Case File Compendium

Xie Qingcheng was blind in one eye.

After cooperating to finish all the investigations related to this case, he went to Meiyu for an inspection.

The inspection was done by the dean himself, and he said that his health was not good at first, and that eye should be caused by too many tears, and he was too stimulated. The optic nerve was completely damaged, and it was difficult to recover.

Xie Qingcheng listened calmly, he said that he did not shed any tears.

The dean paused for a moment, looking at his almost bloodless lips, and his eyes that couldn't see any light spots."Some tears just don't flow. But that doesn't mean they don't exist, or even never stop," he said.

"What you said is very mysterious."

"Only you know in your heart whether what I said is true."

Xie Qingcheng didn't waste any more words with him.He seemed too lazy to argue with anyone now.Like a stubborn old man, he went home alone without saying a word.

Afraid that he would be sad, Xie Xue, Wei Dongheng, Aunt Li and Zheng Dui... They all visited him and tried to comfort him.

But Xie Qingcheng was very calm, as if it wasn't his own eyes that lost their light.

He remembered that He Yu said before that his eyes were beautiful, maybe He Yu really hated him when he left, and took away one of his eyes, and his eyes turned into blood-red roses that went with him .

He Yu took the rose.

It's not such a bad thing, if he likes it.

Xie Qingcheng thought, and closed his eyes wearily.

He is more prone to fatigue now than before, maybe the string that has been tense for 20 years has finally loosened.

Now, he has found the answer. Wei Rong was sent to prison to choose a date to be sentenced. Unsurprisingly, he was sentenced to death. In He Yu's information, he identified the mayor in the Municipal Bureau who had been protecting Wei Rong, Huang Zhilong and others. The black police of the bureau, through the evidence collected secretly by Team Zheng for a long time, have all three certificates, the big umbrella was dropped, and he was taken into custody by Shuanggui.The Ministry of Public Security located Mandela Island through the last information left by He Yu, intercepted a lot of valid information, and prepared to conduct a raid on Duan Wen's lair.

The names of those who died were rectified, and the tombstones entered the martyrs' park.

All the frustrations seem to have paid off.The darkness of the past seems to be waiting for the light one after another.

But why is he so tired...

It seemed that he had unloaded a heavy burden and lost his goal, as if suffering from snow blindness, his eyes and mind gradually became blank—the only meaning of his life now was to finish sorting out those works for Qin Ciyan.

In addition, all aspects of this world-shattering matter have been handled by special personnel, and he can no longer manage it, and he has no energy to deal with it.

Xie Qingcheng coughed violently, and sat in front of the window. By the window sill was the small Charmander blind box with the flame on its tail re-glued. He touched its flame with his cold hands.

The couple made of resin has no temperature.

The little charmander that could really give him some warmth is no longer there.

Later, Xie Qingcheng went to the sealed-up He's mansion by himself, and stood at the iron door with the seal and looked inside for a long time. It was autumn, and the endless summer in the villa courtyard was already dying. The big lawn where we met when we met has been showing obvious fatigue because no one has built it for a long time.

Xie Qingcheng heard someone calling himself in a daze: "Doctor Xie."

But when I turned around, there was no one there.

He went to the school playground again. It was summer vacation, and there was no one on campus. He was the only one sitting in the stands in the huge stadium.

He thought of how He Yu grinned brightly after running a kilometer on the playground before they broke up.

That's really like a 19-year-old boy, chasing the wind in the sun, and the figure running past has become a vigorous youth.

"Xie Qingcheng, come to my game, I will definitely give you No.1."

He heard his voice again, and it was clearer than when he was at the gate of the villa just now. He turned his head and saw no one, and when he turned his head to look at the plastic runway, he seemed to see He Yu running around. figure.

He ran so hard, as if he could catch up with the company he wanted, that dream.

One lap...two laps...

He runs wildly. The most valuable thing about young people is that he always has such a heart, and he will never let go until the lamp is dry.

Xie Qingcheng looked at the empty playground, he really wanted He Yu to stop, stop going forward so stupidly, stop insisting like this...

There is no way ahead, He Yu.

The sea is ahead, don't go...

you don't go.

In a daze, at some point, a janitor came over and told him that the stadium was about to be cleared, and the campus would not be open at night.

Only then did Xie Qingcheng realize that it was already dark.

He took a taxi and was supposed to go home, but when the driver asked him where he was going, what he said slowly was the name of the jazz bar by the Bund.

Xie Qingcheng has never been to a bar alone in his life.

This is the first time.

