Not full and boring

Wen Yiyan sometimes thinks that being young and not doing anything is juvenile and frivolous, and to put it bluntly, I was still an idiot back then.This day, she came back quite exhausted after swiping Weibo and posted a message on her trumpet: Back then I was still a fool...

At that time, she was still quite in love with the account No Enough.

As a result, the comments below are quite uniform.

A Thousand Miles of Beacon Smoke: It sounds like

Jiu Que: You are now

Ji Fangyu: Not really

Zhanyue Chenxiang: Like an idiot

Four Years of Qingli: Mourning for Master's Day

Wen Yiyan's reply is also quite individual, and the replies to several people are connected together: I, now, of course, no, ha ha.

As a result, the people who received their respective replies were quite puzzled, and only Xia Zhimian understood her—haha.

Xia Zhimian sighed for a while, and then went to play games.As a healer, Xia Zhimian's occupation is actually not very dominant.In the end, Xia Zhimian and Wen Yiyan analyzed it. In fact, it wasn't that she didn't play well, or that the milk monk didn't have an advantage, but that Xia Zhimian's gender wasn't that dominant.

At that time, Wen Yiyan and Zhao Yuebai broke up for nearly a month, and Xia Zhimian's game also went on for almost a month. The final boss of the 25-player hero Ben hit one or two percent, and then she was replaced as a substitute.

Wen Yiyan felt that sometimes fate was like this. She and Zhao Yuebai had been together before, and they had such strong and firm expectations for a happy ending, but in the end they were inexplicably defeated.

Xia Zhimian stood in front of the window with her, lazily puffing on a cigarette.Wen Yiyan felt that she should take a bottle of wine for the occasion, but she said to stay away from alcohol and tobacco.

Xia Zhimian was talking to her about things in the game.

"Yeah, there are indeed very few girls in wow, and it's rare to be a girl. The premise is that you have to be a girl."

The wind blows past the two of them, Wen Yiyan occasionally leans against the railing, the sky at one o'clock in the morning is not pure black, Xia Zhimian said that the sky is a bit like the Eastern Plaguelands, it is a map in WoW.

"They asked me to play a priest in the new version, as if in their opinion, girls should play a priest. If you don't play a priest, you are a cult." Xia Zhimian took a puff of cigarette, "But I don't like a priest, I just don't want to play a priest."

"It's pretty hard work..." Wen Yiyan sighed, she knew that Xia Zhimian just wanted to talk.

"I really like this game. I have liked it for a long time, but it seems that this game has never liked me. It seems that it is not like, it has never liked me." Xia Zhimian said, "Our guild has just been established. At that time, I was a member of the council, and later they held a meeting, saying that it was a meeting for newcomers. The president asked our opinions, and then many people asked me not to talk.”

"why?"

"Because you are a girl. If you are a man, if you say that hunter is so-and-so, everyone will think that he is really good at fighting. But you are a girl, and if you say that, everyone will think that you... Ha ha." Xia Zhimian didn't explain clearly, but she believed that Wen Yiyan knew, "If a guy says that so-and-so is average in fighting, don't promote him to a higher level, everyone will think that person is really bad in fighting. But if a girl If you talk about it, they will think that you are narrow-minded, holding grudges and making trouble with him, which is really annoying. Then the meeting ended, and the president asked me why I didn’t speak. I said, I have nothing to say. The president said Said that since you have nothing to say or don’t stay in the council, what else can I say? I just said that I can’t make constructive suggestions to the guild, so I’m not in the council. Then I’m not a member of the council .”

When Xia Zhimian said this, her tone was very calm, and nothing could be more sad than the sense of peace of a dead heart.

"The president is your boyfriend?" Wen Yiyan frowned. She remembered that Xia Zhimian said at the airport that she had a boyfriend who was the president of their guild.

Xia Zhimian nodded: "He called me just now and complained about what happened when he wrote the book. They replaced me as a substitute. After passing the boss, he still complained to me. Because he is the president and we have such a relationship, so Many times he is very deliberate. For example, the guild level of ten people was promoted and I was demoted. The guild ranks of the people who joined the guild later were all higher than mine. Those who did not enter have the same rank. He said he was worried that everyone would think he was unfair, so I said it’s okay, you haven’t done anything that would make others misunderstand.”

Wen Yiyan was about to be laughed out of anger: "It's also *."

"He asked me that you are so calm, I feel terrible, am I angry. I said no - in fact, sometimes I think that he, a big man, complains to me, and I have to hold my breath and talk to him, Otherwise, others will think that you are not virtuous or something, but if you want him to complain, everyone will think that you are wrong, always like to act like a baby or something." Xia Zhimian pinched the remaining cigarette, she and Wen Yiyan leaned back Leaning on the railing: "Then I hung up the phone saying 'um...ah...ok...it's okay...goodbye'. In order not to let him think that I resigned because of anger, I decided to wait for us to talk about it from the beginning to the end. If I type this book properly once, I will silently withdraw from the membership.”

