The substitute always wants to be Bai Yueguang

He thought it would be best if he didn't disturb Shu Yuan, but he didn't expect that Shu Yuan would also have misunderstood him for four full years.

The surroundings returned to silence, the wind was clear and the moon was bright.

Standing under the moonlight, Shu Yuan forgot the pain in Lu Yingchuan's eyes.

No matter how stupid he is, he should understand what happened five years ago. The past four years that caused him pain was actually because of Lu Zhili.

No matter how hard Shu Yuan saw it, he still hated Lu Yingchuan, more or less, but he didn't expect this man to be a victim from the beginning to the end.

This cognition makes Shu Yuan feel ridiculous, he just loves someone so much that he can make everyone mobilize.

This result was actually more cruel than Lu Yingchuan personally harming him, it was simply frightening to think about it carefully.

How come there are so many framed?

Shu Yuan couldn't figure it out, why did they bother to break him down bit by bit from the inside out?

In their eyes, I am not a person at all, and logically speaking, they should look down on him.

Talking about disdain but doing the exact opposite.

Hearing what Lu Yingchuan said, Shu Yuan thought he might cry, and wept bitterly while hugging Lu Yingchuan.

But no, he subconsciously touched his face, and it felt dry.

Perhaps the things that happened four years ago have been slowly filled up in these four years. It is really like the book says, hate and love will disappear with the passage of time.

As long as the two children are not touched, his heart will no longer have the slightest turmoil.

Shu Yuan took a deep breath and said:

"It's not important Lu Yingchuan, what's the point of you coming here to tell me these things now? Shu Yuan died once when he was in the darkroom, no matter what the truth of the past is, I don't want to have anything to do with you again."

Lu Yingchuan's breathing froze, he looked at Shu Yuan's indifferent face:

"You do not believe?"

"I believe it." Shu Yuan said.

"Shu Yuan, I never married Lin Yanbei, never touched Zhao Manqing and Jiang Yang, never harmed you or your child." Lu Yingchuan wanted to ask, so do you still love me.

But this question was repeated several times in his mouth, but he still didn't have the courage to ask it.

He was afraid that what he got would not be the answer he wanted, even though he knew it in his heart, it would not count if he didn't say it from Shu Yuan's mouth.

Shu Yuan chased him for six years, and it's not impossible for him to chase Shu Yuan for six years.

There will always be one.

Shu Yuan looked at Lu Yingchuan, and then looked away. There were too many problems between him and Lu Yingchuan before, not only Lu Yingchuan, but also him.

Whether he didn't trust or misunderstood, he didn't want to pursue it anymore. He was already tired during the long-distance love run with Lu Yingchuan:

"Lu Yingchuan, since you know the truth, I believe that you have handled everything perfectly. Even if you gave me the best explanation, I don't blame you anymore. Really, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. .”

Hearing Shu Yuan said that he was not to blame, Lu Yingchuan's eyes flashed with surprise, but what Shu Yuan said next made Lu Yingchuan want to die.

"Go away, I don't blame you, these two children are your gifts to me, you... don't appear in front of the children in the future, I hope you can understand me."

After saying that, Shu Yuan turned around and went back to the house. Just as he went back, he saw that the two children were already asleep. Seeing Shu Yuan coming in, Aunt Fan subconsciously glanced behind him, but did not see that astonishing face.

Aunt Fan looked at Shu Yuan and said:

"Xiaoyuan..."

Shu Yuan looked at him, smiled and said:

"Are you someone sent by Lu Yingchuan?"

Aunt Fan paused, then nodded:

"I used to work in a kindergarten, and then I transferred to the confinement center, and then I was chosen by Mr. Lu to take care of you. Although I came with a mission, Xiaoyuan, I treat you and the children as family members. Loving."

Shu Yuan wasn't in a clear mood, but he didn't blame others, he just thanked Aunt Fan sincerely.

After all, he has seen her take care of the children in the past four years.

He went back to the room and saw the two children sleeping soundly. He walked over and removed Nian Nian's legs from Yan'er's belly, and moved the quilt for them.

Then I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Lu Yingchuan's face whose facial features were [-]% similar to Lu Yingchuan's, my heart ached slightly, I hope they don't blame him...

Shu Yuan's eyes were slightly distracted, he pretended to be calm but his mood was still turbulent, thinking of Lu Yingchuan's expression and the words in his mouth, he closed his eyes deeply.

Thinking back to how sure Lu Yingchuan was when he said that he betrayed him four years ago, it turned out that Li Feng still existed.

Li Feng once considered him a friend, but he didn't expect to be taken advantage of.

No wonder he wondered why Li Feng always appeared so coincidentally.

Shu Yuan emptied his head and leaned on the chair in a daze. It wasn't Lu Yingchuan who wanted to kill him four years ago...

Thinking of this, Shu Yuan suddenly woke up, and began to think about something.

No matter what Lu Yingchuan has done in the past, it doesn't matter anymore, she has gone to the gate of hell with him, and she still has children, so she can no longer just care about herself.

The disparity in their identities is there, even if they get together again, they will definitely repeat the same mistakes again.

Thinking so, Shu Yuan couldn't calm down.

And Lu Yingchuan outside the house hadn't left yet, but stood in front of his grandfather and was reprimanded.

Lu Zhen snorted coldly:

"Don't bully Xiao Yuan just because you are big, I will protect him until I die."

Lu Yingchuan looked in the direction of Shu Yuan's room and said in a low voice:

"I don't bully him."

