Not full and boring

Wen Yiyan found this letter when she was packing her things. She couldn't remember what special day it was written for, but only vaguely remembered that it might be written to Chen Xiang.

Handwritten, the words on this piece of paper are beautiful, elegant and elegant, and the entire letter paper is also clean, with no ink stains or typos.Wen Yiyan thought for a long time before remembering that she wrote this letter and wanted to give it to Zhao Yuebai. At that time, she had just returned to Wuhan from the National Day holiday. She was not in good health, and she was not energetic in class every day. Write a letter to Zhao Yuebai in one sentence.

Wen Yiyan seldom writes letters, one is because her handwriting is not so beautiful, the other is because she is lazy, and the third is because she does not know how to send letters.She planned to hand over this letter to Zhao Yuebai herself, but unfortunately she has not been able to send this letter yet.

Wen Yiyan now settles in a cool and humid place.

She has a small two-story house with one bedroom, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, a table, a sofa, a reclining chair and a swing. Below a balcony is a small garden with flowers and a golden retriever lying there.

Wen Yiyan's room is on the second floor, and the desk next to the bed is facing the window. Outside the window is a cherry blossom tree that Wen Yiyan bought. This is the third tree. The first two are dead, but Wen Yiyan is here In the new year, I will persevere in buying a new cherry blossom tree to make up for it. Fortunately, this year's one finally survived.

Wen Yiyan was sitting on her swing, holding the thin letter paper in her hand, and the spring sunshine was peeping through the branches of the cherry tree, which had not yet bloomed.

Wen Yiyan read the letter again, and the originally vague memories gradually became clear.

She wrote the letter from her dormitory.

Facing the computer, lying on the table, writing every word of this letter stroke by stroke.From time to time, I bit the tip of the pen and typed in the romantic group.

Artist-Beautiful: Looking for a bed photo!

Deputy editor-Xue Luoxian: [website link]

President-Jiu Que: What the hell is in here! !

Voice actor-Qianli Fengyan: You actually clicked in [Goodbye] What about IQ hahahahahaha, actually I clicked in too [smile]

Voice actor - lift your skirt: ah, it looks so familiar, isn't this the address of the little pornographic picture I gave to the deputy agency?

Voice Actor-Beautiful Beauty: Sister in a skirt! !Did I read it wrong, sister of the skirt, you actually have a little pornographic picture?date?You can choose your body position~

Voice actor-lift your skirt: Management please help me ban him for 10 minutes, thank you

[System] Voice actor - Huarong Suji has been banned by the administrator for 10 minutes.

[System] The voice actor - Huarong Sushe has been unbanned by the administrator.

Seiyuu-Huarong Missing Shooting: Little sister in the skirt, no more love

Boss-Shanfeng: Beautiful Our bed photos are better than theirs! !

President-Jiu Que: ↑

Voice actor-Zhanyue Chenxiang: ↑

Director-Huguang Qiuyue: ↑

Voice Actor-Thousands of Miles Beacon Smoke: ↑

Vice President-Xue Luoxian: So scary!

Artist-Meimei: Don't tell me in the group!Here is a bunch of beasts

Deputy agency-Xue Luoxian: She is not as beautiful as a beast~

President-Jiu Que: My beautiful classmate, this is my candle for today [Candle]

Voice actor-Qianli Fengyan: I will change the candle bubbles for my beautiful classmate

Artistic-beautiful: what about love? !I'm going to the rooftop don't stop me!

……

At that time, the group was always very lively. Wen Yiyan lowered his head to write for a while and then raised his head to see 99+ unread messages.Although it was very lively later, it was no longer those people after all, so it was not interesting.

Jiu Que is still engaged in radio drama activities, and her age is not young in the industry.Basically, you can take care of your children, and you are still planning, so you can be considered famous.She is not married yet, although there are many suitors, but she has no choice but to look down on them.

Wen Yiyan laughed at her when chatting with her. A person like her who doesn't work hard and doesn't distinguish between grains and grains is very good. Hurry up and get married. I was scolded by Jiu Que countless times and ellipses.Then Wen Yiyan calmly presented factual evidence: for example, wearing high heels and rolling down the bridge...

