cousin

"Yining..." I whispered her name, but there was no response.I put my face on her back and put my arms around her waist.Yining sighed and let me hold her.

When I woke up in the morning, I found that Yining had left, but there was a breakfast she made on the dining table.I ate the breakfast she made, feeling very uncomfortable.That's right, in the current situation, even Jin Yuli can hardly choke.

I walked downstairs listlessly, only to find that Lin Yufan was already waiting for me downstairs.I just remembered that I had already made an appointment with her, and she would commute to get off work with me every day.

When I got into the car, Lin Yufan noticed my abnormality and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you? Did you not rest well last night?"

I nodded: "It's a little uncomfortable."

"Then, would you like to ask for leave today and rest at home?" Lin Yufan reached out and touched my forehead, "Fortunately, I don't have a fever."

I bit my lip and asked Lin Yufan, "Do you like women?"

Lin Yufan was taken aback when he heard me ask this question, and almost hit a pedestrian. She braked quickly and stopped the car on the side of the road.

"Who did you hear that from?" she asked.

I replied, "I feel like it does."

After a long time, she nodded.

"Probably, me too." I smiled, and Lin Yufan looked at me in surprise.

"Do you like me?" I looked up at her.

She was silent for a while.

"This doesn't seem to be your style." I smiled again.

"You are very similar to the girl I love the most." Lin Yufan looked at me for a long time and said softly, "Although I know you are not her, I still can't help but want to get close to you, hoping to find her from you shadow. That's all."

"So, can you do me a favor?" I said to her.

After work, I called Yining and told her that Lin Yufan and I were going to have dinner together, so we were not going home.Yining just said "Got it" indifferently and then hung up the line.Reluctantly, I called again and said loudly: "After I finish eating, I will go shopping with Yufan, or go to the movies. Anyway, I will be back very late!"

Yining froze for a moment, then said: "Cousin, this is your business, don't tell me."

"You~" I was a little angry, but Lin Yufan pulled my sleeve beside me, and I suddenly remembered my original intention of calling, so I had no choice but to hang up.

"If you are really determined to do what you said, just be ruthless, you know?" Lin Yufan looked at me, but his gaze seemed to pass through my body and look at another place.

Maybe everyone's heart hides the scars of dark love.

I, Lin Yufan, first ate sushi in a Japanese restaurant. Looking at the salmon sandwiched in the small and exquisite sushi, I couldn't help but see the image of Yining and I eating braised fish in brown sauce.What will Yining eat tonight?By the way, I haven't bought any vegetables, and there is nothing to eat in the refrigerator. How can I solve her dinner?I couldn't help but glanced at my phone worriedly.

"I'm going to the bathroom." I said to Lin Yufan, picked up my handbag, ran to the bathroom, and called Yining.

"Have you had dinner?" I asked Yining.

"have eaten."

"There is nothing at home, what did you eat?"

"I bought a pack of instant noodles to eat."

"Oh……"

"If there's nothing else, I'll go read, okay? We have a test tomorrow." Yining's voice could not hear any emotion.

"Well, let's see..." Before I finished speaking, Yining hung up the phone.

I don't know whether to be sad or happy.This is the result I want, but seeing the result, I am so sad...