, sometimes you feel that he seems to be very happy, and when you turn your head, his figure ends.
Sometimes you think he is very lonely, but he can talk and laugh happily when he raises his eyes, Duan Xiao seems to be complete, but also seems to be very broken.
After a reception, Duan Xiao felt that his face was stiff from smiling. He put down his wine glass and found a corner where there was no one. On the balcony where the air was ventilating, Duan Xiao took a cigarette in his mouth and lit it.
The neon lights are flashing outside, the city is too big, everyone's emotions seem small.
"When did you smoke?" Zhang Yue's voice came, and Duan Xiao didn't even have to turn his head.
Duan Xiao stubbed out the cigarette, then turned his head with a slight smile, "When I'm bored, I occasionally smoke to relieve boredom", Duan Xiao said this lightly.
But this is true, it is indeed a way to relieve boredom when you are bored, and most of the time you are busy with business.
When you are bored, it is probably when you miss Tang Jin. Duan Xiao has worked very hard, and he uses work to shorten his boring time.
"Do you want to go out for supper together later?" Zhang Yue stood beside Duan Xiao calmly.
"Forget it...I drank a lot today, and I want to go back to rest early." When Duan Xiao said this, he still had a faint smile, as if he was rejecting a matter of course.
"What about tomorrow? I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow?" Zhang Yue was very relaxed and never forced Duan Xiao.
Duan Xiao smiled and pursed his mouth slightly, "Unfortunately, I have to have a meal with my dad tomorrow, and I'm afraid I'm going to take advantage of Mr. Zhang's kindness."
"But we need to meet the day after tomorrow, right? Don't worry, I won't be late..."
When Duan Xiao said this with a smile, Zhang Yue even felt that Duan Xiao was innocent, but Duan Xiao was not naive.
"Okay, then we'll see you the day after tomorrow." Zhang Yue didn't say anything, just raised his eyebrows slightly, and it was considered as a response.
"It's almost here, go back first, you probably won't ask me to deliver it? Is your assistant here? Don't drive after drinking."
Zhang Yue could tell that Duan Xiao had no intention of staying.
"My assistant is waiting for me in the car. Don't worry, Mr. Zhang. I regret my life. I will definitely not drink and drive..."
When Duan Xiao said this, he walked past Zhang Yue with a chuckle, and Zhang Yue suddenly raised his hand to hold Duan Xiao.
Duan Xiao lowered his eyes slightly, looked at Zhang Yue's hand holding his wrist, and then looked up at Zhang Yue.
"Zhang Yue, my name is Zhang Yue..." Zhang Yue stared at Duan Xiao, he was patient, and he didn't expect to break into Duan Xiao's life so soon.
If Duan Xiao is really so forgetful, he is not the Duan Xiao he thinks he admires, but after getting along for so long, he should leave a name, right?The word Mr. Zhang is quite hurtful.
"Okay, Zhang Yue..." Duan Xiao smiled, then calmly withdrew his hand and left.
When Duan Xiao went out, the assistant had indeed driven the car to the door and was waiting for him.
After Duan Xiao got into the car, he took a lot of deep breaths, and then suddenly slumped on the seat.
"Mr. Duan, are you okay? Have you drank a lot?" The assistant glanced at the car mirror, and was concerned when he started the car.
Duan Xiao shook his head, "I didn't drink too much, but... I really want to have a bowl of hot noodles to eat at this time", it is best to add two eggs.
"Ah... How about I stop in front and I'll buy you some hot noodles?" the assistant asked tentatively.
"No, I'll just say that." Duan Xiao chuckled and shook his head. That's exactly what he said. There is no taste in this world that he wants. He leaned down again, "I'm a little dizzy. I'll squint for a while. Call me when you arrive."
"Okay, I'll call you," the assistant responded.
Duan Xiao seemed to have fallen asleep in a daze. When the assistant called him, he still couldn't recover. He squinted his eyes slightly and looked at the assistant in a daze, "Are you here?"
"It's Mr. Xiao Duan," the assistant nodded. He felt that Duan Xiao should have drunk a lot and was a little tipsy.
Duan Xiao nodded, and subconsciously raised his head to glance at the window of his own house when he pushed the car door open.
Suddenly, Duan Xiao's eyes lit up, and the assistant couldn't react to what happened. Duan Xiao got out of the car with some staggering haste, and then rushed upstairs again.
When he got to the door, Duan Xiao suddenly stopped in his tracks again, as if he really woke up now.
He suddenly squatted down and hugged himself, because he suddenly remembered when he reached the door, no, that light was turned on when he left, and it was the light he would leave every time he went out, not when Tang Jin came back up.
But he always felt that something was missing. Looking at his suit in the mirror, he suddenly felt a little dazed.
When you reach a certain age, you have to integrate into a certain circle. What Duan Xiao is doing now is actually not so hard for him to accept. He knew that he can't do nothing in the bar for a lifetime, but why, the feeling of loss is so strong.
Duan Xiao raised his hand to loosen his tie. He looked in the mirror, but Tang Jin's face seemed to be reflected in the mirror all the time.
