The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

A small door seemed to separate Shu Yuan and Lu Yingchuan, forming a different world.

He gently pressed his head against the door panel, and the tears from both places fell on the ground like this, forming two small water circles.

Shu Yuan didn't want to stay here any longer, he felt pain every time he took a breath here, he wanted to go back, back to that dilapidated rental house with only a few tens of square meters.

This place does not belong to Shu Yuan, only the small area of ​​tens of square meters belongs to him.

But he was very tired, the soles of his feet seemed to be scratched by knives, and the pain made him unable to walk.

After an unknown amount of time, Shu Yuan straightened up slowly, dragging his exhausted body to the next room.

In a daze, Jiang Xiuzhi's insults, her stepfather's beating, and Shu Qinfu's departure all appeared in front of her mind like a flying horse.

Just when he was about to drown, he saw Lu Yingchuan, and he ran towards Lu Yingchuan with all his might. bottom of the abyss...

Shu Yuan had a fever, shivering as if in an ice cave, and couldn't sleep well no matter what.

He was half asleep and half awake, he didn't know what happened next door, suddenly it became lively, and the servants and doctors went to the next door.

Lu Yingchuan's care and careful care of Lin Yanbei made Shu Yuan very jealous. He knew that Lin Yanbei was sick, but he was feeling very uncomfortable now, so why couldn't he come and see him?

From before to now, there is only one person, so he deserves no one to hurt him, but he is not ignorant of pain......

Tears and cold sweat wet the pillow, only Shu Yuan's rapid breathing and suppressed sobs could be heard in the room.

It wasn't until dawn that Shu Yuan gradually got better. He sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, the window was dimly lit, and the moon hadn't completely set yet.

The next door has long been silent, Shu Yuan's hand unconsciously wiped to the side, it was cold as expected.

He smiled wryly, staggered out of bed and went into the bathroom to wash off his sweat.

After cleaning up, it was broad daylight, and as soon as he walked out of the room, he saw Lu Yingchuan standing at the door, looking like he was about to open the door.

Being so close and far away, he could smell the faint fragrance that did not belong to Lu Yingchuan, so the tip of his nose was sour, and he said softly:

"Did you hold him all night last night?"

His voice was low, and there was no light in his dark eyes.

Lu Yingchuan didn't understand what was going on, Lin Yanbei's illness was worse than before last night, he didn't sleep much all night, he vaguely remembered that Shu Yuan came to him, but he chased Lin Yanbei away when he saw Lin Yanbei's reaction went back.

He said solemnly:

"What did you want from me yesterday?"

Shu Yuan's fingertips were embedded in the tender flesh of his palm because of the force, and he asked softly:

"Lu Yingchuan, do I have nothing to do with you? Why...don't you value me at all?"

He tried his best to keep his voice steady, but it was still trembling uncontrollably.

He understood that Lin Yanbei was ill, but he understood it, and he didn't want Lu Yingchuan to really give Lin Yanbei his full attention.

He just wanted Lu Yingchuan to look at him once in a while, without saying anything, just look at him occasionally, so that he wouldn't feel like an outsider, and he wouldn't be so sad.

Lu Yingchuan frowned. From his point of view, Lin Yanbei had no emotional ties with him, but now Lin Yanbei really needed help.

He didn't understand Shu Yuan's accusation, and his voice was cold:

"During this time, I admit that I will indeed pay more attention to Yanbei. His situation requires me."

Shu Yuan's throat seemed to be stuffed with a handful of yellow lotus, and he felt so bitter, he looked at Lu Yingchuan's face, and said silently in his heart:

I need you too, Lu Yingchuan.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lu Yingchuan thought he was losing his temper:

"I can't let him go, Shu Yuan, don't you have any friends?"

Shu Yuan trembled from his words, he never asked Lu Yingchuan to ignore Lin Yanbei from the beginning to the end.

He stopped talking, and walked a few steps past Lu Yingchuan before turning his head slightly:

"Yes, I have no friends, I only have you."

Shu Yuan's back was thin, his cheeks were bloodless, Lu Yingchuan was hit hard on the chest,

He took a deep breath and called Butler Li:

"What happened to Shu Yuan yesterday?"

Butler Li shook his head:

"Everything is normal, I've been in the cafe all day."

Lu Yingchuan thought about Shu Yuan's state this morning:

"The person sent yesterday has been watching or?"

Butler Li was stunned for a moment, and thought for a while:

"It's about ten minutes before the end of get off work. What's wrong with Master Shu?"

There was nothing wrong with him seeing Shu Yuan intact yesterday.

Lu Yingchuan was a little annoyed, and waved him to go out. After the study quieted down, he thought about whether he had really neglected Shu Yuan recently.

The more I think about it, the more I feel neglected.

Lu Yingchuan lit a cigarette, and he got up and went to the master bedroom after finishing the cigarette.

Lin Yanbei had already woken up, and his spirits were a little sluggish, but overall he was much better than last night.

Lu Yingchuan had always wanted to find out what was going on in Lin Yanbei's stomach, but he was very resistant to the child's father, and would shudder even if he mentioned it even a little during the illness.

It's hard to imagine how this kid came about.

"Do you still remember the coffee you drank yesterday?" Lu Yingchuan sat down on the sofa and asked.