"Silently withdrawing from the meeting? Isn't it too sad?" Wen Yiyan patted Xia Zhimian's shoulder, as if he had completely forgotten the sadness he felt when he silently said the breakup. "I can pretend to be your new love, and then we will withdraw together."

Only then did Xia Zhimian remember that Wen Yiyan had a death knight alias in her guild, and she laughed when she heard this: "Hahahaha, why am I forced to come out to play a game?! I will tell you that I will Boss, Master and I love each other, stay together and fly together, we don’t want him anymore, and then we quit the club together, and then I was hunted down to death.”

"Who is afraid of whom? I practiced my DK, DK plus milk monk, pvp is also a disgusting combination." Wen Yiyan's understanding of this game is basically based on Xia Zhimian's narration.

"Very disgusting." Xia Zhimian immediately affirmed Wen Yiyan's doubts.

Wen Yiyan's elbow was against the railing, and she tilted her head to look at Xia Zhimian: "Ah, some of my friends are in the first district, why don't we go to the first district to play?"

"Hahahahaha, I think my little friend is going to kill me." Xia Zhimian suddenly laughed again, "At first he was in the first district, and then I was in the second district, and he followed me to the second district. I went to the third district with the people from the guild, and he followed me to the third district, and now I tell him that I am going to the first district, hahahahaha, I will definitely be killed when I go back from vacation."

"Hahahahaha, you tell him that Feng Shui takes turns, go around and start again, treat him as a trip to Azeroth, and let him calm down." Wen Yiyan also laughed.

Xia Zhimian laughed even happier when she heard this, she raised her hand to rest her forehead: "Ah, let's talk about it after I get through this for a while, anyway, it's still quite interesting, as far as this game is concerned."

"Human, why do you always get hurt by the one you love so much?" Wen Yiyan sighed suddenly.

"Master, what are you lamenting? I'm getting goosebumps all over my body, can you talk properly, can you?!" Xia Zhimian said with an expression on her face that she hadn't taken any medicine.

Wen Yiyan said that she was so tired that she didn't want to talk to her, but she would still talk to her, who made her an obsessive-compulsive disorder.

"Of course, why not!!"

Xia Zhimian shrugged with a smile: "Ah, master, let's go to Yunnan in the future and stay in Dali."

"Stay here, where are you going to live?!" Wen Yiyan asked without thinking.

"You can live wherever you want, whether it's a new town or an old town, and then I'll play games every day and you write novels every day, life is also free." Xia Zhimian said calmly.

Wen Yiyan nodded: "I'm free, let's go and have a look first." She had told Xia Zhimian many times that she wanted to live in Yunnan in the future, and she once thought that Zhao Yuebai was just one of the reasons why she wanted to live in Yunnan , and later she discovered that Zhao Yuebai was actually the whole reason why she wanted to stay there forever.It doesn't matter how good the weather is or how beautiful the scenery is, without Zhao Yuebai, there would be no meaning.

"Okay, we can go to other places to play together at that time. Like Xishuangbanna, Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, although I don't think we will go to and from Xishuangbanna like motion sickness, let alone climb snow mountains like crazy, at most we will Standing at the bottom of the snow-capped mountains and watching others climb up." Xia Zhimian didn't have any expectations for their travel scenes, just like every girl would not expect her boyfriend to be good at taking pictures.

Wen Yiyan shook his head rather disapprovingly: "I'm definitely not going to get motion sickness, it's hard to say if I don't know Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, maybe I will stand on the top of the snow mountain because I want to push someone off the mountain, and wait Let him go up and get her down?"

Xia Zhimian was shocked by this reason.

Wen Yiyan looked at her calmly.

"That's it, let's go back to sleep first, I'll call you to have breakfast tomorrow morning, then we'll go for a walk outside, take a walk, and then we can go to the second class." Xia Zhimian pretended to be herself Hearing nothing, he looked at the sky outside, the same sky as the Eastern Plaguelands.Azeroth, as if that's where she should live.

Wen Yiyan was already a little sleepy, so he didn't insist on hearing the words.They went back to their rooms to rest. Wen Yiyan lay on the bed and quickly fell asleep. The next day, she received a text message from Xia Zhimian. She who usually likes to stay in bed just dawdled on the bed for a while before washing up. They went to class with their schoolbags on their backs, but the two of them never said anything about what they had said at night.

It is easy to have a little negative energy in the middle of the night, and both parties are well aware of this.Wen Yiyan is very clear that Xia Zhimian will not let go of this game easily. AFK is a three-letter word, but it is very difficult to do.

After all, I have loved so deeply, how can I say that I don't like it and I don't like it.

