no one save me

My name is Jiang Yihang.

In high school, my first love was Zuo Lin, but then we separated because our affairs were embarrassing, his parents took him abroad, to be honest, I really like him.

Later, I met another person. It was a coincidence that his name was Zuo Qi, and he was Zuo Lin’s elder brother. I recognized him the first time I saw him, and I was sure I would never mistake him, because he and Zuo Lin is very similar, but Zuo Lin is more delicate than him, he looks more... well, handsome.

He is indeed handsome, otherwise he would not provoke many people to like him, but he probably doesn’t know it himself. I have been in contact with him a few times, and I can feel that he is a little slow in emotional aspects. It should be that no one has taught him. What does he mean by liking.

I can always see the shadow of Zuo Lin from him, but his temper is really bad, too bad, too bad, far worse than Zuo Lin. The stray dogs in the city can't find a home, they are panicked and fierce.

I don't know why, but that's how I feel when I look at him.

I deliberately found various opportunities to get in touch with him, but the easiest way to make him remember me was all kinds of conflicts. He was more interesting than I thought, and he was different from the group of students in school. I won't tease him too much, and I can see that he is always tense.

Later I discovered that he would occasionally wait outside the school, I thought he was waiting for Zuo Lin, after all he was Zuo Lin's elder brother, but then I found out that he was waiting for a girl, Ye Yuwei.

Ye Yuwei is the monitor of our class, she looks pretty, but... I think his own facial features are more delicate.

I know that Ye Yuwei is also tempted by him, he is much more innocent than I thought, he just waits outside occasionally without saying anything, and leaves when he sees Ye Yuwei coming out, he hangs out with those gangsters in society, very Prominent, you can see him at a glance.

Such a handsome, wild and dangerous temperament, like a little wolf who just entered the society, who doesn't like it?

I'm also a little interested.

When I was in class, I could feel that Ye Yuwei was trying very hard to finish her homework between classes. I knew what she was going to do. She wanted to go out early so she could see Zuo Qi at first sight. I saw it upstairs several times. The two of them are also interesting, no one will tell the truth, the idiot Zuo Qi doesn't understand Ye Yuwei's meaning at all, from his appearance, he can tell that he thinks Ye Yuwei doesn't like him.

I thought, isn't this just what I want?When he was not talking, he just stood there quietly, he was so much like Zuo Lin, I think I really want to miss Zuo Lin, I want to find anything that has a little relationship with him.

I leaned on the chair and thought about the whole class, and finally I decided that I must not let him be with Ye Yuwei, because I want to get him.

I deliberately pretended to be pursuing Ye Yuwei, and he mistakenly thought that I was really pursuing Ye Yuwei. I told him that a gangster like him would only cause Ye Yuwei a lot of trouble and delay Ye Yuwei's study. University students, it is impossible for them to be all the way.

Speaking of this, I was very puzzled, Zuo Lin is a very smart person, how could his brother drop out of school after being a scumbag in the first year of high school.

These two really don't look like brothers, the IQ gap is too big, alas, no one can compare with Zuo Lin after all.

Later, he really didn’t dare to contact Ye Yuwei, and later Ye Yuwei transferred schools. I told him that Ye Yuwei was forced to transfer because of him. Somewhat uncomfortable.

Later, I found the topic of Ye Yuwei, chatted with him from time to time, and talked about many, many things, but he never mentioned his family affairs, and I was happy for him not to mention it, otherwise how would I say me and Zuo I wish he would never know about Lin, at least until I got tired of it.

As I said before, he is a very innocent person, and a very innocent person will easily stumble in emotional matters, so Zuo Qi is such a person. When I confessed to him, I was actually ready to be rejected. But it doesn't matter, I have plenty of time behind me to slowly let him into my trap.

But I didn't expect that after he hesitated for a while, he agreed.

Hahaha, it's really easy to lie.

I really don't know how he managed to gain a firm foothold among those gangsters in the society alone.

Later, we got together, he waited for Ye Yuwei to use his energy on me, I often saw him when I went out of school, he rarely smoked in front of me, but once we had a conflict over a trivial matter , he took a puff of cigarette and sprayed it on my face, saying: "Good student, I am not the same person."

We almost broke up this time, and I finally admitted my mistake in time. He didn't have anyone around him, so he finally compromised with me.