Jiu Que was silent.

Wen Yiyan continued, like rolling from the upper bunk to the floor in college...Wen Yiyan even felt the pain.

Then Jiu Que went offline.

Wen Yiyan felt that it was not good to laugh when he thought about it, but Jiu Que ignored her, and there was no point in laughing alone for too long.Wen Yiyan quickly said nothing more.Jiu Que is still the president of Fenghua Xueyue, and Fenghua Xueyue has also become a well-known old theater company. In the online distribution circle and Mofeng, Stardust is three-pointed in the world. It is said that Xingzhi and Chenyan are already together, and Gongsun Qingyang And Lavender has long been forgotten by the world, and the Liuguang Drama Club fell apart a few years ago and became a thing of the past... Gossip is always emerging, and no one will pay attention to a drama club that disappears without any achievements.As for Mo Shuxing and Su Nuanhuaqing, it seems that they failed to achieve a positive result. Later, Mo Shuxing left the online distribution circle and changed his career to do other things. He was still doing well. As for Su Nuanhuaqing, no one knew about it. up.

Yu Xiao became Mo Feng's top seiyuu, and she can play any role vividly. Although her communication surface is getting bigger and bigger, she has less heart-to-heart communication.She can laugh with someone who is speaking for the first time, and moan deadpan over an R-rated script.

Whether joy or sorrow, joy or anger, are blocked by the display screen.

It all started in the early winter of [-].

"The Last Work" was released, and Qianli Fengyan retired from the circle.She didn't respond to Yu Xiao's feelings, nor did she abide by their agreement.She watched that person gradually become stronger amidst the voices of unfavorable doubts, knowing that she thought highly of herself behind the screen, but she smiled and pretended that everything was fine.

Luo Qianli is now a civil servant, has a stable income, has a date, and has a good relationship with his parents, just like the epitome of thousands of happy girls.No one knew that she had been in the online matching circle, and no one knew that she was like a different person living under the spotlight.

Wen Yiyan said that you are lamenting the oblivion of everyone?Luo Qianli said that she just lamented how she was so young and frivolous back then, and Wen Yiyan smiled and said that you only said that you were so stupid.Luo Qianli told her to go, of course she would not leave, she was sitting at the computer desk in her room, communicating with Luo Qianli through brain waves—computer and electronic communication waves across thousands of mountains and rivers.

They haven't met each other so far, haven't asked each other's photos, just heard each other's voices, and occasionally talk about their parents, but more often they are characters from different animations or dramas. Wen Yiyan has been talking about it for decades. The cute cp who will fall in love and kill each other in the end, Qianli has been following the stability group for decades.Life continues to move forward quietly.

Wen Yiyan wrote this letter when he was in class.

She practiced Zhao Yuebai's name over and over again, as if she was practicing an ancient spell. When Xia Zhimian, who was sitting next to her, saw her, her whole face turned red to the base of her ears.

Xia Zhimian always used this matter to laugh at her, but only this matter she could not refute.Every time I turned my face away and said that the weather is really nice today to change the topic.

Wen Yiyan couldn't say anything else because Xia Zhimian was right, her girlish heart had been spent on this matter all her life, and she frantically concealed those embarrassing and beautiful emotions, although it didn't sound like she would What he did, but it really happened, Wen Yiyan naturally couldn't say anything else.Even thinking about her now makes her cheeks blush.

At that time, she was still sitting in the classroom with Xia Zhimian, looking at the clouds rolling and relaxing in the sky outside.Thinking of this, she remembered that she had shown Zhao Yuebai part of the letter - the part about Zhao Yuebai's name.

That should be a professional class, Wen Yiyan was chatting with Zhao Yuebai while writing the three words Zhao Yuebai in various notebooks.

Zhanyue Chenxiang: You concentrate on listening to the class!

Can’t eat enough: I’m listening, listening very carefully, multitasking is my specialty, don’t you remember?

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Attending lectures and chatting with me, isn’t that just for dual purposes?

