don't like me

I stood in front of the car and smoked a cigarette.

The sky was clear, the sun above my head hit the car body and my back, and I suddenly felt hot and dry. The weather was getting colder and colder, but I felt stuffy and uncomfortable.

I opened my coat, but still didn't get any relief. I took off my coat and threw it into the passenger seat of the car. After smoking this cigarette, I got into the car without looking back.

The past is the past, don't disturb my present life.

After being slightly affected, I adjusted my state and drove to the bar.

Before entering the bar, I had completely forgotten about this matter, and the [-]-minute journey allowed me to regain my mentality and relax a lot.

It was a surprise that Zhou Kai was here today, he has always disliked being in bars.

I thought there was something wrong and walked towards him first.

"What are you doing?" Zhou Kai leaned against the bar behind him, propped his elbows on it, and asked, "I haven't come these two days."

"Sleep well," I walked slowly and scanned the bar, "Is there nothing urgent for me to deal with?"

"Recently, you've been doing quite well," Zhou Kai said, "If you insist, you'll be fined if you're absent from work for two days."

"Whatever, the accountant will settle the account." I said indifferently.I'm used to fines and everything.

Zhou Kai laughed twice, he was in a good mood today, and he didn't pick on me, which made me not used to it.

"I heard that you and Yang Xiao are over?" He chatted.

Gu Ming said hello before, hoping that he would not go around in circles, he could not have heard about it, so I said bluntly: "If you have anything to say, just say it."

Zhou Kai said: "You really don't understand style."

I disagree: "It's not you who don't understand amorous feelings? What's called amorous feelings?"

Zhou Kai surrendered, raised his hand, and said, "I'm really afraid of you, and I suddenly understand why Gu Ming likes you."

"Be clear, what kind of like do you like?" I don't want to have a deeper relationship with him, and there have been a lot of gossips over the years.

Zhou Kai knew I was joking, so he didn't reply to me, and said back to what happened just now, "How long have you not seen Yang Xiao?"

I said, "I don't remember."

I really don't remember how many days it was.There are so many things going on recently, how can I have time to control what that dog is doing.

Zhou Kai insisted on telling me about the surname Yang, which pot he didn't open and which pot to lift. Fortunately, Gu Ming greeted me, otherwise I would have thought that he was interested in me.

"Is it impossible in the future?" Zhou Kai asked.

"You can take the position now." I exposed his small thoughts, didn't give him time to talk nonsense, and got straight to the point, just a little more simply.

He looked at me, startled by my excessive honesty.

After a long time, he laughed and said, "It seems that Gu Ming told you, what do you mean?"

"What do I mean, do you care?"

"I don't care," Zhou Kai said, "but we are working together after all, and this matter needs to be clarified."

I turned around and stared straight at him, Zhou Kai also looked at me, my attitude was quite clear, "Make it clear? Then I'll make it clear to you once and for all, I'm done with him, it's never possible, he Whoever I am with, whoever likes him, has nothing to do with me, let alone you, I will not feel uncomfortable with anyone flirting with him in front of my eyes."

Zhou Kai didn't let go of every emotion that flashed in my eyes, for fear that I was lying, I was calm and fearless, and showed all my thoughts to him. He didn't think it was clear enough. I would like to ask him to open my heart. Carefully examine and analyze.

"You're so ruthless." He said with admiring eyes, "You really don't care at all? I heard that you and him started when you were teenagers. The relationship over the years has been so decisively let go." , it’s hard to convince people.”

"Then you just watched it for a long time, did you feel concerned and unhappy?"

"It's true, but people's hearts are so deep, how can I know what you really think? What if you care about me being with him and revenge me, what should I do?" Zhou Kai raised absurd suspicions.

I'm so worried, I'm exhausted for him, revenge?What can I do, I'm afraid I won't make it?Wouldn't it be easy for a group of young masters to strangle an ant like me to death?Zhou Kai's worries are unreasonable.

I can ignore the motivation behind him, saying that he wants to enter the game, but I can't react to such a failure.

Spend a while with him, he is so interested,

The mentality that only teased kindergarten children last time will be used on Zhou Kai.

The world is impermanent.

I said, "Then do you want me to care, or not?" See how he responds.

Zhou Kai said: "Of course I don't care. I hope you don't care at all, so that I won't be under pressure. But if you mind a little, you can also tell me directly. We will talk openly."

"Okay, then I mind." I said decisively.

Zhou Kai's mood immediately went wrong, and he stared at me with a serious look.

I shrugged, "If you insist on making me mind, I'll just mind. What will you do? Don't you have anything to do with him? Stay away from him?"

"will not."

"Then what do you mean by these, testing?" I moved closer to him, lay on the bar, and looked at the emotional Zhou Kai, "Who told you to come? Gu Ming? Yang Xiao? Or... "

"What's the matter with them?" he interrupted me.

I admire his expression, it's so funny, "I'm just guessing, don't be so flustered."

