The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

The meaning of Shu Yuan's words was very clear, Qi Feng smiled wryly:

"Brother Yuan, can you see that I like you?"

Shu Yuan's expression was stiff. He rarely had the experience of being confessed. He spent most of his adolescence earning a living, and when he became an adult, he devoted himself to Lu Yingchuan. He had very little love experience.

He sighed, sat opposite Qi Feng, and said:

"Qi Feng, I don't like you. I don't like you now, and I don't like you in the future. You are still young. There is no need to spend unnecessary thoughts on me, and there is no result."

"How do you know?" Qi Feng was very stubborn, "Brother Yuan, this is the first time I like someone, anyway, you are single now, don't refuse so quickly."

Shu Yuan looked at him:

"You are still young, and your own conditions are not bad. What do you like about me? I am much older than you, and I also gave birth to other men."

"What do you like about you?" Qi Feng muttered to himself, "I don't know either."

He raised his eyelids after saying:

"Brother Yuan, I already said I like you, do I still care about this?"

Shu Yuan looked at Qi Feng with a slightly cold voice:

"Go back, I'll pretend I haven't heard what I said today."

After speaking, he turned and went upstairs, leaving only Qi Feng sitting on the sofa.

Qi Feng picked up the water and took a sip. Although he was not happy in his heart, he laughed. There was no frustration in his heart, but the more frustrated he became, the more courageous he became.

He kicked off his shoes and went straight to sleep on the sofa.

Shu Yuan returned to the room and clicked his tongue irritably, wondering if he might be being too ruthless.

He himself confessed and was rejected, and he understood the pain. At that time, Lu Yingchuan also clearly said that he would not like him.

His thoughts at that time were exactly the same as Qi Feng's, and he always felt that there would be a chance.

It wasn't until I was confessed that I realized that unwanted liking is a burden to people.

Shu Yuan was lying on the bed, his vigorous love at that time was also a burden to Lu Yingchuan...

Thinking of Lu Yingchuan and Shu Yuan paused, this name had been hidden in his heart for four years, but recently it popped up frequently.

From time to time, he would come up to make trouble, Shu Yuan closed his eyes, and automatically pictured Lu Yingchuan's appearance in his mind.

He smiled wryly, he could control his mouth but he couldn't control his heart......

Sitting in the car, Lu Yingchuan raised his wrist and glanced at the time. It had been two hours since Qi Feng entered.

With a sullen face, he resisted the urge to rush in. He dialed a number, and soon a waiter walked over with a cart and rang the doorbell.

Soon the door was opened by Qi Feng. Seeing that he was neatly dressed, Lu Yingchuan opened the door so quickly and deduced that he should be sleeping on the sofa.

After getting the result, Lu Yingchuan felt relieved.

Little did he know that Qi Feng in the room was standing by the bed and saw Lu Yingchuan's car.

He didn't know Lu Yingchuan's car, but he was 100% sure that the car outside belonged to Lu Yingchuan.

After all, how can a hotel deliver food in the middle of the night?Isn't this inviting people to complain?

Qi Feng sneered, he thought how smart this man worth hundreds of billions was.

The next day when Shu Yuan woke up and went downstairs, he saw a bowl of porridge and a basket of steamed buns on the table.

He paused for a moment, and the next second he saw Qi Feng walking in wearing sportswear, with a sports headband tied to his hair, and he had just come back from a morning run.

Seeing Shu Yuan, Qi Feng smiled heartily and said:

"Brother Yuan, come down and eat, I ran to Chinatown to buy it after five o'clock!"

Shu Yuan was still thinking about making a cold face, but he stretched out his hand not to hit the smiling face, and asked:

"How do you know where Chinatown is?"

Qi Feng said:

"Map, besides, I can speak English, so it's not difficult to ask."

Shu Yuan nodded.

Qi Feng looked at him and suddenly said:

"Want to learn English? I can teach you."

It would be much more convenient if he could speak English, but he just rejected him yesterday, how could he have the nerve to learn it?Then shook his head.

Qi Feng didn't mind, as if what happened yesterday didn't happen at all:

"Brother Yuan, why are you bothering? Whether you refuse or not won't affect my liking for you. If I like you, just pretend you have nothing. Why don't you learn when you have the chance?"

Shu Yuan frowned:

"What's the point?"

"It's a fool not to take advantage of it," Qi Feng said with a smile, "If you feel bad, buy me a drink, and treat it as you buying my class. I don't know that you are accepting my trust."

Shu Yuan felt a little embarrassed when his thoughts were penetrated by a boy who was a few years younger than him.

Qi Feng finished ordering, and handed the breakfast to him with a smile:

"eat fast."

After eating breakfast, Shu Yuan carried Qin on his back and planned to go to study, only to remember that he had a day off today.

Qi Feng suddenly said:

"Otherwise, you should pay the tuition first, and buy me a drink while you are free now!"

Shu Yuan thought about it and agreed.

The two found a clean bar and sat down. There was slow retro music playing in the bar, and the lights were dim but not ambiguous.

He ordered some wine casually, and when the side dishes came, Qi Feng took out a cigarette from his pocket and held it to his mouth.

Shu Yuan froze for a moment, then looked away.

Qi Feng didn't lose his gaze, and said:

"Is it a surprise that I smoke?"