Can’t eat enough: who said that, I’m still writing

Zhanyue Chenxiang: What are you writing?

Hungry: your name

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Hey, really? !I want to see! !I want to see!Send me a photo of it!

Can't eat enough: ... Haha, the weather is so nice, did I say something?

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Don't play dumb, I've seen it all, I want to see, I want to see!

Can’t eat enough: the writing is not good-looking, really

Zhanyue Chenxiang: But I just want to read what you wrote

Can't eat enough: ...ah, wait until the get out of class is over, I'm in class now

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Wait, wait!

Wen Yiyan put the phone aside and began to practice more seriously.When get out of class was over in 5 minutes, she wrote Zhao Yuebai's name on the brand new title page of the book, but she was not satisfied, so she changed to another place to write.She wrote another six times before she could write one that she was slightly satisfied with, and then took a photo and sent it to Zhao Yuebai when get out of class was over.

Can’t eat enough: Ah, the writing is not good-looking, don’t be disgusted

Zhanyue Chenxiang: I think it looks pretty!

Wen Yiyan thought to himself that this is my limit, if you think it looks bad, there is nothing I can do...

Can't eat enough: eh...

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Huh?

Can't eat enough: I also want to see you write my name

Half a minute later, Wen Yiyan received the picture from Zhao Yuebai, and wrote three words quite casually. Wen Yiyan looked at it for a long time, gave a pertinent evaluation in his heart, and recognized it.But of course she couldn't say that in front of Zhao Yuebai, otherwise she would probably die a miserable death, right?

Thinking of it, Wen Yiyan still felt quite scary.Although she was a little disappointed when she received the picture, she didn't take it to heart, let alone the possibility of Zhao Yuebai perfunctory her.It was because she was too serious and wanted to show Zhao Yuebai her best side, but Zhao Yuebai didn't have the same idea.

Their drifting away was not originally caused by one or two incidents in a day or two, and it may be because of this that every little incident seems particularly terrifying when recalled.

Wen Yiyan is a bit resentful at this moment that his memory is too good, it would be better to forget about such things early, but it is necessary to think about it at this time to destroy his mood.

But Wen Yiyan didn't sigh for long, because Xia Zhimian came to visit in the afternoon.

She put the letters in the drawer, then ate something casually in K Ji, and then bought a bunch of snacks and fruits outside and stuffed them in the refrigerator.

Xia Zhimian just came to play with her because she was too bored, she is now a teacher in a school, of course she is a problem teacher.This weekend, she was bored and came to play with Wen Yiyan.

The two of them sat on a swing and sat on a deck chair, talking about unnecessary conversations in the second class, and then finally laughed and laughed at each other's second class.

Finally, Xia Zhimian started to tell Wen Yiyan about her school routine.

"Didn't it be an event yesterday? And then there was a very cute little loli, I sat at the back of the classroom and hugged her on my lap... Don't look at me like that, I didn't do anything!" Xia Zhimian looked at her deeply Looking at her Wen Yiyan, he said very deeply.

Wen Yiyan nodded: "Well, I know, I don't believe you, so go ahead."

"Then I kept making her laugh, telling her stories, singing to her, and then a class was over, and it was time to leave school, so I put her off my lap. Then little Lori said to me— —" Xia Zhimian paused, Wen Yiyan could see [Yan]'s lonely and empty expression from her expression, then Xia Zhimian sighed deeply, "She said, thank you uncle."

Wen Yiyan laughed undisguisedly. She lay on the recliner and felt that she was about to roll off the chair. She struggled to sit up from the recliner, pinching her cheeks with both hands: "My face is smiling!" Sour."

"What is this? I used to laugh cry before."

"what?"

"Just me and my little friend, from twelve o'clock in the noon to nine o'clock in the night, laughing until the end of the saliva and tears flowed out, we couldn't walk, our legs were weak and our stomach hurt. We were still laughing. When school was over, I stood On the main road, I couldn’t walk anymore, but I was still laughing. My mother came to pick me up, but she glanced at me and left without saying anything. —" Xia Zhimian recalled his dark history and revealed it to Wen Yiyan without hesitation.

