my sick white moonlight

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Shi Zhiqing laughed, when Zhang Youming was talking nonsense, it was true that he hoped to be together for a long time, but did you say that you must marry the shackles?Never forced it.

These words came out of Zhang Youming's mouth in a serious manner, he was shocked, but also mixed with joy.

That kind of happiness comes very miraculously, and it is hard to say that there is any real starting point for happiness, and it comes from the heart.

"How did we two get married?" Shi Zhiqing pulled the pillow in Zhang Youming's hand and put it on the bed, then held his hand, and said, "Your hands are so cold."

Seeing that Zhang Youming didn't say a word, he was afraid that Zhang Youming would worry too much, so he continued: "Of course it's okay if you just go through the motions, it's okay to pray to heaven and earth, it's fine for husband and wife to pray to each other, but we can't go to It's not worth going anywhere else."

"Bless the heavens and the earth, your late mother, and the blind king." Zhang Youming said.

Shi Zhiqing nodded, agreeing.

It seems that not only ordinary people like promises, but also "abnormal human beings" like Zhang Youming. The contractual relationship is the shackles that bind freedom, and it is also the proof that it will not change until death.

As for whether it will be a big dream, or whether it will be empty in the end.

Say.

After talking about this matter of worshiping heaven and earth that night, Shi Zhiqing didn't take it to heart.

Zhang Youming went to Pingnan on Wednesday. Shi Zhiqing had to make up shift that day, so he didn't have time to see Zhang Youming off. If he knew that Gao Xiaoyun would take the same train as Zhang Youming, he would have to see him off anyway.

The main reason is that Gao Xiaoyun posted a circle of friends, which was a photo with Zhang Youming, sitting next to her, the high school classmate who didn't know the truth started booing under the comments, saying "everyone understands" with an emoji.

Shi Zhiqing thought about how boring everyone's life was, and Gao Xiaoyun could cheer them up just by posting a group photo.

The point is that Guo Li even came to ask Shi Zhiqing, what's going on?Did Gao Xiaoyun really get Zhang Youming?

Shi Zhiqing forced herself to hold her breath, and explained to Guo Li that Zhang Youming just went to Pingnan for business, and the two of them just happened to happen.

But later Shi Zhiqing thought about it carefully, how could it be so coincidental?He was thinking that when Zhang Youming came back, he would have to check his mobile phone chat records.

Zhang Youming originally planned to go there for three days. On Friday afternoon, Zhang Youming called to say that the situation over there was more complicated, and he might stay there for a week or two. , In fact, I feel aggrieved to death.

The man is finally his own, and he is still not around.

Shi Zhiqing had no choice but to find Blind Wang and accompany him to have a drink to relieve boredom.

It’s still the same alley, the same oily table, but the weather has started to get colder, there are fewer people standing not far away to buy fried rice and pancakes, and the footsteps of pedestrians have become more hurried.

What are you all busy with?Shi Zhiqing thought, Blind Wang was chattering away for a long time, but Shi Zhiqing didn't listen to a few words.

Blind Wang who had been drinking was slurring his speech, his voice was high and low, Shi Zhiqing found it scary at first, but he got used to it later on.

The things he was able to concentrate on listening to Wang Xiazi were basically related to Zhang Youming.

Blind Wang said, "Xiao Zhang is a miserable ghost."

Shi Zhiqing took a sip of her wine and asked, "How should I say it?"

Blind Wang smashed it, peeled off the red sea pepper in the stir-fried green vegetables, and after eating a green vegetable, he picked up the red pepper and ate it, it was so hot that he took a breath.

"What did I just say?" Blind Wang asked.

Shi Zhiqing shook her head, Shi Zhiqing didn't dare to speculate on Zhang Youming's life in the past, but now that he has the opportunity to know, he doesn't have much courage to understand.

To live in this world, people need many things to support them. Some are family, some are love, some are responsibilities, and some are just a bowl of red oil. Zhang Youming chose to jump into the sea, how calm must he be?

