The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang
Chapter 126 The Pain of Punishing the Heart
"..." Lu Yingchuan's whole body was stiff, and he didn't know how long he didn't respond to Shuyuan.
Shu Yuan seemed to be getting tired of waiting, and he was about to climb out of bed. Lu Yingchuan quickly wrapped him around him with one hand, and hugged him in his arms. His voice was slightly hoarse, and he said softly:
"Qi Feng... who are you?"
Shu Yuan frowned unhappily, stretched out his hand and rubbed his face:
"Boyfriend."
Speaking of this, he sneered:
"The boyfriend who just came out of the oven yesterday."
One sentence sent Lu Yingchuan into hell in an instant, and the person he held in his arms in front of him seemed to have turned into a huge sword, nailing him firmly in the darkness and not being able to move.
In the past four years when he didn't see Shu Yuan, he counted the days every day, looking forward to the reunion, shamefully fantasizing that Shu Yuan might be able to let go of the past and be willing to be with him again.
He didn't mean that he didn't think that Shu Yuan would be with other people again, but every time he held a little bit of luck, but this day finally came, Shu Yuan began to bury the past and walked out, but he got deeper and deeper.
For the next few decades, he could only hide in the dark and watch him fall into the arms of other men, and watch him grow old day by day.
Lu Yingchuan stood on the spot holding Shu Yuan, his deep eyes revealed the helplessness of a child who lost his beloved toy.
He carefully carried Shu Yuan into the bathroom, his movements were as careful as if Shu Yuan was a porcelain doll.
Lu Yingchuan buried Shu Yuan's head in his neck, dragged Shu Yuan's butt with one hand, and then reached out to fill the bathtub with water.
Shu Yuan's dishonest lips touched Lu Yingchuan's earlobe, and his warm, alcohol-smelling breath sprayed on his neck. Lu Yingchuan could easily arouse lust just by smelling his breath.
Shu Yuan's breath seemed to be carrying an electric current that was not fatal, making his whole body numb, his throat moved and he hugged Shu Yuan's waist tightly, holding him with one hand and slipping quietly into Shu Yuan's clothes with the other .
Shu Yuan snorted softly:
"Qi Feng..."
The voice was long, hoarse and ambiguous, and it knocked Lu Yingchuan back from his dream. He gritted his teeth tightly, listening to Shu Yuan calling out another man's name one after another in a soft voice, begging for sex.
The pain of killing the heart is not enough.
He hugged Shu Yuan a little further away, seeing the blush on Shu Yuan's cheeks, and finally asked with a twisted voice:
"Shu Yuan... Take a good look, who am I?"
Shu Yuan looked at Lu Yingchuan seriously.
The clock was ticking, and the voices of the passers-by outside were uneven, but Shu Yuan never responded to Lu Yingchuan.
When Lu Yingchuan realized that the person in his arms had already fallen asleep.
He laughed and cried, helped him wash little by little, then carried him back to the bed and covered him with a quilt.
He looked down at Shu Yuan, he closed his eyes and breathed steadily, his lips were red.
Lu Yingchuan stretched out his hand to hold his face, and rubbed his lips with his thumb, which was very soft.
What he liked the most at the beginning were Shu Yuan's lips, and the appearance of Shu Yuan when he called Qi Feng's name suddenly flashed across his mind, and his rubbing fingers slowly stopped, and said bitterly:
"It turns out that it is so painful to see the person you like like someone else..."
He bent down and pressed his lips against Shu Yuan's without any other meaning, he didn't go any further and just stuck to it.
Lu Yingchuan wanted to kiss greedily for a while, but he was afraid that Shu Yuan would wake up, so he had to move his lips away.
He grabbed his coat and was about to leave, but he couldn't bear it. He took out the cigarette case and walked out of the balcony, but kept looking at Shu Yuan on the bed.
Putting the cigarette near his mouth and taking a puff, he was suddenly choked. He coughed violently, almost uncontrollably, as if the chronic tuberculosis suddenly broke out, and he seemed to be coughing up his internal organs.
This choking coughed up most of the strength in Lu Yingchuan's body, and he straightened up, but the pain in his heart seemed to be brought out because of this cough, and the pain made his eyes red and his lips pale and bloodless.
