don't like me

so tired.

It's two or three o'clock in the morning.

I was lying on the bed with fine sweat on my forehead, I lifted the quilt, just wanting to cool off a bit.

My whole body was weak, and my mind was blank. If anyone came to attack me at this time, give me a knife or something, then I could only accept my fate.

No wonder there is a knife on the head of the color character. Now I can finally understand why the beauty trick is so cruel.

When I was in a trance, someone grabbed my wrist, and I didn't have the strength to fight him anymore, lying on the bed at the mercy of others, no matter what he wanted to do to me now, I would not resist.

He looked like a normal person, grabbed my wrist and rubbed it over and over again, as if it was some precious object.

I wanted to pull it back, but he didn't give it to me, I still held onto it, and I didn't have the energy to waste it with him, so I could only let him manipulate me, I said, "Be gentle."

"How many times have you said it?" Yang Xiao was very stubborn, "That's not how you want to say no."

"Then how do you use it?" I asked back, but he avoided answering, just looked at my hand, as if obsessed with it, and I also looked over, not knowing why he admired it.

"What catches your eyes……"

"Hands are beautiful, indeed." Yang Xiao tightened his strength, interrupted my words, and suddenly suggested: "Put something on."

This reminded me of something, and suddenly realized, I couldn't help but tease: "He wants to wear something for me, and you want it too? Then tell me, who should I wear?"

Yang Xiao tightened his grip a bit, this was his big reaction, his voice didn't sound changed, he still asked calmly: "You can wear it from whomever you like, it's just that you think the other party is still willing to give it to you." Do you have anything?"

I thought about it for a while, and said seriously: "If you want to, you must be willing. He is interested in me, but whether you dare or not is another matter. Who knows what you did to him."

I touched Yang Xiao's face, his outline was too sharp, so sharp that I couldn't take my eyes off it at a glance, so don't blame me for being worthless, I'm just like him, I'm greedy for each other's body, the era of materialistic desires , we are not exempt.

"Brother Xing, are you still playing tricks with me?" Yang Xiao propped up his arms, lay down in front of me, and held my face. He looked at me with a tidal look after being exhausted, his gaze Wei Shen rubbed my cheek and said, "If you really want to know, just ask me directly."

"Will you tell me?"

"No." He was so decisive.

"That's it," I put down my hand, "Hey, I can't get you out of this. It seems that my business ability has regressed."

Yang Xiao looked at me, just watching without saying a word, the lights in the room were not turned on, and the light of the morning sun shone through the open window, we could see each other's outline.

Yang Xiao stopped joking with me, he kissed me, among other things, his kissing skills are really good.

It's late again today.

Only went to sleep in the morning.

That's what made me doomed to end this job.

I was late in the morning and didn't come for most of the day. I came to the company at one o'clock in the afternoon, and my phone was ringing.

I asked my boss to give me a day off on the day I was late, how could he not be angry?My boss yelled at me in the office. The door was not closed. The vice president of our company just came in. He was shocked when he heard the sound. Our boss had no good words. Nine years of compulsory education, always talking in an extremely vulgar manner, as if hating words can't hurt you, every time you approve someone, you have to take the seven aunts and eight aunts with you.

For example, "Your mother is dead, your father is waiting to be reincarnated" and so on. There are only things you can't think of, and there is nothing he can't say. Many people in the company are used to it. For example, I can accept his curses. None of it counts as a curse, just an actual statement.

Usually he said these things because he is the boss, and people who have no intention of leaving the job will not care about him, but today is different. Our company's vice president with some quality is present. In front of him, I actually responded. boss.

"My mother is indeed dying, and my father also went to reincarnate a long time ago, that's right." The office was quiet after being scolded, and the vice president just wanted to come up to calm the atmosphere. Hearing this, everyone was dumbfounded.

"Zhixing, don't talk nonsense." Our deputy is always a woman. She is actually the same as the boss, but she likes to set up a personality for herself and pretend to be kind. Never read it.

