The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

The boulder staggered away from the crowd, rolled to a low-lying place and stopped moving.

Seeing this, Lu Yingchuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, only to realize that he didn't have any strength in his body.

He fitted the prosthetic limbs, and then stood up rather awkwardly.

The rain was still falling, and Shu Yuan and Qi Feng hugged each other tightly in the distance.

Qi Feng thoughtfully stretched out his hand to cover Shu Yuan's head, covering him from the drizzle.

The October rain was already piercing, Lu Yingchuan put his hand on his right leg, his lips were slightly darkened, and the rain ran across his stern face along the hair on his forehead.

His facial features are profound, and the pain in the past few months has made him look thinner. While his facial features are sharp, he has a sense of sight of a sickly beauty.

Lu Yingchuan looked at Shu Yuan, and it was best if he separated. If he was standing beside Shu Yuan today, maybe he could just watch Shu Yuan being run over by a boulder.

Thinking of the thrill just now, Lu Yingchuan's already pale face became even paler, and he went straight to Qinghei.

Shu Yuan's side...doesn't need him.

Assistant Xiang didn't expect that Lu Yingchuan could walk faster than him. He climbed to the top of the mountain out of breath, and among so many people, he saw Lu Yingchuan standing out from the crowd at a glance.

Even if he looks extremely embarrassed now, he can't stop his temperament. Everyone else has already opened an umbrella, but he is the only one with a cool expression against the drizzle.

Assistant Xiang followed his gaze and saw Shu Yuan being hugged by another man.

This scene is honestly quite cruel.

Even Assistant Xiang, who was an exceptionally outsider, felt sad, let alone Lu Yingchuan, the person involved.

He sighed, opened the umbrella, walked to Lu Yingchuan and lifted the umbrella up:

"Boss Lu, are you going back?"

Lu Yingchuan withdrew his gaze and said hoarsely, "Go back."

He moved slowly, even if he tried to pretend to be a normal person, he could still see something strange.

Shu Yuan was so hugged by Qi Feng that he couldn't breathe. When he broke away, he suddenly saw a figure who was walking to the left.

The opponent is tall, and the umbrella is slightly tilted back to block the head, but Shu Yuan is very familiar with the figure with wide shoulders and narrow hips.

His pupils trembled, and his heart was suddenly hit. He took a step forward, only to notice that the man who was walking down the mountain seemed to have defects in his legs, and his posture was slightly different from that of normal people when he walked.

It is true that he has been walking very well, and he can't see any problems at a glance, but he is walking slowly.

But Shu Yuan knew Lu Yingchuan well, he didn't walk like this.

Shu Yuan pursed his lips, he really thought too much, how could Lu Yingchuan have a leg problem, and how could he appear here again?

But I don't know why Shu Yuan's heart has been tightly grasped and hurt.

Qi Feng sensed something was wrong with him, looked over and saw nothing, and said:

"what happened?"

Shu Yuan shook his head and said:

"It's nothing, it's the wrong person."

Qi Feng held his hand, and his voice was still in shock:

"You scared me to death just now."

Shu Yuan looked at the worry in Qi Feng's eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly. He lowered his head and glanced at the hand that was being held firmly. He couldn't break free, so he was frightened.

Without Qi Feng, he might have turned into a puddle of flesh.

Shu Yuan withdrew his gaze and said:

"Thank you, Qi Feng."

Qi Feng looked into his eyes, there was no love in it, he was a little disappointed, but it was quickly covered up, and said softly:

"Brother Yuan, don't just thank me, but also love me."

Shu Yuan lowered his eyes, love?He has no way to fall in love with other people, all his love has been poured into Lu Yingchuan.

"Qi Feng, I..."

"Okay Brother Yuan, the children should wait impatiently, let's go back and have a look." Seemingly knowing what Shu Yuan was going to say, Qi Feng interrupted him.

He knew that Shu Yuan would agree to be with him just because he was moved, but what about being moved?Someday it will become love.

Shu Yuan was a little annoyed looking at his back, guilt flashed in his eyes, when he returned to Zhenyuan three months ago, he saw Qi Feng sitting at the gate, motionless, his eyes were full of bloodshot eyes and grown stubble.

After asking, I found out that he had been waiting for him for four or five days. He said that he didn't know what happened to him, whether it was safe or not, and he was very scared that he couldn't contact him.

This is the first time that Shu Yuanchang has felt a person's blatant love, unreserved love.

So he was moved, even though he knew it was impossible, he still agreed to Qi Feng's pursuit.

Shu Yuan closed his eyes, where would Qi Feng find him if he wanted to love him?Ask Lu Yingchuan if you want to go back a bit?

......

It was only after Lu Yingchuan returned to the city that he took off his prosthetic leg and supported the crutches that were put aside.

He sat on the sofa, looked down at the stump of his right leg in a daze.

The stump that was in contact with the socket was already congested and the skin was broken, and the newly grown flesh was still very tender, how could it withstand his tossing like this, now it looked bloody and bloody.

Looking at the ugly legs, he suddenly punched his legs as if venting hatred, and pulled the blanket on one side to cover his legs.

Leaning his head on the sofa and panting heavily, when he saw Qi Feng rescued Shu Yuan, he felt grateful and felt a little inferiority and self-loathing.

Hate yourself trash.

For the past three months, Lu Yingchuan still felt phantom limb pain day and night, because he didn't really accept himself at all.

Lu Yingchuan stood up and tried to walk as before without crutches or prosthetics, but he couldn't even stand firmly.

