my sick white moonlight

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For Zhang Youming's frankness, or humiliation, Shi Zhiqing didn't seem to take it seriously, but in fact, his brave and foolish composure was just a disguised and vulnerable shell.

It is easy to fall in love with someone, and it is quite easy to be destroyed.

But should he admit that he was destroyed by Zhang Youming?He is not.

You still have to go to work as usual, and you still have to deal with Shi Zhenzhu's funeral calmly and calmly.

Even Shi Yang was amazed by Shi Zhiqing's ability to execute emotions, she even asked Zhang Youming why he did it so decisively.

Zhang Youming didn't bother to talk to her, not because he insisted on being so decisive, but because there was no room for turning things around.

He knew a long time ago that he couldn't have a wrong start with Shi Zhiqing, and the matter of his parents now is really just an excuse.

As early as the year when he decided to return to the human world, on that sunny morning, the moment he and Shi Zhiqing looked at each other in Wang Xiazi's shop, the tragedy of fate had already unfolded.

Why did Shi Zhiqing see the dead Zhang Youming?He always thought that moment was an illusion, but it wasn't.

It was Zhang Youming who wanted Shi Zhiqing to live on his own initiative, and he used his work in Wang Xiazi's hands as a bargaining chip in exchange for Shi Zhiqing's rebirth.

In other words, as early as that day, Shi Zhiqing should have left this world.

Zhang Youming never regretted giving Shi Zhiqing a chance to be reborn.

He was just regretting that he shouldn't have been with Shi Zhiqing.

She shouldn't have any unreasonable thoughts about Shi Zhiqing, she shouldn't want to win a place with him for her own dignity.

He shouldn't have slept with him, violated the taboo, and let himself suffer retribution.

In the past few days when he was completely separated from Shi Zhiqing, the sensitive pain tormented him day by day, and it seemed to be getting worse.

But sometimes Zhang Youming enjoys this kind of pain very much, and the pain often reminds of existence, whether it is the moment of joy in the past, or the sincerity he gave to Shi Zhiqing.

Sometimes he would feel unwilling, and he would secretly go to see Shi Zhiqing, standing by his bed, or downstairs, or communicating with the black girl.

But he no longer dared to enter Shi Zhiqing's dream, he was afraid that Shi Zhiqing would never forget him again.

Shi Yang's manicure shop is opposite to his shop, but Shi Zhiqing has never been seen before.

Shi Yang would sometimes mention Shi Zhiqing in front of Zhang Youming, as if she was deliberately torturing him, but every time Zhang Youming would just do what he was doing with a blank face.

"My brother seems to have met someone today, a friend who came back from abroad." Shi Yang played with his hair, trying to recall the characteristics of that person. "By the way, it's a music player, younger than my brother."

Zhang Youming's hand movements actually stopped for a while, but it was too subtle, and Shi Yang was so immersed in her imagination that she didn't notice it at all.

"Hey, why are you so cold-blooded and heartless?" Shi Yang said loudly, expressing his dissatisfaction.

"Is your poor self-esteem that important?" Shi Yang asked again.

In fact, regarding the issue of self-esteem, Zhang Youming always thought that he was at a disadvantage, but he completely ignored one point. Back then, Shi Zhiqing's forbearing love for him was also lowering his figure and self-esteem.

But now it's not a matter of self-esteem that matters.

"Why are you dumb?" Shi Yang asked again.

She always felt that Zhang Youming was hiding something, until the blind man next door got impatient and said, "Why do you ask him these questions all day? As a human being, you have to manage your own one-acre three-point land. It's cocooning. How can family love in this world be so complicated? If you don't love, you don't love anymore. Why do you need to find a reason?"

Seeing that Zhang Youming had listened to Wang Xiazi's words but still didn't respond, Shi Yang gave up.

The relationship between her and Shi Zhiqing has improved.

Sometimes she would go to Shi Zhiqing's house to sit, but the black girl was still of that virtue, and everyone except Zhang Youming was hostile.

One time when he went to Shi Zhiqing's home, Shi Zhiqing's hospital was temporarily busy, so he left. At that time, Shi Yang was like a ghost, desperately wanting to pry into Shi Zhiqing's secrets.

She watched as Shi Zhiqing drove away, then tiptoed into his room, and found the stack of letterheads thrown in the wastebasket waiting to be processed.

It took Shi Yang an afternoon to read those letters. She was shocked that Shi Zhiqing had humbled her love for Zhang Youming for so many years, starting from high school.

And for so many years, Shi Zhiqing has only had vengeful friendship with one person, that is Chen Yandu she saw last time.

She never expected that a heartthrob like Shi Zhiqing would love someone so humblely.

Looking at Shi Zhiqing's shameful diary, Shi Yang was extremely excited.

She thought, maybe God is fairer, and what is given to people will always reach some unwarranted balance.

She is still planning how to tell Zhang Youming the contents of these letters, wondering if Zhang Youming will feel pain.

However, before she had time to make a plan, she was called by the hospital saying that Shi Zhiqing met a street gangster with a sack and beat him up, and she is still unconscious.

Shi Wanwan wanted to notify Zhang Youming immediately, but after thinking about it, forget it, since Zhang Youming is so indifferent, it's better not to let him know, it's better to let him regret it later.

As for those letters, it will not be too late to talk about them later.

However, how could Shi Yang have thought that Shi Zhiqing's coma in the hospital this time was not caused by gangsters on the street, but by that honest-looking Broken Eyebrow Zhang.

The key point is that the place has not been monitored yet, and the key point is that Duan Mei Zhang has also erased the memory of Zhang Youming from Shi Zhiqing's mind.

What's more, for a drink, Duanmei Zhang specially found Wang Xiazi, with a mysterious look, he leaned into Wang Xiazi's ear and said: "The matter of Shi Xiaozi is settled, buy me a drink."

Blind Wang was stunned and asked, "What's the matter?"

Isn't the matter between Shi Zhiqing and Zhang Youming settled long ago?Are they broken up now?

Broken eyebrows were displeased, his stomach straightened, his hips were crossed, and he said angrily: "Didn't you say to erase that kid's memory?"

Zhang Youming, who was standing at the door next door, heard Duanmeizhang's voice, came over to take a look, and found that Blind Wang was pulling Duanmeizhang into the room.

"what are you guys saying?"

"You entangled young man, he can't remember you, you two are completely separated now." Duanmei said with a smile, completely ignoring Blind Wang tugging on his sleeve.

He thought he had done a good deed, but seeing Zhang Youming's icy face, he asked Blind Wang with some scruples: "Why? Didn't you ask me to do this?"

"We were negotiating, who asked you to do it?" Blind Wang knew he was wrong, and his main purpose was to break Zhang Youming and Shi Zhiqing.

Now that Zhang Youming took the initiative to break up with Shi Zhiqing, it was a bit unreasonable for him to still do this.

"You blind man, how do you talk..."

Broken Eyebrow opened his mouth halfway, but didn't make another sound. He and Blind Wang were very guilty.

But Zhang Youming didn't seem to want to pursue the two of them, he turned around and went back to his shop, continuing to work on the matter at hand.

[The author has something to say: Thank you Wen for your feed ~~~ hahaha]