There are more curses about her than the boss. After all, a person who pretends to be kind is more difficult than a person who shows his emotions on his face.

The vice president likes to do things secretly. For example, she is now a peacemaker. When I go out, she will start to bury me with the boss with the most vulgar words.

Any good tricks to deal with her?

That is to accompany her to set up a character.

"What's the matter with you, how can people feel sorry for you? The performance is good, and I can't bear to scold you like this." The vice president said to the boss.After speaking, he sat on the sofa beside the boss, took out his mobile phone, and drank tea.

The boss looked at me, his face was still ugly, he crossed his legs, stretched his arms to the sides, and said: "Just a word, don't think about this fake, do you know how much money you can make in a day? Do you know which big customer you will miss? ? You have earned a lot with me, right? So don’t think that you can do anything if you win a few sales crowns. Have you seen Yu Rong’s end? No matter how strong your business ability is, I will kill you if you are upset, so In a word, if you can do it, do it, if you can't do it, get out, don't even think about it.”

"Is that so?" After I finished listening, my emotions didn't fluctuate much. I guess someone must be eavesdropping behind the door, because I was the one who came in, and many people in the business department had their ears pricked up. Seems happy to hear.

"That's how it is." I tugged on my tie, and the tie that had bound me for half a year was finally taken off. I can't say I'm disappointed with the boss, but I've been patient, and patience has a limit, not everyone It was Yu Rong who could endure for so many years.

When I took off my tie, the eyes of the boss and the vice president suddenly changed. The vice president stopped playing with her mobile phone and raised her eyes to stare at my movements. The boss's eyes were also very interesting, as if surprised?Why does he think I will only choose the former?Why do you think I have to do this job?Looking at his stunned eyes, I am super happy.

The vice president stood up suddenly, walked towards me over the coffee table, grabbed the tie and said, "What is this for?! Put it on."

She hurriedly stuffed it into my hand, and I took it, but instead of following her words, I made a stop motion to her and said, "I'll go to the administration to go through the resignation procedures later."

The vice president is even more chaotic. No matter how high their airs are, they actually don't want people who can make money for themselves to leave, but they can't control their temper. From the looks of it, the panic at this time is a bit ridiculous, "Don't be impulsive Wen Zhixing..."

After the quality was used up, I turned and left without answering, and when I came out, I didn't close the door like before.Unsurprisingly, there were a few people at the door, from various departments. I glanced at them, and before they could say anything, a few people came to the front desk. They were the customers I invited to the door.

"I'm looking for Manager Wen." One of them said.

I know that person very well, I have been here once before.

I waved at him and raised my voice and said, "Mr. Sun, I'm here."

It's not the first time he came, it's just that there were two people last time, but this time there were other people around me. I smiled at him, and the other party was also very enthusiastic, saying that I helped him a lot last time.

"Bringing friends this time?" I reached out to the two people beside him, a man and a woman, both in their 50s and [-]s. The women looked friendly and nodded and smiled.

"This is my friend. If there is a need, I will bring them to you. It is the same as what we talked about on WeChat. It is a house payment, okay?"

"Why not?" I waved to one person, "Wen Jun, pour two glasses of water."

Tang Wenjun is familiar with me. I brought him up like a child and let him learn from me. He will still help with this matter. He immediately agreed to put down what he was doing and go to the water dispenser to get a cup.

"Mr. Sun, let's go in and sit down." I asked for a private room, and I invited several people in.

Tang Wenjun’s water just came up, there were four people in total, he did his best, the water glass was difficult to hold, I caught it for him at the door, and stuffed the tie that got in the way into his breast pocket, he just noticed it and asked me: “You Why did you take off your tie?"

I pushed open the door and whispered, "Put the water in first."

Tang Wenjun did as he was told, followed by bringing in the water glass.

