no one save me

I don't know why, I should have stayed in the hospital for a few days, but I just tossed and turned and thought a lot, and the sleeping pills couldn't make me fall asleep.

I used to suffer from insomnia, but now it's getting worse.

After finally making it to the morning, I went through the discharge procedures, and under the doctor's disapproving eyes, I bit the bullet and left the hospital.

Anyway, no one came to pick him up, so he clutched his stomach, went out to take a taxi, and felt that the wound was throbbing with pain.

It is quite close from the hospital to my house. Even if there is a traffic jam on the road, it only takes more than ten minutes. In the past, if you have a cold or something, you can just walk directly, which is very fast, but today it feels really long, probably because of me. The abdominal wound hurts.

Now I don't think about anything, I just want to go back and lie on the bed and have a good sleep.

When the car arrived at the bottom of the building, I saw Jiang Yihang's car parked downstairs, probably because there was no morning class, so I didn't leave yet.

This is not so good, we just had a fight, and we haven't figured out how to make up, but we are already at the door, isn't it a bit stupid to turn around and go back to the hospital?

I took two steps back and found that the bathroom light was still on.

Tsk, it's so early in the morning to take a shower... It's rare, Jiang Yihang has never been a person who likes to get up early, every time he wakes up early seems to kill him half of his life.

Going from the downstairs to the sixth floor was my life. When I bought the sixth floor, it was because it had an attic, which would provide more space. But now I climb from the first floor to the sixth floor. It is broken.

I put the key in my coat pocket, but I forgot to bring my coat when I went to the hospital. It was too miserable, so I knocked on the door after thinking about it.

I thought that Jiang Yihang would have to wait a while before opening the door, so I just leaned against the door and prepared to fight a protracted battle, but I didn't expect that the door would be opened within half a minute.

"Yihang..." As soon as I looked up, I saw a person standing in front of me. This person was wrapped in a bath towel, his upper body was naked, and the water on his body was still flowing down.

Who is this?

I was a little dazed, and before I could react, I heard the person in front of me say, "Walk through the wrong door?"

Before I could answer, he slammed the door shut, and through the door I heard him yelling inside, "Jiang Yihang, get up."

I was silent for a while, took a step back, kicked the door suddenly, and made a loud "boom".

go fuck it!Hold!Sleeping at my house, do you fucking want to die!

As I said, I have a bad temper, very irritable.

Probably this sound startled the people inside, and the door was opened again after a while. This time, it was Jiang Yihang who opened the door. He opened the door with a sullen face. I looked at him, and he also looked at me. Suddenly changed.

"Yihang?" The boy came over in his sportswear. He looked at me and asked, "Huh? Why are you still here?"

Well, it's still me.

This is my fucking home, not who am I?

I had ten thousand bad words in my heart, and I could scold him until his mother didn't know him, but when I saw Jiang Yihang's face, I suddenly didn't want to say anything, I didn't want to say anything.

"Brother Qi..." Jiang Yihang's voice was hoarse, he looked at me and said, "Brother Qi, why are you back?"

Well, how did I come back?I shouldn't have come back.

I feel like my brain is already a little confused with anger, I don't know what to say, I want to hit him, but my hands are shaking, trembling uncontrollably, and I can't hold anything.

I can't stay here any longer.

I turned around and was about to leave. Jiang Yihang was in a hurry, and he immediately chased him out. I heard him say eagerly, "Brother Qi, listen to me. He is my classmate. We need to check accommodation at night, so we can only live here." , we have nothing."

Well, nothing.

I stopped, sighed, held back the pain in my chest, and watched him try to calmly say, "Nothing? Well, I believe it. Then can you tell me, you and his tattoo , Why is it so symmetrical? A pair? Performing life and death in front of me, right? It's so fucking amazing."

"Brother Qi, don't swear." Jiang Yihang made another old mistake, and started picking on me again.

"I not only want to swear." I took a deep breath, feeling that my face must be very ugly, I said word by word, "I also want to hit people."

According to my previous temper, I didn't even bother to say half a word of nonsense to Jiang Yihang. It's probably because my temper is too good now, or I treat him so well that he has forgotten what I was doing.

I'm a gangster, the kind that doesn't belong, what's the point of fighting and making trouble?

"Brother Qi, let's go out and talk." Jiang Yihang pushed me out, and then closed the door immediately, looking at the speed for fear that I would start a fight with his little lover.

Oh, fight?I want to beat him to death! TMD

I feel pain in my internal organs, and a surge of blood rushes up my chest. I know that I am very irrational at the moment. If the person in front of me is not Jiang Yihang, if it is not him, if it is just any cat or dog, I will not bother Tube.

