my sick white moonlight

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The day before Zhang Youming and Guo Li’s birthdays, Shi Zhiqing couldn’t contact Zhang Youming. He didn’t answer his phone calls or text messages. After work, Shi Zhiqing drove to his shop and found that he and Wang Xiazi were closed. Go to his shop. The person who opened the door was Xie Ting, who didn't know anything, but said that Zhang Youming hadn't been back for several days.

Shi Zhiqing's first thought was that Zhang Youming had found a new residence and moved, but he felt something was wrong, all his things were still in this old tube building, and according to his financial situation, it was impossible to buy another set.

So, why did Zhang Youming disappear for no reason?Shi Zhiqing thought of two possibilities, one is that she took on some other job and was busy with errands, but no matter how busy she is, there should still be time to reply to a text message for her birthday the next day, then the second possibility That is, Zhang Youming avoided them on purpose, not wanting to celebrate Guo Li's birthday with him.

Thinking of this, Shi Zhiqing's heart was like a deflated ball that had been pricked by a needle, slowly deflated and wrinkled.

How could Zhang Youming be such a person?I asked him if he had time before, and he didn't explicitly refuse, but now I asked him and didn't contact him, it would be fine if he refused directly, it's always not kind to delay people's thinking like this.

This time, Shi Zhiqing felt that she couldn't control so much, so Zhang Youming could do whatever he liked.

The next day after Guo Li got off work, she excitedly took her boyfriend who had just been dating after the blind date to the appointed place. When she saw that Shi Zhiqing was waiting alone, Guo Li thought at first that Zhang Youming would be late. After hearing Shi Zhiqing say that he hadn't contacted him, his whole body exploded. After cursing a few words, he calmed down and came to a conclusion.

Zhang Youming didn't regard them as friends.

On the contrary, Shi Zhiqing's temper wasn't that big, he smiled to calm Guo Li's emotions, and said, "Today is also your birthday, so don't be so angry, it's fine if he doesn't come, the three of us eat more. Hahahaha."

In the end, I smiled awkwardly. Fortunately, Guo Li's boyfriend Song Shenggu made things right. He kept patting Guo Li's back to make him feel better, and then called the waiter to order. He also chatted with Shi Zhiqing and talked about the recent past. stock market.

In fact, Shi Zhiqing lacked interest, but she didn't show it on her face, the party would not be perfect without someone, Shi Zhiqing felt uncomfortable.

After dinner, the three of them went to watch a movie. Guo Li was crying for a re-release of a romance movie. Song Shengshi kept quietly wiping Guo Li's tears with a tissue. Shi Zhiqing sat behind and watched him. The two feel desolate in their hearts.

Everyone is 27 or [-], maybe Guo Li's life is the right track, people, they always have to find someone who loves to accompany them, lovely people, where is it?

That's right, where is Zhang Youming at this moment?Can you still give away the gift you bought tonight?

After watching the movie, Guo Li and Song Shengshi went back together. Shi Zhiqing didn't drink, and drove the car again. He subconsciously drove to Zhang Youming's shop. Met Zhang Youming.

Shi Zhiqing sat on the side of the road opposite the shop, lit a cigarette, and watched the hands on the watch go round and round.

At 55:[-], the phone vibrated, Shi Zhiqing took out the phone nervously and excitedly, thinking that Zhang Youming had called back, but when he saw that it was Chen Yandu's name, he paused for a few seconds, finally The glimmer of hope that had been ignited was dashed like this.

Frustrated, Shi Zhiqing connected Chen Yandu's phone call. He always treats people like this, and rarely affects others because of his emotions.

"Brother, are you asleep?" Chen Yandu asked cautiously.

It should be because he drank a little wine, Chen Yandu called his brother softly, as if he was acting like a baby.

"Not yet, what's the matter?" Shi Zhiqing asked softly.

"I want to see you, where are you?" Chen Yandu asked.

Shi Zhiqing looked around, she couldn't tell Chen Yandu that she was guarding the door of Zhang Youming's shop, and she acted like a pervert this late at night.

"After dinner with friends, I'm ready to go home."

Chen Yan was silent for a few seconds. He didn't know what he was thinking about. Shi Zhiqing fed him, and then said again: "Can I come to you now? Don't move, just stand where you are. I'm here now." come to you, okay?"

"What's wrong with you?" Shi Zhiqing asked, he felt that Chen Yan was not in the right state, and asked again: "Where are you now?"

"I'm fine, I just want to see you, brother, you stand where you are and don't move, can you send me the address?" Chen Yandu asked again.

Shi Zhiqing thought that Chen Yan was probably drunk, so she said, "I'll come to you, where are you?"