The four customers were chatting inside, seeing us come in and stood up to greet us, as if we were the guests. I know that Mr. Sun is enthusiastic about me. Although I have served him and solved his urgent need for money, I have also benefited from it. , he doesn't have to be so grateful to me.

"I just believe in you. There is really no other way to do things like loans except relatives and friends. We took this step. At first, we just held the mentality of looking around, but after meeting you, I changed my mind. This time, I will bring my friends along." Come.” He actually knows that I am profitable, but what industry is not profitable?His trust in me is quite touching.

I said: "Thank you for your trust in me, Mr. Sun. I have something to do recently, and I may not be able to help you. If you trust me, I will recommend someone to you. Do you think it's okay?"

"Ah? This is..." Mr. Sun looked at his friends behind him, and they also stood up nervously.

Are you really treating me as the only life-saving straw?

I said: "Don't worry, the person I recommend to you is also trustworthy and has good business ability. He can handle it well for you."

Mr. Sun is still worried, "But it's not you, I'm worried..."

"I assure you that you can talk to him first, and you can decide at that time. You can ask me any questions you have during the process." After I said this, he showed some reassurance, but he didn't Completely lax, some customers are like this, he does not recognize the company, does not recognize the recommendation, only recognizes you.

I did it to him once, and he believed that I should.

I took Tang Wenjun out and asked him to call Han Yizhou over. Han Yizhou was brought by Zhao Yin, so he was a teacher very quickly, and for the sake of personal relationship, I said to him: "V7's customers have worked with me before, please serve me well. , Be honest, try to meet his needs, Wenjun is on the left and right to help, his friend needs a lot, and you two are divided by five or five, don't let others know."

Han Yizhou frowned: "What are you doing?"

I said, "I'll go."

Glancing at the door behind me, I looked them up and down, "Are you two okay?"

Han Yizhou said to himself: "You don't even look at who my master is. You can get started in three days and fight in person in a week. I've talked about it a few times. Don't worry about that."

"That's what I like about Zhao Yin." After finishing speaking, I looked at Tang Wenjun, "Don't embarrass me."

Tang Wenjun is much more stable than before, which reassures me, but he is a little more sensitive and careful than Han Yizhou. He stared at the tie in my pocket and said, "Is the boss looking for you?"

"It's okay," I said, pulling out my tie, "Go in, don't keep them waiting."

The friendship between me and them is neither deep nor deep. I don’t have any friends. To Han Yizhou, I was a classmate in the early years. To Tang Wenjun, I just treat him as a junior. To other people in this company, that is, the faint friendship between ordinary colleagues , the only thing worth mentioning is Zhao Yin.

I just told him about my resignation.

Zhao Yin was busy at first, and there are quite a lot of clients today, but after listening to me, he didn't bother with the business at hand, he stood up, his face changed suddenly, and he said to me: "Come out."

We didn't go to the smoking area, but the stairway below the smoking area. We closed the door, and it was pitch black. We could only see each other clearly by the green light of the safe passage indicator light.

He asked me what was going on, and I said I didn't want to do it.

I have always been like this, I can't stay in a company for a long time, I will feel tired, but my behavior is not good, I may lose a golden job, but I don't care.

Wherever I am, I can do whatever I want, as long as I feel fresh, I can learn everything else slowly, I am still very assured of my learning ability, Zhao Yin knows this.

"There's no need to go this far." Zhao Yin said, "If it's because the boss scolded you, I'll ask you to come here, you and me."

I laughed: "Director Zhao, don't spoil me so much, okay? It made me want to betray my boyfriend and cheat on you over and over again."

I put away my smiling face, put my suit trousers pocket, and said, "I'm 30 years old, I can't stand a few words of scolding, I don't care about the boss, I only care about whether I can make money, to be honest I have made a lot of money here, and I have harmed many people, and I will definitely go to hell in my life."

"Then can we still live?"