He looked up at Shu Yuan on the bed in a daze, and finally went in and moved the quilt for him.
Enough, a little time to steal Shu Yuan is enough, it's time to go.
Lu Yingchuan fled out almost in a panic, leaning against the tree in the yard, gasping for breath, suddenly tears fell silently and wet his lips, sliding into his mouth was full of salty taste.
He didn't notice the position of the window on the second floor. Shu Yuan, who was supposed to be lying on the bed, was watching him quietly from behind the curtain.
Shu Yuan lowered his eyes, he was not drunk, but he would inevitably feel dizzy if he drank too much, so he sat on the sofa and closed his eyes to rest his mind.
But he didn't want Lu Yingchuan to come out, Shu Yuan didn't know what kind of psychology he had, so he simply pretended to be drunk.
When he was held in Lu Yingchuan's arms, he found that he was actually greedy for his arms, and this kind of greed was beyond his control.
His body seemed to resonate more with Lu Yingchuan than with himself.
This feeling made Shu Yuan feel irritated, so he deliberately called Qi Feng's name to counteract the irritability in his heart.
But now this kind of irritability not only did not subside, but intensified.
This kind of irritability has been going on, and I am impatient to do anything to the extreme.
However, Qi Feng came closer to him every day, sending some messy things, such as a fist sticking out suddenly or a fake snake hanging on his body, which made him gnash his teeth, and when he saw it, he put it away and ran away.
One day when Shu Yuan came back from piano practice, Qi Feng walked out with his hands behind his back with a playful smile. Seeing that he had a headache, Shu Yuan was slightly on guard:
"What do you want to do again?"
Qi Feng coughed dryly, and took out the flowers behind him.
a red rose.
Shu Yuan froze for a moment, frowned and said:
"Qi Feng, I think I've made it very clear."
Qi Feng shrugged:
"Yeah, you made it clear, can you make it clear that I can't chase you?"
Seeing his appearance, Shu Yuan couldn't help but think of Lu Yingchuan, if Lu Yingchuan was as shameless as him...
Seeing that he was being dragged to Lu Yingchuan again, his face darkened, he took a deep breath, and said:
"But your liking is a burden to me, do you understand?"
Shu Yuan regretted the blurted out angry reprimand, he himself had experienced the pain of being rejected, so he didn't need to be so rough.
But the anxious and irritable state in his heart made him feel uncomfortable, so he just vented it out.
He looked at the stunned Qi Feng, pursed his lips, and said nothing.
Qi Feng scratched his hair, stuffed the rose into his pocket, and said in a low voice:
"Screw up..."
A month passed quickly in the blink of an eye, the music festival went smoothly, and Shu Yuan and Qi Feng successfully got to participate in a higher-level concert.
Income and fame are also far higher than the current class.
On the second night after the end of the music festival, the person in charge of country Z held a celebration banquet.
After all, very few people in country Z can participate in the concerts at the top of the music festival. Those who get the rankings from the concerts can directly hold concerts, and the income will not be too bad.
After the last time, Qi Feng restrained himself a lot, and still provoked Shu Yuan every day, but he was no longer so explicit.
Shu Yuan is in a good mood today, even looking at Qi Feng, he finds it pleasing to the eye.
Before the celebration banquet, I bought a suit with Qi Feng alone. Shu Yuan's suit was gray and very low-key, while Qi Feng's white was very eye-catching.
As soon as he walked into the banquet venue, he attracted most people's attention.
Qi Feng's looks are not bad, even better than some stars in the entertainment circle, his facial features are sunny and tough, which is a very popular appearance.
Lu Yingchuan had arrived a long time ago. He was sitting in a corner upstairs with a glass of wine in his hand, watching every move of Shu Yuan and Qi Feng.
He didn't want to attend today's banquet, but the other party insisted that he attend.
He was having a headache, thinking about how to explain if Shu Yuan saw him later.
Explain why here...
"Sichuan?"
When Lu Yingchuan turned his head, he saw a gorgeous woman in a long red dress walking over with a swaying posture.
The woman was his cousin, his mother's little niece, she was of mixed race, and her facial features were a little more profound than those of Asians.
She stood beside him and leaned against him:
"Which little white rabbit are you looking at?"
Qu Ting's adjective displeased Lu Yingchuan, and he frowned:
"I didn't see anything, where is my brother-in-law?"
