don't like me

Before Yang Xiao came in, the school was not so chaotic.

Even though the passionate dreams of some middle school teenagers are still in turmoil, it hinders Gu Ming's power to keep his own place, but this time is different. I really don't understand where the courage of this group of people headed by Yang Xiao comes from. Listening to persuasion, not being restrained, and actively provoking the senior students, because of them, I have been wandering around in the high school recently.

After punishing them publicly last time, this group of people didn't seem to restrain themselves. Instead, I received more and more reports. Whether it's inside or outside the school, on the playground or in the back streets, there are fights everywhere. Where hasn't he been harmed by those freshmen?

It's not that the control is not strong enough, it's that they are too crazy.

I got caught today, and I wonder what else they can say.

"You want to interview me?"

Standing in front of me was Yang Xiao who was criticized by the principal at the conference. He was caught by me without any sense of remorse. I suspected that I was caught for doing something bad.

"You can understand it this way." I said, today I must talk to him about it, whatever he thinks this form is.

I was troubled by them, and the school teacher told me several times about this group of people, asking me to strengthen control, but the ability of the student union is also limited, and I can't keep an eye on their actions.

I'm not a roundworm in Yang Xiao's stomach, how can I know when he's unhappy seeing others?

"I don't have time, what should I do?" He is a few years younger than me, but there is no age difference in size. He is also considered taller among his peers, so he looked at me with a sense of looking down, making the scene It seems that I am more like the one who was bullied, "Why don't you make an appointment?"

I said unhurriedly, "May I also make an appointment with the school for your expulsion notice?"

Yang Xiao looked at me, I had dealt with such things a lot, I was used to it, he was afraid that he didn't know me well enough, so he just heard me say that, and suddenly laughed.

He should have been expelled last time, it was just a little short, but the teachers still softened their hearts. After all, they are ignorant students, and they are willing to give it another chance, but patience is limited, and there are limits to tests. Yang Xiao Obviously, the bottom line of the teachers has been violated.

It has already been explained above, Yang Xiao will be expelled directly next time.

"Did they tell you that if they catch me again, they will fire me?" He knew it himself, and dared to commit the crime knowingly.

"As long as you know."

He snorted and said, "It seems that my fate is in your hands, the powerful chairman of the student union."

I stood still, turned my head and said to him: "I am very serious, please don't make fun of your own future."

"Where did you see that I was joking?" Yang Xiao said: "Also, future, you can see the word "future" in me? Absolutely, am I blind or are you blind?"

I didn't care what he was thinking, I said subjectively: "How old are you?"

One of the types of people that I can't understand is Lu Mingming, who is still so young at the beginning, how much right and wrong he has gone through, can make them feel defeated in their future life?Obviously, his limbs are healthy and his mind is normal.

Yang Xiao didn't take it seriously, he said: "Some people are destined to be worthless when they are young, and it has nothing to do with age."

I don't agree with him, and I don't know why he came to such a conclusion. In my opinion, this is still an immature idea. I said: "I don't think that everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses. You can't stop what you want."

"It has a lot to do with external factors."

"No," I affirmed, looked up at him slightly and said, "Maybe you think my words are too naive, what a person wants to be, he grasps this goal, and all external interference is not a problem, the premise is that he Really want to."

Yang Xiao looked at me like this, but didn't say anything to refute. I would think that he acquiesced to my words. Even if he didn't, it wouldn't affect my own concept. It means that you don’t have your own opinions and goals in your heart, and you don’t have to listen to other people’s evaluations to be successful. If you give up and follow the crowd, then who do you count on to save you? No one.”

"Why are you talking about rescue?" He scolded me.

"Because you can still be saved," I didn't know why, and blurted out such a sentence, feeling that something was wrong, I added: "Anyway, you can listen to me, it's not the same as others."

Is it different?Because he listens to me?Not really.

But I can't give any other reason.

Yang Xiao smiled at me, he couldn't understand, "Just hearing you say a few words about chicken soup means I'm still saved? Chairman, have you ever thought about how many times I despised you in my heart when you said these words? "

I didn't feel ashamed, and said indifferently: "Whatever you think, this is what I want to tell you."

"Okay." He shook his head and rubbed his neck with his hands. It was a very simple movement, but when he did it, it was full of masculinity. He was younger than me, obviously.

