After amnesia, monopolized by paranoia

After Qi Rang raised his legs, it was Thursday again in a blink of an eye.

I don't know what Jiang Shui's thoughts are these few days. I haven't sent him a message. Qi Rang originally wanted to delete the person, but the other party didn't say anything, so he wouldn't delete the person suddenly. That's the end of the matter.

With the experience of the previous week, Qi Rang not only came early this time, but also deliberately chose a place near the corridor to ensure that he would not be blocked by anyone.

With the passage of time, the number of people in the classroom gradually increased, and the surrounding seats were gradually filled up. Qi Rang sat upright, trying his best to deal with the impending Jiang Shuixin.

There were about 5 minutes before the class started, and the students in the class were almost all there. When no one came in after a long time, a colorful figure finally arrived late.

Jiang Shuixin greeted the teacher, got permission as expected, and walked straight to Qi Rang.

"Rang Rang, can you find a place inside?"

Qi Rang sat in the middle row today, and he wouldn't lean against the wall even if he scurried in. He didn't want to attract the teacher's attention, so he scurried in and gave Jiang Shuixin a seat on the side of the corridor.

Jiang Shuixin took advantage of the situation and sat down, setting off a very pleasant and rich floral fragrance.

Of course, in Qi Rang's smell, no matter how good the smell is, it can't compare to the faint ebony fragrance from his brother's body.

"Have you read it? Chat records." Jiang Shuixin glanced at Qi Rang and asked.

"Looked."

"Is there nothing you want to say?"

"No," Qi Rang shook his head, "I believe in the present feeling more than the so-called truth."

"Even if he was the person you hated the most before, don't you care?"

"Impossible, I have amnesia, but I remember my feelings for all of you, I am very dependent on my brother, he can't be the person I hate the most."

"Then have you ever thought about the possibility that maybe he used to be the person you depended on the most, but later became the person you hate the most. Have you seen the chat records? You were so eager to divorce him?"

Qi Rang feels guilty when the topic of divorce is brought up now, not to mention that the person sitting next to him is his suspected cheating partner!

He shook his head resolutely: "It's all my fault, don't talk about it, the teacher is in class, I want to listen to the class."

Jiang Shuixin narrowed his eyes slightly: "Then I can only tell you after class."

Qi Rang nodded on the surface, but what he actually thought was that he would run away after class, and if he wanted to talk, it would depend on whether he wanted to listen or not.

Qi Rang's little thoughts could almost be said to be clearly written on his face, how could Jiang Shuixin not see it, but these reactions were all in his expectation, and he was not very angry at all.

He has known for a long time that Qi Rang is such a person. Unlike other idiots who are more innocent and more likely to be provoked, the core of Qi Rang's thinking is "trust". They will choose to trust unconditionally.

It is a very happy thing for such a person to be someone he trusts, and by the same token, it may be a bit embarrassing for other people who want to provoke a relationship.

Undoubtedly, it is exactly the same that Qi Yuebai dared to agree to allow Rang to go back to school to continue his senior year, because he knew that Rang would trust him without reservation.

This used to be Jiang Shuixin's favorite trait of Rang Rang, so he didn't feel bad, and he looked forward to breaking Rang Rang's trust again.

It took two years last time, maybe this time he will be much faster, because this time, he knows enough about his enemy——Qi Yuebai.

No one disturbed, the time of a class seemed to pass quickly, Qi Rang was still unsatisfied, the bell for the end of get out of class had already rang, the teacher did not stop for a moment, and was the first to leave the classroom with his bag.

Qi Rang didn't want to stay too long, he stuffed the book into his bag, stood up and wanted to leave.

Jiang Shuixin sat firmly in the corridor, obviously not intending to get out of the way, Qi Rang could only look at the corridor on the other side, there were about four or five people sitting on the other side, but they were still packing up, Qi Rang No matter how urgent you are, you can only wait obediently.

After a minute or two, the people on the left finally started to walk out one by one, and Qi Rang hurriedly followed, but just as he stepped out, his wrist was pulled by someone, and he almost fell into Jiang Shuixin's arms.

Qi Rang looked horrified: "Why are you dragging me?"

"Didn't we talk about it in class? Continue to finish talking after class?"

Qi Rang: "..." But he was just perfunctory!

"Are you playing tricks on me?"

Jiang Shui put on heavy makeup, squinting his eyes and feeling oppressed, Qi Rang didn't know why he was so cowardly, subconsciously tightened his back, and replied: "No!"

"Okay, let's go out and talk."

"Can't we just say it here?"

"Hurry up, or your dear brother will send again."

This was a wake-up call to Qi Rang, yes, maybe Li Quan will come later, what can Jiang Shuixin do to him when he goes to this stop?

Thinking of this, Qi Rang wanted to sit down, and Jiang Shuixin could tell what Qi Rang was thinking at a glance, and dragged him straight out.