He returned to the tavern that seemed to have traveled from Europe 100 years ago, and sat where he and He Yu had sat before.He listened to the jazz band playing the same songs day in and day out, and it felt like he was coming back to the happiest day of his life.

The old man on the stage is singing love you hate you, ask you if you know?

He smiled and listened in the light of wine and lights.

It was strange that he could still laugh.He raised his hand to support his chin, and the dim light fell into his eyes.

It's strange, the eyesight of his only seeing eye is getting weaker day by day, but how can he see a boy walking outside so clearly.

It was He Yu, who was thirteen or fourteen years old. Holding an ID card that did not belong to him, he used his height and aura to trick the waiter, and sat down in front of the bar calmly and familiarly.With bright eyes, he watched the jazz band on the stage singing the familiar old songs. At the end of the song, he laughed and clapped his hands gracefully.

i see you.

Ask if you know...

i hear you.

Do you know?

The night was getting dark, Xie Qingcheng drank the last bit of wine in the glass, he raised his head, he saw He Yu who had celebrated his birthday that day, wearing a formal suit, and stretched out his hand to him with a smile.

Sir, can I ask you to dance?

Xie Qingcheng looked at him for a long time, and after a long time, Xie Qingcheng, whose eyes were completely red from drinking, said softly to him: "...I'm sorry, I hurt you..."

sorry……

In the end, I killed you with my own hands.

do you know

If you knew the future on that day, would you still want to dance this song together?

I'm sorry... He Yu...

sorry……

There was a trace of choking in the voice, but he was dizzy and his ears were ringing, and even he himself couldn't hear the fragmented choking.

He lowered his blurred and wet eyes and raised them again, he wanted to take another look at He Yu's gentle smile.

But it was dark around him, and there was nothing in front of him.

A big black patch.

Only one Endless Summer fell in the darkness and touched the ground, the flower cluster suddenly shattered, like a dream that could not be returned.

When Xie Qingcheng woke up, he found himself lying in the intensive care ward of Meiyu Private Hospital.

Slowly, he realized that he must have passed out in the Jazz Bar, and was sent to the hospital by enthusiastic citizens.Guessing my physical condition, other hospitals could not accept me, so I ended up going around and then sent me back to Meiyu.

Xie Xue fell asleep beside his bed, her eyes were swollen like pink walnuts because of crying.

She is pregnant now. Pregnant women need to take a good rest, but she can't do it. These days, the media has exposed too many things, and there are some things that the media cannot expose. She also learned about the situation from the Wei family and the police.

Those things that she couldn't understand no matter what, have become extremely clear these days.

She was so distressed that she couldn't describe it in words, but she couldn't do anything, she could only stay by her brother's side as much as possible in this way - she hoped that her elder brother could still feel the warmth of life from her.

Since he was sent to the hospital in a coma, she held his hand night after night, and the fingers were cold, like a dead person.

Wei Dongheng felt distressed, and came to persuade her to go to sleep, and let him watch over her, but she cried.

She held Xie Qingcheng's hand, looked back at Wei Dongheng helplessly, she choked up, "How can I not cover him...how can I not cover him..."

Xie Qingcheng has a special physique. He lives in this world with a sick body. Every treatment is a thousand times more painful than chemotherapy. He is completely relying on his own breath to support himself.

Now that breath is gone.

His blood was as cold as that of the person who died for him.

Xie Xue hugged him tightly, put her forehead on his shoulder, her face was full of tears: "Brother..."

Wei Dongheng couldn't persuade her, she just cried and fell asleep beside Xie Qingcheng's bed.

When Xie Qingcheng woke up, his throat was dry and he couldn't make a sound. He looked at Xie Xue's sleeping face for a while, then raised his finger and touched her hair lightly.

Xie Xue woke up suddenly: "...Brother?!"

There was no one else in the ward, Xie Qingcheng took it easy for a while, and said to Xie Xue: "...why do you fall asleep here. Where's Wei Dongheng?"

"He went to buy breakfast." Xie Xue wiped her eyes, and quickly held Xie Qingcheng's hand, "Brother, how are you? Do you feel better? I'll call you a doctor..."

She said a lot of things like pouring beans.

Xie Qingcheng looked at her, but only said one sentence: "Now, you know a lot of things." It wasn't even a question sentence.

Xie Xue was dumb at first, then lowered her eyelids and nodded.

She was suppressing her emotions, but she didn't hold back for too long. Suddenly, she cried, and she threw herself into Xie Qingcheng's arms, and she kept asking him: "Brother...it hurts, doesn't it... You are in pain...isn't it..."

"...I'm fine."

"You're lying..." Xie Xue paused, then burst into tears. "You're lying! I know you're sad because of He Yu's death, and I...I'm sad too...but you can't go on like this...you can't go on like this bro...!"