With a low growl, he picked up the crutch on one side and smashed it out, and the vase in the corner of the wall fell to the ground and shattered.

Lu Yingchuan's eyes were red. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw himself in the floor-to-ceiling window, baring his teeth and claws as ugly as a monster.

He touched the remote control to close the curtains, blocking the floor-to-ceiling windows, and then limp down on the sofa with closed eyes, ignoring the injured stump.

And the consequence of this is that he stayed in the hotel for ten days due to inflammation, unable to go anywhere.

When Lu Yingchuan is not dealing with official business, he empties himself, does not do residual limb training, and no longer works out.

It was useless, no matter how well he practiced, he was not a normal person.

Why waste all this effort?

Lu Yingchuan took out a deer from his pocket. This was not the one he stole, but the one bought by Butler Li.

He put it in his hand and rubbed it carefully, he wanted to feel far away.

Scratching my heart and lungs.

At this moment, his cell phone rang, and he turned his head to glance, it was his grandfather's.

He paused, then answered the phone:

"grandfather."

Listening to his weak voice, Lu Zhen said:

"Aren't you dead? Xiaoyuan is going to be proposed tonight, come and see?"

Lu Yingchuan tightened his fingers, he looked at the sky outside the window, and after a while he said in a hoarse voice:

"so fast?"

Lu Zhen snorted coldly:

"Is it fast? Do you think it's long if you don't propose for five or six years?"

The old man saw blood, Lu Yingchuan smiled wryly and did not speak.

Lu Zhen felt bored, so he hung up the phone.

Lu Yingchuan sat on the sofa and proposed...

Thinking about it now, he really did a lot of bad things to Shu Yuan, the rings between them were all prepared by Shu Yuan.

Lu Yingchuan took a deep breath, called Xiang's assistant, and got off Zhenyuan.

Within ten days, Zhenyuan has returned to its previous state, and the water has gone down.

When he arrived in Zhenyuan, he called Lu Zhen and knew they were at home.

Lu Yingchuan waited until it was dark and stood in the alley outside Shu Yuan's yard. There was a window where he could see the scene in the yard.

As expected of Jiangnan, everything is extraordinarily gentle, and the flowers and plants in the yard as well as the young trees are extraordinarily lush.

Lu Yingchuan looked down and found that the leaves had been wiped clean and spotless.

There was no place decoration, just a simple tidying up, all Shu Yuan's favorite food was placed on the table.

Qi Feng walked back and forth nervously in the yard, Shu Yuan should not be here.

Lu Yingchuan pursed his lips, leaned against the wall and closed his eyes.

A few minutes later, he heard Shu Yuan's voice, he leaned forward slightly to take a look, and Shu Yuan came back.

He was wearing a windbreaker with a sweater underneath, and he looked very young. It was impossible to tell that he was thirty.

Shu Yuan looked at the table of dishes, handed the bag to Qi Feng, and then hugged the two children one by one, looking at the table of dishes with some surprise:

"What day is so rich today?"

Qi Feng's ear tips were reddish, he looked away and said:

"My birthday."

Shu Yuan rolled his eyes at him: "Come on, talk carefully."

"Do you have to pick a day to cook?" Qi Feng coughed dryly.

Shu Yuan shrugged and pulled his chair away, sat down, ate a piece of chicken, and praised him repeatedly.

Lu Yingchuan listened to their laughter behind the wall, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and secretly prayed to Qi Feng

During the meal, Qi Feng suddenly said: "There are still dishes in the kitchen, I'll serve them."

Shu Yuan didn't doubt him, a few minutes later he saw Qi Feng coming out with a large bouquet of roses, he was stunned for a moment and immediately realized what happened.

When he stood up and was about to escape, Qi Feng didn't give him a chance, walked to him and took out the ring from his pocket, knelt down on one knee and said softly:

"Brother Yuan, I know we've only known each other for less than half a year, and I'm younger than you, and my career is not as mature as yours. I thought I'd tell you when I'm more mature, but I couldn't take it anymore, I I want to marry you, I want to give you and the child a home, this kind of willingness is increasing day by day, I can't control it anymore, Brother Yuan, marry me!"

Outside the yard, Lu Yingchuan's fingers were burned by the scarlet cigarette, but he didn't realize it, and looked deeply at Shu Yuan.

Qi Feng was confused by Shu Yuan at this moment, he looked left and right, and was a little at a loss for a while, he never thought that in his life, someone would kneel down on one knee holding flowers and ask him if he would like to marry him.

No, no, it's not that he didn't think about it, he used to think about it often.

He thought that Lu Yingchuan would propose to him gracefully with a large bouquet of roses.

But later he established a relationship with Lu Yingchuan, and Lu Yingchuan just put the ring on his finger. Even though he didn't have the roses he was thinking about and kneeled on one knee, and there was no sense of ceremony, he would feel his heart beat.

But now that Qi Feng was holding the roses, he couldn't find any excitement other than being moved.

He looked at Qi Feng, thought of Lu Yingchuan's face in his mind, and felt a sharp pain in his chest.

After a while, he smiled wryly in his heart, thinking about what he was doing?They were doomed not to be together.

Shu Yuan's throat twitched, he had always wanted to spend his whole life with an ordinary person, in a normal way.

Now this person appeared, and the children liked him quite a lot. He could have lived with two of them by himself, so why didn't he fulfill Qi Feng's wish?

Seeing his brows and eyes loosen, Qi Feng took his hand and said:

"Brother Yuan, if you don't say anything, I'll take it as if you agreed!"