The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang
Chapter 136 Why bother to torture each other
Shu Yuan didn't expect him to come for this, and his expression froze instantly.
The atmosphere in the living room froze instantly, except for occasional vehicles passing by outside the road.
The past ten years that had begun to be sealed by him were wiped away from the surface mist, and became clear again because of Yunzheng's arrival.
After an unknown amount of time, Shu Yuan lowered his eyes and said:
"Yunzheng, whether he is doing well or not is none of my business, you can go back..."
Yunzheng is dumb, he is not Shu Yuan, he has no position to judge who is at fault, he himself has stayed in the abyss, he knows the pain:
"In that case, I respect you..."
"Respect!" Zhou Xiao listened at the door for a long time, but couldn't take it any longer. These two people can really toss. Putting it in the identity of the victim, Lu Yingchuan, that pure idiot, is also a victim! You were framed and he was also framed. I don’t deny that he was indeed at fault, but he has paid back with four years and one leg.. .Isn't that enough!!!"
"I used to have the shabby problems of the children of the aristocratic family. I looked down on you and did a lot of things I shouldn't. I apologize." Zhou Xiao's voice was rough, and he was talking to Lu Yingchuan and Lin Yanbei three times. People have the worst temper.
Eyes above the top, although he has the capital to be arrogant, but no matter how bad it is, he never denies it, and never apologizes for anything he does.
Yunzheng was startled by Zhou Xiao's loud voice, he glanced at Shu Yuan, his face was pale, stretched out his hand and tugged at Zhou Xiao, and said:
"Is it really irrelevant? Xiaoyuan, you think that he must have a good life so that you feel irrelevant. If you know that his life is worse than death, you won't feel that he really has nothing to do with you... ..”
Shu Yuan was cold all over, the cold wind from outside the window came in through the open window, chilling his bones. He had never felt that the winter in Jiangnan was difficult for a moment, except today.
He stood stiffly on the spot, what does it mean to pay back with one leg?
Shu Yuan took a deep breath, tried to stabilize his mind, and said:
"Zhou Xiao, don't fool me with these words, he himself said that he would never bother me again." He didn't realize that his voice was trembling a little.
Zhou Xiao sneered:
"Didn't you keep saying that you had a bad time around him?"
"Why did he promise not to bother you anymore? Because he also thinks that you will only encounter misfortune when you are around him. Once you are bitten by a snake for ten years and are afraid of well ropes, it is not easy for him to summon up the courage to face you again. How dare he do something like that?" Zhou Xiao had a splitting headache, and he once persuaded Lu Yingchuan to let go and not have any burdens.
Lu Yingchuan is different from him. He loves Yunzheng and wants to occupy Yunzheng. He is selfish and narrow-minded. Lu Yingchuan is different. He loves Shuyuan with tolerance and generosity, and he is so painful that he refuses to bother him.
"As for whether I have fooled you or not, if you want to know about the plane tomorrow morning, you can check it yourself. If you don't want to, the plane will take off as usual. If we don't come again in this lifetime, we don't care whether he lives or dies."
After speaking, he led Yunzheng who was hesitant to speak and walked out.
Shu Yuan stood in the living room, trembling with anger, these people were too much, what happened to Lu Yingchuan had nothing to do with him?
He didn't care about him long ago, he had already started a new life, but they were still unwilling to let him go, insisting on entangled him with Lu Yingchuan's fate...
But... these thoughts are all self-deception, Shu Yuan sat back on the sofa, his fingertips were still trembling slightly.
Just like what Yunzheng said, the reason why he can say irrelevant words is that he knows that nothing will happen to Lu Yingchuan...
The shield he thought he was indifferent easily disintegrated after learning about Lu Yingchuan's situation. What does it mean that Lu Yingchuan's life is worse than death, and what does it mean... without a leg!
Thinking of Lu Yingchuan sitting in a wheelchair before he came back, Shu Yuan became more and more uneasy about Zhou Xiao...
