my sick white moonlight

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Shi Zhiqing hasn't seen Zhang Youming for almost half a month, but she really can't bear it. As a person grows up a bit, he will understand the social rules better. It is often not so easy to meet the people he wants to see. Generally speaking, Working to make money is the big part of life.

As for those trivial feelings that are as small as sesame seeds, they are crushed little by little over time, and are less and less valued, or in other words, there is no way to pay attention to them. Besides, even if you think about it in your heart, it is not a simple matter to put it into action.

Shi Zhiqing thought, how about this, it's fine like this, two people still live in the same world, they should be satisfied, it doesn't matter if they are together or not, there are tens of thousands of people in this world who are not with the person they like Together, he is no exception.

But every time Shi Zhiqing thinks of this, she feels unwilling, so why is he not the exception?

It has to be said that when most people fall into the vortex of feelings, they will blindly believe that they are the only exception. Shi Zhiqing sometimes thinks so, and he even boldly guesses whether Zhang Youming may also like him.

It's a bit funny, fantasy can give people a lot of courage to persevere, and it also creates a very strange situation. It is impossible to take a step forward and take a step back. It is a bit of a "sunk cost" that is very popular on the Internet. Meaning, of course, may also be suspected of misusing words.

Speaking of which, Shi Zhiqing spent a lot of time thinking about Zhang Youming, not to mention anything else, just lying on the rattan chair in the yard on the rest day, Zhang Youming was also on her mind.

No, because someone in the department asked for leave, Shi Zhiqing worked around for half a month, and finally waited for the rest day, lying on the rattan chair, hugging the black girl, at first glance, the days seemed quite pleasant.

But Shi Zhenzhu can't understand him like this, how can a person of this age still be so leisurely and playful with cats?When she wakes up in the morning, she urges Shi Zhiqing to go out to socialize, get together with friends, or look for a potential partner, but Shi Zhiqing ignores it and doesn't take it to heart.

In the afternoon when Shi Zhenzhu was about to go out to play mahjong, she saw that Shi Zhiqing was still lying down and had no intention of going out at all. , so you can't be an old otaku?

"Stone, I had a dream last night." Shi Zhenzhu put the satchel aside, grabbed the black girl by the neck with one hand, and hugged her over. "Yesterday I dreamed that the black girl said that she missed Zhang Youming. Do you think this is weird? How can this black girl still talk?"

Shi Zhiqing laughed, and said: "In the dream, there is everything, black girls can't speak normally, and in the dream I can fly over the wall!"

"No, I was thinking, the black girl is destined to be with Xiaozhang, since in my dream she said she misses Xiaozhang, that's what she wants. You have to take the black girl to Xiaozhang's place today, and by the way, you also go out, it's hard I have two rest days and stay at home, are you reasonable? I am too embarrassed to tell my neighbors that my son has not had a date yet." Shi Zhenzhu finally got to the point.

But Shi Zhiqing's point is not so important, he said with a smile: "Then I will take the black girl to see Zhang Youming, and I can't get married either."

"What if? If you don't go out, you won't be able to meet her. There is a [-]/[-] chance of meeting your right girl when you go out." After Shi Zhenzhu finished speaking, she returned the black girl to Shi Zhiqing, carrying her small satchel , out the door.

Shi Zhiqing let out a speechless "tss", thinking to herself, is she really destined to be a heavenly girl?You are pushing your son into the fire pit.

As soon as Shi Zhenzhu left, Shi Zhiqing went into the house and changed her clothes, carrying a big schoolbag for walking the cat, and got into the car with the black girl in her arms.

It was not easy to park near Zhang Youming's shop, so Shi Zhiqing searched for a parking space for a long time, and when she appeared in front of Zhang Youming with a black girl in her arms, she was already sweating profusely.

Seeing Zhang Youming looking at him in surprise, Shi Zhiqing went into the room cheekily, found a place to sit down, and then spoke nonsense seriously: "My mother said she dreamed of a black girl, and the black girl said she missed you , let me bring the black girl over to show you, get close and close."

It was because there was no one in the store at this moment that Shi Zhiqing would say that, otherwise it would really make people laugh out loud.

Zhang Youming accepted this reason, took the black girl from Shi Zhiqing's hand, and gently smoothed her hair. "Are you resting today?" Zhang Youming asked softly.

"Well, I happen to have time, and when I'm free, my mother urged me to come, and I said what if your shop is busy." Shi Zhiqing found herself a set of steps.

