Case File Compendium

The night passed.

When He Yu woke up, it was already daylight.

He blinked and saw Xie Qingcheng was dressed and sitting by the window smoking a cigarette.

The window is open a crack, the smoke flows out from the fingertips, and the morning light trickles in from the outside.

Xie Qingcheng's overall condition is not very good.

He is very haggard, no one can be tossed by He Yu for a whole night without haggard.Although he was wearing a casual suit, the neckline was faintly mottled with hickey marks.

And the lips, you can see the marks of being bitten.

Xie Qingcheng looked very irritable, and the cigarette butts in the ashtray had piled up like a mountain.

He didn't know when he woke up, his sleep was much lighter than He Yu's.

Hearing the rustling on the bed, Xie Qingcheng turned his head: "...woke up."

"……Um."

On such a morning, any relatively tender conversation could arise between them.

Like, how are you doing?

For example, would you like some breakfast?

No matter how bad it is, you can also say, put on your clothes, it's cold in winter.

But Xie Qingcheng remained silent for a moment, looking at the boy with whom he had had too many intimate relationships, and finally, he chose the calmest and most ruthless sentence——

"Just wake up and go."

He Yu was stunned for a moment.

He really didn't expect Xie Qingcheng to be like that with him last night, but today he can say such cold words.

He was stunned for a long time before he said, "Last night..."

"You didn't force me last night, it's because I was out of my mind and I couldn't control it."

Xie Qingcheng seemed to have thought about how to face him for a long time, and his answer was very quick and ruthless, almost mechanical.

"I don't blame you, you go."

He Yu sat up, like a little dragon who worked hard to please his master but was ruthlessly abandoned in the end.

His hair was still a little messy, sticking upright, there was scabbed blood on his forehead, and there was a wound bitten by Xie Qingcheng on his lips last night.

Xie Qingcheng glanced at him, then turned his eyes away.

The skylight outside the window washed him away as if he didn't have half an inch of human vitality.

What happened last night was crazy. The two of them seemed to be possessed by evil spirits. They did something that neither of them thought the other would do on New Year's Eve. Looking back now, I can't believe it.

The night was like a dream, and the two people in the dream were not so real.

But maybe it consumed too much heat, this frenzied, completely unplanned lovemaking drained the last bit of Xie Qingcheng's human breath.

It could be seen that Xie Qingcheng regretted it.

He Yu looked at him silently, and the dragon cub who had worked hard all night was said to be thrown away, and it was a lie to say that he was not wronged.

But his self-esteem made him unwilling to show any grievances.

He Yu finally turned his face down, and said softly: "...you don't have to be so eager to send me away. No cowherd who comes to your door should be treated like this."

Xie Qingcheng: "What is a cowherd?"

He Yu: "...a male prostitute."

Xie Qingcheng: "...Then you are not a male prostitute."

He Yu kept a straight face and said nothing.

Xie Qingcheng sighed, put down the cell phone that he occasionally glanced at while smoking a cigarette, and walked to He Yu's bedside.

Out of the corner of his eye, He Yu saw what he was watching just now—the jellyfish video.

In the past, he only thought it was funny, and he didn't know why Xie Qingcheng always watched such things.Now he understands that this video is a kind of psychological tranquilizer for Xie Qingcheng, similar to a conditioned reflex, those lives that have no brain and heart but are still gentle and alive are the only comfort for Xie Qingcheng in his painful past .

Therefore, he knew that Xie Qingcheng must be very uncomfortable and mentally broken, so he repeatedly smoked and watched this video over and over again.

Although Xie Qingcheng is voluntary.

Even though Xie Qingcheng was annoyed by him, teased by him, and made love to him.

But he knew that Xie Qingcheng regretted it afterwards.And not ordinary regret.

Sure enough, Xie Qingcheng walked over, and the first thing he said to him was: "He Yu, we shouldn't go on like this."

He Yu didn't speak, but sat silently.

On the boy's back was the scar from Xie Qingcheng's uncontrollable grab last night.

But the person who arrested him told him that we should not go on like this.

He Yu was very resentful and sad.

He raised his head, stared into Xie Qingcheng's eyes, and questioned him silently.

Xie Qingcheng's response was to go silent for a while, and then turned back to the drawer to get the medicine box, gauze, iodophor, and cotton swabs, and bit by bit, silently bandaged the wound on He Yu's forehead.

"For Chinese New Year, don't go out with blood."

The cotton swab was dipped in iodine, and gently wiped around the wound, the boy didn't make a sound at all, and Xie Qingcheng gave him some after-the-fact care.

The pure white gauze was wrapped around his forehead. When fixing it, Xie Qingcheng's fingers paused on a row of tapes, and finally took a children's band-aid with a cartoon dinosaur printed on it, and stuck it on He Yu's forehead.