Qi Feng stood behind him and watched for a long time, then sat on the sofa opposite him after a while, and silently lit a cigarette.
Both of them were speechless. After Qi Fenglian smoked two cigarettes, Shu Yuan said hoarsely:
"Feel sorry......"
Qi Feng's fingertips were burned by the cigarette butt, he lowered his eyes to cover his lost eyes, then pressed the cigarette into the ashtray, and said:
"My worst fears still happened."
Shu Yuan paused and said:
"I won't... go."
Qi Feng raised his eyes and looked at Shu Yuan, his throat felt dry:
"Brother Yuan, are you really relieved to hear such news from him?"
Shu Yuan's eyes struggled, and after a while he took a deep breath:
"I'll let it go."
"Don't lie to yourself, I am tired if you are not tired these few months." Qi Feng drooped his shoulders and said with a wry smile, "I thought you would be moved by me, but after so long, you still refused Me, it's not a verbal rejection, but a subconscious action. If I refuse to hold hands, you will be stiff when I hold you. I force you to pace everything. Shu Yuan, I'm tired. If it doesn't matter if you love me, I find that I can't do it, and I really can't hold on if I don't respond."
Shu Yuan didn't know how to answer, his heart was like a mess, his eyes were red from holding back, and finally he only uttered one sentence:
"sorry......"
"Don't be sorry, this is fate," Qi Feng raised his head, "I came at the wrong time, if only I could meet you a little more."
Will it really happen?Shu Yuan didn't know, maybe, maybe, Qi Feng could give him the warmth he had never experienced before.
Maybe he will be greedy for this love and fall in love with him.
But if it is what it is after all, the first person he meets will be Lu Yingchuan.
Qi Feng stood up and lifted Shu Yuan's hand, and took off the ring on his middle finger. It was his first time loving someone, and he was in such a predicament. He didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow. He looked at the silver ring in his hand. ,road:
"Brother Yuan, let's go, since we are in love, why bother to torture each other?"
One sentence shocked Shu Yuan's pupils, he raised his head to cover his eyes, he was still afraid, if this time it was still doomed, he really couldn't afford to lose, he hadn't done it a few times in ten years.
"Even if it's not for yourself, think about the two children. Now the two children are accommodating you. You really shouldn't be a father."
Qi Feng tried his best, if there was a glimmer of hope, he would not persuade Shu Yuan to leave, but he could see clearly.
Don't say give him a year or two, give him a lifetime Shu Yuan would not be able to fall in love with him.
People must learn to stop losses in time.
Shu Yuan's eyelids trembled slightly, Qi Feng walked out without saying any more, when he reached the door, he turned around, looked at Hua Gan next to the TV series and said:
"That bouquet of roses was not actually sent by me."
One sentence made Shu Yuan's pupils widen. He found the bouquet of flowers at the door the day after the proposal. He asked Qi Feng, and Qi Feng said it was from him.
It turned out that the flowers were not sent by him... Not many people would give him flowers, so was Lu Yingchuan in Zhenyuan on the day Qi Feng proposed?
Shu Yuan sat on the sofa, and he didn't stand up until it was dawn, walked into the room with a clear expression, woke up the children, dressed them, put on their scarves, tidied them up briefly, and carried them into the room. In the car, drive to the airport in the city.
Shu Yuan looked at the ups and downs of the planes outside the window and closed his eyes. He didn't have a few decades, but he only lived one life. Be brave again, the last time.
Soon Zhou Xiao and his wife also arrived. Zhou Xiao's obsession with children was no less than that of Yun Zheng. When he saw the two sleepy-eyed children who called their father softly, his heart was full of distracting thoughts.
Yunzheng watched him helplessly dig up Niannian, who didn't recognize his birth, and put it into Zhou Xiao's arms.
Zhou Xiao froze, and Yao Nian rubbed Zhou Xiao's arms to find a comfortable position before falling asleep again.