She was crying, with big tears falling down: "I know it hurts you when he's gone...you can't even see your eyes...but...but please...don't do this again..."

"Don't lie to us and say it's okay...don't lie to us and say it's okay...Your body is dying, your organs are going to fail, I know it all! I know it all!!"

Xie Qingcheng fell silent immediately, and looked at her in astonishment.

After a while, the light in his only eye that could still see clearly also gradually dimmed.

"The dean told you?"

Xie Xue wiped away tears and nodded.

Xie Qingcheng was silent for a long time, and finally only responded to his pain with a slight smile: "What is it?"

Compared with He Yu who never owned anything in his life, he has enough.

In his opinion, this pain is not enough to mention.

But Xie Xue trembled, she couldn't believe it at all, she looked at her brother as if thinking he was crazy: "What's the matter? How could it matter? Brother... How much pain have you had these years? ..."

How painful has he been all these years?

Put together the fragmented body back.

Bearing the pain of her parents being murdered alone, but covering her younger sister's eyes from knowing these crimes, it is because of his protection that she grew up carefree, healthy and happy, while he endured all the darkness .

All the way, it hurts.

His wife leaves him.

The teacher walked away.

I have endured the pain for more than 20 years and cannot tell others.

Xie Xue didn't see Xie Qingcheng's treatment room in Meiyu until yesterday, and it was the old director. After she and Wei Dongheng knew a lot of things, she finally couldn't stand her pleading, and took advantage of Xie Qingcheng's coma. , took her to see it.

That cold treatment room—cold iron, cold water, restraint belts, metal beds, the only communication with the outside world was the emergency call bell.

Although the dean talked about rn-13, he didn't tell her the secret of the First Emperor. He only vaguely described Xie Qingcheng's mental Ebola disease and the suffering during treatment.

But these are enough.Xie Xue finally cried bitterly in the treatment room, kneeling on the ground, weeping.

How much it hurts... how much he hurts! !

"In fact, your brother has already made such a decision after the divorce." The dean said, blurring the concept of the first emperor, and only told Xie Xue that Xie Qingcheng hoped to find a way to activate thinking and Delayed treatment modality for organ failure.

"Xie Qingcheng did this, on the one hand, he wanted to develop medicine for Qin Rongbei, on the other hand, only by doing so, he would have the energy to think over and over again, and restore the fragments of notes left by Qin Ciyan during his lifetime. Those things are very important. Precious medical information, he knew that it could save many lives, but he didn’t keep it properly, and someone destroyed his teacher’s last thing, when he told me about it, he said that he has been living in guilt.”

Finally, Xie Xue barely stood up with Wei Dongheng's support and hug.

Despite being so sad, she still bowed to the dean, and said: "I'm sorry, dean... I know my brother's income can't support such a high cost of treatment. You have done so many things for him over the years, The money...we can give it now, I will—”

Before she could finish her sentence, the dean quickly waved his hand: "The founders of this hospital are me and Lao Qin. When Lao Qin passed away, the hospital was in chaos and encountered operational difficulties. It was your brother who found me and donated his hundreds of thousands of savings over the years to the hospital. How can I still have the nerve to ask for your money? Where do I put my face?"

Xie Xue was taken aback.

"He...he...that-then..." Her complexion became paler and she suddenly realized why when Xie Qingcheng divorced Li Ruoqiu, Xie Qingcheng gave everything he could to Li Ruoqiu, and never He also didn't say anything bad about Li Ruoqiu, let alone let Xie Xue talk about her cheating outside.

When he donated the money to Lao Qin's hospital, he had not yet divorced Li Ruoqiu.And with his personality, it is absolutely impossible for him to hide the fact that his wife took money without authorization.

Xie Xue blurted out: "Did he come alone?"

"No." The dean said, "He came with his then wife, Ms. Li. Both of them signed the donation book..."

Xie Xue was stunned, and tears welled up in her eyes again.

For so many years... She always thought that her brother was afraid of losing face, so he refused to say that his wife had cheated, and he didn't recognize his wife as the wrong party in the divorce.But it turned out...it was because Xie Qingcheng couldn't forget what Li Ruoqiu supported him at that time.

"He probably didn't tell her too much. Mrs. Li only knew that he felt guilty, because Yi Beihai's mother passed the medical record to Lao Qin through Xie Qingcheng. She even asked me about it when he went out to smoke. , asked me if her husband and Lao Qin have a deep friendship? I don’t think so.” The dean said, “I don’t regret it after asking her. If she doesn’t want to, she doesn’t have to donate the money at all. After staying for a long time, I finally said that I should donate, it is a good deed, after all, she has been married to him for so many years..."