Seeing his distraught appearance, Lu Zhen didn't feel any more trouble. He could clearly hear the conversation between him and Shu Yuan at the door.

Helpless and at the same time disdain Lu Zhili learned the inferiority of the Lu family, and use whatever means to achieve the goal.

Maybe it was because of something in his mind. Lu Zhen looked at Lu Yingchuan who almost stepped into his footsteps again, and sighed:

"Although I'm on Shu Yuan's side, I'm also your grandfather. As long as you don't hurt him, go after him."

After speaking, he walked into the yard next door with a cane.

When he was about to go in, he glanced back at Lu Yingchuan, his eyes filled with years filled with grief.

So similar.

It was the same with Lu Zhen and his lover more than 40 years ago, their identities did not match, and they were framed in various ways. Unfortunately, his lover did not carry it down, leaving only one child and leaving forever.

And he didn't know the truth until 30 years after he left. It was too late, and he didn't even have the chance to apologize.

I can only leave the sad place of Lu Zhai far away...

Looking at Shu Yuan and Lu Yingchuan, he always felt that he saw his young self. Lu Zhen slowly looked away and walked into the house step by step.

Standing in the yard, Lu Yingchuan felt heartbroken because of Shu Yuan's words, but he has already come, so it is impossible to just go back like this.

He kept watch in the yard like this all night, until it was daylight and the county town began to be lively again, Lu Yingchuan raised his stiff legs and walked back.

When he returned to his residence, Lu Yingchuan was already sweating profusely. His left leg was stabbed in the main place by the two stabs he stabbed himself at Lin's house in M ​​country, and he didn't have a good rest.

If you can't stand for a long time in the rain, your hands will hurt if you get cold. When it hurts, it's as if someone peeled his skin and flesh to pull the tendons inside him.

Lu Yingchuan took out painkillers and swallowed a few, then lay down on the bed to rest.

The quilt was the hotel quilt that Shu Yuan slept on, and he took a deep breath, which seemed to still carry Shu Yuan's breath.

Shu Yuan only said that she would not be allowed to appear in front of the child, but he did not say that he would not be allowed to appear in front of him.

In the evening, after packing up, Lu Yingchuan went to the flower shop to choose a bouquet of flowers and went to Shu Yuan's store.

Shu Yuan is knitting a pair of human-shaped dolls. He has been knitting the couple dolls for less than half a month, and they are only short of hair.

Hearing the door was opened, he raised his head and said with a smile:

"welcome......"

Seeing that it was Lu Yingchuan, the corners of Shu Yuan's upturned mouth slowly pressed down, and he pursed his lips:

"Mr. Lu, I think I made my words very clear yesterday."

Lu Yingchuan handed the flowers to Shu Yuan, pursed his lips and said, "I haven't seen the child."

Shu Yuan was stunned for a moment, realizing that Lu Yingchuan was taking advantage of the loopholes in his words, and his face was a little worried:

"Mr. Lu, I didn't understand yesterday. I don't blame you, but it doesn't mean I want to continue with you. All I suffered was hurt when I was with you. In the past, I didn't have anything, and it didn't matter. But now It’s different, I still have children, if you think chasing wives and crematoriums in novels or on TV is useful to me, then you don’t need to.”

He took a deep breath:

"Lu Yingchuan, when I liked you, I didn't listen to anyone who said it. Now I see that I don't like you anymore. I won't like you no matter what you do. You should be clear about this."

Lu Yingchuan held up the flowers, his deep eyes were dimmed because of Shu Yuan's words, his chest was sore, it was really clear.

He knew how much Shu Yuan liked him four years ago.

"I know, but I don't want to..." He loves Shu Yuan and doesn't want to miss his whole life like this.

Shu Yuan was a little shocked when Lu Yingchuan's feelings were revealed, such feelings never existed four years ago.

Even when they were most in love, Lu Yingchuan just kissed him, even if he liked him, but there was always a fog, which made him feel uneasy.

But now, the love and love in these eyes can be seen at a glance, and it is completely different from the disgusted eyes in Xiangshan, as if he had made some heinous mistake.

This change made Shu Yuan feel funny and sad, he only saw his eyes after walking around the gate of hell, and he didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

He bowed his head again:

"Lu Yingchuan, go back to your world and don't come here again."

Lu Yingchuan didn't answer, just put the flowers on the table and went out, stood across the road to look at Shu Yuan.

Shu Yuan didn't want to talk to him, and believed that he would leave soon.

However, he underestimated Lu Yingchuan. For a week, he came every day without saying a word, put down the flowers and stood opposite the shop to see him.

Now the whole street knows that Shu Yuan has a Wangfushi, and betting on whether Lu Yingchuan will come or not has become an after-dinner joke among the neighbors.

This day Shu Yuan took out the trash and threw it away, and when he saw Lu Yingchuan walking over with a big bouquet of yellow roses expressionlessly, there was a burst of booing around him.

Shu Yuan gritted his teeth, his face flushed from laughing, and when Lu Yingchuan handed over the flowers, he took them angrily.

Before Lu Yingchuan could be happy, the flowers were stuffed into the trash can by Shu Yuan.

Shu Yuan looked at Lu Yingchuan, this man was really sick, he was so angry that he spoke so clearly, he turned and went into the room and threw all the words that Lu Yingchuan had sent into the garbage truck.

Then he looked at Lu Yingchuan with his chest heaving, saw that pair of deep eyes flashed a hurt look, he pursed his lips, and said coldly:

"Don't you think it's naive to think that as long as you apologize, you'll be back to normal after doing something wrong, Lu Yingchuan?"