Wen Yiyan sometimes feels that people like them are useless without Two-dimensional.She is a writer, professionally.But so what?Not everyone can understand what she wrote, and she is just a writer living in her own world without any interpersonal relationship. In the eyes of relatives, she is still a person who does not do business properly.Wen Yiyan still remembers the farewell meal he had when he was in college. His uncle said that earning a living by writing was simply crazy. Although she did it and did it well, sometimes people didn’t support her support.

But Wen Yiyan did not change his original intention, nor did he give up halfway.She is such a persistent person who is almost stubborn. She is not favored by others, but she will not change herself because of the outside world.

Although she changed later, it didn't matter much.

She is like this, let alone Xia Zhimian.Although Xia Zhimian's first ambition is not to play games, but to be the principal of the middle school.She mentioned many times that when she became the principal of the middle school, she changed her school uniform to a sailor uniform and checked the girls every day.Every time Wen Yiyan felt that if she really went to Yunnan in the future, she would not be able to live very close to Xia Zhimian, and she would not be able to live very close to the prison.

Whether it is true or false, it is not clear.

From the sophomore to the junior year, Wen Yiyan and Xia Zhimian felt somewhat hesitant when talking about the future.They agreed to take various certificates together to collect school credits, such as Mandarin certificates, special four special eights, and Japanese N1N2. Of course, they seem to be unable to take other tests except Mandarin.

It has been a month since the Japanese class began. Wen Yiyan and Xia Zhimian are still addicted to the fifty-sounding syllables. They practice how to write every day, and then struggle with how to write beautifully. They use their imagination and drawing respectively. Part of it is to write katakana, although it is still not very satisfactory.

For the first time, Wen Yiyan had a course that he wanted to work hard on, and he and Xia Zhimian took the second foreign language course without landing.Impression Chinese Yiyan is the first time to study something so seriously, and she can't tell what she is insisting on.Was it the songs she sang to her when I was with Zhao Yuebai, or something else.

After all, Wen Yiyan is very clear that even if she learns Japanese, nothing will change. She is tone deaf, so she is doomed to be unable to sing Zhao Yuebai's favorite song——

"Let's meet again next time"

And they will probably never meet again.

After retiring from the circle, although she still stayed in Fenghuaxueyue, Wen Yiyan did not interfere in the affairs. She also changed back to the QQ account, and the friends on the account were all from the same circle.There are also Qianli and Jiuque, but not everyone in the memory is lucky enough to be on it.

Sina Weibo has a function of quietly following, which Wen Yiyan discovered by accident.When they broke up, she deleted Zhao Yuebai both ways, but then quietly followed him back.She didn't plan to pay attention to it all the time, she just planned to pay attention to it for a month to make sure that everything was fine with Zhao Yuebai.Zhao Yuebai is indeed fine, but he no longer uses this Weibo.Wen Yiyan was a little disappointed, but he didn't say anything.

She didn't ask other people if Zhao Yuebai was doing well.After all, she was the one who proposed the breakup, and Wen Yiyan felt hypocritical even if he pretended to go back and care about her.

What's more, Wen Yiyan didn't want to know whether she was doing well from others, once he accepted the news of him from others, it would undoubtedly be tantamount to admitting that there was someone else between them.Wen Yiyan didn't like this, from being together to breaking up, Wen Yiyan hoped that they would always be the two of them and not get involved with anyone.

But this is obviously a bit unrealistic for Zhao Yuebai who has a big circle, so Wen Yiyan never mentioned this to her.

So in the end, Zhao Yuebai didn't know that Wen Yiyan was not very interested in her interesting friends. No matter how interesting or cute they were, they were only related to Zhao Yuebai and had nothing to do with her.So Wen Yiyan could patiently listen to her tell those stories and laugh along with her, but she couldn't remember all these people.

Wen Yiyan finally thought about the reason carefully, but when he figured it out, he couldn't help but despise himself.

I like you so much, but I just like you.

The world is so big, all I can give you is cheap love.

You're going to go, I knew it from the start.

So in the end Zhao Yuebai didn't know, Wen Yiyan actually thought about this ending from the very beginning.Although she had changed so much in order to avoid this ending, she was destined to not be able to change the future.Wen Yiyan knows that he is pessimistic and powerless, but sometimes it is really hard to solve the problem.She could go all the way for Zhao Yuebai, or she could hide her corners for Zhao Yuebai, but she still came to the end.

But in the same way, not only the ending cannot be changed, but people's persistence is also difficult to change.Just like Wen Yiyan knew at the beginning that she and Zhao Yuebai would die without a problem, and in the end it really happened, she still had no choice but to give up without doing anything.

In the same way, even if she knows that going to Yunnan again will not change anything, and even the possibility of meeting Zhao Yuebai does not exist, she will still choose to do that.

Sometimes, what we pursue is not the result, but a life that does not let us regret it.

Sometimes, what we choose is not happiness, but a future that does not make us regret.

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