After writing the book, all of Yokohama wanted to hunt me down

"In my opinion, writing is a way of talking.Those who are afraid to express their hearts in words will appear on paper in the form of words.

But in many cases, there are many things that will never be understood if they are not directly stated.

Because people will always cover up their hearts in every possible way. This is a kind of protection, but it is also a kind of harm.So whether it’s for yourself or for others—

Please be honest.

Please, do what you want to do. 』

Yuan Xuan put the reply letter in an envelope. The post office here is a few kilometers away from their residence. After dinner, she sometimes goes out for a walk with Shibusawa Tatsuhiko.

She was going to put the letters to the readers in the mailbox while she was out for a walk.

From Yuan Xuan's understanding, the readers who wrote the signature as "Huang Ba Tu" must have encountered some difficulties.Just like the reader who signed "Eternal Bliss" and said that he saw his past life from "Memory", he wrote that letter because he read something that touched his heart from the story.

This is a confession.rather than simply asking.

The person who wrote the letter was not asking about the setting of the plot. Compared with why the "Aragami" in the story fell into such a lonely and miserable situation, the letter sent by the reader "Huang Ba Tu" had more intentions.

I want to say something to the person who wrote this story, and I hope that the person who wrote the story can also understand my feelings.Although writing may seem like a one-sided conversation, in fact, the communication between writer and reader is mutual.

Using words and language, people who have never met before can see each other's "heart" in this way.No matter how many times I think about it, I feel that this is a very wonderful thing.

In the reply letter to "Huang Ba Tu", Yuan Xuan gave him encouragement.

In her opinion, this is the only thing she can do for the other party.

Now that he can express his heart in letters, with a little more courage, he can do the same in words.Yuan Xuan has a deep understanding of this.Maybe you can't do it once, but as long as you try hard, you will definitely have enough courage.

Just like her.

The courage borrowed from this world and from others allowed her to regain the confidence to continue to survive.Let her accept the world again.

But Yuan Xuan also knows that rejection is far more difficult than acceptance.What's more, what "Huang Ba Tu" wants to reject is something that makes him nostalgic but also makes him suffer.

She felt such a contradiction between the lines of the other party, and the other party substituted herself into the role of "Rage God".The god who is enshrined by human beings and has an inseparable bond with human beings - he has substituted himself into such a role.

What Yuanxuan can do is to give the other party meager encouragement. Whether a person can make a change, the real opportunity will only come from his own "heart".

She thought that even a person like her would burst out with courage beyond her imagination at a certain moment.Then others must be able to do it too.

When thinking of this, Yuan Xuan took out the letter again, and she added another sentence at the end of the letter.

"If one day you are freed, please send me a letter. 』

There were not many letters this time, so Yuan Xuan quickly finished reading them.

Although she really wanted to write a reply to every reader, but looking at the content of some letters, she really didn't know how to reply to each other.

They didn't want to ask her anything, nor did they want to tell her anything, they just wanted to write something and send it to her.

It's about sharing your feelings.Yuan Xuan sympathizes with such feelings.There is no need to send a reply letter.

And she's traveling now.Travel with Shibusawa Tatsuhiko.

Slightly different from when they were in Yokohama, when they were in Aomori, Shibusawa Ryuhiko and Enyan would not go out alone, they would always take each other with them when they went out, whether it was going out for fun or simply walking around.

This quiet town reminds Yuan Xuan of her real hometown.

The place where she was born, where she and her brother existed, and where they are full of memories.

But at that time, she rarely went for a walk with her brother.

In Yuanxuan's feeling, the difference between Shibusawa Tatsuhiko and her brother is getting bigger and bigger, and the memories they left for her are also getting more and more different.

Yuan Xuan thought, this is a good thing.In this way, the memories of the past will not overlap with the present, and even when they are connected, different emotions can be distinguished at once.The existence that originally belonged to two worlds, being completely separated made her feel more relaxed.

In this way...she can continue to hold Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's hand with peace of mind, and snuggle up to his side, without having to hesitate because of her inner struggle.

On their way to the post office together, Shibusawa mentions a place.

"I heard that there is a beautiful valley on a nearby mountain. Due to the influence of the water flow, the temperature will be slightly different from other places, so even now, the cherry blossoms are still in full bloom."