I raised my wrist to the bartender, he asked me what I wanted, I said casually, the bartender smiled, and mixed me a glass of his specialty cocktail.

Zhou Kai did not speak for a long time, looking down as if thinking about something.

I sat on a high-backed chair and added some saccharine to the wine glass. The bartender said that this glass of wine tastes better with a little sugar. I tried it before and it was really good. It was sweet and had a little alcohol aroma. It was delicious.

"I know what you guys are doing, I'm just curious, how did they convince you," I shook the glass to let the saccharine melt in the glass, "He almost killed you before, and you don't care about it?"

Zhou Kai looked at me, his voice was colder than the ice in my glass, "I don't understand what you are saying."

I laughed and held the glass. There were a lot of weird things on the shelf behind the bartender. I watched them one by one, feeling at ease, "If you don't understand, don't you understand? Have a drink?"

How could Zhou Kai agree?He's emotionally attached to me right now.

You see, there is nowhere to hide the panic on his face.

He is not a good pawn. If it were me, I would definitely not choose to use him. He is a rough man who cannot play tricks and is not suitable for him.

Zhou Kai was about to leave, ignoring my proposal.

I didn't keep him and continued to taste good wine.

Zhou Kai walked a few steps, then circled back, wondering whether to speak, but finally defeated, he sighed and said dissatisfiedly, "Which fucking sentence did I say wrong?"

I put down my wine glass and looked over, "Every sentence."

Zhou Kai was still reacting, but he couldn't find the source of the problem. Looking into my eyes, he simply gave up. He said: "Take back what you just said, Gu Ming should not be with you."

Hindsight, I laughed, Zhou Kai left, and gave me a blank stare before leaving, he still hates me.

"What's wrong?" The bartender looked at Zhou Kai's angry back.

"The stuffing is exposed." I said, and tapped the body of the cup with my fingertips, making a crisp sound, "It tastes good, you can add more money."

The bartender smiled at me.

After Zhou Kai left, I sat in front of the bar and stared at my phone. Someone sent me a message, a friend from across the world.

After I came back, I was so busy that he took advantage of it, said I was ungrateful, and even showed off to me triumphantly, asking me if I was surprised or not.

——I was so surprised, I learned such a fierce word when I first came up.

— Am I wrong?

——Slightly off, who taught you the words?

——On the website, a blogger who teaches Chinese.

I sent him a few thumbs up, Sloanan didn’t give up, and he wanted to show off his Chinese to me. He only said my name in the 30-second voice, and asked me if I was right. Takes 30 seconds.

It was difficult for him to speak, and the accent was still heavy, but it was better than the first time. I said there was improvement, but the background music was too loud. Find a quiet place and show it to me again.

As a result, he called directly.

I'm fine, so that's it.

He first greeted me in his own Mandarin, and then spoke to me in broken Chinese.

"Where are you?" I always feel that his background sound is familiar?

"Where are you?" he asked me back.

"Bar," I said.

"I'm in the bar, too," Sloanan said. "Maybe we're in the same bar."

I laughed and said, "Unless you go through [-] kilometers, maybe this thing will come true."

"Then how do you know that I haven't worn it?"

My smile suddenly froze, and I looked back subconsciously. The figure was blurry, but I didn't see a familiar figure. Then I felt that I was panicking too much. What was I thinking?

And Sloanan is really promising, he said: "The expression you turned your head just now, I seem to have scared you."

"Fuck," I couldn't hold back, this time it was really exposed, I took down the phone to observe, without turning on the video, I turned back again, searching the crowd, "Are you kidding me? Where are you?"

"Beside you who have traveled eight thousand miles." Sloanan said, "Turn back."

"I've already turned back." My heart was in my throat, and I looked around, but I still didn't find him.

"Turn right a little, seven o'clock." Sloanan said slowly.

I followed his prompts, turned my head, and my heart beat faster, as if it was the first time I gave a speech on stage. The sincerity of the eight thousand miles was infinitely magnified under the music. The first time I was scared was after seeing that smiling face .

He is really like a child, he likes to laugh, his smile is pure and gentle, without evil thoughts or distracting thoughts, when he smiles at you, it is his happy expression, without any pretense.

He was waving at me, and the colorful light hit his face. The tall male model stood there, and immediately attracted one after another's attention. He walked towards me, and I stepped off the high-back chair and walked towards him. .

I have never liked to hug people, but he is different. He is born with a kind of affinity that makes people let go of all vigilance and vigilance. I can't feel this kind of magic in my dad.

I hugged him, he hugged me, patted my back lightly, his arms were strong, for the first time, I felt that hugging also required skill, he was so strong, but not too suffocating, leaving room , and feel that there is no way out, I have never experienced it with others, and it is also related to the fact that I hug too few times.

After letting go, I thumped his chest and said, "Have you learned to play tricks?"

He pressed the part where I beat him, looked at me innocently, "I didn't."

What should we do with him?Guests from afar.