Looking at the child's face, the stiff limbs softened slightly, and he leaned back to make the child sleep more comfortably.
Yunzheng looked at him and smiled silently.
Shu Yuan glanced at him, hesitated for a while, and said hoarsely:
"Yunzheng, his legs..."
"It's true." When Yunzheng said this, he was also regretful. He was a real Yangou. Lu Yingchuan was really good-looking, and his facial features were even better than Zhou Xiao. It was a pity that he ended up like this.
Shu Yuan took a deep breath, he couldn't imagine what Lu Yingchuan would look like, would such a picky person allow himself to have such a big flaw?
He couldn't imagine it at all.
It was already five hours after arriving in City Z, they went straight to the hospital, and on the way Shu Yuan had already learned about it, including fever, malnutrition, and various psychological problems that he couldn't understand.
There were too many, he couldn't figure it out, he only knew that Lu Yingchuan was sick.
When they arrived at the hospital, Zhou Xiao brought their father and son to the door of the ward. After thinking about it, he said:
"Don't go in, children, you talk first."
Shu Yuan bent down and touched the heads of the two children, watching them being taken to the next ward and looking at the door in front of him, his heart beating endlessly.
He didn't know what to say to Lu Yingchuan, and he didn't know how to explain why he appeared here.
I don't know... how to face the current Lu Yingchuan.
In the end, he took a deep breath and opened the door gently, and suffered a huge blow to his heart just by looking at it.
Lu Yingchuan stood in front of the window with his back facing him. His formerly strong figure was now very thin. No matter how broad his shoulders were, the black home clothes on his body still looked empty.
And it wasn't just this that burned him, but also the crutch under his armpit and... Shu Yuan looked down slightly, and the shapeless right calf that was empty under the knee.
When Lu Yingchuan heard the sound, he thought it was Assistant Xiang who asked him to eat again. He was upset and said impatiently without turning his head:
"I'm not hungry, go out and leave me alone for a while."
But the person behind him didn't move. He frowned dissatisfied and turned around. The person who came was not Assistant Xiang, but... Shu Yuan.
The atmosphere in the living room froze instantly, except for occasional vehicles passing by outside the road.
The past ten years that had begun to be sealed by him were wiped away from the surface mist, and became clear again because of Yunzheng's arrival.
After an unknown amount of time, Shu Yuan lowered his eyes and said:
"Yunzheng, whether he is doing well or not is none of my business, you can go back..."
Yunzheng is dumb, he is not Shu Yuan, he has no position to judge who is at fault, he himself has stayed in the abyss, he knows the pain:
"In that case, I respect you..."
"Respect!" Zhou Xiao listened at the door for a long time, but couldn't take it any longer. These two people can really toss. Putting it in the identity of the victim, Lu Yingchuan, that pure idiot, is also a victim! You were framed and he was also framed. I don’t deny that he was indeed at fault, but he has paid back with four years and one leg.. .Isn't that enough!!!"
"I used to have the shabby problems of the children of the aristocratic family. I looked down on you and did a lot of things I shouldn't. I apologize." Zhou Xiao's voice was rough, and he was talking to Lu Yingchuan and Lin Yanbei three times. People have the worst temper.
Eyes above the top, although he has the capital to be arrogant, but no matter how bad it is, he never denies it, and never apologizes for anything he does.
Yunzheng was startled by Zhou Xiao's loud voice, he glanced at Shu Yuan, his face was pale, stretched out his hand and tugged at Zhou Xiao, and said:
"Is it really irrelevant? Xiaoyuan, you think that he must have a good life so that you feel irrelevant. If you know that his life is worse than death, you won't feel that he really has nothing to do with you... ..”
Shu Yuan was cold all over, the cold wind from outside the window came in through the open window, chilling his bones. He had never felt that the winter in Jiangnan was difficult for a moment, except today.
He stood stiffly on the spot, what does it mean to pay back with one leg?