Shi Zhiqing felt guilty in her heart. Zhang Youming, who had nothing at that time, didn't need many things.

"He said you guys want to worship heaven and earth?" Blind Wang asked.

"He mentioned it, we have no way to get the certificate, we still have to follow the rules." Shi Zhiqing's face turned red when she said it, it was the first time to discuss this matter with an outsider in so many years.

He never mentioned anything to Shi Yang.

"The rules are messed up." Wang Xiazi said.

Shi Zhiqing originally thought that Blind Wang was upset, after all, he didn't understand a rule of their "abnormal human beings", which made him a little worried.

For fear that Blind Wang would not agree.

During the time of contact, Shi Zhiqing also realized that Wang Xiazi is Zhang Youming's reborn parents, and he has the final say on many things.

"At that time, I will discuss it with Zhang Youming and wait for him to come back from Pingnan." Shi Zhiqing said.

"What are you discussing? Then let me agree first. I want ten kilograms of high-quality pure wine. That bastard wine buyer said that I was reckless and wouldn't sell me the top-quality wine." Blind Wang took a gulp. When the glass bottomed out, he seemed to think of something again and said, "If you really pray, do you know the consequences?"

Shi Zhiqing shook his head hesitantly, looked at Blind Wang for no reason, and said, "What?"

"Bastard, this is trying to fool you." Wang Xiazi's acting skills were too exaggerated.

Shi Zhiqing even suspected that Blind Wang had been trying to persuade him to stay with Zhang Youming until now.

"What are you fooling me about?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

"If you really worship, then you will be his person for the rest of your life, not only in this life, but in the next life, and the next life. As long as he is still my apprentice and cannot be a human again, then you have to be tied to him. He can't do without him." You, you can't do without him, you will be tied together for many, many years."

Shi Zhiqing laughed and said: "How can this be considered fooling? This is not what I want, eh, have you heard that song? I have loved you for 1 years, 1 years is long enough, I will love Zhang Youming 1 years, 2 years, or 3 years. It doesn’t matter if the sky collapses, the earth cracks, the seas dry up and rocks rot.”

Can this be done to blind man Wang?This is love?How naive as a three-year-old child.

He thought about it, and felt that the main reason was that Shi Zhiqing and the others had no concept of time. People like him who had lived for hundreds of years were already tired of all this.

Shi Zhiqing is lucky, she can still say things like 1 years.

Blind Wang clicked his tongue and asked, "Do you know what 1 years is?"

"When you are with the one you love, 1 years will pass quickly." Shi Zhiqing said.

"Time exists objectively."

"I know, people's feelings are not. Haven't you ever loved people?"

Blind Wang fell silent.

How to be a lover?

Has he ever loved anyone?

He has lived with Duanmei Zhang for so many years, and he has never said that he is a lover.

"You haven't loved before, so you won't understand." Shi Zhiqing smiled.

Blind Wang stopped talking.

On the day Zhang Youming came back, Shi Zhiqing told Zhang Youming about it. Zhang Youming smiled and said, "He only knows how to drink, and Zhang Youming only knows how to sweep the floor. They don't understand anything."

"Then why do you understand?" Shi Zhiqing smiled.

"Maybe I'm more handsome."

Shi Zhiqing did not refute, he guessed that he liked Zhang Youming more or less because of that face.

"Why did you go to Pingnan for so long?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

When he asked this question, he was still looking through Gao Xiaoyun's circle of friends, trying to find the comment for Zhang Youming to read, but he couldn't find it.

"The old man who made the coffin passed away unexpectedly. There were many problems, so I stayed for a few more days. What are you looking for?"

Zhang Youming leaned over to look.

"Why was it deleted by her?" Shi Zhiqing muttered in a low voice.

"It was a coincidence that Gao Xiaoyun and I took the same train. We were not in the same carriage, but we met in the waiting hall. She changed seats with someone else." Zhang Youming explained.

Seeing Zhang Youming's sincerity, Shi Zhiqing put his arms around Zhang Youming's neck and asked softly, "Did you miss me these days?"

"think."