no one save me

After waking up in the ICU, I stayed for another seven days before being transferred to the general ward. During this period, friends from the company and business partners came to visit me. Xiao Zhu brought a bouquet of flowers when she came, and her eyes were red and swollen. Out of shape.

Shen Jiajia also wanted to come, but Xiao Zhu blocked the door, and she refused to let Shen Jiajia in.

I was lying on the hospital bed, listening to the noise outside and the voices of the medical staff, calmly flipping through the documents in my hand.

I went to see Jiang Yihang. He was lying on the hospital bed. When he saw me, he was confused for a moment, then looked at me in surprise, and tried to move, but immediately grinned in pain and could only keep lying flat.

His parents were also nearby, and they didn't say anything when they saw me. I don't know what Jiang Yihang said to them, but at least they didn't bother me this time.

His mother stood up and patted his father's shoulder. The couple looked at each other and then left. I looked at Jiang Yihang and asked, "Why did you save me?"

"I don't know. When I realized it, I rushed over." He smiled, and he was the same as I remembered him, except that he had lost a lot of weight. His eyes were always locked on me, which made me subconscious want to escape.

"Brother Qi, why have you lost so much weight? What's wrong with you..." He looked at me with worry on his face.

"I heard that you are holding Zuo Lin's photo and calling my name, Jiang Yihang, you can see clearly, I am Zuo Qi, not Zuo Lin, Zuo Lin is dead, do you understand? Even if you Even if he crashed a car because of me, he wouldn’t be able to survive... I’m the one you hate, you can see me clearly.” I sighed: “Otherwise, how uncomfortable it would be to suffer such a big loss for a person I hate. .”

"No, I know you are you, I know you are Zuo Qi." Jiang Yihang struggled to get up, but he couldn't do it. He lay on the hospital bed and looked at me with red eyes and said: "I want to The one who protects you, Brother Qi, I did not recognize the wrong person."

"Really? That's a pity, I won't be Zuo Lin's stand-in." I told him: "I will find the best doctor, the best hospital, no matter how much it costs, I will make you recover, but the sequelae will certainly Yes, I will give you whatever you want, I owe you, but you lied to me, and it is impossible for us to be together again."

"Brother Qi." When I was about to leave, he grabbed my hand violently: "Don't go, I beg you, give me one more chance, just one... just one time, okay? Brother Qi... "

"Jiang Yihang." I slowly pushed his hand away and looked at him seriously: "If you want to play, you should tell me in advance, I am not someone who can't afford to play, but you can bet on your attitude I'm serious, I can't, one time is your track, one time... from the beginning to the end, you lied to me, you said if you were me, can you forgive me, you have been with me for so long, my temper you don't You don't know at all, do you?"

"Brother Qi, I can't live without you, I'm in love with you, I love you." He choked with sobs and tremblingly said: "I can't bear the feeling of losing you, it hurts too much, Brother Qi, I beg you to give me once Chance."

"I owe you my life. I will try my best to give you anything you want, except this one." I took a step back, and when I turned around, I saw Dr. Xu standing at the door. Okay, you lie down quietly, you won’t be able to recover in three to five months, and you, just want to go in the ICU just a few days ago, right? You have vomited so much blood, you still have the strength to go? "

"What? Brother Qi, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Yihang couldn't lie down when he heard it.

I actually didn't intend to tell him, I wanted to get rid of him for many things, the farther the better, but Dr. Xu shook his head completely, and he said: "What else, he had aplastic disorder before Anemia, this disease is very dangerous. I was stimulated by some people to get sick again and again. It was even more interesting a while ago. When it was delivered, I was almost out of breath and my heart stopped three times. I almost thought it was going to happen. It was sent directly to the morgue, not just in the ICU, but it started to wander around."

I looked at Dr. Xu, and Dr. Xu looked at me. I sighed deeply, not daring to refute.

In fact, it's almost a week away from the ICU, and it's about the same. Dr. Xu sighed deeply: "I told you, you must be calm and take good care of your illness. Don't let your emotions fluctuate too much. Otherwise I can save you once, save you twice, but I'm not sure I can save you every time."

I can only nod like pounding garlic.

When I went there, I heard Jiang Yihang choking, and Dr. Xu kept saying, "Don't provoke him now, you don't even know that when he was sent to the hospital, he vomited blood profusely and was extremely angry Sadness, you understand this, you have to be so sad that you can turn your hair white overnight and vomit blood in anger..."

Jiang Yihang was stunned. With a trembling voice, he closed his eyes fiercely and cried softly.

When I returned to the ward, I continued to lie down and rest. Xiao Zhu called and said that Shen Jiajia had fallen at the sports meeting and broke a bone. She was crying and wanted to see me.

I thought about it for a while, and I found a friend to contact a doctor I knew to have a look. After all, I was about to take the high school entrance examination, and I found two nannies to take care of me.

Such a peaceful life until our hospital, invited Mr. Wang to play golf, hired a nutritionist to take care of his body, occasionally went swimming and fitness, and went on a self-driving trip. Jiang Yihang’s feelings were conveyed to me by Dr. Xu from the hospital. I haven't seen him, but I have arranged everything for him, including waiting for him to return to school after the hospital, his job after graduation, everything for him in the future, I have arranged as much as I can.