Qu Ting shrugged: "Who knows."
After finishing speaking, she looked at Shu Yuan downstairs and said:
"That man is Shu Yuan, right?"
Lu Yingchuan frowned and turned his head to look at her.
"Don't look at me, everyone knows about your troubles, you are really affectionate after so long." Qu Ting slightly squinted her eyes and looked at Shu Yuan. The man was well-built, and as a man Her hair was actually longer than hers, and her face was comparable to that of her younger brother.
No wonder Lu Yingchuan locked his brother in jail because he was so crazy that he didn't care about his siblings
in prison.
The music in the banquet hall was cheerful, and Shu Yuan was dragged by Qi Feng to the dining table in the corner.
Qi Feng smiled and said:
"You come to a banquet to eat."
After speaking, he stuffed a cherry into Shu Yuan's mouth.
Such an intimate action made Shu Yuan frowned, and it was hard for him to spit out the cherry in public, so he had to swallow it.
Seeing this, Lu Yingchuan slightly lowered his eyelids, then turned and left.
Qu Ting looked at Qi Feng with a cold look in his eyes, and soon disappeared, and followed Lu Yingchuan on high heels.
Even though Lu Yingchuan was extremely unwilling, he was dragged onto the stage to speak.
His deep eyes caught Shu Yuan in the corner at a glance on the stage, and he could feel the anger in Shu Yuan's eyes.
He smiled wryly, guessing that this would be the result.
Shu Yuan was furious, he thought that Lu Yingchuan just followed, but he didn't expect that Lu Yingchuan would be the investor.
No wonder it was suddenly free, no wonder he could live in such a nice villa.
It turned out that it was all done by Lu Yingchuan. He always felt that he had left Lu Yingchuan, but the other party was infiltrating his life little by little. He didn't know anything about him, but he might not even know what color he was wearing today. Underpants know.
Shu Yuan trembled with anger when he thought that the achievement of playing the cello that he had always been proud of might be full of moisture.
When Lu Yingchuan stepped down from the stage, he stopped Lu Yingchuan in the corner, his eyes were red and he gritted his teeth and said:
"I was able to take the first place and get a good ranking in this music festival, is it because of you?!"
Shu Yuan seemed to be getting tired of waiting, and he was about to climb out of bed. Lu Yingchuan quickly wrapped him around him with one hand, and hugged him in his arms. His voice was slightly hoarse, and he said softly:
"Qi Feng... who are you?"
Shu Yuan frowned unhappily, stretched out his hand and rubbed his face:
"Boyfriend."
Speaking of this, he sneered:
"The boyfriend who just came out of the oven yesterday."
One sentence sent Lu Yingchuan into hell in an instant, and the person he held in his arms in front of him seemed to have turned into a huge sword, nailing him firmly in the darkness and not being able to move.
In the past four years when he didn't see Shu Yuan, he counted the days every day, looking forward to the reunion, shamefully fantasizing that Shu Yuan might be able to let go of the past and be willing to be with him again.
He didn't mean that he didn't think that Shu Yuan would be with other people again, but every time he held a little bit of luck, but this day finally came, Shu Yuan began to bury the past and walked out, but he got deeper and deeper.
For the next few decades, he could only hide in the dark and watch him fall into the arms of other men, and watch him grow old day by day.
Lu Yingchuan stood on the spot holding Shu Yuan, his deep eyes revealed the helplessness of a child who lost his beloved toy.
He carefully carried Shu Yuan into the bathroom, his movements were as careful as if Shu Yuan was a porcelain doll.
Lu Yingchuan buried Shu Yuan's head in his neck, dragged Shu Yuan's butt with one hand, and then reached out to fill the bathtub with water.
Shu Yuan's dishonest lips touched Lu Yingchuan's earlobe, and his warm, alcohol-smelling breath sprayed on his neck. Lu Yingchuan could easily arouse lust just by smelling his breath.
Shu Yuan's breath seemed to be carrying an electric current that was not fatal, making his whole body numb, his throat moved and he hugged Shu Yuan's waist tightly, holding him with one hand and slipping quietly into Shu Yuan's clothes with the other .
Shu Yuan snorted softly:
"Qi Feng..."
