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After twelve o'clock, half of the lights in the car were turned off.He leans on my shoulder.I thought he was asleep.In the middle of the night, he asked me in a low voice if I was asleep.I said no.He said he was going home, a little nervous.I said don't worry.He turned to look at me. Although I said so, I couldn't see his face clearly.I can't understand the contradictory feeling that this place brought him since he was a child and he didn't want to recall it, and he couldn't give up.I said, actually I don't know how to comfort you.He said go to sleep, I am not a child anymore.I nodded.

After arriving at the station, we went to the long-distance bus station to take a bus.It was noon when I arrived at his aunt's house.His aunt probably didn't know he was back.We'll just wait there.About half an hour later, he dropped the things in his hand, screamed and ran towards a middle-aged woman.That should be his aunt.I don't understand the dialect they speak.His aunt was talking to me, and I smiled and didn't know what to say, looking at him like a fool.He said my aunt asked you to come.I smiled and nodded my hello.

The sun was very strong that day.I like the sky there very much, and the quietness of the city.We went out to buy vegetables and meat with his aunt.When he came back, his aunt refused to let us help.busy in the kitchen.There are many flowers planted on the windows, growing vigorously in the sun.He looked at those flowers and told me that he wanted to grow flowers when he went back, but it was only in the basement where he could not see the sun.I said it's okay, we can leave it to Yang Yang to take care of us, she will definitely not refuse.When we move, we will pick up the flowers when we get to a house with sunshine on the ground.He nodded.

During the meal, he and his aunt chatted in a dialect that I couldn't understand. I asked him if you could take care of me. I didn't know what you were talking about so happily.He said eat yours.I stuck out my tongue and said that my aunt's cooking was delicious.Shiyang said this is my aunt, so don't rob me.In this world, my mother and grandma who loved me have all gone, and only my aunt loves me.I said you want to be happy, and come back with great difficulty.He nodded.

I'm going to do the dishes after dinner and let him talk with my aunt.His aunt refused anyway.In the evening, he said that his aunt and he had come back and asked me to visit my father.I said go for it.He said I don't want to go.I said that since my aunt said so.He nodded.We went out and did some shopping.Go to his grandpa first, and then grandma came down from the mahjong table and went home.busy cooking.When he came back, he didn't say anything.There is a little girl younger than Shiyang, who Shiyang says is his little aunt.It was brought by my step-grandmother when she married his grandfather.He sat with his grandpa for a while.He went out and said he was going to his father's place.I can't see or feel anything in this family.I just walked around outside and carefully looked at the place where the childhood things Xia Shiyang said happened.

When he arrived at his father's house, his sister seemed to have gone out to play.His aunt said Xiaoyang was back.His stepmother's expression was a little surprised and then a little unhappy. She looked at me for a long time and didn't speak.He called his father, and his stepmother, he called his aunt.His father said nothing, his stepmother turned around and went in after saying something, the door slammed loudly.I asked him what was wrong.He said that his stepmother said there was nothing in the kitchen and asked his father to buy some.Then she had an upset stomach and went to the bathroom.

His dad sat without moving or speaking, just looked at him.It's so quiet in the house.The aunt asked Shiyang to sit with her father for a while.His father took out a cigarette, and Shiyang lit it for him.ask him something.He nodded with a smile.Then a girl came in.Seeing Shiyang, he didn't speak.Just greeted his aunt.went in.Shiyang got up and told me let's go.Then he and his dad were probably saying goodbye.I took my aunt away.Behind him was the loud and sharp yelling of his aunt.Shiyang turned around and wanted to jump in.I pulled him away.

After sending his aunt home, Shiyang said he wanted to see his mother and grandma.He also said that he lived outside at night.It may be that his aunt can't live with so many people.I said you stay and talk to your aunt, I'll go outside.He shook his head.When we were leaving, his aunt cried, holding him and crying.He also cries.On the way, he said that his aunt told him not to hate his father.The grave is far away, and the wind outside is very strong.We did some quick shopping outside.according to their customs.After he finished worshiping, he sat next to his mother's grave.Nothing was said, just tears.I said stop crying.Do you want to shed all your tears tonight?He said I haven't been back for a long time.My mother and my grandma should blame me.I said no, you should not catch a cold in such a strong wind.

He said that I think I should have been happy, in a very early time, even before I was born.I didn't have much memory of my father when I was very young.Grandma was afraid that I would suffer hardships with my stepmother, so she let me follow her all the time, but then my grandma also left.

I think my childhood was very long.I don't know how I got through it.I have been different from other children since I was a child.The step-grandmother doesn't love me either, because there is a little aunt about my age who wants to love me.I have no objection to her wanting to love her own child, but can she stop being so bad to me.I've always wanted to escape from here.always wanted to.I said everything will be fine, those things are in the past.

He said that he remembered the nursery rhyme his grandma used to tell him when he was very young. In the nursery rhyme, there are daddy and all good things.But it's just a nursery rhyme. For him, that beautiful feeling is like heaven, which he has never been able to reach.He leaned on my shoulder and told me these sentences that accompanied him in his dreams when he was a child: Doll, baby, you are quiet, Daddy comes back to buy a knife, the knife peels the skin, and the baby eats pears.Ask me if it sounds good.I nodded.At that time, I felt that my head was so heavy that I couldn't move it.

At night, he stayed in the hotel where he worked before, and didn't disturb the supervisor he said was good.This city is very warm and quiet, but it gives him the shadow that he never wants to go back or even remember.He told me that the house to the west of the house where his grandfather lived was the place where he was born.In fact, he wanted to live there tonight.

I nodded.

He asked me do you know why.

I shook my head.

He said I want to have sex there with the people I love.Let my mother and my grandma rest assured me.

I laughed.

He asked me shyly.I said no.He said it was.

The mosquito called that night, let's have fun and don't worry about the little things.Then Shiyang and I talked about the rock murals of Helan Mountain to the west, and the Ming Great Wall that had been barren for a long time.Talk about the years he and Kang Zheng spent here.

I just listened quietly and had nothing to say.After the lights went out, he told me the shy things he said.I think I can change Shiyang and make him cheerful gradually.Let him feel that the world treats him with tender moments and people.Like me.

...who knew it was doomed.A sad result...

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