Wen Yiyan has always thought that Xia Zhimian is a magical human being, and of course she herself is not normal.In that school, one of the best things that happened to me was meeting Xia Zhimian, and met Chen Xiang by chance——

Probably because of the discovery of the letter today, Wen Yiyan found himself thinking about Zhao Yuebai all the time today.After sending Xia Zhimian away, she lay on the bed and thought about life.

In fact, there is nothing to think about in her life.

When I was at a loss in junior high school, I met Zhang Meili.When I was in high school, I decided to become a professional writer and met Ji Fangyu.When I was in college, I often couldn’t get enough to eat, and I met a lot of people.

Wen Yiyan thinks that Zhang Meili is probably the happiest person. She met Chen Shanfeng in university. The two of them have joined hands and held weddings abroad. Although there is no way to get a certificate in China, Wen Yiyan thinks that the two of them don’t need such a thing. .

Although he has already left the Great Central Plains, Wen Yiyan will definitely take a detour to have a meal with his beautiful classmate when he returns home for the holidays, just the two of them.Beautiful classmate is a very delicate person, not only his face, but also his life.After becoming the girlfriend of the rich second generation, she has lived a more refined life. Although she can live well without working, she is still working as an artist in Fenghuaxueyue.Moreover, he is the leader of the art team, who doesn't take much care of things, a real idle job.Occasionally pick up one or two orders, and it is also a four-zero transaction. It is quite a leisurely but interesting job.

Compared to her beautiful classmates, Wen Yiyan is still so casual. She cut her hair and then slowly grew it back.She still doesn't use much makeup. Although she has learned a little bit, she refuses to use it unless necessary.

Including when seeing a beautiful classmate being rejected by a beautiful classmate, Wen Yiyan is always confident and has an omnipotent answer: You won't marry me.

The beautiful classmate probably always laughs noblely and coldly. I already have a beautiful wife at home.

Beautiful people are good-looking even when they are mature, eating with a beautiful classmate is really enjoyable, as long as she doesn't always tell Wen Yiyan to buy those cosmetics and teach her how to dress up.It is beautiful and delicious, but it is a pity that there is a beautiful woman who dislikes herself sitting opposite, which is not very interesting.

Wen Yiyan had no choice but to silence her.

However, Meili still prefers to exaggerate. For example, she once lamented that she had a cup size, and she might have bigger breasts than Wen Yiyan.When we met, Wen Yiyan stared at her breasts for 3 minutes, and finally said with a troubled face that you told me where the cup was too big, did you gain weight again and couldn't wear the smaller size?

The beautiful classmate said that she was very tired and didn't want to talk to her.

Wen Yiyan doesn't like to travel long distances, but she always goes home during Chinese New Year.After the parents divorced, the younger brother lived with his mother, and the younger brother was still studying at the moment. Wen Yiyan always felt that he would be too cold if he was not in this house.Every time she goes back, she brings a little mess, sometimes snacks, sometimes souvenirs.The younger brother is getting older, but he is still very clingy to her.She also likes her younger brother very much. When she was a child, the bear boy grew up to be very caring, and he cooks good food. Wen Yiyan feels ashamed and is often laughed at by his mother.

She also keeps in touch with her father often, but not often.Depositing some money in a fixed account during the holidays is considered to be saving for her father. She knows that her father will not ask for her money at this moment, and she is not reluctant.As far as this family is concerned, the father is indeed sorry for them.But Wen Yiyan is very clear that the only person in this family whose father does not owe her is her.The strict father and loving mother were the opposite when Wen Yiyan was a child, but this does not mean that his father doted on Wen Yiyan.

The social morality, personal morality, and many concepts and beliefs that Wen Yiyan upheld were learned from her father when she was young. Fortunately, her father was a good man who did not cheat at that time, so Wen Yiyan was special for a while. unhappy.But later she also understood that even though marriage is a matter for many people, it is meaningless without love.Instead of torturing each other, it's better to let go.