"Okay. Let's go."

"..."

"Xie Xue may come back after a while."

"..."

"It's really wrong for us to do this. I was impulsive yesterday."

"..."

"He Yu."

He Yu finally spoke. He sat on the bed, raised his head, a little bit of messy hair fell in front of the gauze: "Xie Qingcheng, I'm so thirsty and tired. I want to drink water."

Xie Qingcheng sighed, he had no choice but to think like this, as long as he wanted something on his own initiative and someone else gave it to him, he would feel that he should pay something no matter whether he suffered or not, after all He is a big man.

So he went to pour water for He Yu.

Seeing that he was really willing to pour water for himself, He Yu seemed to be in a slightly better mood. When Xie Qingcheng was busy in front of the tea table, he would still poke his head around, raising his hand from time to time to touch his forehead and the cartoon on the forehead. band Aid.

But when Xie Qingcheng came back with the water, his face sank again when he saw the cup.

Even heavier than before.

"Here you are. Drink."

Xie Qingcheng handed him the disposable cup.

He Yu stared at the paper cup of the same style as Li Ruoqiu, stopped drinking, pursed his mouth tightly, and turned his face away.

Xie Qingcheng didn't know where he made a mistake again, he became unhappy like his concubine, frowning: "Drink."

He Yu glared at him, then suddenly raised his hand and knocked the cup away, spilling warm water all over the floor.

Xie Qingcheng: "What are you doing!"

He Yu still stared at him: "What are you talking about me doing!"

"How do I know what's going on with you?"

"Why can't you understand what I'm thinking?"

Xie Qingcheng was speechless.

He didn't even know why he went crazy and provoked such a thing.He poured water for Li Ruoqiu and Li Ruoqiu would say thank you brother, He Yu fucked him all night and dared to knock over the cup he handed over!

"I'm telling you, He Yu, go back when you've had enough trouble. Just pretend that what happened last night didn't happen. I've said it many times. It's just a spur of the moment..."

"Then if I were a woman and you were so impulsive last night, I should be pregnant!"

"..."

Seeing his upright look, Xie Qingcheng's head hurt like hell.

No, judging from what they did yesterday, it's not that He Yu is pregnant if they want to get pregnant, right?How does he have a face?

But after thinking about it, He Yu said "I should be pregnant", which is better than when he kept saying "You give me one" and "Brother, you give me my seed" like last night when he was in bed. . . . " Or "You're supposed to be pregnant" doesn't come that hard to swallow.

Xie Qingcheng gritted his teeth: "You are not a woman. If you are a woman, I will not lose my head and behave like you."

"Why don't you do this when I'm a woman? Are you gay?"

Xie Qingcheng's face turned blue: "I'm not."

"Then why are you?"

"..."

Xie Qingcheng didn't want to mess with him anymore, he looked at the clock on the wall, and said: "I can't tell you clearly, anyway, I just can't. Don't talk about it anymore, it's getting late, you should leave now , don’t let Xie Xue come back and run into her.”

"Xie Qingcheng, you are a man, you have to be responsible, right?"

"I'm responsible for you!" Xie Qing became furious, "I tell you He Yu, there should be nothing between the two of us. What happened last night is the end of all this. Once. Now you get up. You get up—"

He didn't finish his sentence.

He Yu suddenly reached out and hugged his waist.

"I don't. I don't want to go back."

"I'm the only one in my family. I want to stay here. Li Ruoqiu has nowhere to go and you take her in. Why can't I..."

The young man's forehead was pressed against his waist, and he rubbed lightly. There was a bit of stubborn madness in his eyes, but also a little confusion and confusion.

He rubbed against each other, seeming to feel that the container in his heart was overflowing, filled with a feeling that he was unfamiliar with and that he hadn't named.

The emotional upheaval made him very painful, his heart needed a medicine, and he instinctively felt that the medicine was on Xie Qingcheng, and Xie Qingcheng's breath could be his slow-release agent.

Let his heart not be entangled by invisible knives.

He closed his eyes and hugged Xie Qingcheng for a while, and suddenly noticed that Xie Qingcheng's body seemed to be shaking slightly.

When I touched it again, I felt that the body temperature was a little hot.

He Yu suddenly raised his head from his waist: "Brother, do you have a fever?"

"Why are you so hot..."

"...It's okay." Xie Qingcheng held his arm, trying to take his hand away.

He Yu refused to let go.He stared at Xie Qingcheng for a while——

"Are you sure that the medicine that can maintain your health will always be effective? Otherwise, how could your body be so poor, every now and then..."

"Normal people can't stand your tossing like this." Xie Qingcheng said, "let go of your hand."

But He Yu's frown gradually deepened: "And your eyesight is getting worse..."

Xie Qingcheng didn't want to hear him say these things.