He slowly exhaled a smoke ring:

"I learned it very early, when I was in junior high school. For some reason, I wanted to find my parents. I kept asking and looking for them, and I finally found them."

Shu Yuan slightly raised his eyelids and looked at Qi Feng, his eyes were slightly squinted thinking of smoke, revealing a maturity beyond his age that did not match his appearance.

The air was stiff for a moment, Shu Yuan was waiting for him to say the follow-up, since he said he was an orphan, then the ending should not be too good.

Shu Yuan picked up the water glass and took a sip.

"My father died a long time ago, but my mother is still here," Qi Feng said with a smile, "I used to think that she had some unspeakable secrets before she left me, but it turned out that her remarriage was affected by my existence. After knowing it, I didn't hold on anymore Looking for her, but at a young age, I couldn’t figure it out more or less, so I smoked like others.”

Shu Yuan froze suddenly, how familiar, he looked at Qi Feng and seemed to see his own shadow through him.

When I was a teenager, I ran around for life, and when I grew up, I fell in love with a lover who could not respond.

For a moment, Shu Yuan's throat felt dry, even thinking about those experiences, he still felt uncomfortable, but the boy in front of him was going through it.

He's not the Virgin, doesn't want to accept him for this and that.

Shu Yuan ordered a glass of wine, handed it to Qi Feng, and poured himself a drink.

But he can't bear it, he will think of the loneliness and confusion when he was helpless and sad but no one said it.

No matter how he meets someone who is different from his imagination, he will never be able to stand by and do nothing.

He smiled wryly and said:

"You will choose the time to say it."

Qi Feng froze for a moment, looked at him and said with a smile:

"What? Are you distressed?"

Shu Yuan shook his head, but didn't speak, what he felt distressed was not Qi Feng, but his experience.

When the food was served, Qi Feng drank the wine and wiped his mouth rudely:

"Except for my teacher, I have never told anyone about this matter. Brother Yuan, you are the first one. I don't need you to be pitiful. I just want to tell you that the first time I saw you, I felt that the two of us should be similar."

"Can you still feel this way?" Shu Yuan whispered, drinking half of the wine in the glass.

Qi Feng laughed lowly, but his voice trembled a little:

"Sometimes when I see other people's families are harmonious, I always wonder if anyone really loves their children that much? If there is, why can't I?"

Shu Yuan throat dryness:

"Yeah, why not?"

He didn't know whether he was asking Qi Feng or himself.

They sat in booths, and each booth was separated by a uniquely designed wooden shelf with small gaps. You only knew that someone was sitting opposite, but you couldn't see what it looked like.

Lu Yingchuan sat on the booth next to Shu Yuan, with a cigarette lit between his fingertips, and he lowered his eyes listening to the conversation between the two.

He has known Shu Yuan for so long, but he has never really healed Shu Yuan.

Lu Yingchuan had to admit that Qi Feng was smarter than him in love, and had a much higher EQ than him.

In some respects, Qi Feng and Shu Yuan are too similar.

Similar childhood experiences, similar personalities, what I want to do, and the way of expressing love are all naked and not hidden.

Back then when Lu Yingchuan was loved by Shu Yuan, he could clearly feel the love, and that feeling made him very fond and useful.

No one can refuse such love, not Lu Yingchuan, nor Shu Yuan.

Lu Yingchuan hates himself sometimes, and will never be able to express his love like them.

The more he drinks here, the more uncomfortable Lu Yingchuan's side is, the more smoke piles up in the ashtray.

Before they knew it, they drank for a whole day, and Lu Yingchuan sat behind him for a whole day.

Several times he wanted to stop Shu Yuan from drinking, but he endured several times.

He didn't go out until there was no sound behind him.

Looking at the defenseless Shu Yuan who was sleeping on the sofa, Lu Yingchuan pursed his lips. He had a hundred ways to stop Shu Yuan from drinking, but he didn't want to.

He misses Shu Yuan.

Thinking about it hurts all over.

Only when Shu Yuan was drunk would he dare to quietly appear by his side.

He recruited someone to take Qi Feng away, while he hugged Shu Yuan himself.

Shu Yuan's 1.8-meter tall Lu Yingchuan hugged him easily.

For the first time in four years, Shu Yuan lay in Lu Yingchuan's arms so obediently, without cold eyes or hatred.

Lu Yingchuan couldn't bear to let go for a moment, he called the driver to drive, and he sat in the back seat with Shu Yuan in his arms.

Shu Yuan's stomach was churning and uncomfortable, he frowned and moved, Lu Yingchuan was stiff all over, afraid that he would wake up.

However, Shu Yuan just found a comfortable position and fell asleep again.

When he returned to the villa, Lu Yingchuan put him on the bed.

Lu Yingchuan, who was supposed to leave, couldn't bear it anyway. Looking at Shu Yuan on the bed, Lu Yingchuan had the idea of ​​snatching him away.

He stretched out his hand and touched Shu Yuan's cheek, but when he was about to withdraw, Shu Yuan suddenly opened his eyes and grabbed his hand.

Shu Yuan's eyes were clear, Lu Yingchuan froze all over, nervousness appeared in his deep eyes, and he asked tentatively:

"...Shu Yuan?"

Shu Yuan didn't respond to him, but just looked at him. After a few seconds, his eyes became blurred again. He put his arms around Lu Yingchuan's neck and said:

"You are Qi Feng? Take brother to take a bath."