Wen Yiyan spent a lot of time persuading her mother, which was very difficult, but she succeeded.

Can she really let go, she asked herself.

If it is said that she is desperate for marriage because of family reasons, it is not true, because there are many happy people among the people she knows.The same sex is like Zhang Meili, and the opposite sex is like Ji Fangyu, both are quite good.

Ji Fangyu is still a writer, but he is no longer a screenwriter.And Han Yunchen also withdrew from the online distribution circle, and got a decent job in the three-dimensional.He himself is a person with outstanding ability, which is also expected by Wen Yiyan.A man will become mature after marriage, and his choice is undoubtedly a responsible performance.

What surprised Wen Yiyan was Han Yunchen's younger sister, Han Yunshen. Jiu Que shared a lot of trouble.

In fact, Wen Yiyan had always imagined that Han Yunshen was not his own at all, and her brother's name was so interesting that she just picked a homonym for it, and it was definitely a gift for the phone bill.When she and Ji Fangyu complained, she got Ji Fangyu's support, and the two writers used their unrestrained imagination to make up a story that was so evocative, and it started from the generation of Grandpa Han Yunchen.

As a result, Han Yunchen glanced at his wife's computer screen, and told himself with certainty that his daughter-in-law, Han Yunshen, was his own, and that the author, who had bothered her, could consider filling in the hole instead of wasting time here.

Wen Yiyan asked Ji Fangyu how it felt to be urged by his man, and found out that Han Yunchen was mainly urging her, and Ji Fangyu spoiled the ending to Han Yunchen at the beginning of writing Ji Fangyu's story.What Han Yunchen is chasing is the novel that Wen Yiyan is currently writing——

Wen Yiyan's head full of black lines could be hung out, she asked Ji Fangyu, do you know that I am writing about Lily?Ji Fangyu said, I know I'm watching it too, so go fuck me and write to me.

This couple's reminder to renew their husband and wife team was so scary that Wen Yiyan even began to consider whether to block Ji Fangyu for a week.But considering the consequences, Wen Yiyan gave up.

Wen Yiyan couldn't fall asleep thinking about all this mess.She sat up from the bed, then opened the desk drawer, and took out the letter paper from it.

She remembered something again. In fact, this is not a letter, but a love letter.

On the Qixi Festival of that year, she wrote a love letter to Zhao Yuebai, and Zhao Yuebai wept with joy.Wen Yiyan thus learned that Zhao Yuebai liked this, and when the two were together for ten weeks after the National Day holiday, Wen Yiyan wrote a love letter.But she didn't send it because she didn't know how, and she hoped to hand it over to Zhao Yuebai the next time they met again.

Later, later, we came to the far, far away present.

Wen Yiyan has graduated from university for three years, and she has not taken the postgraduate entrance examination.Now that she is 27 years old, she says she is old and young, and her family has gradually started to mention marriage.Wen Yiyan always smiled and said that there is no rush, when she turns 29, if she still has no partner, she will accept the blind date arranged by her family.

From July to November, she was with Zhao Yuebai for [-] days.She knew that was no longer the happiness she wanted, so she offered to separate.

From 19 years old to 29 years old, it is ten years without any meaning but seemingly infinite meaning.Just go first, she no longer knows what she is insisting on.

In the past seven years, it's not that they haven't been in love, but they haven't gotten to the step of getting married.

There is no one else who will make Wen Yiyan want to imagine the days together in the future like Zhao Yuebai.

If the seven-year itch really exists, why is there no such feeling of missing?Zhao Yuebai is not Wen Yiyan's first love, but the person Wen Yiyan thinks of most is always her.

Maybe it's fate, maybe it's destiny.

Wen Yiyan took the letter paper and walked to the balcony, she sat down on the swing, the golden retriever lay at her feet, docile and obedient.She started to read the words she wrote back then from the beginning again.

"A love letter is actually more like a letter?

But the day is very special, let me say I like you first.

What should I say, we have been together for seventy days, right?It turns out that it has been so long. It feels like seventeen days or seven weeks have passed, but seventy days have passed?