The more Xie Xue listened, the more she became emotionally broken.

She never thought that what happened back then would be like this...

Li Ruoqiu didn't love Xie Qingcheng at that time, but Xie Qingcheng didn't know that he was very slow in emotion... As for Li Ruoqiu, Xie Xue always thought that Li Ruoqiu was greedy to the extreme, cheated and divorced, and wanted to take their family away. Some extra money from her... But she didn't know that Li Ruoqiu was not that bad in her heart, and she accomplished for Xie Qingcheng what he most wanted to accomplish at that time without setting up any obstacles.

She promised him to donate all her savings over the years.

She doesn't love him anymore, she blames him for being too wooden and emotionless, she even cheated...

But people are very complicated, and the human heart is like a kaleidoscope of mirrors. In this world, there are no good people who do not make mistakes all their lives, and there are no evil people who have never done a single good deed.

Li Ruoqiu gave Xie Qingcheng all support.She already knew in her heart that that was the last thing she could do for him as his wife.

Presumably later, Xie Qingcheng finally understood her mentality of almost guilt compensation when she signed the donation agreement.

How embarrassing should he be for such a strong person...

No one wants him anymore.One by one they walked away from him, leaving behind unsolved cases, self-blame, guilt, and pity.

At this moment, Xie Xue hugged Xie Qingcheng, and tears kept rolling down: "Brother...how much pain you have...these 20 years...how much pain you have had!"

Xie Qingcheng felt the warmth, but strangely, it seemed that the warmth could no longer flow into his heart.

He patted Xie Xue's back lightly, and a voice came out of his hoarse throat: "I'm fine."

"It doesn't hurt anymore..."

He didn't lie to her.

His heart has died together with He Yu.

And the dead, how can they feel any pain.

When Wei Dongheng came back, Xie Qingcheng had just comforted Xie Xue to calm down his emotions.

Wei Dongheng brought food for Xie Xue, Xie Qingcheng couldn't eat outside food, so he and Wei Dongheng wanted Xie Xue to drink all the porridge, and then go back to have a good rest.Although Xie Xue really wanted to stay here and watch Xie Qingcheng, but she was no match for four fists, especially one of them was her brother.

She had to sit by the side, with red and swollen eyes, and drank the porridge bit by bit.

Wei Dongheng looked at Xie Xue, then at Xie Qingcheng, and suddenly said: "Brother Xie, we have something to discuss with you."

Xie Qingcheng: "Just tell me."

Wei Dongheng got up and said solemnly: "We...we want to take you to the United States for medical treatment. The dean told us that the state that originally developed rn-13 has the best treatment equipment now. I think... I think you can do it for Xie Xue, or for your unborn nephew..."

When he said this, his eyes were slightly red.Wei Dongheng is a very rough-minded person, and he rarely has a soft side, but at this moment, he resisted the trembling in his voice, and then opened his mouth: "...We want...to let you live, to please You don't give up on yourself."

Xie Xue also raised her head, this was discussed with Wei Dongheng before, but before she had time to say it, she was even worried that she would not be able to speak, as if she spoke, her voice would be broken.

The fact is indeed the case, she swallowed the porridge, opened her mouth three or four times, and then reluctantly issued a crying plea: "Brother... Let's find a way to live... If you leave like this, I will be very sad , you know I'm stupid, I don't know how to take care of children, you live... Let's go to the doctor... Then you help me, you teach me how to take him, how to help him, how to comfort him...you all Teach me little by little, just like you used to bring me up, okay..."

Xie Qingcheng did not say a word.

Xie Xue raised her hand to cover her eyes, wiping the tears on her eyelashes: "Brother... Please..."

"Now the case of my parents has been solved, sister Qin is gone, only Grandpa Qin's books need you to continue sorting out...Let's take our time, okay...I can't live without you..."

I can not live without you.

Xie Qingcheng's heart trembled suddenly.

In fact, a person once said this to him, and that person hugged him so hard at that time, hugging him in disgrace in the sea of ​​fire.

Xie Xue: "If you just give up like this... He Yu knows, he will... He will also be sad... Brother... Think about He Yu... He has already given his life for these things, so ...Can you...can you not let him know and feel sad...Brother..."

Xie Qingcheng slowly closed his eyes.

He knew in his heart that he would not.

Xie Xue didn't know the last phone call he had with He Yu, and she didn't know whether He Yu had stepped into the trap set by someone whose heart was as hard as a stone.

He thought, if there really is another world, then when He Yu sees him again, he must also hate him.