"It was very busy in July and a half, but not busy recently."

"You can ask my mother to help you during the few days you are busy. She has nothing to do anyway, so she just plays mahjong every day." Shi Zhiqing complained.

Zhang Youming shook his head and said, "No, I'm busy."

She was speechless again, every time Shi Zhiqing tried her best to find a topic, but she was always left speechless by Zhang Youming's well-regulated answers, each question followed by an answer was rigid and boring.

This caused Shi Zhiqing to often wonder whether life is just so boring, or only Zhang Youming is like this.

"I'll get you a cup of tea." Zhang Youming seemed to be aware of the embarrassment, and after putting the black girl on the chair, he turned and entered the room.

Shi Zhiqing looked at his back, lost in thought.

"Zhang Youming, your sewage is running towards me again, Zhang Youming, Zhang Youming, Zhang Youming." Blind Wang walked into the shop with ease, and called Zhang Youming's name three times, louder and louder.

"He's inside, wait for a while." Shi Zhiqing said softly when her thoughts were interrupted.

He thought to himself, this blind man is really fierce.

"What are you waiting for, hurry up, my side got wet, and he will pay for it." Blind Wang didn't stop, walked a little outside, and yelled loudly at the door.

Shi Zhiqing frowned, touched the black girl's head, and walked in. There was a black curtain between the inside and the outside. Shi Zhiqing had just opened it, and before she could move in, she bumped into Zhang Youming. is on.

The water in Zhang Youming's hand was all spilled on Shi Zhiqing's top. He was only wearing a single shirt. After being wet by the water, the clothes were tightly attached to his skin. For some reason, Zhang Youming's place was another outlet for the wind, and the wind blew over. The coolness came.

"Why did you come in?" Zhang Youming hurriedly put the teacup aside, and then quickened his pace to get a dry towel, probably because he was in a hurry, he didn't notice that his image was a bit bad, and he even skipped a few steps. "Wipe it quickly."

When their fingers touched each other when they took the towel, Shi Zhiqing felt so useless, his heart skipped a beat, and he even looked at Zhang Youming affectionately, hoping to see through Zhang Youming's eyes. Order something, or hope that Zhang Youming knows the little Jiujiu in his heart.

"Zhang Youming, Zhang Youming, why don't you come out?" Blind Wang shouted again from outside.

The elder sister of the small shop next door poked her head in as if watching the excitement, took a look, threw the peanut shells at Wang Xiazi's feet, and said contemptuously, "What are you shouting for? Xiaozhang has bad legs, so you can't wait." After a while? It seems to be urging your life."

The eldest sister originally wanted to say a few words for Zhang Youming, but once the words came out, I really didn't know whether it was good or bad.

"Zhang Youming, Zhang Youming." Blind Wang didn't care about that, and shouted inside again, his rebellious psychology was aroused, the more you refused to let him shout, he insisted on shouting.

"Here we come." Zhang Youming didn't show weakness, he shouted at the top of his voice, and he didn't forget to turn his head and say to Shi Zhiqing: "There's still some in the teapot, go pour some yourself."

After Zhang Youming went out, Blind Wang lowered his voice. He waved his hand, greeted Zhang Youming, and said, "Follow me over there to see the sewage."

Before Zhang Youming and Blind Wang went over, he took a look at Shi Zhiqing, but Shi Zhiqing didn't know what it meant, Shi Zhiqing thought that Zhang Youming was telling him to watch the store, so he waved him to follow.

"That kid came to look for you again? What's the matter with the cat? Didn't you tell me to keep it at home." Blind Wang was shorter than Zhang Youming and thin, even if he questioned Zhang Youming with a straight face, he didn't What an imposing manner.

"It's kept at home." Zhang Youming said.

"You fart." Blind Wang took a sip of water and continued, "You were raised in someone else's house. You have such a big heart."

"I don't have time to take care of Hei Niu, she's fine at Shi Zhiqing's house." Zhang Youming said again.

Blind Wang was silent for two seconds, and then said: "What kind of friendship do you have with that kid that you can't let go of? Didn't I tell you all, don't associate with them, you're just pretending to be tofu."

"I have my measure."

"Don't forget, what are you here for?" Blind Wang put down these words and got up to tidy up his shelves. He couldn't tell if he was really teaching Zhang Youming a lesson, or he was guilty.

"I know."