I look away.

"As expected of the general cadre of the student union, chicken soup for the soul comes out of your mouth. Hey, do you college bullies read a lot of books on philosophy and truth every day?" Yang Xiao took out a book from his pocket in front of me. When a pack of cigarettes came, I squinted my eyes in disgust. He insisted on lighting the cigarette. Of course, he didn't care about my opinion, "The last time I heard such naive words was when I was in the thinking class."

I moved to the side, I hate the smell of cigarettes very much, when I stay with Gu Ming and he smokes, I will walk away.

This is already my instinctive reaction.

But Yang Xiao is obviously much more stubborn than Gu Ming.

He grabbed my wrist violently, pulled me back after I moved a few steps, let me face him, I looked up into his eyes, Yang Xiao took off the cigarette from his mouth, and held my face , fixed me so that I wouldn't move around, and then, that group of choking smoke rings all fell on my face.

My eyes instantly turned red.

And the feeling of itchy throat, I will never forget it in my life.

Yang Xiao smiled, very shallow, without sound, just slightly hooked his lips, with almost no arc.

"It's enough to tell me this kind of thing, but don't tell it to others, I'm afraid they will laugh out loud, my dear senior."

My face was red from choking, and I was about to punch him, but Yang Xiao knew what I wanted to do, and grabbed my hands in time, his shredded tobacco burned my wrist, it hurt so much, I groaned, Yang Xiao Only then did Xiao lower his head and let go of my hand.

Later, he found that he accidentally hurt me, and he came to grab my hand. I pulled it away in time, so that he didn't touch it. How to put it, I have said what I should say, you can think that I am too naive, it doesn't matter, I never expect myself to be able to convince others, I just do what I have to do."

Yang Xiao's expression was very complicated, I couldn't understand it at that time.

I might be really angry, although I didn't show it obviously, but as for Yang Xiao, I can feel that I have always adhered to the idea of ​​not letting others shake me. I said, he listens, that's his business, if he doesn't listen, That's his business too. What does his future have to do with me?

I don't have to drag others to go with me, and go the way I think is right.

"Too much talk, I'm just here to deal with you today. The school said that some of you will be expelled if we find out again, maybe you." I said calmly and indifferently: "This time I pretended not to know, Next time I will definitely not show mercy, I know you will have a next time, so it is not too far before we bid farewell, so please say something nice."

I said solemnly: "I don't know you, I don't know the reason why your thoughts are formed, but you should know that there are not so many people with smooth sailing backgrounds, and many are people who are covered in mud and dirt. This is not a person who has fallen. The reason, what kind of life do you want and what kind of person do you want to be, you can fight for it yourself, I have seen a lot of people who retreat, and you should not be surprised if there is one more person in the bunch."

I'm not insulting him, but just expressing an idea that people are not bad for no reason, nor do they all want to be bad people. The most influential thing is the thought and the way you look at yourself.

I strode away, and he quickly chased after me. I didn't know he was behind me, until I was caught at a corner, and he lifted my wrist. I don't know where the Band-Aid came from, and he stuck it roughly on the injured area, and then said: "He has a bad temper."

I didn't move my hand, I let him look at my wound, which he caused.

"Welcome to catch me next time." His fingers are so long and his palm is so hot. His palm wraps around my wrist and pinches my wrist to death. Being caught is always inevitable. His expression looks like Always a little dignified, "I'll wait for you."

Nobody ever caught him but me.

He has changed from arrogance to caution, from publicity to nervousness, he is still rampant in his world, he has not left my sight, nor has he left the campus, many people know that he is still fighting, just Many people can't catch him.

It's as if you know he's committing a crime, but you have no proof.

I said depravity so grandiosely, but I never thought about it. Maybe it was not his depravity, but just a kind of his disposition. What is depravity?You could have been able to, you were capable, but you were sober and addicted, you fell into the short-term pleasure, you couldn't resist his sweet words, you couldn't stop his gentle offensive, you fell into his world, was He hugged it all.

Fall in love with him, and have a soul contest with him.

He and I were not in the same way, but I was wrapped around my waist, clasped my back, clasped my hands, hugged my shoulders, and was completely pulled into his world.

There is no escape.

Sober and addicted, depraved and crowded, I was forced to breathe.

It was a deadly plunder, and I was defeated, completely.