The voice was long, hoarse and ambiguous, and it knocked Lu Yingchuan back from his dream. He gritted his teeth tightly, listening to Shu Yuan calling out another man's name one after another in a soft voice, begging for sex.
The pain of killing the heart is not enough.
He hugged Shu Yuan a little further away, seeing the blush on Shu Yuan's cheeks, and finally asked with a twisted voice:
"Shu Yuan... Take a good look, who am I?"
Shu Yuan looked at Lu Yingchuan seriously.
The clock was ticking, and the voices of the passers-by outside were uneven, but Shu Yuan never responded to Lu Yingchuan.
When Lu Yingchuan realized that the person in his arms had already fallen asleep.
He laughed and cried, helped him wash little by little, then carried him back to the bed and covered him with a quilt.
He looked down at Shu Yuan, he closed his eyes and breathed steadily, his lips were red.
Lu Yingchuan stretched out his hand to hold his face, and rubbed his lips with his thumb, which was very soft.
What he liked the most at the beginning were Shu Yuan's lips, and the appearance of Shu Yuan when he called Qi Feng's name suddenly flashed across his mind, and his rubbing fingers slowly stopped, and said bitterly:
"It turns out that it is so painful to see the person you like like someone else..."
He bent down and pressed his lips against Shu Yuan's without any other meaning, he didn't go any further and just stuck to it.
Lu Yingchuan wanted to kiss greedily for a while, but he was afraid that Shu Yuan would wake up, so he had to move his lips away.
He grabbed his coat and was about to leave, but he couldn't bear it. He took out the cigarette case and walked out of the balcony, but kept looking at Shu Yuan on the bed.
Putting the cigarette near his mouth and taking a puff, he was suddenly choked. He coughed violently, almost uncontrollably, as if the chronic tuberculosis suddenly broke out, and he seemed to be coughing up his internal organs.
This choking coughed up most of the strength in Lu Yingchuan's body, and he straightened up, but the pain in his heart seemed to be brought out because of this cough, and the pain made his eyes red and his lips pale and bloodless.
He looked up at Shu Yuan on the bed in a daze, and finally went in and moved the quilt for him.
Enough, a little time to steal Shu Yuan is enough, it's time to go.
Lu Yingchuan fled out almost in a panic, leaning against the tree in the yard, gasping for breath, suddenly tears fell silently and wet his lips, sliding into his mouth was full of salty taste.
He didn't notice the position of the window on the second floor. Shu Yuan, who was supposed to be lying on the bed, was watching him quietly from behind the curtain.
Shu Yuan lowered his eyes, he was not drunk, but he would inevitably feel dizzy if he drank too much, so he sat on the sofa and closed his eyes to rest his mind.
But he didn't want Lu Yingchuan to come out, Shu Yuan didn't know what kind of psychology he had, so he simply pretended to be drunk.
When he was held in Lu Yingchuan's arms, he found that he was actually greedy for his arms, and this kind of greed was beyond his control.
His body seemed to resonate more with Lu Yingchuan than with himself.
This feeling made Shu Yuan feel irritated, so he deliberately called Qi Feng's name to counteract the irritability in his heart.
But now this kind of irritability not only did not subside, but intensified.
This kind of irritability has been going on, and I am impatient to do anything to the extreme.
However, Qi Feng came closer to him every day, sending some messy things, such as a fist sticking out suddenly or a fake snake hanging on his body, which made him gnash his teeth, and when he saw it, he put it away and ran away.
One day when Shu Yuan came back from piano practice, Qi Feng walked out with his hands behind his back with a playful smile. Seeing that he had a headache, Shu Yuan was slightly on guard:
"What do you want to do again?"
Qi Feng coughed dryly, and took out the flowers behind him.
a red rose.
Shu Yuan froze for a moment, frowned and said:
"Qi Feng, I think I've made it very clear."
Qi Feng shrugged:
"Yeah, you made it clear, can you make it clear that I can't chase you?"
Seeing his appearance, Shu Yuan couldn't help but think of Lu Yingchuan, if Lu Yingchuan was as shameless as him...
Seeing that he was being dragged to Lu Yingchuan again, his face darkened, he took a deep breath, and said:
"But your liking is a burden to me, do you understand?"
Shu Yuan regretted the blurted out angry reprimand, he himself had experienced the pain of being rejected, so he didn't need to be so rough.