Compared with the glory and wealth I gave him, my life is worth it.

As for feelings, this thing can't be touched, forget it, I don't plan to ask for it anymore.

When I went to the bar in the evening, I met a very familiar person. After a closer look, it turned out to be Lu Qiao. He looked at me calmly and sat at a table three tables away from me. I didn’t go to the box, but just played outside. Purely for entertainment.

"Xu Yang said that although you have been exercising recently, your physical fitness has declined a lot and your immunity is low..." He looked at me, and then at the surrounding environment: "Just drinking and smoking should not reach this level... ...Let's talk, Zuo Qi."

I laughed, turned my head slightly, and said with a cigarette in my mouth: "Is there anything else to talk about between the two of us?"

The lights in the bar were flickering, flickering, and I looked into his eyes, faintly feeling ridiculous.

I know that he has been with me for a long time, I don't know anything else, but since our hospital, this person has been following me lingeringly. I remember that when I talked with Lu Qiao, Jiang Yihang followed, and Lu Qiao hated him. The ghost lingers, and now he himself has followed Jiang Yihang's old path.

"I want to start over with you." He took a deep breath and stood in front of me: "Give me another chance."

I may have had a lot of rotten luck recently.

The lights in the bar were dazzling, I half-closed my eyes slightly and looked at him, and waved my hands randomly, I took a breath of cigarettes before and after him, and sprayed it on his face, watching him cough a few times and endure I couldn't help laughing: "You want to do it with me so much? Huh?"

His face changed slightly after I finished saying this, he coughed and said: "Zuo Qi..."

"Go away if you don't like it." I told him.

"..." He fell silent, staring at me firmly, and then said hoarsely: "Yes, yes, I want to have sex with you, I can't bear you."

His eyes were slightly empty, looking at me with a trace of sadness.

I smiled, I'm not sad, but he put it on me here, the smoke from the cigarette butt was a little obvious under the light of the bar, and the smoke was lingering, until the ash burned my fingers, and I flinched slightly one time.

A cooperating friend from the back brought someone over, and I waved casually, and someone came up and sat next to me, and said with a smile, "Brother Zuo, long time no see."

It’s been a long time since I’ve been in the hospital for such a long time, and I haven’t been to many places after the hospital. It’s been more than a month, and the other party is from a cooperative company. Seeing that the atmosphere between me and Lu Qiao is not right, I don’t know what it is Should go or stay.

"Zuo Qi." Lu Qiao stared at the person next to me, his eyes were slightly bloodshot, he gritted his teeth and said, "Don't do this."

"What about me? Mr. Lu." I smiled, and gently hooked the chin of the person next to me, and said with a smile: "I have other children, so I won't accompany you. The consumption on this table tonight is mine. On the account."

When I got up, this man followed me tactfully, biting the bullet and ignoring Lu Qiao's almost murderous eyes.

My car was parked outside. After getting in the car, the man also pulled the co-pilot away and sat in naturally. He smiled and said, "Mr. Zuo, where are you going to take me?"

After glancing at him, I snorted. If I remember correctly, this person sent me an invitation email before, but I didn’t respond, but it doesn’t matter if I’m single now. I asked him: “Which one do you like? ?”

"Which one doesn't matter, what matters is who you're with?" said the man.

I took him to the Ritz-Carlton, which happened to be very close to the place where we played. The car parked next to it and went directly to the suite on the No. 60 floor. The location is excellent, and the upstairs It was still under renovation, I leaned on the sofa and casually opened a bottle of wine, and he went to wash up very intuitively.

The night view of Jinling City is very good. Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass, you can see the opposite bridge.

"Mr. Zuo, I didn't expect you to be with Mr. Lu before?" He came over after washing up, and I smiled and said, "Don't ask if you shouldn't."

"Understood, I'm very sensible." When his hand touched my waist, he whispered: "I fell in love with you the first time I saw Mr. Zuo."

"Then you have a taste of me, I guarantee you will like it." He leaned up to kiss my neck, but I didn't move, no matter what he did, there was only one lamp in the room that was still on, the other They were all turned off, and I saw the lights of the hotel opposite and the traffic in the distance.

"Mr. Zuo, you've reacted." He smiled, "You're amazing."

I sighed deeply, put my last hand on his head, and said in a low voice, "Qian will be charged to your card tomorrow, let's go, I'm not interested today."

He looked at me in astonishment.

"Go." I whispered.

His face turned blue and white for a while, and finally smiled reluctantly. He picked up his clothes and left the room, and I was the only one left in the suite. I lit a cigarette and leaned on the sofa. I wanted to go to the bar for a drink , I didn't expect to meet Lu Qiao before drinking, and wanted to find someone to play with, but I still didn't have this interest, and I couldn't get motivated.

I sighed lowly, bit my cigarette butt, got up and took a cold shower, and then lay on the bed and started to suffer from insomnia, in a daze, for a whole night.

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