After my college entrance examination, I took my graduation photo in class, and Zuo Lin’s position was vacant. I was in a bad mood that day, very, very bad, and I just met him back. He didn’t know if he had a fight with someone. There was a bruise on the corner, and I knew he didn't want me to see it, but at that moment, a bad breath in my chest was directed at him.

Because Zuo Lin doesn't know how to fight with others, and he doesn't know how to smoke, but he... he doesn't look like Zuo Lin at all except a little shadow of Zuo Lin can be seen on his face.

This night, I tossed him hard enough, and after listening to him go from grunting forbearance to screaming once in a hurry, he returned to forbearance again.

I have to say that his physical fitness is really good, he passed out after struggling for a long time, and he woke up the next afternoon with a low-grade fever, but left him alone, he recovered quickly.

Then on Zuo Lin’s birthday, I did something. I just did it for my own pleasure, and never thought about anything else.

I got him drunk, he had a good capacity for alcohol, I had to work hard for him to get drunk, I coaxed him a lot, and finally he lay unconscious on the bed, I found a pair of tattoos on my body This tattoo sticker is exactly the same as Zuo Lin's. I also received this courier two days ago.

I used it for him, hugging him, I knew too well that the person I was hugging was Zuo Qi... So I covered his eyes, kissed his lips, and took a picture of this pair of tattoos. Subject photos.

But he will never know, and I will not let him know, otherwise he will definitely lose his temper, and with his temper, maybe we will have to fight and we will die.

He is like an unreasonable beast, cruel and sensitive.

Later, I took him to the place where I went to school. He took what I joked and coaxed him seriously. He really left everything behind and followed me to Nanjing. He was unfamiliar with the place and couldn’t understand many things. , It's really not like Zuo Lin.

If it's Zuo Lin...if it's Zuo Lin...

But he will never be Zuo Lin. Now I can understand why Zuo Lin's parents only took Zuo Lin but not him. If I were Zuo Lin's parents, I would also like Zuo Lin very much.

But I didn't expect that such a little bastard who dropped out of school in the first year of high school could really gain a foothold in Nanjing, and he established it very quickly. After a long time, I have played everything that should be played, and I am indeed a little tired.

What's more, I met another person in school. He didn't look like Zuo Lin, but he had a similar personality.

So I got in touch with him, and faintly got tired of Zuo Qi.

He really doesn't understand what emotion is. His emotion is to blindly give money to buy a house, a car, a watch, clothes... to buy a lot of things, he seems to think that if he gives more money, he likes it.

This kind of life is boring and boring, and you have to watch him attend meetings every day, and take off a suit when he comes back. In the end, he is just a gangster who puts on a suit, and when he takes it off, he shows his true nature. He doesn't know what it is Law, I don’t understand what I said, I don’t have any common language with him, he really has nothing to attract me except this face.

But I don't really want to let him go. After all, Zuo Lin is just such a big brother. If I want to find someone like Zuo Lin as a substitute, I probably won't be able to find him.

Another reason is that he is indeed very attractive sometimes, and he may not know it. When he took off his clothes, his thin waist, scars on his body, and the unruly demeanor were indeed It's hard for others to have, it's so attractive.

I thought it would go on like this until I really hated him thoroughly, and just find another chance to get rid of him.

But I didn't expect the day of separation to come so soon, and it was he who threw me away first.

At first it was because he came into my study, I don’t really care why he went in, but there is that picture in my criminal law book, the picture I took after I got him drunk, I was so guilty that I was very annoyed, but he does not know.

He had a bad temper, we fought, he kept his hand from the beginning, and then he fought hard, neither of us could please, and finally I took the book and left him alone in the study .

It's not that I didn't know that he was injured, but I was too guilty at that time to turn back. I vaguely knew that once he found out about this matter, he would definitely break up with me and never look back.

Although I don't want to admit it, I have to admit that I do panic when I think of him breaking up.

I comforted myself, it was because he resembled Zuo Lin so much that I panicked, I was just panicked that after he left, I would never find another substitute who looked like Zuo Lin again.

But then, he didn't come back for a few days, and it happened that I drank too much at night, so... I did one thing wrong, I took him home, rolled the sheets on his bed, and when he came back the next day Just saw it.

I couldn't argue with it, at that moment I felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured down, and there was only one thought in my mind——

He definitely doesn't want me anymore.

I've never realized so clearly that he saw, he really saw... With his character, I would rather he come up and beat me up, but he didn't, he just walked away.

I realized that he really didn't want me anymore.

I stepped on his bottom line, I crossed the line.

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