But the anxious and irritable state in his heart made him feel uncomfortable, so he just vented it out.
He looked at the stunned Qi Feng, pursed his lips, and said nothing.
Qi Feng scratched his hair, stuffed the rose into his pocket, and said in a low voice:
"Screw up..."
A month passed quickly in the blink of an eye, the music festival went smoothly, and Shu Yuan and Qi Feng successfully got to participate in a higher-level concert.
Income and fame are also far higher than the current class.
On the second night after the end of the music festival, the person in charge of country Z held a celebration banquet.
After all, very few people in country Z can participate in the concerts at the top of the music festival. Those who get the rankings from the concerts can directly hold concerts, and the income will not be too bad.
After the last time, Qi Feng restrained himself a lot, and still provoked Shu Yuan every day, but he was no longer so explicit.
Shu Yuan is in a good mood today, even looking at Qi Feng, he finds it pleasing to the eye.
Before the celebration banquet, I bought a suit with Qi Feng alone. Shu Yuan's suit was gray and very low-key, while Qi Feng's white was very eye-catching.
As soon as he walked into the banquet venue, he attracted most people's attention.
Qi Feng's looks are not bad, even better than some stars in the entertainment circle, his facial features are sunny and tough, which is a very popular appearance.
Lu Yingchuan had arrived a long time ago. He was sitting in a corner upstairs with a glass of wine in his hand, watching every move of Shu Yuan and Qi Feng.
He didn't want to attend today's banquet, but the other party insisted that he attend.
He was having a headache, thinking about how to explain if Shu Yuan saw him later.
Explain why here...
"Sichuan?"
When Lu Yingchuan turned his head, he saw a gorgeous woman in a long red dress walking over with a swaying posture.
The woman was his cousin, his mother's little niece, she was of mixed race, and her facial features were a little more profound than those of Asians.
She stood beside him and leaned against him:
"Which little white rabbit are you looking at?"
Qu Ting's adjective displeased Lu Yingchuan, and he frowned:
"I didn't see anything, where is my brother-in-law?"
Qu Ting shrugged: "Who knows."
After finishing speaking, she looked at Shu Yuan downstairs and said:
"That man is Shu Yuan, right?"
Lu Yingchuan frowned and turned his head to look at her.
"Don't look at me, everyone knows about your troubles, you are really affectionate after so long." Qu Ting slightly squinted her eyes and looked at Shu Yuan. The man was well-built, and as a man Her hair was actually longer than hers, and her face was comparable to that of her younger brother.
No wonder Lu Yingchuan locked his brother in jail because he was so crazy that he didn't care about his siblings
in prison.
The music in the banquet hall was cheerful, and Shu Yuan was dragged by Qi Feng to the dining table in the corner.
Qi Feng smiled and said:
"You come to a banquet to eat."
After speaking, he stuffed a cherry into Shu Yuan's mouth.
Such an intimate action made Shu Yuan frowned, and it was hard for him to spit out the cherry in public, so he had to swallow it.
Seeing this, Lu Yingchuan slightly lowered his eyelids, then turned and left.
Qu Ting looked at Qi Feng with a cold look in his eyes, and soon disappeared, and followed Lu Yingchuan on high heels.
Even though Lu Yingchuan was extremely unwilling, he was dragged onto the stage to speak.
His deep eyes caught Shu Yuan in the corner at a glance on the stage, and he could feel the anger in Shu Yuan's eyes.
He smiled wryly, guessing that this would be the result.
Shu Yuan was furious, he thought that Lu Yingchuan just followed, but he didn't expect that Lu Yingchuan would be the investor.
No wonder it was suddenly free, no wonder he could live in such a nice villa.
It turned out that it was all done by Lu Yingchuan. He always felt that he had left Lu Yingchuan, but the other party was infiltrating his life little by little. He didn't know anything about him, but he might not even know what color he was wearing today. Underpants know.
Shu Yuan trembled with anger when he thought that the achievement of playing the cello that he had always been proud of might be full of moisture.
When Lu Yingchuan stepped down from the stage, he stopped Lu Yingchuan in the corner, his eyes were red and he gritted his teeth and said:
"I was able to take the first place and get a good ranking in this music festival, is it because of you?!"
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