The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

After asking this sentence, Shu Yuan's whole nerves were tense. He looked at Lu Yingchuan and expected him to say something, but Lu Yingchuan just glanced at him and went upstairs without saying anything.

Shu Yuan was a little frustrated, obviously Lu Yingchuan was fine when the two of them were together, he could feel that they were really together.

But once Lin Yanbei was around, this feeling disappeared, leaving only restlessness and helplessness.

But he can't do anything.

Shu Yuan was a little tired. When he passed by the master bedroom, he wanted to open the door and go in, but he didn't dare, so he hesitated for a while and went back to the next room.

It may be that he had been working all day today, and he was exhausted. When he fell asleep, the only thought in his mind was that he hadn't shared the people and things he met today with Lu Yingchuan...

Lu Yingchuan walked out of the master bedroom and opened Shu Yuan's door and saw that he kicked off the quilt and was curled up sleeping in a ball. His eyebrows were slightly furrowed, and he seemed to be sleeping restlessly.

He went in, picked up the quilt and covered Shu Yuan, and when he was about to hug Shu Yuan, Lin Yanbei followed.

Lu Yingchuan frowned. Sure enough, as he thought, Lin Yanbei's sleepwalking was looking for him.

He was a little puzzled, it was clear that Lin Yanbei didn't seem to rely on him that much in the morning, and he didn't say a word about the past, as if he had let go...

Why is it so sticky now?

When he couldn't figure it out, seeing Lin Yanbei was about to lift Shu Yuan's quilt, his face darkened, and he took his hand to send it to the next room.

After getting Lin Yanbei to bed, he made a bed on the floor by himself, and didn't sleep on the bed again. Shu Yuan should really cry if he sleeps again.

Thinking of Shu Yuan, Lu Yingchuan's right eyelid suddenly twitched a few times.

Jumping to the left and jumping to disaster, Lu Yingchuan completely lost his drowsiness. He is not superstitious, but when he thinks of Shu Yuan, he jumps up and feels uneasy.

He called the housekeeper and sent a few people to follow Shu Yuan tomorrow, so don't almost get into a car accident like last time.

Lu Yingchuan thought that Shu Yuanfei was going to work, so he stopped Butler Li:

"Just follow in secret, don't let him find out."

Early the next morning, when Shu Yuan woke up, he found a set of clothes laid out on the bed, including shoes and toiletries.

He froze for a moment, what does Lu Yingchuan mean?Does it mean that you don't want to let yourself into the master bedroom?

Shu Yuan pursed his lips, put on his clothes slowly, washed and went downstairs, and saw that the coffee on the table last night was gone, before he could be happy, he saw Lin Yanbei walking in with the coffee .

He stared at the cup in Lin Yanbei's hand and was stunned.

Lin Yanbei didn't know why, seeing his complexion:

"what happened?"

Just when Lu Yingchuan came back from his morning run, he saw the two of them standing in the middle of the room.

He glanced at Lin Yanbei and found that he was holding coffee in his hand, his brows were tightly frowned, drinking coffee overnight while pregnant?

"What are you drinking this stuff for? It's not nutritious." After speaking, Lu Yingchuan took it from his hand and threw it into the trash can.

Shu Yuan watched helplessly as Lu Yingchuan casually threw the coffee he had made countless times into the trash can, his chest seemed to be pricked by countless tiny needles.

It's just a cup of coffee, Shu Yuan wouldn't say that he would get angry because of a cup of coffee, but for some reason, he felt very wronged.

"It's a good throw, the coffee after the night is really not good, the taste is astringent and not nutritious," Shu Yuan said with a smile, "Mr. Lu is still thoughtful."

Hearing his address, Lu Yingchuan's eyes froze, and he said coldly:

"What are you mad about?"

"What can I lose my temper?" Shu Yuan said hoarsely, "It's just a cup of coffee, I can just make another cup."

Shu Yuan said so, but in his heart he despised himself for losing his demeanor for a cup of coffee.

Lin Yanbei understood this time, he smiled awkwardly:

"I'm really sorry, I thought no one would drink it, so I drank it on my own."

Shu Yuan took a deep breath, and the depression in his heart became heavier and he didn't answer.

Lu Yingchuan was also really puzzled:

"It's just a cup of coffee, is it necessary for you to come here?"

Shu Yuan laughed angrily. He didn't say anything particularly important from the beginning to the end. He made it for Lu Yingchuan carefully, and just lost it.

His bed and his men were all taken, and he hadn't expressed his dissatisfaction yet. Why did he say the opposite one by one, as if he was very stingy.

Shu Yuan's chest hurts badly, and his heart has been hurt countless times because of Lu Yingchuan. He said in a hoarse voice:

"There's really no need to stop here." There's no need to love Lu Yingchuan to this extent.

After speaking, he crossed Lu Yingchuan and walked straight out, and got on the bus alone.

When I arrived at the coffee shop, the proprietress was also there today, chatting and laughing with the store manager.

This made Shu Yuan envious, the store manager's latte art made him marry a wife, but his latte art made the person he likes be thrown into the trash can.

The boss saw him, smiled and said:

"How is it? Did you catch up with her girl yesterday?"

Shu Yuan's face froze, he smiled wryly and shook his head.

