sin game

"Well, I still have to find another job. Being confused will only make me more useless..." Hasegawa walked in the street in the early morning, looking left and right through the bustling crowd.

Find a serious job and do it well, and stop living in a daze.

"Come on, Hasegawa." Thinking of Gintoki's appearance when he encouraged himself, he smiled unconsciously again.

No matter what happens in the future, at least there is still one person who cherishes himself.

Already very good.

"Ba ba ba..." The sound of the car's horn brought Hasegawa's thoughts back to reality.

"Mr. Hasegawa." A familiar voice entered the eardrums.

Hasegawa turned his head and looked at the source of the sound. It was a face stored in his memory.

Former colleagues at the Immigration Bureau.

"Mr. Hasegawa," Shimogawa-kun got out of the car, and politely said to Hasegawa with honorifics, "Long time no see."

"Ah..." Hasegawa didn't know what tone to use to respond for a while, he smirked twice awkwardly: "Yeah, long time no see. How are you doing recently?" Ahha, I just happened to pass by on purpose Come to say hello?It seems that there is no need to do this to this extent, right?

"Thanks to you, it's passable. I've been looking for you for a long time, and no one is at your house."

"Uh, looking for me? Yes, what's the matter?"

"You don't know yet, the higher-ups asked me to send you a message, please go back to the bureau and continue to work."

The news came so suddenly that Hasegawa's brain didn't even have time to issue a happy instruction at that moment.Is this a dream?Or another fool's farce?

"...why...why did you call me back all of a sudden?"

"Didn't you help the Zhenxuan Group break the case of the illegal entry of barbarians last time? Although it was not a big case, it really helped the bureau save face. Everyone praised you very much. In addition, recently Madam has been contacting various officials to intercede and say good things for you, and has been paving the way for you to go back. It has been going on for several months, and Prince Hata has not pursued that matter again, so now the time is ripe, and the higher-ups also specially Let me ask you to go back to work."

Hearing Shimokawa babbled a lot, Hasegawa only remembered one person's name in his mind.

lady……

Ah Chu?

"...You said Ah Chu, she has been contacting officials to plead for me?"

"Yes. Madam really spent a lot of effort on your matter. She almost went to meet and arrange this matter in person. I saw Madam walking with them and talking with them several times. At first, I didn't know much about it. What happened, I found out after inquiring that it was for you..."

What he was still talking about, Hasegawa couldn't listen anymore.

My heart felt like a big stone had fallen, and suddenly became very heavy.

Ever since I was with Yinshi, the number of times I thought of Ah Chu began to decrease. Ah Yin filled all the sadness and emptiness after that, and life even began to look forward to.

In fact, it's not that I can't think of it, it's just that the pain that penetrates deep into the bone marrow when I think of it is much lighter.At least I will no longer cry in the dark, although I will not admit that it is tears.

But now he says that Ah Chu is all for me?

Could it be that seeing Ah Chu walking with that man that day was also for me?

What are you doing Hasegawa, shouldn't you breathe a sigh of relief now?But what is this heavy sense of guilt?

In fact, I want to forget in my heart, since I can never go back to the past.

Is God kidding me again?

"Mr. Hasegawa? Are you listening?"

"Uh..." I think my expression must be very embarrassed. "Give me some time, please, let me think about it."

"Okay. But please be sure to come back, don't disappoint everything Madam has done for you."

...Don't let me down?

Hehe, I must have let you down a long time ago.

Ah Chu, isn’t it a good thing to leave me? Is it worth it to pay for me?

A bastard like me is not good enough for you...

What am I doing when you're running around for me?He will only give up on himself, and look for all kinds of excuses to vent his grievances and frustrations.

I was already hopelessly wrong.

Hasegawa suddenly thought of Gintoki's smile in his mind.

If I think about it normally, I probably only want to see him hugging him into my arms immediately, and then listen to his resisting and shy complaints gently.

But now there is only heartache left.

They are obviously two people who shouldn't hug each other.

After Hasegawa bid farewell to Shimogawa, he subconsciously walked in the direction of Wanshiwu before his head made a judgment.

The road has never felt so long.

But now Hasegawa only hopes that it can grow a little longer, a little longer.

Can anyone tell me what to do?

"Hasegawa?" A familiar face came into view.

"Gintoki..." Looking at him, Hasegawa's tense nerves were somewhat relaxed, and he leaned against him unconsciously.

I'm so tired, can you lend me a shoulder to lean on, just for a while, just for a while.

"Hey, hey, what do you want to do in broad daylight? I will yell, I really will." Gintoki gently pushed Hasegawa who was approaching, but his body was heavy and his center of gravity was heavy. All of them moved towards themselves, not as if they were joking.

He could vaguely feel his exhaustion at the moment.

"I said uncle, there are a lot of people on the street." Although I really wanted to hug him like this, but what I said was still just teasing words.

"Ah... sorry." Hasegawa stood up straight, he was a little annoyed at his gaffe.

What the hell am I doing in broad daylight.

"Let's go to Wanshiwu and talk about it. The brats are all out." Yinshi waved his hand and walked ahead.

"Because you can't find a job, you're decadent again? I said, haven't you gotten used to it after so long?" Yinshi sat on the sofa and picked his nose, squinting at the opposite person who hadn't spoken since entering the room. Hasegawa.

There it was again, that feeling.

That's pretty much what he looked like the night of our first relationship.

Quiet and sluggish.

I said why are you pretending to be cool, you bastard!

However, if you look closely, there seems to be something different.

Well, what's the difference?Gintoki tilted his head recalling.

If Hasegawa exuded sadness that time, then this time, it was helplessness.

Yes, a strong sense of helplessness.

"What happened?"

"As you said, I'm annoyed because I can't find a job." Hasegawa scratched his head habitually, and forced a smile at Gintoki.

Can't speak.

I can't say anything about Ah Chu at all.

If he told Gintoki, this guy would probably kick himself out immediately and tell me to cherish this wife.

Ah Yin, you are always like this, I know it all.

But why do you find it so hard to say?

"Really?" It sounded like a nonchalant tone.

"Yes. Not only did I not find a job, but I was also scolded by those bosses, so I am very upset."

Sorry, silver hour.

Some things, I don't know whether to say it, or how to say it.

If you say it, it will hurt and hurt, but if you don't say it, there will be a scar in your heart, itchy and uneasy.

I don't want to increase the barrier and distance between us.

Yinshi didn't ask any more, although his tone was frivolous and indifferent, but he did care, and he knew it wasn't the reason.

If you don't want to say it, don't say it.

But, at least don't show that expression again, hey.

It's as ugly as crying.

"Yin-san, I'm back." Shinpachi's voice came from the door, breaking the silence of the room.

"Huh? Mr. Hasegawa is here."

"It's Shinpachi. When I was looking for a job, I passed by Wanshiwu and stopped by to sit down, haha." Hasegawa scratched his head again, and giggled habitually.

"How about the job? Did you find it?"

"Not yet. Well, speaking of it, I should go too, let's try my luck." Hasegawa said and stood up, "Then goodbye, Shinpachi, Yin."

"Well, go slowly, Mr. Hasegawa."

He went straight to the door, opened it, and closed it again. Hasegawa didn't look at Gintoki again.

What kind of expression will be on that face at this moment, and what kind of emotion will be in those eyes, he doesn't want to think about it at the moment.

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