"You guys go to hell with me." I joked, and I didn't have any cumbersome mentality such as reluctance or nostalgia. Instead, I felt relaxed, "Take a rest, I'm tired."

Zhao Yin wanted to say something more, but I was too firm. He could see that he had already planned to leave the job, and he waited for a long time before he said helplessly: "You have your destination, and we are destined for each other in this life. It's all over."

"Don't say it so sentimentally, if I cheat, I will be the first to find you."

Zhao Yin didn't speak, and was silent for a while, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but the atmosphere was developing towards seriousness.

Zhao Yin squatted down, lit a cigarette, and put his hand in the aisle of the stairs. I touched his shoulder with a cheap hand, and teased: "You are not sad, are you?"

Zhao Yinke has never shown a sad look, he only has a stern image that is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, maybe, I don't know what he is thinking.

"Should I tell you?" Zhao Yin picked up the cigarette and took a puff. The sparks flickered on and off, and the shredded tobacco soaked the entire stairway, and the smell was choking.

I stood by the armrest and said, "You told me what you should and shouldn't say, you've told me all the fucking time, are you pretending to be reserved?"

This is a joke, that's right, from the first day I came to this company, the guy surnamed Zhao didn't give me a good life, I didn't die, and the harassment continued.

Zhao Yin laughed, maybe he thought it didn't matter, so he said the following words to me, to be honest, it was the first time I heard, and the first time I saw him, he looked serious.

"That's right, it's all come to this point," Zhao Yinhuo went out, intending to vomit quickly: "There's nothing else to say, and I can't say that I regret it today, I can only say that I met too late and didn't have that fate. "

I didn't interrupt him, leaning on the armrest and listening quietly.

I will not take away this last bit of hypocritical time.

"I don't know what's wrong with me. It's amazing. I'm in my thirties, and I feel like I'm springing up." Zhao Yin thought for a while, but he didn't think it was right. He tried to explain, but he couldn't explain clearly, and he was very embarrassed. "Fuck, it's disgusting, don't worry about it, I haven't gone to school for a few days, and I don't have much education."

I really like his sloppy mouth, it's rare, I'll take a second look, if I can see clearly.

"I really regret that I didn't go to school now. Sometimes I wonder if it's because you dislike me. If I say something wrong, be more tolerant. I don't know where to suspect it." Zhao Yin paused, His cigarette is almost at the end, "When I first met you, I didn't say anything serious to you, confession or something, not because I just wanted to play with you, but because I was too serious...you may I can't understand, I don't dare to you, yes, I dare not, Wen Zhixing, there is nothing in your eyes, do you know that?"

I still didn't make a sound and let him judge me.I also want to know how he sees me, and what kind of person I am from the perspective of outsiders.

"There is arrogance in your eyes. It is the arrogance that disdains to be with us. There is nothing else. Your eyes that are not interested in anything, make me have to be careful... In fact, I saw your first I knew at a glance that there was no possibility for the two of us, and I should have given up at that time, but," Zhao Yin's voice sank a few times, "I'm fucking sick, the more I look at it, the more I like it."

The weak light beam emitted by the indicator light of the safe passage allows us to only see the other person's figure and movement, but not the other person's face.Zhao Yin was squatting on the stairs, and I was leaning on the handrail next to him, he didn't speak, and the rest was only silent.

My thoughts are wandering, it's impolite when others are so formal, but what should I do?Jo Yin likes a jerk.

I wasn't distracted too much, I knew what he was talking about, and my mind was full of the past.

"I don't even know where the fuck did your boyfriend come from, and where did he come from such a character," Zhao Yin should have been dissatisfied, but only remembered it until today before complaining, "To be honest, I don't accept the loss at all."

"You have to submit," I looked at him and said, "You really have to submit to this point."

He turned to look at me, but I didn't move.

"You used to be...very good with him." Zhao Yin made a speech, which he could tell.