The boss wanted to say something, but the lady boss bumped into him, and said to Shu Yuan:

"Xiaoyuan, come and help bake some bread."

The day passed without incident, and when he was about to get off work, he still learned latte art from his boss as usual, but he didn't have the idea of ​​bringing it back.

When he got off work, he lowered his head and walked towards the bus stop, but accidentally bumped into someone. He whispered sorry and continued walking.

"Shu Yuan?" Xu Nan patted his boyfriend and chased after him.

Shu Yuan turned his head and frowned, "Xu Dafu?"

"It's Xu Nan!" Xu Nan said angrily, "Why didn't you come to see me?"

Shu Yuan looked for him, and he didn't go again when something like that happened. It's not that he didn't have an idea, but he never made up his mind and lost the courage he had at the time.

Xu Nan suddenly asked him to wait for a while, then went back and said something to his male partner.

Shu Yuan couldn't hear what he said, but he could see that his male partner was not very happy, and then left.

Xu Nan gave a disdainful middle finger to the taillights of the car, and then spat before running back to Shu Yuan:

"Shall we talk?"

Shu Yuan didn't refuse, went back to the coffee shop, got two cups of coffee and chose a private room.

Xu Nan looked around: "Why do you work here? Where is Lu Yingchuan?"

Shu Yuan is not enthusiastic: "At home."

Xu Nan looked at him as if looking at a fool:

"Where are you role-playing? Part-time waiter or part-time lover?"

Shu Yuan didn't want to talk about this, he said:

"Do you have any news about my mother?"

Xu Nan nodded:

"If you want to know, let Lu Yingchuan introduce a boss to me."

When he was old, he was tired of wandering around with all kinds of men every day, and he just wanted to settle down, even if he could just be honest with someone for a lifetime.

Shu Yuan took a sip of coffee: "I have no right to speak in front of him."

Xu Nan didn't believe it. After all, Lu Yingchuan was the diamond king of the entire country Z. He had never had gossip, and he had never brought any female or male companions to the event, but he brought Shu Yuan that day.

But he was not insisting, but said seriously:

"Your stepfather died of AIDS a few years ago. Your mother brought your brother out and became a prostitute in the county."

Shu Yuan suddenly spilled coffee on the table, the prostitute...

He thought of the woman in his memory who had never had a smiling face, and his fingers trembled. Didn't that woman firmly believe that she could live well without Shu Qinfu?

How did you become a prostitute...

He took a deep breath, since Jiang Xiuzhi's husband had AIDS, he looked at Xu Nan:

"What about them?"

Xu Nan knew what he was referring to, he nodded:

"Your brother transmitted it from mother to child and carried it since childhood."

Even though Shu Yuan had already guessed it, he still felt chills all over.

Xu Nan took out his mobile phone from his pocket and showed him Jiang Xiuzhi's photo.

The woman in the photo did not have the glamorous beauty in Shu Yuan's memory.The eye sockets and cheeks are sunken, and the skin is sallow. She is only about 50 years old, but she has a sense of aging. No one would believe that she was once a well-known beauty from all over the world.

Xu Nan took back the phone and said:

"She has been asking for your information for the past two years, saying that she wants to apologize to you."

Shu Yuan raised his head in a daze:

"She wants to apologize to me?"

He has no memory of when Xu Nan left and when Shu Yuan returned to Xiangshan.

He never thought that Jiang Xiuzhi would feel guilty with him.

What are you guilty of?

Guilt for punching him or guilt for ignoring him?

Shu Yuan's mind was complicated, all kinds of thoughts had appeared, it was impossible not to hate her.

But there is always an illusion in my heart.

Xu Nan also said that if he wanted to see Jiang Xiuzhi, he could help bring her here.

But does he want to see it?Either want or not.

Childhood memories poured into his mind like sea water, as if to pull him into a whirlpool of pain.

Shu Yuan felt cold all over, he just wanted to find Lu Yingchuan, and lay in his arms for warmth, to confirm that he was no longer the Shu Yuan he was when he was a child.

He staggered upstairs, and when he opened the door of the master bedroom, he saw a mess in the bedroom. The photo of him and Lu Yingchuan on the bedside had reached the door, and Shu Yuan took a small step forward. can step on.

Lin Yanbei was sobbing softly, while Lu Yingchuan was holding him softly.

Shu Yuan bent down to pick up the broken photo frame, his eyes became hot, he would definitely know how to leave before changing it, after all Lin Yanbei was ill.

But today he really didn't want to, he raised his head to look at Lu Yingchuan, and said in a low voice:

"Lu Yingchuan, give me a hug, okay?"

Just hug him and he will forget what happened to him when he was a child.

Lu Yingchuan could hear his hoarse voice, and was about to speak, but Lin Yanbei in his arms suddenly trembled violently.

He had no choice but to calm down Lin Yanbei again.

Shu Yuan clenched his fingers tightly, he walked almost inside, tremblingly said:

"Lu Yingchuan..."

Lin Yanbei seemed to have sensed the stranger, and started to beat him restlessly. Lu Yingchuan saw the wound on his wrist bleeding again, and sternly reprimanded Shu Yuan:

"Don't lean in!"

Shu Yuan was stunned by the yelling and stood there for a few seconds. After a while, the look in his eyes darkened, and he slowly backed away step by step, not going forward to disturb them.