Sitting at the bar, before I could introduce him, the bartender came over by himself, looked eagerly at this international-looking male model, and even let out a wow.

"Get out." I slapped his face away, regardless of what my rough Sloan would think.

The bartender didn't give up, and still muttered on the other side, "It's so cool."

"Haven't seen a foreigner, have you?" I turned around and said, quite upset, because I discovered it first?I'm still possessive of Slonen.

"This is the first time," he said.

I ignored him when other customers came and the bartender didn't have time to talk to me anymore, so I asked Sloanan if he was here for work, I don't think I was the reason for him to cross the [-] miles.

"I don't talk about work, I don't have a job. I asked my agent for a few days off and came here to see you." He said softly.

I pay attention to Qingqi, compared with him, my words always have a rough taste, "How many days have you invited?"

He said, "Four days."

I figured it out, "Then you won't be able to play for long, and you can prepare for the return journey the day after tomorrow, and the time on the road will not be short."

He said, "So you have to entertain me well."

I cheated: "Why? You can't blame me for not entertaining you if you can't enjoy yourself."

Sloann really got into trouble with me. He always couldn't tell the difference between jokes and serious words, "I entertained you well, but you want to come back by yourself. I planned to ask for leave to accompany you."

"Nonsense, you didn't ask for leave at the time, I was very busy, you said it yourself."

"Then you really don't entertain me?" Sloann said, "But I ran so far..."

I can remember his aggrieved little expression for the rest of my life. Help, how can a big man show such an expression and still make me feel cute?I must be obsessed...

Resisting the urge to rub his head, I let go and said, "I lied to you, idiot."

In the dimly lit room, the fire flickered on and off.

There was a person sitting on the sofa with a lighter in his hand, turning it on for a while, turning it off for a while, and then turning it on again, over and over again.

The firelight reflected a handsome face that was in a bad mood but still seductive. Looking carefully, he was very focused. In addition to the lighter, he also had a piece of paper in his hand.

That's not a piece of paper, to be precise, it's a photo.

The door of the room was pushed open, and a person walked in, none other than Zhou Kai after he came out of the bar.

Zhou Kai walked to the side, he was guilty, he was struggling whether to speak out, but that would mean that he was good at it, obviously he was placed with high hopes, and the result was such a defeat?

He didn't say anything, just walked up to Yang Xiao.

After realizing that someone was coming, Yang Xiao stopped playing with the lighter. He lit the fire for the last time, lit the photo, and threw the lighter on the table. Only the burning photo was left in his hand. He concentrated on playing this game. something.

"Aren't you going to see him?" Zhou Kai avoided talking about his results.

"Go now, won't it be too disappointing?" Yang Xiao rotated the photo, and the content of the photo was clearly reflected by the firelight. There were two men in an extremely intimate pose for taking pictures. One of them had to be carefully distinguished. Who else could it be if it wasn't Wen Zhixing? ?The other, he didn't know.

Zhou Kai didn't speak, Yang Xiao didn't seem to be in a good mood, he wasn't used to being alone with him yet, last time he was with Gu Ming, this time he came alone, somewhat flustered.

"Did you say it?" Yang Xiao asked.

"He said he didn't care." Zhou Kai said tactfully, avoiding the parts he didn't want to mention.

"According to what I said?" Yang Xiao continued to ask, but he didn't raise his eyes. He didn't drop it until there was one third of the photo left.

"Alright," Zhou Kai said, "But just to be on the safe side, do you want to find someone else..."

"No need," Yang Xiao quickly replied, with complex emotions in his eyes, revealing a kind of shrewdness and questioning, then he put his hands on his chin, showing a covetous expression, staring at the ashesed photo on the table, "That's not necessary gone."

After a long time, Yang Xiao raised his lips, saying it was a smile rather than a sarcasm, "His tightest part is his mouth."

Zhou Kai looked at him vigilantly. He was left with sequelae. He always felt that Yang Xiao was an unpredictable tiger wolf with sharp claws and teeth, but he kept it away and smiled at others. He had suffered and been fooled before.

Looking at it now, he is unfathomable, and I was blind at the beginning to tease him.

Zhou Kai has seen many people in big scenes, but he has an indescribable fear of Yang Xiao.

Yang Xiao moved his hand to the back of his neck, rubbed it, closed his eyes, and hid his jackal eyes, "It's so hard to say you like me, is it because I'm not cruel enough?"

He sighed, slumped on the sofa, raised his head, and said to himself, "Damn, I don't have the strength to do it again."

This makes people tired, and people have to do countless times of psychological construction before doing it. When doing it, they have to hide all the emotions they care about, and hold back the instinct of hugging. How strong is the concentration.

I don't want to experience it for the second time, but... the matter is not over.

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Posted late, I guess it will be late tomorrow, I'm busy with work at the end of the year.

To mention a word, brother Xing's attitude towards little sheep and wolf cubs is really heaven and earth, and they treat them differently.