"It's not bad," I couldn't say I sighed: "But it's not that good, otherwise I wouldn't be where I am today."

"But you still got back together with him."

"What does that mean?" I said, "What does it mean if I reject you? What does it mean if I have sex with you? Love? Don't love? Something."

It is meaningless to mention things that have long since disappeared from my world.

"If you have to say, I haven't played enough, why did I choose him, he is rich, he is young, he has sparks before, and the collision is more exciting, this is probably the reason why I rejected you? "I walked towards Zhao Yin and said slowly: "You can treat me as a reality, and don't mistake me for loving him or something. If I love him, the following things will not happen."

I held Zhao Yin's face, lifted his chin, bent down, and kissed each other's lips for the first time when we were sober. The environment made the kiss more ambiguous, like a slut cheating on the ground, me and him.

He didn't respond to me, it was very mechanical, and it may not be said to be enjoying, I slowly moved away from his lips, stroked it, and said: "It's your reward."

Zhao Yin looked at me in the dark, I couldn't see it, but there must be a god.

"Take a longer view, Director Zhao, there will be tens of thousands of Wen Zhixing coming in the company tomorrow. They may be more arrogant than me, more playful than me, and not necessarily more knowledgeable than me. They won't be with you After being together, cheating, no matter how you look at it, it’s more cost-effective than me.” I let go of my hand and walked towards the closed door, “It’s not life and death. He's had enough fun, throw me away, and you'll have a chance, won't it make you unhappy to use you as a spare tire so openly?"

I thought for a while and said, "Oh yes, it doesn't matter if you're upset, you won't be able to see me in the future, and a final stab in your heart might make you even more memorable to me."

"Your mother." Zhao Yin cursed, stood up, and threw away the cigarette butt, "won't you tell them?"

"What the hell, they'll know tomorrow. The employees of the iron-clad company, batch after batch, what's the point?" I walked out and saw a few people coming to smoke and asked for loose cigarettes for me. I picked it up without smoking it, so I took it back to the office.

Someone came to inform me that the boss was looking for me. I asked him if he knew anything. He said it was about my resignation. He also asked me if I was resigning and why I was resigning. I didn’t tell him and went to the office.

There are a lot of high-level executives here. It is rare that my supervisor is also there, and there are several other departments, including Wang Xu.

I know, I have a tough battle to fight.

I hope they tell me to go, not beg me to stay.

But this good wish was shattered the moment Wang Xu opened his mouth.

"Why did you come here? Where did you go?"

"Smoking." I said ridiculously.

Wang Xu gave me a wink, we are often together, I understand what he meant, he was sending me a signal of being forced and helpless, and hinted to me with his lips that the boss would not let me go.

At this moment, Wang Xu happened to see Zhao Yin, and asked him to come in, of course Zhao Yin had to join, I was so good with him, the boss knew, if the boss wanted to keep me, Zhao Yin would definitely use this gun.

I find it very funny.

What will they threaten me with?First, good words to persuade, and then friends everywhere, threatening to leave me and be expelled from this industry?Our boss has used this trick to scare many people, and he always mentions his ability in this industry at the conference, which makes many people shake their minds about leaving.

It's just that I'm immune to this trick.

There was Gu Ming in the front, and Yang Xiao in the back. My friends and boyfriends were all so promising. I could win the game lying down. I really didn't have the time to talk nonsense with them. I planned to solve it in 5 minutes.

Up to 10 minutes.

"Come on, let's start." I slammed the door of the room to isolate the noise from the outside world. A gathering of scum, a dispute of scum, was right in front of my eyes.

I am no stranger to one against one hundred.

What I experienced in high school, today, is just like saying that sentence to me to irritate Zhao Yin, pediatrics.

I made a decision.

Who wants to show me covering the sky with one hand today.

I'll just act a fucking show that breaks ground on Tai Sui's head.

Don't doubt it, I'm good at being a scum.