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It was a busy night.When I got to the room, I saw my mother burning incense. When I entered the room, she smiled and asked me to burn incense and kowtow.Hanging on the wall is a picture of Avalokitesvara in white clothes. Below it is an altar with a white porcelain sculpture of Avalokitesvara, and in front of it is a green incense burner.Two white candles were lit on either side.She lit the incense on the candle, shook it gently, and slowly diffused a few wisps of smoke.Give the incense to me.I said I.Mother said no nonsense.I followed my mother's example and bowed three times, put the incense in the incense burner, and kowtowed a few times.Turning my head to look at my mother, I can’t imagine that she is a person who has gone through that age. Maybe no matter what kind of person, the more they pass through and the older they are, the more they will feel that their own gods are in the dark to arrange and Like many things in dealing with people, whether what my mother prayed for day and night is about to come true in her eyes, what I don't understand is how if God knows, how will he treat my complicated and entangled situation at this moment.

After the meal was ready, my father hadn't come back yet.I served a bowl for my mother first.The lights in our home are still white energy-saving lamps, which emit white light and look cold in winter. I always miss the yellow light bulbs and orange lights. , makes you feel very warm.I took a sip, and a hot line extended vertically down the inside of my viscera.so comfortable.I asked my mother if she was tired these days.She said it's okay, I'm very confident that I can watch you accomplish the important things in your life, and the energy is the same as when I was young, and I can't exhaust it.I said you and my dad should rest early after dinner.She hummed.After the water boiled on the fire, I made hot tea for Dad and went to rest.

In the past few days, I have been contacting the guys who used to get married one after another from outside, cups, plates, bowls, chopsticks, jujube, rice, soybean flour, meat, etc., and there are many big ones. I have already contacted my childhood classmates in the village during the day, because There are only her and her mother on Ya’er’s side. Although there are relatives, friends and neighbors to help, I rent two copies of those bulky things that need to be rented.Also, the cauldron and the overlord stove used for cooking during the wedding were built on both sides by my father.The next day, I asked someone to deliver a leased large iron pot and a large iron cage for steaming red dates and glutinous rice to the girl's house.Ya'er greeted them with sugar, cigarettes, water, etc., like a woman in charge of the house, just like my mother.On the way back, they all told me that the girl looks very good-looking.In addition to being relieved, I feel more indescribable.Been busy for almost half a month.My uncle called me to ask me if the seven cars were enough to welcome the bride. They were all red cars.I said we don't need to talk about the ostentation, and my uncle said that this matter should not be sloppy, that life's major events happen only once in a lifetime, and you can marry a bride once.Let me leave this matter alone and let him make arrangements.I lie down every night thinking about what else I'm not ready for and what I'm going to do the next day.What else has not been considered.Ya'er said that the wedding photography place called her and asked her to pick up the wedding album.I asked her if you were busy there, she said busy.I said, I'll go get it, it's cold.She said I will go with you.I said you are not too cold.She said that I just wanted to see our photos early.I laughed.After picking up the wedding photos from the provincial capital, she and I went to my house at night to discuss where to hang them in the new house.Then she sat with her parents and looked at the wedding photos, and she told them all the interesting things during the photo shoot.It made my parents laugh.

Mom said to go back after eating.She nodded, and then got up to work on the night's dinner.Mom said it was almost done, and let her sit down.She said it's okay, let my parents and I take pictures.After dinner, I took him home, and on the way I told her that I couldn't remember how many times I walked this way.She said that this is my second visit to your house.I said that I can be here all the time right away, and this place will also become your home.She asked me what do you think a happy life looks like.I said it was the same as when we took pictures together and ate together just now.One more baby.She said that my mother has been waiting for a day, let's go back and see her, I said no problem, later, I will tell her about the funny things that happened during our photo shoot.When we arrived at Ya'er's house, her mother had already prepared dinner and asked us if we had eaten.She said she ate at Lian Chen's house.I asked her where the big picture of her mother hung.She discussed it with her mother and said that it should be hung on the east wall of this room.She found nails for me, and after I hung it up, she said that my mother could see it every day.Her mother is very satisfied with me, I can feel it, and she brings out delicious food for me, just like I am a child.A very lovely old lady.

During this period, Chenchen often called me, asking me how things were going and where I was going.I also asked about his situation with Shiyang over there, but Shiyang didn't call me much.I also want to gather my feelings for Shiyang as much as possible, and slowly bury it in my heart.After all, living in such a real life, the wheel of life and the mighty river will flow through everyone.No one can escape completely.You can only live a life with the least damage possible at the moment.I often think, if Chen Chen reaches my age and his parents urge him to get married, what should he do, and what should I do.I don't know if I can convince my parents to allow him and Shiyang to live a happy life together.These things, if Yang Yang hadn't had an accident, Chenchen might have communicated with his parents.Happiness, happiness is like a slippery apple that you can't grasp, and you need a helper to help you hold it carefully.And this helper is someone you can trust very much, so that even if the fruit slips between you, you will not worry about losing your hand and losing your happiness.Although it's nothing to ask like this, it doesn't make much sense now, but I still asked Chen Chen on the phone that day, and I asked him that if Yang Yang hadn't had an accident, the matter between me and Shiyang would be on my parents' side, you are going to help me do something not.He said I didn't think about it that much, Yang Yang kept persuading me, I understand everything she said, but to be honest, I didn't agree with you at the beginning.So I am not going to help you with anything, the only thing I can do for you is to keep it secret for you in front of your parents, but in my heart I still hope that you will live the life of most people.I asked him, is it right as it is now.He said yes, as it is now.I asked him, now it's you, when the time comes when your parents appoint you to get married, you want me to live and think that I can do something for you in front of your parents.He said that I didn't expect you to do anything, I would go and tell my parents about my happiness and my affairs, and if it didn't work, I wouldn't let you get involved.I asked him, what do you think, regardless of everything else, what kind of attitude we should take to get along, and what kind of emotion should we use to look at the many twists and turns in our future life.He said that you are my elder brother and I am your younger brother. This blood relationship cannot be chosen and is established, but we want to live different lives. You have your life, and I have mine.We have been together since we were young, but we will grow up slowly one day, and leave to our respective distant places to find a life. The maintenance of family may only be because of our biological parents.I feel like I don't understand this guy completely.I think I want to ask him to get back my lover Shi Yang.I don't know if it's because of anger or estrangement or because it's a little unworthy.I feel like I've given so much, and I feel like I can't remember what I've given.Perhaps more helplessness and ego are intertwined together, and I can no longer see the wastage that I have started and walked towards myself.

...the mirror, the water, the moon, the shadow, the reason for gathering and parting is not the wind...

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