But this is Jiang Yihang.

"Brother Qi, didn't I tell you? He is my friend, my classmate, so I let him stay at home." Jiang Yihang's earnest expression made me a little sick.

I felt that I was extremely angry, but suddenly I didn't want to swear anymore, so I couldn't help laughing, I spread my hands and asked him, "Do you think I'm blind, or do you think I'm stupid? I fucking look like this Idiot?"

"Brother Qi." Jiang Yihang couldn't hold back his face. He rubbed his face and said impatiently, "Why do you insist on getting entangled in a little thing."

"Is it me? Am I entangled in small things?" I paused, thinking that arguing in the corridor is so boring, do you want to make the whole building know about it?It's not that I can't afford to lose this person, but I don't want to lose it.

For Jiang Yihang, I lost too much face, and now I don't want to lose any more.

"Okay." I stopped him from wanting to speak, pursed my lips slightly, walked to the door, and said almost gently, "Open."

"Brother Qi, what are you doing?" He didn't move.

"I don't fight, I don't hurt people, you open the door." I knew what kind of edge I was on, I was on the verge of breaking out.

He still didn't move, just shook his head persistently, but he didn't say anything, just stalemate with me silently.

I took a deep breath, almost pulled out a smile, and said, "Okay."

As soon as I uttered the word, my face changed, and I kicked the door open with a "bang" sound. The siren at the door kept ringing. Jiang Yihang didn't seem to expect that I would do this at all. He stood at the door side, stunned.

The door was hit against the wall by a huge impact, with a bang, the door lock broke, I didn't bother to care about it, I didn't even bother to see Jiang Yihang's expression, I just walked towards the bedroom with a sullen face.

There were still unprocessed condoms in the bedroom, and I took a look and felt the stomach acid start to rise.

I originally wanted to pack my clothes and leave, but when I saw the mess of the bed, I suddenly didn’t want to move anything. Everything here, including the floor, the bed, everything in the room, and the person standing at the door People make me feel really sick.

In the end, I didn't take anything, and threw away 200 yuan to repair the door, and just walked out of this once warm place alone.

"Brother Qi, have you thought it through?" Jiang Yihang called me loudly behind me, he was not afraid of being heard by others.

I figured it out?Of course I figured it out.I can't do anything to Jiang Yihang, and I can't allow myself to be cuckolded, right?I can't fucking do anything, if I can't provoke it, can I still hide it?

"Brother Qi, we've been together for so many years, do you have to go this far?"

He asked me if I had to go to this point.

I don't know how it feels in my heart, I just want to laugh a little, do I want to go to this point?Is it me?Do I have to swallow my anger and endure it, suffocating it!Swallow this disgusting thing! ! !

is that so? !

I stood there without moving, I didn’t want to go or turn back, and I didn’t know what I was going to do. He and I were in a stalemate for a long time, and it was best to walk over with mercy, grabbed my clothes and said, “I know I did this wrong, and I apologize to you, but... who wouldn't make a mistake? You can't hold on to this mistake for the rest of your life, can you?"

"Live your mother's life!" I couldn't hold it back, and hit his face with a fist. He was thrown to the ground by me for a moment, and then he was furious, and wanted to fight with me. I I didn't hold back anymore.

My two fists almost hit each other's body without falling, the person who once wished to rub into his bones...I wished to use my life to hold and protect the person...

Jiang Yihang, how can you forgive me.

The abdominal wound had already been torn, and the blood flowed out along the wound, soaking my sweater. Jiang Yihang probably touched the blood with his hands, he was stunned, and beat me several times fist.

I threw him away, I was a little unsteady when I stood, almost walking with the wall, my stomach was soaked, it made me feel uncomfortable, my nose was full of the smell of blood, I almost wanted to spit it out.

"Qi...Brother Qi..."

I heard Jiang Yihang calling me from behind, his voice was shaking, so I thought, what are you shaking?What's so exciting?It wasn't your blood that was shed, what are you, Jiang Yihang, afraid of?

But it's just bleeding, I, Zuo Qi, have never been afraid.

The elevator has been refusing to come down for a long time, and I didn't bother to wait any longer. I pushed the door of the safe passage and went down. I could walk three or five stairs that were easy to walk in the past, but now it's a bit difficult to walk one step at a time. strenuous.

I don't think I should leave the hospital. It's all right now, and I probably have to go back.

Forget it, let's break up, let's just break up...it doesn't matter.