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Shun'er said that it was as if we had made an agreement, and when I was about to leave, Shiyang came.Cong'er followed behind, I asked Cong'er if Chenchen was outside.Shiyang said that Chenchen went to work.Shun'er was sitting on the bed watching TV, Cong'er put the fruit he bought on the table and asked Shun'er if it was better, his face was very embarrassed, Shun'er asked him to sit down and said it was all right.Shiyang asked me if the police were looking for you two.I said no, what's the matter.Cong'er's face turned green when he heard that.I asked Cong'er what's wrong with you.He said nothing.Shiyang said that the police called him to ask for identification or something.I said that who can see clearly on the day when the lights are dark and the fire is blind, if you are told to go, you can go, if you want me to go with you.He said he could just go there by himself, and it was probably fine.I asked him if he had mentioned everything when he was making materials.He said he didn't know, let's identify it now.Shun'er said that this matter is really troublesome, but the mosquito matter was resolved quickly, after negotiating with the family members, and then paying compensation for the accident, it was settled.I asked Cong'er if you guys are not going to work today, and he said that he drank too much at Shiyang yesterday and didn't go back.I said that's okay, I'll leave first, you guys sit a little longer.Shiyang said I was leaving too.Onion said that I will go too.Shun'er pulled Cong'er and said what are you in a hurry for, long time no see and stay with me for a while, Cong'er understood and didn't follow.

I went to the police station with Shi Yang, but I was asked to wait outside. Shun Er and I were also involved that day, so I don’t know why we only called Shi Yang.About 10 minutes later, Shiyang came out. I asked him what was wrong, and he said it was all right.Ask me where to go.I said that I can go anywhere, but I have nowhere to go.Why don't you accompany me to buy tickets.He nodded and asked if I was going to leave.I said that sooner or later I have to leave.He asked me what would happen to us if there was no such thing as Chenchen.I smiled and said that the variables in life are too big, there is no assumption.Did he say you quit for Chenchen, sacrificing your own love and me?Did I say he treats you badly?He said this is not critical.I want to know whether your brother is more important or love is more important in your heart.I asked him what he would do if you were me.He said at least I will not be like you.I said, in terms of family, I feel that I am worthy.In love, this is the biggest trade-off I can make.He asked me, can love be used for resource sharing? Do you think Chenchen likes girls more or boys?I said I don't know, he told me he likes you.He smiled and said to buy a ticket, and then asked, you give him your love, don't worry.I said I couldn't think of any other way.

When buying tickets, the ticket seller asked me which day to buy, and I said any day is fine.The conductor said that there will be a trip at [-]:[-] tonight at [-]:[-] tomorrow morning, is that possible?I said no.Shiyang and the conductor said to buy it three days later.After buying the ticket, he asked me where I wanted to go.I said let's go to Lama Temple, let's burn incense together.He smiled and said that he hadn't been there last time.I say that's different.I visited Lama Temple two years ago, with Wu Xin, after we broke up.The weather was fine, we came in the morning, and he sent me to eat breakfast nearby, I can't remember which small restaurant it was now.At that time, I just missed the meal, there were few people, and it was very quiet.The weather is fine and there is an indescribable feeling, as if everything is exposed in broad daylight, including our love that is about to go away.Went to Lama Temple with Shiyang, burned incense and prayed together.Around the carp pond.They followed one after the other, no one said a word, maybe everything that should be said has been said, or each other is as transparent as glass in each other's eyes, and there is no need to say anything.He asked me what you wished for.If I say what I can't say, it won't work if I say it.Let's talk about it, if you don't say it, it won't be easy for you to see me in the future.I said you can go home with Chenchen, he smiled and asked me if I would go home to see you, your wife and children.It was as if something was blocked in my throat, and I couldn't say anything, as if I was standing in front of Xie Xiang with a girl who was my wife, and I didn't dare to look up at him.I said that I will let the gods, Buddhas and Bodhisattvas bless you for everything to be fine.He smiled and said that one should not make a wish when burning incense, it always feels like bribing the gods.I asked him what about you, and he said he wouldn't tell you, and it wouldn't work if he told you.The two of us stood leaning on the scripture barrel for a long time, and he asked me if I knew the characters on it, and I said I didn’t know any of them, so they must all be auspicious words.He said he wanted to eat candied haws, so we went out.He bought several strings at once, and he asked me if I told Chen Chen that I was going back, I said no, he would know sooner or later.He asked me if your relationship was still frozen, and I said it was better.I asked him if you love Chenchen.He asked me what do you think.I just laughed and thought I was ridiculous, really.I never knew how things came to be like this.I also can't tell whether I should go back on my word with Chenchen now, tell him that I can't live without Shiyang, and let him find someone else.Then for a long time, there were two forces in my mind constantly fighting, tossing my sanity.

I asked him if you could find Kang Zheng now, would you still accept his love, would you still love him.He said it was all in the past.I said I found him.Shiyang looked at me and said how is this possible.I said nothing is impossible.If you think you don't love Chen Chen, go to Kang Zheng, I hope you are happy.He asked me what about you and Chenchen.What are your sacrifices.I say my sacrifice cannot be at the cost of your happiness.He said, do you know what my happiness is.I took out my phone and edited Kang Zheng's phone number and sent it to Shi Yang.Tell him this is Kang Zheng's mobile phone number, and tell him his address in Ningxia.He said that although I still think of him sometimes now, I miss him the same way you miss Wu Xin, and I can't let him go, but that's all in the past, and if it's true, nothing will happen to you later.You go, I'm home, you come to my place tomorrow or the day after tomorrow to pick up things, I'll send you.I say thank you.He said no thanks, you can't thank me.I said sorry.Don't be wrong with him, you can't afford to be wrong.Then he stuffed the rest of the candied haws to me, waved his hand and took the subway.I sent him a text message, but I didn't know what to say, as if there was parting, reluctance, and helplessness.There are many, many unspeakable words rushing like blood.Didn't send a word at all.I went back by car.On the way, Cong Er called me and asked where I was, and I said I would go back right away.He asked me where you two were.I said go to Lama Temple to burn incense.You didn't go to the police station.I said go.He asked how I was.I can't tell, it should be fine.He said why does he feel that your reaction is not right.I just hung up the phone, and I also felt that something was wrong with me.Missed a stop well, like a life that is often teased, extremely lonely and tired.On the way back.I still have two bunches of candied haws in my hand. In the cold weather, the sweetness that melted at the beginning has solidified and turned translucent, like old specimens for people to look up to.

...my lover and angel, perhaps because of love...

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