The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

Shu Yuan's face was sullen, he waited until Qi Feng put the ring on his finger before he suddenly came back to his senses and lowered his head to take a look.

On the middle finger of his left hand, there was already an elegant yin ring, looking at this ring, Shu Yuan suddenly felt his fingers burn.

He instinctively wanted to take the ring away, but his fingers seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn't even lift them up.

At this moment, everything in the past ten years was suddenly covered with a layer of dust, and the name Lu Yingchuan became old, as if it had happened in a previous life.

Lu Yingchuan looked at the ring on Shu Yuan's left hand, it was silver and dazzling.

It hurt his eye sockets, and he thought he would be angry or distraught.

But now it's more of a pity.

It's a pity that they walked such a long way, but they failed to achieve a positive result in the end. He was jealous of Qi Feng, and why he and Shu Yuan were able to get together smoothly.

"Brother Yuan, can I kiss you?"

As Qi Feng asked, he leaned over and pecked Shu Yuan's lips, very lightly, with a slight trembling.

This kiss was very light and beautiful, and when it fell in Lu Yingchuan's eyes, his peace was completely shattered.

Lu Yingchuan turned around abruptly, gasping for breath, he subconsciously tried to touch the cigarette, but he couldn't.

The pain is like a drug addiction, coming over the mountains and seas.

During this period of time, he saw with his own eyes how much Shu Yuan had changed, the smile on his mouth and the gentle look in his eyes became stronger and stronger, and he was not as uneasy as a frightened bird by his side.

He slightly arched his waist to relieve the pain in his chest, and a child's voice came from behind him.

"Uncle Qi, will you be nice to my father?" Yan'er asked, "Will you not let me and my brother get rid of me and my father because we are not good enough?"

Seeing such a precocious Yan'er, Shu Yuan didn't know whether to be happy or sad. Hearing the children's words that Lu Yingchuan didn't want them because they were not good enough, he felt bad in his heart, and raised his hand to rub Yan'er's head.

Qi Feng squatted down, stretched out his hand to hook Yan'er, and said:

"I will be nice to your father and not let others bully him. If others bully him, Uncle Qi will help him bully him back. Yan'er and Niannian are very good in uncle's eyes. No, it's Yan'er and Niannian who are okay with uncle." Don't be so obedient, it doesn't matter if you are naughty, uncle will not want you."

Shu Yuan raised his head slightly, holding back the tears that were about to burst. It was the first time in 30 years that someone said that he would bully him back.

His chest heaved a few times, holding back the soreness in his eyes.

Yan'er seemed to understand, but she felt that Uncle Qi was very serious, so she nodded, her voice was soft and soft like a child's:

"Okay, that Yan'er will allow you to take Daddy's place and take care of my dad."

Tong Yan Wuji, Lu Yingchuan's eye sockets were sore from the night wind.

He didn't feel sorry for the children's words, it was the link between him and Shu Yuan, Lu Yingchuan felt sad when he heard the children thought he left them because they were misbehaving.

I don't have much memory in their memory, and they think so, how long can I stay in their memory?

a year?half a year?or shorter.

The child is like this, what about Shu Yuan?

Will you remember him again?

There is a high probability that he will not. He is living a good life now. He has met the love expressed nakedly. He is surrounded by hobbies. How can he still remember the person who only brought him unhappy memories?

There is only a wall between him and Shu Yuan, but it seems that they are separated by billions of light-years. He can't touch or hug him.

Shu Yuan started a new life, but he was still sinking in the deep ocean of memory, unable to be redeemed.

It was his own fault, and he failed to make up for the mistakes he had made. This four-year torment is still not over, and maybe it won't be over for the rest of his life.

Lu Zhen sighed secretly when he saw the people who were delayed coming at the gate, but he still didn't dare to face it.

So forget it, it can only be said that the two children are destined to have nothing to do with each other.

Lu Yingchuan never knew so clearly that Shu Yuan no longer belonged to him.

He stood alone in the dark box, listening to their laughter.

He would feel sad when he heard the interaction between Shu Yuan and Qi Feng, and he would twitch his mouth slightly when he heard him grabbing children to bathe all over the yard, as if he was actually there.

Two diametrically opposed emotions of pain and joy to see Shu Yuan collided in every muscle of his body, causing pain.

He stood for a long time, and the street changed from noisy to quiet, standing for five or six hours.

His legs were already numb, especially the stump, which was sore and swollen.

He didn't care, but sent his assistant to buy cigarettes.

There is no cigarette he is used to smoking here, the cheap cigarettes are very choking, and he feels dizzy after just taking a light puff.

After most of the pack of cigarettes went down, he raised his wrist and glanced at the time. It was already three o'clock in the morning.

He slowly went to the car to hold a bouquet of roses, and placed them on the small stone bench outside the yard.

Lu Yingchuan looked in the direction of Shu Yuan's room. He might not easily set foot in this small town full of Shu Yuan's atmosphere.

He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, and he was also afraid that he would accidentally destroy his current peaceful and happy life.

After placing the flowers, Lu Yingchuan lifted his stiff legs and got into the car, and went back to the city overnight.