I have no sense of time, and some messy things.As I said before, it's a slow push.It was hard work taking care of me for so long.

The weather in Chongqing should be fine, right?Remember not to catch a cold if the weather is changeable.Also, if you have a bad stomach, just pay attention when eating. I'm not here, so you have to take good care of yourself.

For more than two months, there were awkward fights over messy things, and even cold wars.It's really silly to think about it now, but I have to say - you are mine.

snort! [It's not right to blur this sentence]

It was really good to be able to enter that group and get to know you back then.Probably one of the luckiest things in my life. As for the others, let's talk slowly when we have time and when I think about it.

Maybe when we went to the supermarket together, we said it as a joke while looking at the daily necessities on the shelves?Or when you are lying on the floor at home and you are so bored that you are rolling around, just curl up with the kitten and make trouble and then recall?

Then you may never be able to clean up our bed, I'm such a bear, such a bear!It can be poured all the time, every minute and every second~ If the weather is too hot, I think I must be very keen on mopping the floor, and then lie on the clean floor to load the corpse.

And dragging you around on the floor together——

The books I read will probably be strange. If there are half of the bookcases for each person, who will have more? "

I want to watch the cherry blossoms with you. It would be better if I don’t have to go far and take a car.But if necessary, we will work hard to overcome it.But it is estimated that we have to act a day or two in advance, otherwise you will lead me like a dog to enjoy the cherry blossoms, maybe you can take the dog for a walk? "

Wen Yiyan raised her head and looked at the cherry blossom tree beside her. Under the cold white moonlight and the warm fluorescent lamp, she saw a small flower bud on the branch.

Those are the cherry blossoms that are about to bloom, and spring is almost here.

Wen Yiyan held the letter paper in her hand, she looked at the flower in rapt attention, and a thousand emotions filled her heart.A gust of wind blew, and she inexplicably let go of the letter and flew out, quickly disappearing into the night.

She stretched out her hand, but in the end she still did nothing.

In fact, this letter is still familiar to me, it doesn't matter if I read it or not.It was written only for Zhao Yuebai, Zhao Yuebai is no longer here, so it doesn't matter if he is there or not.

Wen Yiyan still remembered the following content.

"I want to turn on the air conditioner with you, but it seems that if you blow it too much, you will catch a cold? Have a headache? Anyway, there are all kinds of medicines you have prepared at home, right? But, even if you prepare them, I won't drink them!! Speaking of it, it seems I haven’t asked you whether you like pills or granules, right? Then do you like pills or granules? Actually, I don’t like both. If I insist on drinking, I should still drink pills. By the way, are you afraid of injections? Large needles and small needles are more inclined for which?

I want to take a walk with you. The weather should be very nice in autumn. It's cool and refreshing.There are fallen leaves all over the ground, and there is still a lukewarm wind. When it is a little colder, they can hold each other together.Then talk about trivial things, or sell Amway to each other because of which Two-dimensional brat is cuter?

I want to bask in the sun with you. Is there sun in Kunming in winter?When you lie on the rocking chair with the kitten, you will definitely fall asleep comfortably. Who do the kittens like more?I guess it's me, I don't have to go out to accompany it every day.This is the best, nothing can love you more than me.

I want to eat what you make, anyway, I won't, won't, won't!But if you want to taste what I cook, I can learn too, really.As for learning to drive... this, Shidu, don't!

I want to see your irritable expression when you are doing housework, and then lean over to kiss you, and then start to help with silly joy.

I want to see you having a headache from work and not wanting me to worry, lying beside you after you fall asleep to see your sleeping face...

There are simply too many things I want, do you think I am greedy?But there is no way, what I can imagine is a future with you, which is roughly like this, small, real, not perfect at all, but it is likely to be realized-the dream closest to reality.

I like you the most, and only you.

Agarwood is big, Zhao Yuebai.

Or, whiter?It actually sounds good!

Then finally, I love you. "

The author has something to say: Well, then this article is officially over.Thank you to the little angels who paid attention to accompany me to this day

Maybe it's fate, maybe it's destiny

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