Yu Xin like congratulations

That day seemed to be the longest day I have ever lived since I was a child, and I couldn’t pass it anyway. I don’t remember what happened, but I just remember that when I came back from outside that night, I didn’t talk anymore, and I couldn’t sleep anymore.Lying on the bed, quietly, I took out my mobile phone and looked at the many text messages that Shiyang had sent me before stored in it one by one.Looking at each word, it seems that he is right next to me, as if I have returned to those days when I was with him.The moon shone in from the outside and it was cold, and I could clearly see the lines on my hands.The phone rang so naturally.A lot of things I wanted to say to him were blocked in my throat for a while.

Did you sleep?he ask me.Nope.I answer.

Why didn't you come back with Chenchen.

something.

I thought you'd be back.

What am I going to do?Just go back with your brother.

I think he doesn't want to come back, I didn't see him until the evening after the banquet.How are you recently.

It's all good, there's nothing wrong with it, that's all.

Is the mallow okay.

Hehe, I have grown so tall.

I asked him, are you lying down or sitting up now.

He said lying down, in bed.

Little things.

Play around.

Then I asked about Shun'er and Cong'er's recent situation.Knowing that Shun'er is almost recovering, Cong'er may leave that city and travel on her own.If I hadn't come back, I would have gone on a long trip with him by now.Just like the last time I traveled alone to Qiannan, I probably still can't think of any way to escape.Shiyang said that many of your things are still here.I said you keep it.He asked me what I've been doing lately.I said it was nothing. Since I came back, I feel that it has calmed down a lot, but many things have happened again.He said that it felt like time passed very slowly. I smiled and felt the same way.And apart from feeling that the time is long, I just feel that I can't see the future and the opening to go out.In fact, it has not been completely entered yet, but it is just about to enter another huge dark vortex in a period of confusion.Sometimes I feel very scared.Tell him that this year's Yu Xin flowers are gone.I'm going to plant it myself next year.By next year's spring equinox, the yard will be full of flowers and become a sea.

Chenchen was outside knocking on my window as the moon moved closer to the southwestern sky, and I thought he was asleep.He shook his phone.I told Shiyang that I was a little sleepy.He said you should go to bed early.I say you pay attention to your body.He said nothing.When I was about to hang up the phone, he asked me that the new wife was here, is she beautiful?I said it was just an engagement, and I didn't pay attention to it.He asked me if my date was fixed.I said no.He let out a oh.I said whether she is beautiful or not does not conflict with what you care about.He just laughed.I said you live a good life and call me when you have time.He said yes.Chenchen has been standing outside the window, waiting for me to hang up the phone.After hanging up the phone, I drew the curtains, separating him from me seemed a thousand miles away.I seem to see his smile, which makes me uncomfortable, but full of helplessness.He even wants to regret the marriage, and even looks down on himself.This tangled guy.Very contradictory.The tiger head and fish tail pillow made by my mother was placed on the kang, and I got up and hugged it.I was afraid that Ya'er would call, so I turned off the phone early.I know I'm shameful.

On the third day, my father went to the matchmaker's house to set an auspicious date for the marriage with the girl's parents and the person who chose the date.Chenchen went back to Beijing that afternoon.I went to the town to see him off, and when we arrived at the entrance of the village, he said we were going to meet my sister-in-law.I said another day.He said you don't want me to see?I say you are right.When will I bring Shiyang back, I'll let you see.Did he say it was an exchange?I smiled and told him I had the right.He looked at me and smiled.I asked him if you still think of Yang Yang now.He said yes, he often thinks about it.I said that I am actually doubting your feelings for Shiyang and what you said to me at the beginning.During the time I was in Ningxia, I didn't know what happened between you.But based on what I know about Shi Yang, it won't happen to him.The only possibility is you, you are playing tricks in the middle.He said that you should ask Shiyang and not me.I say you speak to your own conscience.The matter has come to the present, and it is too late to say anything.I just don't understand, and I can't figure out how some feelings and people are placed in your heart.If you like Shiyang, you shouldn't like Yang Yang. Similarly, if you like Yang Yang, you shouldn't like Shiyang later.To be honest, I still can't let go of Shiyang now, you know what Shiyang thinks.At first, I just wanted you to be happy and thought you liked him very much. I thought that because of our parents, one of us must get married.So I'm back.But I have had a hard time, and even now I am afraid that I will ruin my life's happiness in the future, because I am innocent.He said that these are choices you make after careful consideration.I know the benefits you have done to me and the sacrifices you have made for me.I said that now I am worried about not ruining the girl's happiness, and the other is whether Shiyang will be happy with you.He said that I can't guarantee these things. Many things are irreversible and irreversible.I said that is indeed the case, and I do not rule out the factors of you and for you.But, more importantly, I was only entangled with myself, and was swayed by fate.If you put these two aside and fight alone, you are not my opponent. Although I am not competitive, I will not lose to you in anything, especially this matter.

He looked at the road we used to walk together with Shiyang in the distance, a row of big-leaved poplars had lost their leaves and were bare.He said that if you look at those trees, you will feel a helpless life.Do you think it's easy for me? If Yang Yang is still here, I guess you can live a happy life with Shiyang.Yang Yang and I fulfilled the expectations of our parents.To be honest, I really don't want Yang Yang to leave.I said I don't want it more than you, Yang Yang left, you have to take away my lover in a disguised form and let me taste the helplessness of life like you, right?He asked me, does the lover mean that if you want to take it away, you can take it away.In the final analysis, you still love your parents and family more.I actually don't know what kind of role this Chenchen played in this matter.It's just that I was asked by him and felt that I was a shameful deserter and traitor when it comes to love.For the family, it became an innocent sacrifice.For Ya'er, it may be a potential culprit.At the east gate, I told you to take a car to the provincial capital by yourself, and take your time on the road.He patted me and said don't think about it too much, a person's life is like this, constantly facing choices and being chosen.If I owe you, I will pay you back in my next life.I said you didn't owe me anything.It's all my own choice.You don't need to pay me anything.Treat Shiyang well, Yang Yang has already gone, just bury her in your heart.He said that I will bring Shiyang back next time.I smiled, feeling ashamed to see Shiyang again.When Chenchen left, the sun was actually still very good, I just felt that it was the same as the moon in the middle of the night last night, and the surroundings were dim.It's as bleak as my bleak future, leaving only a little beauty that occasionally changes, which cannot be denied.

...Is there a third ending...

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