"No, I'll come to you."

Shi Zhiqing was helpless, so she posted herself on WeChat, and told him to pay attention to safety, and gave him the license plate after getting in the car.

It may be due to the lack of traffic at night, the driver drove fiercely, and Chen Yan arrived in about 10 minutes. Seeing Shi Zhiqing sitting on the bench, he rushed over to sit next to him after getting off the car.

Chen Yan had indeed been drinking, and the smell of alcohol came to his nostrils, Shi Zhiqing moved a bit to make room for Chen Yan, Chen Yan took advantage of the situation and leaned on Shi Zhiqing's shoulder, and said softly: "Brother, Are you sitting here by yourself looking at the stars?"

Shi Zhiqing smiled, who would look at the stars in front of the two funeral shops?

"Why did you suddenly think of looking for me?" Shi Zhiqing asked.

This kid specified that there was something wrong.

"There's another performance today, I'm very happy. After drinking with my friends, I think I'll be even happier if you're here." Chen Yan was talking, and leaned towards Shi Zhiqing again. "Tomorrow...ah no, today is already past twelve o'clock, today is my birthday."

Shi Zhiqing was a little surprised, she turned her head and looked at Chen Yandu, wondering how could such a coincidence happen in this world?Touching the undelivered presents in his trouser pocket, Shi Zhiqing's heart sank, took out the things, handed them to Chen Yandu, and said lightly, "Happy birthday."

Chen Yan was also stunned, he just wanted to see Shi Zhiqing, not any gift from him, it was a bit sudden, and besides, it seemed a bit too perfunctory, Shi Zhiqing didn't know his birthday before, so how could he prepare it in advance? Gift?

However, Chen Yandu still took it and opened it while he was drunk. It was a small gold pendant. Fortunately, it was not the one with a zodiac sign. In fact, according to Chen Yandu's aesthetics, this gold pendant is really a bit earthy. "Isn't this a family heirloom? Just give it to me like this."

Shi Zhiqing smiled and said, "That's not true, but to keep you safe, haha, do you believe it?"

"Letter." Chen Yandu suddenly looked at Shi Zhiqing seriously.

This pendant was specially brought by Shi Zhiqing to the temple to pray for blessings. With her own sincere wishes, it is not too much to say that it is safe, but Chen Yan is so serious that she believes it, Shi Zhiqing is still a little embarrassed, These wishes are all centered on Zhang Youming.

Seeing Shi Zhiqing's sudden silence, Chen Yan suddenly came over and said softly, "Put it on for me."

Shi Zhiqing didn't refuse, all the things were sent out, so she didn't have to worry about whether to wear them or not.After putting it on, Chen Yandu suddenly hugged Shi Zhiqing, Shi Zhiqing's body froze, and he was still holding her. This feeling was completely different from Zhang Youming's holding her in the dream.

It's the kind of embrace that can be felt completely without any sense of alienation.

Shi Zhiqing felt that she was quite sleazy, hugging others, but thinking about Zhang Youming.

But Shi Zhiqing might never have thought that Zhang Youming was watching this scene not far away.

After twelve o'clock in the morning, the barrier was opened, and Zhang Youming returned to the human world, but his body was a little weak. He had just returned from the underworld, and his yang energy was completely insufficient. He leaned against the corner of the street, trying to quickly recover his body. normal.

But my heart is in a mess, and I can't calm down at all.

This uncontrollable frustration caught the cold and made Zhang Youming feel uncomfortable. He turned around slowly, facing Shi Zhiqing and Chen Yandu with his back, closed his eyes, and could gain a little peace from the brief darkness.

What can he do?It's impossible to walk up to Shi Zhiqing with a limp and a mess, and ask them why they are here, it's ridiculous, his current physical condition, he can't even walk across the road.

So until Shi Zhiqing and Chen Yan drove away, Zhang Youming didn't turn around to take a look.

Shi Zhiqing took Chen Yan home, and asked Chen Yan to sleep in her own room first, while she cleaned the vacant room and went to bed around two o'clock.

It was a dream, Zhang Youming came to his room, sat on the edge of the bed, with his back to him, without saying a word, the white curtains in the room were blown by the wind, the moonlight came in, Shi Zhiqing wanted to get up, but couldn't move, once again Zhang Youming's name was yelled everywhere, but Zhang Youming didn't look back, and it was still up to him to call it.

When I was woken up by the alarm in the morning, what I kept thinking in my mind was, it's over, Zhang Youming ignored him.

But after thinking about it, Zhang Youming let go of the pigeons yesterday, if he ignored it, why did he still feel guilty?