Assistant Xiang was worried that Lu Yingchuan would be depressed because of this, but after returning to the city, he still had to eat and sleep every day, and his work was not delayed at all. In just half a month, he even expanded the Jiangnan market. Some.

Seeing this, he put down a little bit, but as time went by, Xiang's assistant noticed something was wrong.

Lu Yingchuan was too normal, too normal to be normal.

He obviously eats and sleeps on time every day, and does not have any alcoholism or other bad habits, but his mental outlook is getting worse day by day.

It wasn't until one day at two o'clock in the middle of the night that he was suddenly told that there was a problem with the document, and he had no choice but to knock on the door of Lu Yingchuan's room, which broke Lu Yingchuan's long-standing "normality".

It was two o'clock, but Lu Yingchuan was still awake.

Assistant Xiang thought it was a coincidence, but after several days of observation, he discovered that Lu Yingchuan only slept for about two hours a day.

After hesitating again and again, looking at the expressionless Lu Yingchuan to his assistant, he still had the courage to speak:

"Mr. Lu, are you... all right?"

Lu Yingchuan glanced at him and said:

"What can I do?"

Assistant Xiang was blocked and scratched the back of his head unable to speak.

But going on like this is not an option, if Lu Yingchuan's health collapses, he won't be able to work!

As it was related to the job, Assistant Xiang was extremely anxious, so he called Zhou Xiao without hesitation.

When Zhou Xiao heard that Lu Yingchuan had another problem, he laughed angrily:

"I'm his fucking psychiatrist? Come to me for any shit."

Having said that, he took Yunzheng to Jiangnan that day.

When they saw Lu Yingchuan, both of them were taken aback, especially Yunzheng, who was taken aback for a few minutes before recovering.

Lu Yingchuan in front of him has lost a lot of weight and looks not very good. This is not a big problem, as long as his body is lifeless and there is no sunshine.

The jealous face was cold, and when he saw them, he just paused and then looked away.

Zhou Xiao frowned and said:

"How did you get yourself like this?"

Lu Yingchuan felt that they were simply baffled, first Assistant Xiang and then Zhou Xiao, he was very annoyed.

He put down the pen in his hand and said coldly:

"Assistant Xiang, is that you calling?"

He nodded guiltily to his assistant.

"The year-end bonus is gone."

After he finished speaking, he lowered his head again to deal with the documents. Zhou Xiao had a bad temper, and he immediately became angry when he saw him like this.

He took his daughter-in-law outside to avoid being frightened by the bloody scene, then went to the bathroom and forcibly removed the mirror and entered Lu Yingchuan's office.

Lu Yingchuan frowned and was about to chase him away, when a mirror was suddenly placed in front of him.

He stared blankly at himself in the mirror, then looked away, and said:

"You are sick?"

Zhou Xiao was furious, and mocked lightly:

"Did you see what you look like? Ugly, if I were Shu Yuan, I wouldn't even look at you."

When Shu Yuan was mentioned, Lu Yingchuan's calm face finally became turbulent. He lowered his eyes slightly, so that no one could see the emotion in his eyes.

Seeing that he was bored back again, Zhou Xiao slammed the mirror on the ground, clicked his tongue and said:

"Are you still looking like a man? If you continue to be fucking decadent, your wife will be abducted."

Lu Yingchuan's breathing suddenly became heavy, and he gritted his teeth and said:

"roll!"

Zhou Xiao's hot face stuck to his cold butt for a long time, and he became angry:

"Okay, who the fuck will care about you in the future, who the fuck is a dog! You bastard!"

After he finished speaking, he opened the door and the two figures almost fell down. Zhou Xiao hurriedly protected Yunzheng, and said helplessly:

"What are you doing for fun?"

Yunzheng glanced at him, and breathed a sigh of relief: "I'm afraid you guys will fight."

Zhou Xiao's anger was extinguished by him, and he said with a smile:

"If you really fight, you won't get in the way."

The door is not soundproof, Assistant Xiang heard what Zhou Xiao said outside the door, and he looked at Zhou Xiao resentfully:

"Boss Zhou, you can really do bad things."

"My bad things?! Didn't you ask me to come and pay me back my bad things!"

After explaining the cause and effect to the assistant, Zhou Xiao's face seemed to turn green again, and he kicked the assistant fiercely, gritted his teeth and said:

"You fucking didn't tell me that Shu Yuan was engaged!"

Lu Yingchuan knew that people outside were worried about him, and he also knew that what he did today was too much.

But he didn't want to explain, and even hated why they came to care about him, reminding him over and over again that Shu Yuan was no longer by his side.

He thought that he would see it quickly and live his life peacefully with regrets, but the fact is that his thinking was too simple.

Instead of disappearing or hiding, the regret and pain have doubled with time.

It tortured him every day and every night. He couldn't describe those feelings, and no one else could empathize with them.

Only he knows what it's like to stay awake all night, and sometimes even if he falls asleep, he will wake up crying from sleep.

Even if he wants to pretend that nothing happened, these things will come up again in the dead of night, he can only lie to himself over and over again that he didn't lose Shu Yuan to ease the pain a little.

But they still saw it and forced him to break the lie he had woven himself.