Shu Yuan took a deep breath, tried to stabilize his mind, and said:
"Zhou Xiao, don't fool me with these words, he himself said that he would never bother me again." He didn't realize that his voice was trembling a little.
Zhou Xiao sneered:
"Didn't you keep saying that you had a bad time around him?"
"Why did he promise not to bother you anymore? Because he also thinks that you will only encounter misfortune when you are around him. Once you are bitten by a snake for ten years and are afraid of well ropes, it is not easy for him to summon up the courage to face you again. How dare he do something like that?" Zhou Xiao had a splitting headache, and he once persuaded Lu Yingchuan to let go and not have any burdens.
Lu Yingchuan is different from him. He loves Yunzheng and wants to occupy Yunzheng. He is selfish and narrow-minded. Lu Yingchuan is different. He loves Shuyuan with tolerance and generosity, and he is so painful that he refuses to bother him.
"As for whether I have fooled you or not, if you want to know about the plane tomorrow morning, you can check it yourself. If you don't want to, the plane will take off as usual. If we don't come again in this lifetime, we don't care whether he lives or dies."
After speaking, he led Yunzheng who was hesitant to speak and walked out.
Shu Yuan stood in the living room, trembling with anger, these people were too much, what happened to Lu Yingchuan had nothing to do with him?
He didn't care about him long ago, he had already started a new life, but they were still unwilling to let him go, insisting on entangled him with Lu Yingchuan's fate...
But... these thoughts are all self-deception, Shu Yuan sat back on the sofa, his fingertips were still trembling slightly.
Just like what Yunzheng said, the reason why he can say irrelevant words is that he knows that nothing will happen to Lu Yingchuan...
The shield he thought he was indifferent easily disintegrated after learning about Lu Yingchuan's situation. What does it mean that Lu Yingchuan's life is worse than death, and what does it mean... without a leg!
Thinking of Lu Yingchuan sitting in a wheelchair before he came back, Shu Yuan became more and more uneasy about Zhou Xiao...
Qi Feng stood behind him and watched for a long time, then sat on the sofa opposite him after a while, and silently lit a cigarette.
Both of them were speechless. After Qi Fenglian smoked two cigarettes, Shu Yuan said hoarsely:
"Feel sorry......"
Qi Feng's fingertips were burned by the cigarette butt, he lowered his eyes to cover his lost eyes, then pressed the cigarette into the ashtray, and said:
"My worst fears still happened."
Shu Yuan paused and said:
"I won't... go."
Qi Feng raised his eyes and looked at Shu Yuan, his throat felt dry:
"Brother Yuan, are you really relieved to hear such news from him?"
Shu Yuan's eyes struggled, and after a while he took a deep breath:
"I'll let it go."
"Don't lie to yourself, I am tired if you are not tired these few months." Qi Feng drooped his shoulders and said with a wry smile, "I thought you would be moved by me, but after so long, you still refused Me, it's not a verbal rejection, but a subconscious action. If I refuse to hold hands, you will be stiff when I hold you. I force you to pace everything. Shu Yuan, I'm tired. If it doesn't matter if you love me, I find that I can't do it, and I really can't hold on if I don't respond."
Shu Yuan didn't know how to answer, his heart was like a mess, his eyes were red from holding back, and finally he only uttered one sentence:
"sorry......"
"Don't be sorry, this is fate," Qi Feng raised his head, "I came at the wrong time, if only I could meet you a little more."
Will it really happen?Shu Yuan didn't know, maybe, maybe, Qi Feng could give him the warmth he had never experienced before.
Maybe he will be greedy for this love and fall in love with him.
But if it is what it is after all, the first person he meets will be Lu Yingchuan.
Qi Feng stood up and lifted Shu Yuan's hand, and took off the ring on his middle finger. It was his first time loving someone, and he was in such a predicament. He didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow. He looked at the silver ring in his hand. ,road:
"Brother Yuan, let's go, since we are in love, why bother to torture each other?"