If Tang Jin was here, he would definitely come over and pull his tie to kiss him at this time. If he patted Tang Jin on the back of the neck comfortingly, Tang Jin would let him go obediently like an obedient child.
If he showed such a hint of acquiescence and indulgence, Tang Jin could carry him back to the bed and do it again before letting him go.
Duan Xiao came back to his senses, glanced at the time, then took a deep breath, turned and left the house.
This house has too many memories for him, and every bit of him and Tang Jin is staged in this house.
When Tang Jin came to him at the beginning, he moved here so that Tang Jin could grow up in a comfortable environment. Here he got to know little Tang Jin and got to know each other. Here his name is Tang Jin. Baby, tell him those bedtime stories that he used to disdain, he can see all the changes and growth of Tang Jin.
Later, as Tang Jin grew up here, he became more reckless and unscrupulous, and he always indulged Tang Jin's waywardness.
Because he has always felt stable in his heart, a child with a backer will be unscrupulous and self-willed, and will do things regardless of the consequences.
Because no matter what he does, Duan Xiao will always take care of him, wipe his ass, and someone will protect him and pamper him.
Later, Tang Jin was so unscrupulous that he forcibly took him in this house.
They fought, quarreled, fought, and had many sweet moments here, but those are gone.
Regardless of Duan Xiao's reluctance, those things related to Tang Jin have now been given another name, called Memories.
Duan Xiao couldn't get used to it, Tang Jin's departure was something he couldn't get used to no matter what.
What kind of existence was Tang Jin to him?Duan Xiao also once asked himself, for him, Tang Jin is someone who will be with him for a lifetime, and the word "lifetime" is not because of love.
This idea has been in Duan Xiao's mind since they were brothers. He can be a child or a younger brother. He just wants to live with Tang Jin and has no interest in getting involved with anyone.
For the sake of Tang Jin, he has indeed never been tempted by anyone for so many years, and he has never dated anyone.
Later, when the two got together, Duan Xiao became more determined that he would never be separated from Tang Jin in this life. There was a lot of noise between them, even if I beat you, I really threw you out, they still would. The kind of existence that comes back by itself.
The fact that they will not separate seems to have been engraved into Duan Xiao's blood. He thought that no matter how much they quarrel, they will never separate. Even if they quarrel for a lifetime, it will be a lifetime. It is impossible for anyone to quit each other first. life's.
However, Tang Jin left, and he really left like this, which was beyond Duan Xiao's expectations.
He really thought that he and Tang Jin would be together like that forever, but it was a pity that this forever was a little short.
Duan Xiao got into the car, and the car quickly stopped at the entrance of the reception. Before getting out of the car, Duan Xiao adjusted his suit. In fact, it was not difficult for him to integrate into this circle. What really made him feel difficult was Wearing a mask to be a human being outside, but still being alone at home.
As long as Tang Jin is still by his side, he feels that he can last for a long time. Now that Tang Jin is gone, every time he returns home, he is only exhausted.
Most of the time, people are belated. At the beginning, he was running around outside, and he had to deal with Tang Jin when he returned home.
Sometimes I feel very tired, so he is always impatient with Tang Jin, but now he finds out what real tiredness is.
No one at home to wait for, no one to keep company at home, no one to talk to, no one to eat together, no one to lie on the sofa with me, no one to get into the quilt at night without even a warm hug, that is the real exhaustion and loneliness.
As soon as Duan Xiao got out of the car and turned his head, he saw Zhang Yue's car not far away. Duan Xiao subconsciously slowed down.
Because he knew that Zhang Yue would always follow, he might as well just walk slowly and wait a while.
Duan Xiao couldn't even blame Zhang Yue for anything, except that Zhang Yue would occasionally say that he had a good impression of him, Zhang Yue never crossed the line, Zhang Yue never made him feel bad, and their cooperation at work was also very pleasant, Zhang Yue Yue didn't hesitate to give him a lot of things in the mall, and Zhang Yue did lead him to meet many people. Duan Xiao went smoothly in the mall.
Only when he dreamed back occasionally would he suddenly realize that this was not the life he hated and resisted the most?
But it doesn't seem that bad, it seems that it has passed like that, the old man seems to be very happy, it seems that there is nothing wrong with continuing.
"I thought you were going to be late..." Zhang Yue got out of the car and walked towards Duan Xiao at a fast pace. When he spoke to Duan Xiao, his tone was always calm. This is the maturity of maturity. Zhang Yue has his own sense of proportion and will not make people feel uncomfortable.
If there had never been Tang Jin in his life, if he had followed the old man's wish and pace from the very beginning.
If he was also a person in this Vanity Fair at the beginning, Zhang Yue might really be a good partner.
There is a sense of proportion in life, can take care of you, can grasp the scale to make you feel comfortable, and can also work hand in hand in career.
It's a pity, feelings can't be forced, if the feelings given out don't come back, Duan Xiao's heart has already been given to Tang Jin.
"It's not what you said, today's reception is very important, why am I late?" Duan Xiao looked at Zhang Yue and smiled slightly.
It turns out that what kind of person to be is really not a problem, but who to be with is the key.