Lin Yanbei paused while buttoning his buttons, and said:

"It's a cup of cappuccino with flowers on it. It's broken after a night, but it can be seen that the pattern is a heart shape."

Lu Yingchuan's heart skipped a few beats, and his thin lips pursed lightly:

"I'll come back later at night, and I'll ask Zhou Xiao to accompany you."

"Okay." Lin Yanbei didn't show much displeasure, "If you need me, just tell me."

"Heal your illness first," Lu Yingchuan said, "After you recover, explain to me."

After Lu Yingchuan finished speaking, he went downstairs and called Zhou Xiao to accompany Lin Yanbei, and then went to the coffee shop under his banner to learn how to do latte art.

It was really difficult to do at the beginning, Lu Yingchuan was ironed several times before the pattern was barely formed, and the appearance was really not good-looking.

The barista said that it would take a few days at the earliest to make it look good, so it was hard for Lu Yingchuan to imagine that Shu Yuan could learn so well in a short period of time.

With the help of the barista, Lu Yingchuan managed to fix some things and packed them up to book a hotel.

Shu Yuan's bleak and injured eyes kept appearing in front of his eyes all day today, Lu Yingchuan was unhappy in his heart, and he didn't want to make Shu Yuan feel sad.

After setting up the room where he will stay with Shu Yuan for one night, Lu Yingchuan took out his mobile phone and sent Shu Yuan a message:

——Fengfei Hotel after get off work, I will wait for you here.

When Shu Yuan received the message, he was carrying garbage from the kitchen, a big bucket of soup and water.

He was bending over when the phone rang in his breast pocket when a scooter honked its horn, startling him and the phone slid straight into the bucket.

The messy soup and drinks completely submerged the mobile phone and it was impossible to see where the mobile phone was.

After Shu Yuan spent a lot of effort to fish up the phone, it was no longer usable.

Looking at the cell phone lying on the corpse, Shu Yuan sat on the ground in frustration, this person can encounter anything if he is unlucky...

Fortunately, no one sent him messages on his mobile phone, and if there were, it was just spam.

He didn't go to buy a mobile phone after work, he just felt upset, Xiangshan... Shu Yuan thought that Lu Yingchuan's eyes had dimmed, and he didn't want to go back to Xiangshan either.

Let's go back to Tongzilou.

When he walked slowly to the door, he was grabbed by someone.

Li Feng was wearing exaggerated sunglasses, hooking Shu Yuan's neck:

"It's really you. I saw it all the way and still didn't believe it was you."

Using both hands and feet, Shu Yuan managed to break free, looked at the man smiling brightly in front of him, and said:

"What are you laughing at?"

"I'm happy to see you," Li Feng said with a smile, "Smile when you're happy, why? Are you not allowed to laugh?"

Shu Yuan was stunned by his answer, he slightly raised his head to look at Li Feng, the corner of his mouth was greatly cracked, and a canine tooth that was sharper than the other teeth was just like that.

Are you happy to see yourself?

Shu Yuan was afraid of making others happy because of his own existence for the first time. He has always been an unpopular existence from before to now.

Even if Li Feng is sincere or lying, his words can make him feel that he is allowed to exist in this world.

He made an unprecedented invitation:

"Would you like to have a few drinks?"

Li Feng was a little surprised, he glanced left and right:

"Is Lu Yingchuan not here?"

Shu Yuan's eyes dimmed, and he said softly:

"He has no time for me."

His voice was very low, and the roadside was very noisy, Li Feng couldn't hear clearly:

"what?"

"It's nothing." Shu Yuan shook his head, "Go and have a drink if it's convenient."

"No problem." Li Feng smiled and took out his mobile phone to tell his manager.

It may be that the other party was dissatisfied. Li Feng left halfway and said a few words, Shu Yuan saw that his face became a little impatient:

"What's the point of a broken celebration banquet? I'll go back."

Shu Yuan raised his eyebrows: "Is it okay if you don't go?"

Li Feng turned off his phone, dragged Shu Yuan to the bar:

"What's the matter? Young master, I don't need to engage in these entertainments."

They didn't choose any big bar, but chose a random one, as long as they could drink.

As soon as he entered Shu Yuan covered his head and drank a few glasses, Li Feng held down his glass:

"Why do you get drunk every time you drink? What happened?"

Shu Yuan didn't want to reveal too much, but there was no way to untangle the mess in his heart. He tidied it up and said:

"If someone used to tell you that someone important to you was very bad to you, and now suddenly said that he would come to see you and apologize to you, what would you do?"

Li Feng turned his head to look at Shu Yuan, without asking too many questions, he took a sip of wine:

"Since it's a very important person, I might not be able to let it go. Now that I know it, I'll go to see him and listen to what he has to say, otherwise I'll be in a panic in the future."

Shu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and the confusion in his heart was untied by his light words.

What are you afraid of?

Listen, he's not a kid anymore anyway, she can't do anything to herself.

Shu Yuan picked up the wine glass and raised it to Li Feng:

"Go one."

However, Lu Yingchuan, who was still waiting for Shu Yuan, didn't know that Shu Yuan hadn't seen the message at all, and had been sitting in the hotel waiting. After the countless times he raised his wrist to check his watch, he finally couldn't help but grabbed his coat and went out.