The mentality of avoiding diseases and avoiding doctors is not only common among ordinary people. In fact, as long as people are sick, they are not willing to face the medical certificate full of problems.

Xie Qingcheng was more or less stung by his question, and pushed him away with more force.

"He Yu, medicine can prolong my life, but it doesn't mean that my physical strength can continue to be at its peak. I will always cherish my body, as long as you don't provoke me."

He Yu wordlessly shifted his gaze from his face to the ashtray by the window sill behind him.

Too much soot had accumulated in there.

He stared at Xie Qingcheng, and he didn't know where the deep resentment came from: "What do you mean, take care of your body?"

"If you hadn't bothered me, I wouldn't have smoked so much today."

"..."

"You go."

"..."

"I want to be alone for a while."

The emotion in He Yu's heart seemed to suddenly grow into a gigantic beast that grinds its teeth and sucks blood. From squirming in his chest bit by bit, it transformed into sharp fingers and claws, tearing his internal organs forcefully.

He Yu said: "No, I will take you to the hospital."

"I don't fucking want to go to the hospital!"

here we go again!How many times a year do you go to the hospital?It's all because of being physically unbearable by a boy!

"Why don't you go to the hospital if you're sick?" But after He Yu asked, he felt unsure, he was the young master after all, "...is the hospital open on the first day of the Lunar New Year?"

Xie Qingcheng looked at him wanting to do something but was at a loss.

Suddenly I feel very tired.

Still a child after all.

He sighed lowly: "Let's do it, He Yu."

"You go back first, I will do some treatment myself." Looking into the boy's eyes, Xie Qingcheng lied, "And the hospital is not open today."

"Then I'll contact you with my personal doctor—"

"Do you want to make our relationship known to everyone?"

He Yu paused.

Xie Qingcheng took his mobile phone, turned it off, and threw it to him.

"I ask you not to do this, if you really treat me as your kind. Save me some face."

He stopped arguing with He Yu, but when he was not arguing, he seemed more distant, as if he would disappear before He Yu's eyes in the next moment.

Even the soul has become very weak.

He Yu realized that he was a little panicked.

Xie Qingcheng: "Go back. Let me treat you."

"But I—" He Yu said with a pale face, "You shouldn't..."

"There's nothing I shouldn't. I'm an adult, 13 years older than you. Do you think I can't take care of myself? I don't need you to teach me anything."

"..."

He Yu looked at Xie Qing's pale, weak, indifferent, strong, and distant appearance, and for a moment, he was bitten by the evil beast in his chest so that he could barely breathe.

what happened to him?

he is...

"Let's just let what happened yesterday."

"Why...Xie Qingcheng...Why? Are we not good like that?"

"not good."

"But why..."

Xie Qing remained silent for a while: "Because I don't like you, and you don't like me, He Yu. So that's wrong."

"Didn't you say that men should be responsible? Then let me tell you, responsibility means that in the future, we should only do such things with people we like."

"Otherwise it is torture to each other."

Suddenly.

Everything is quiet.

The word "like" came into my ears.

The monster in the chest devours the heart.

The heartbeat stopped suddenly.There was nothing in my ears, and I couldn't hear anything.

He Yu's last bit of blood faded from his face.

He raised his head abruptly, staring closely at Xie Qingcheng's eyes.It seems that I suddenly want to understand something, as if I suddenly want to touch the truth——

like……

—I don't like you, and you don't like me either.

In the future, we should only do such things with people we like.

Otherwise, it would be torture to each other...

The distant mountains seemed to be trembling, the earth was trembling, and He Yu's heart swallowed by an evil beast caused a shocking earthquake. His broken and sick heart became the source of the shock, and the huge shock spread to his whole body. Tips are doomed.

like?

The giant beast seemed to be majestically called its name by the revived god in its heart. The name was like a tight ring, instantly tightening its huge body with teeth and claws.

"like."

This name hovered over and over again in his heart, and over and over again in the ears of the monster. The monster squinted its eyes in enjoyment, and gave a deep, unavoidable response to the two words.

yes, it said.

That's what I call it.

That's how I feel.

Do you understand...you...finally in the landslide, you called my name correctly and found the key to tame me?

The giant beast slowly spit out the stagnant heart.

After a few seconds-

There was a "thump".

The blood-stained heart started beating again.

After a while, faster and faster, more and more urgent, uneasy, crazy, became the sound of drums, shaking his eyes red...

He Yu's face was completely ugly.

During Xie Qingcheng's rhetorical question, he suddenly noticed these behaviors that he did instinctively, but he never thought deeply about the motivation.

all of these……

All this love is deep, and it wraps around the fingers.

All this is entangled endlessly and cannot be let go.

- Could it be...

Is it all because of liking?

He, he...does he like Xie Qingcheng? !