Duan Xiao can do nothing, or he can work hard to become an elite who keeps up with the pace. No matter what kind of life, Duan Xiao can accept and face it. The only thing he can't face is that there is no Tang Jin in his life.
The two walked side by side. Zhang Yue slowed down slightly when he was about to enter the door. He could clearly see the back of Duan Xiao walking into the reception. Duan Xiao didn't look very tough, but he was very strong inside. .
He thought that after getting along for so long, he knew Duan Xiao better.But in fact, Duan Xiao became even stranger.
Duan Xiao's smile and loss are all in an instant, sometimes you feel that he seems to be very happy, and when you turn your head, his figure ends.
Sometimes you think he is very lonely, but he can talk and laugh happily when he raises his eyes, Duan Xiao seems to be complete, but also seems to be very broken.
After a reception, Duan Xiao felt that his face was stiff from smiling. He put down his wine glass and found a corner where there was no one. On the balcony where the air was ventilating, Duan Xiao took a cigarette in his mouth and lit it.
The neon lights are flashing outside, the city is too big, everyone's emotions seem small.
"When did you smoke?" Zhang Yue's voice came, and Duan Xiao didn't even have to turn his head.
Duan Xiao stubbed out the cigarette, then turned his head with a slight smile, "When I'm bored, I occasionally smoke to relieve boredom", Duan Xiao said this lightly.
But this is true, it is indeed a way to relieve boredom when you are bored, and most of the time you are busy with business.
When you are bored, it is probably when you miss Tang Jin. Duan Xiao has worked very hard, and he uses work to shorten his boring time.
"Do you want to go out for supper together later?" Zhang Yue stood beside Duan Xiao calmly.
"Forget it...I drank a lot today, and I want to go back to rest early." When Duan Xiao said this, he still had a faint smile, as if he was rejecting a matter of course.
"What about tomorrow? I'll treat you to dinner tomorrow?" Zhang Yue was very relaxed and never forced Duan Xiao.
Duan Xiao smiled and pursed his mouth slightly, "Unfortunately, I have to have a meal with my dad tomorrow, and I'm afraid I'm going to take advantage of Mr. Zhang's kindness."
"But we need to meet the day after tomorrow, right? Don't worry, I won't be late..."
When Duan Xiao said this with a smile, Zhang Yue even felt that Duan Xiao was innocent, but Duan Xiao was not naive.
"Okay, then we'll see you the day after tomorrow." Zhang Yue didn't say anything, just raised his eyebrows slightly, and it was considered as a response.
"It's almost here, go back first, you probably won't ask me to deliver it? Is your assistant here? Don't drive after drinking."
Zhang Yue could tell that Duan Xiao had no intention of staying.
"My assistant is waiting for me in the car. Don't worry, Mr. Zhang. I regret my life. I will definitely not drink and drive..."
When Duan Xiao said this, he walked past Zhang Yue with a chuckle, and Zhang Yue suddenly raised his hand to hold Duan Xiao.
Duan Xiao lowered his eyes slightly, looked at Zhang Yue's hand holding his wrist, and then looked up at Zhang Yue.
"Zhang Yue, my name is Zhang Yue..." Zhang Yue stared at Duan Xiao, he was patient, and he didn't expect to break into Duan Xiao's life so soon.
If Duan Xiao is really so forgetful, he is not the Duan Xiao he thinks he admires, but after getting along for so long, he should leave a name, right?The word Mr. Zhang is quite hurtful.
"Okay, Zhang Yue..." Duan Xiao smiled, then calmly withdrew his hand and left.
When Duan Xiao went out, the assistant had indeed driven the car to the door and was waiting for him.
After Duan Xiao got into the car, he took a lot of deep breaths, and then suddenly slumped on the seat.
"Mr. Duan, are you okay? Have you drank a lot?" The assistant glanced at the car mirror, and was concerned when he started the car.
Duan Xiao shook his head, "I didn't drink too much, but... I really want to have a bowl of hot noodles to eat at this time", it is best to add two eggs.
"Ah... How about I stop in front and I'll buy you some hot noodles?" the assistant asked tentatively.
"No, I'll just say that." Duan Xiao chuckled and shook his head. That's exactly what he said. There is no taste in this world that he wants. He leaned down again, "I'm a little dizzy. I'll squint for a while. Call me when you arrive."
"Okay, I'll call you," the assistant responded.
Duan Xiao seemed to have fallen asleep in a daze. When the assistant called him, he still couldn't recover. He squinted his eyes slightly and looked at the assistant in a daze, "Are you here?"
"It's Mr. Xiao Duan," the assistant nodded. He felt that Duan Xiao should have drunk a lot and was a little tipsy.
Duan Xiao nodded, and subconsciously raised his head to glance at the window of his own house when he pushed the car door open.
Suddenly, Duan Xiao's eyes lit up, and the assistant couldn't react to what happened. Duan Xiao got out of the car with some staggering haste, and then rushed upstairs again.
When he got to the door, Duan Xiao suddenly stopped in his tracks again, as if he really woke up now.
He suddenly squatted down and hugged himself, because he suddenly remembered when he reached the door, no, that light was turned on when he left, and it was the light he would leave every time he went out, not when Tang Jin came back up.
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