my sick white moonlight

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Saturday was a sunny day, Shi Zhiqing woke up very early, washed up, made food for the black girl, and cleaned up the flowers and plants in the yard. After breakfast, she went to make an appointment with Zhang Youming contentedly. Good bus stop.

In fact, Shi Yang called Shi Yang the night before and asked Shi Zhiqing to come out on Saturday to have dinner with Xiao Wang. Shi Zhiqing told Shi Yang that he had made an appointment with Zhang Youming and was going back to Shijiawan, near the school. Go around.

These days Shi Zhiqing has thought a lot about Zhang Youming's "secrets", he doesn't tell anyone, they can still live a good life.

how to say?Don't push yourself too hard, just be better than before.

At least like now, you can still make appointments during breaks, take the bus, and go for a drive around the city.

Pretty good.

Shi Zhiqing walked lazily, and saw Zhang Youming sitting on the bench on the platform from a distance.He has a straight back, and he is not immersed in his music world with headphones like other young people.

He just sat there quietly, Shi Zhiqing thought, what a beautiful landscape indeed.

Shi Zhiqing deliberately made a detour, walked behind Zhang Youming, covered his eyes, and when his fingertips covered Zhang Youming's eyelids, he could clearly feel Zhang Youming's tiny eyeballs turning.

Someone next to them looked at the two of them. Everyone didn't feel that something was wrong. Everyone was thinking in their hearts that this must be the reunion of friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, so they were surprising each other.

Surprises like this are needed in life.

Even if you are already on the road in your 30s.

"How long have you been here?" Shi Zhiqing's hand was gently opened by Zhang Youming, and he walked around in front of Zhang Youming, asking softly.

"Just arrived for a while, basking in the sun." Zhang Youming said.

The morning sun was very comfortable, and it was Saturday, even the pedestrians on the street were not in such a hurry, everything seemed to be slowed down.

Shi Zhiqing hasn't basked in the sun for a long time.

In the past, it was mostly in the small courtyard, lying on the rattan chair, hugging the black girl, which was actually quite comfortable, but just being alone, I always felt that something was missing.

It's different now, with Zhang Youming by his side, the dust in the air is dancing passionate tango.

"Come here, 111."

The students were on vacation, so there were relatively few people taking this bus, so Zhang Youming and Shi Zhiqing went up last, and they still had seats in the back row by the window.

Shi Zhiqing leaned against the window and gave Zhang Youming a wired earphone. It didn't matter what she was listening to at this moment.

"Bitter moon." Zhang Youming said suddenly.

Shi Zhiqing turned her head and looked at Zhang Youming suspiciously. The people next to her also glanced at Zhang Youming, and then immediately turned to stare at her mobile phone.

"This is the song we listened to the night we watched the starry sky in Shigatse." Zhang Youming said.

"Really?" Shi Zhiqing was a little disappointed.

He can't even remember, maybe he and Zhang Youming had a lot of ambiguity in the past, isn't that kind of little secret romantic?

"We can go again in the future, but you had a high rebellion that time, and you said you would never go again." Zhang Youming said as if thinking of something, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he actually laughed.

"Having a high score proves that I have good physical fitness." Shi Zhiqing said proudly.

Zhang Youming nodded, turned his head to look to the left, he didn't know whether he was staring out the window or at Shi Zhiqing.

The two of them got off the bus at the stop near Shijiawan Middle School. Not far from the bus stop was an old department store. Over the past ten years, it has become much dilapidated.

Shijiawan has been almost demolished, and middle schools and department stores can be regarded as "old antiques" here.

"In the past, Guo Li and I often sneaked out to buy water in physical education class. There was so little water in the small shop at the school." Shi Zhiqing said.

"Bought it for me." Zhang Youming said.

Shi Zhiqing smiled, and asked, "Why are you so sure?"

"Everyone on the basketball team said you were my little wife." Zhang Youming couldn't help laughing, he was really a bystander and fan of the authorities. At that time, everyone knew that Shi Zhiqing was close to Zhang Youming.

Just didn't think about it.

The pure friendship in middle school is difficult to have again in later life. It was really a pure friendship at that time.

"Could it be that you still have a big wife?" Shi Zhiqing asked jokingly.

"The eldest wife is also you."

As soon as Zhang Youming finished speaking, Shi Zhiqing pretended to be disgusted and let out a "ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" of the heart.

"Little husband, the eldest husband is also you." Zhang Youming said again.

"Come on, stop disgusting me." Shi Zhiqing pushed Zhang Youming, and said, "Do you want to go to the school?"

Zhang Youming nodded, but it was a bit difficult to enter the school, and the security guard probably had to stop him.

"If we can't get in, let's lie outside and have a look."

"Is it the same as skipping classes before and being unable to get in?" Zhang Youming asked with a smile.

"Is there? Will a good student like me skip class?"

Zhang Youming thought about it carefully, Shi Zhiqing probably didn't skip class alone, except of course, sneaking out to buy water in PE class.

"One time I went to see roller skating at the skating rink. The two of us went together. Later, Guo Li was angry for a long time when he found out."

"Why is she angry?"

"Why is she angry, don't you know much better than me?" Zhang Youming asked back.

Shi Zhiqing laughed again, so many things happened before.

"Hey, speaking of it, I haven't seen Guo Li for a long time. After she got married, she felt a lot alienated. Now she is busy taking care of the children, and she has no time. I can often see her sharing in the circle of friends. She used to share with me. To make complaints, the most annoying person in Moments who frequently post about children, but now he has become that kind of person." Shi Zhiqing didn't mean to blame Guo Li when he said this, he just lamented that time flies so fast.

In a blink of an eye, I am in my 30s, and I often think of those things when I was young, and I feel unbearable. On the other hand, I wish I could go back to that time again.

But people are moving forward, how can they turn back.

"If you don't get married for the rest of your life, will you regret it?" Zhang Youming asked.

Shi Zhiqing stared at Zhang Youming with staring eyes, this question questioned his love.

But it is reasonable to think about it. Who can say what will happen in the future?Regret or not, that is another matter, at least for now, there is no regret at the moment.

"Is there any medicine for regret in this world? I really like Dostoevsky's words, love concrete people, not abstractions, love life, and don't love the meaning of life. Some people spend their whole lives chasing after meaning, The meaning of marriage, the meaning of having children, and the meaning of school district housing are boring. People still have to live in the present and play their own script well. My life trajectory is destined to be with you, and I can’t change my fate against the sky Bar."

"You don't have that ability, you're going against the sky to change your fate." Zhang Youming laughed. "But I hope you won't regret it."

"What are you talking about? Let's go, go to the back door of the school, and have lunch there by the way. There is a house with pickled peppers, potatoes and shredded pork, which is delicious."

"Can I have something lighter?"

"If you drink white porridge, you can eat big steamed buns." Shi Zhiqing said angrily.

"Would you like to drink white porridge with me forever?"

Shi Zhiqing stopped, tilted her head and said, "Occasionally, I have to eat meat."

"I'm very poor." Zhang Youming said deliberately.

"Are you testing me?"

"It's really poor to try it out." Zhang Youming said with a smile.

Shi Zhiqing gave him a symbolic punch, then leaned into his ear and said, "Why don't you eat soft food? I have money."