One sentence shocked Shu Yuan's pupils, he raised his head to cover his eyes, he was still afraid, if this time it was still doomed, he really couldn't afford to lose, he hadn't done it a few times in ten years.
"Even if it's not for yourself, think about the two children. Now the two children are accommodating you. You really shouldn't be a father."
Qi Feng tried his best, if there was a glimmer of hope, he would not persuade Shu Yuan to leave, but he could see clearly.
Don't say give him a year or two, give him a lifetime Shu Yuan would not be able to fall in love with him.
People must learn to stop losses in time.
Shu Yuan's eyelids trembled slightly, Qi Feng walked out without saying any more, when he reached the door, he turned around, looked at Hua Gan next to the TV series and said:
"That bouquet of roses was not actually sent by me."
One sentence made Shu Yuan's pupils widen. He found the bouquet of flowers at the door the day after the proposal. He asked Qi Feng, and Qi Feng said it was from him.
It turned out that the flowers were not sent by him... Not many people would give him flowers, so was Lu Yingchuan in Zhenyuan on the day Qi Feng proposed?
Shu Yuan sat on the sofa, and he didn't stand up until it was dawn, walked into the room with a clear expression, woke up the children, dressed them, put on their scarves, tidied them up briefly, and carried them into the room. In the car, drive to the airport in the city.
Shu Yuan looked at the ups and downs of the planes outside the window and closed his eyes. He didn't have a few decades, but he only lived one life. Be brave again, the last time.
Soon Zhou Xiao and his wife also arrived. Zhou Xiao's obsession with children was no less than that of Yun Zheng. When he saw the two sleepy-eyed children who called their father softly, his heart was full of distracting thoughts.
Yunzheng watched him helplessly dig up Niannian, who didn't recognize his birth, and put it into Zhou Xiao's arms.
Zhou Xiao froze, and Yao Nian rubbed Zhou Xiao's arms to find a comfortable position before falling asleep again.
Looking at the child's face, the stiff limbs softened slightly, and he leaned back to make the child sleep more comfortably.
Yunzheng looked at him and smiled silently.
Shu Yuan glanced at him, hesitated for a while, and said hoarsely:
"Yunzheng, his legs..."
"It's true." When Yunzheng said this, he was also regretful. He was a real Yangou. Lu Yingchuan was really good-looking, and his facial features were even better than Zhou Xiao. It was a pity that he ended up like this.
Shu Yuan took a deep breath, he couldn't imagine what Lu Yingchuan would look like, would such a picky person allow himself to have such a big flaw?
He couldn't imagine it at all.
It was already five hours after arriving in City Z, they went straight to the hospital, and on the way Shu Yuan had already learned about it, including fever, malnutrition, and various psychological problems that he couldn't understand.
There were too many, he couldn't figure it out, he only knew that Lu Yingchuan was sick.
When they arrived at the hospital, Zhou Xiao brought their father and son to the door of the ward. After thinking about it, he said:
"Don't go in, children, you talk first."
Shu Yuan bent down and touched the heads of the two children, watching them being taken to the next ward and looking at the door in front of him, his heart beating endlessly.
He didn't know what to say to Lu Yingchuan, and he didn't know how to explain why he appeared here.
I don't know... how to face the current Lu Yingchuan.
In the end, he took a deep breath and opened the door gently, and suffered a huge blow to his heart just by looking at it.
Lu Yingchuan stood in front of the window with his back facing him. His formerly strong figure was now very thin. No matter how broad his shoulders were, the black home clothes on his body still looked empty.
And it wasn't just this that burned him, but also the crutch under his armpit and... Shu Yuan looked down slightly, and the shapeless right calf that was empty under the knee.
When Lu Yingchuan heard the sound, he thought it was Assistant Xiang who asked him to eat again. He was upset and said impatiently without turning his head:
"I'm not hungry, go out and leave me alone for a while."
But the person behind him didn't move. He frowned dissatisfied and turned around. The person who came was not Assistant Xiang, but... Shu Yuan.
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