He lowered his head and looked at Yuan Xuan beside him, "Let's go there together tomorrow. Don't Xuan really want to see the cherry blossoms?"

Yuanxuan turned her face sideways, she needed to raise her head slightly to see Shibusawa Ryuhiko's face.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko has a beautiful and handsome face.

"Then let's go together." Her eyes were curved.

There was a smile on Shibusawa Ryuhiko's face, he was holding Yuan Xuan's hand, although Yuan Xuan might not have noticed it, but the only person who almost occupied her whole life now was Shibusawa Ryuhiko.

There are countless memories between them, and almost all of them are beautiful, dreamy, and even make people feel that there is a kind of illusory memory that is so perfect that it is almost unreal.

But Shibusawa Tatsuhiko always felt that something was still missing.

He attaches great importance to Yuan Xuan.It is almost equal to or even surpasses the weight of his life.

Because when he got her first work, the original manuscript of that letter, a voice seemed to sound in his heart.The voice said to him:

to find.to have.To be all.

Anything that can fill the emptiness in his heart can be obtained from her.If one person can really give another person "salvation", then Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's state at this time could not be more appropriate.

This is very different from what he longed for in the first place.In the past, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko would never have imagined that one day he would fall deeply into the current situation.

There is something very special about Yuan Xuan.

It doesn't matter what that thing is, as long as he looks at her figure, holds her palm, and feels that she is beside him, Shibusawa Ryuhiko feels a kind of peace that is comforted by everything.

When he was with Yuan Xuan, it was his most peaceful time.

This is completely different from how he felt when he collected the power stone.

Those crazy and entangled boredom and anger all returned to calm in an instant.

This is when Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is closest to being an "ordinary person".This made him almost understand the reason why those ordinary people are not tired of this world.

It also made him in a certain moment, give birth to the mood of "it doesn't seem to be bad if it goes on like this".

The distance between the valley and the residence is farther than imagined.

Yuan Xuan's physical strength is obviously not comparable to that of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, and when he got there, Yuan Xuan's physical strength also reached its limit.

She sat resting on a rock by the valley, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko squatting beside her.He wiped the thin sweat from Yuan Xuan's forehead, and held her finger.

Perhaps it is because beautiful things always have something in common, so the beautiful cherry blossoms and the clear valley also gave Yuan Xuan a feeling of deja vu.

Especially Shibusawa Tatsuhiko squatting in front of her, with his back facing her.

His beautiful long white hair was spread on his back like this, shining brightly in the light streaming down through the gaps in the mountains.With such a warm and beautiful color, Yuan Xuan could almost hear the sound of her heart beating when she lay on his back.

Without any ability to think, there is only the sound of gurgling water in my ears. There are falling cherry blossoms floating on the water, and the cherry trees growing high are gorgeous and untouchable.

But even more beautiful things actually exist beside her and can be touched by her.

In order not to slip off the opponent's back, Yuan Xuan's arms were wrapped around Shibusawa Ryuhiko's neck.

She lay on the opponent's back, remembering the scene when her brother carried her across the river.It's a completely different feeling now than it was back then.

How can one person and another be family?

The most direct way is blood.

People with the same blood flowing in their bodies became family members easily, forming a bond that could not be broken until death.

So, what about people who are not related by blood?

How can those who are not related by blood occupy a sufficiently important position in the hearts of others, and become irreplaceable and important to each other in the day-to-day relationship?

Yuan Xuan remembered what her brother had said to herself a long time ago.

He lovingly hugged Yuan Xuan in his arms, and said to his lovely and poor sister, "When Xuan grows up, she will definitely meet someone who loves you very much. I hope there will be such a person who loves you better than me, and better than himself."

Material poverty does not determine a person's happiness, but spiritual love does.

Her brother has an irreplaceable love for his only sister, and he even hopes that everyone can love her.

Because, "No matter what, I want you to be happy too. Aya."

The words awakened from memory caused Yuan Xuan to fall into a momentary confusion.She seemed to be able to understand her brother's words, but also seemed unable to understand.

But after thinking about it, she suddenly understood a truth.