Qi Rang never imagined that Jiang Shuixin, who was wearing high heels and a short skirt and didn't look much bigger than him, could be so strong that it hurt his wrist, and he couldn't play tricks at all, so he was dragged out of the classroom.

When Li Quan arrived, there was no sign of Qi Rang in the classroom. He asked the remaining students and said that he followed someone and left through the back door.

He hurriedly called Qi Rang, but the phone rang a few times before being hung up, and when he called again, it showed that the phone was turned off.

Li Quan's forehead broke out in a thin layer of sweat, he didn't dare to delay, so he called Qi Yuebai and told him about it.

On the other end of the phone, Qi Yuebai's eyes darkened slightly.

It is impossible for him to completely isolate Rang Rang from going back to school, so he can only minimize the time Rang Rang spends with Jiang Shuixin, and Rang Rang disagrees with the driver following up with the school to wait for him, so he asks Li Quan to pick up people to the company , Such a reason will not arouse Rang Rang's resentment.

However, Jiang Shuixin still took Rang Rang away under his nose.

Qi Yuebai asked: "When did you arrive?"

"[-]:[-]." Li Quan wiped the sweat from his forehead, "I'm sorry Mr. Qi, it was my mistake."

Li Quan didn't dare to explain because he was a little late last time, and today he deliberately set off 10 minutes earlier. He didn't expect to encounter a traffic jam in such an unlucky day today.

The letter of thanks has taught him that no matter the reason, he should think about it in advance, if he doesn't do it well, he doesn't do it well. Mr. Qi hates other people's endless explanations.

"Come back and find the thank you letter yourself."

"I know Mr. Qi."

Qi Yuebai hung up the phone and dialed Qi Rang's number with his personal mobile phone. The female mechanical voice reminded him that the phone on the other side was turned off, and he sent two messages:

[Rang Rang, where have you been?Why is it turned off? 】

【Call me back when you see it, I'm worried about you. 】

He didn't get a reply, and then he made another call:

"Help me track down a license plate number..."

Besides, on Qi Rang's side, it's not that he doesn't want to call back, but he can't.

As soon as he was dragged out of the teaching building by Jiang Shuixin, Li Quan called. He thought he had met some kind of savior, so he wanted to get through the phone immediately, but he never expected that Jiang Shuixin would snatch his mobile phone openly. .

"what are you doing?"

Qi Rang wanted to snatch the phone back, but Jiang Shuixin relied on the bonus of having high heels, so he raised the phone to a height that Qi Rang couldn't reach, and pressed and held to force it to shut down.

"He has monopolized you for such a long time, I think it's not too much to talk quietly for a while?" Jiang Shuixin said.

"What, he's my brother, we've always been together."

"Rang, we've always been together."

"No, I only have my brother in my heart, don't frame me."

Jiang Shuixin sneered, but he didn't want to hear the words about how much he loves Qi Yuebai from Rang Rang's mouth again, so he dragged Qi Rang forward.

Qi Rang tried to struggle while observing the mobile phone in Jiang Shuixin's hand: "Is it not allowed to talk here? No one bothers us."

"No, there are too many people here."

"Then where are you taking me?"

"You'll find out later."

Qi Rang didn't want to know later, but his strength was inferior to others, and he couldn't bear to shout for help, so he had to admit it.

Jiang Shuixin dragged Qi Rang to the parking lot under the office building. After stuffing Qi Rang into the co-pilot, he sat in the driver's seat and started the car.

On the one hand, the door is locked, on the other hand, Qi Rang does not have the courage to jump off the car, so he can only try to make a final struggle from his mouth: "There is no one else here, what do you want to say, isn't this place very suitable?"

"Rang Rang, you should think about it first. Since you woke up, Qi Yuebai has been the same all the time. Is there nothing that makes you feel strange?"

Without even thinking about it, Qi Rang replied directly: "No."

Jiang Shuixin sneered and stopped talking.

Qi Rang pursed his lips, he didn't want to talk, he didn't want to talk!

Anyway, Qi Rang didn't doubt his brother's intentions at all. He turned his face out of the window and carefully memorized the route. Maybe it will come in handy when?

Without a mobile phone, Qi Rang has no concept of the passage of time. He feels that Jiang Shuixin's car has been driving for a long time, and the surroundings have changed from high-rise buildings to bushes. There are even hills in the distance, as if driving into some suburb .

There are indeed no people in this kind of place, but it also means that it is impossible for Qi Rang to get rid of Jiang Shuixin and run away.

Qi Rang even suspected that if Jiang Shuixin was dissatisfied with what he did, Jiang Shuixin would dare to punch him to death in this kind of deep mountain and old forest called "every day should not be called the earth".

The world was still too dangerous for him.

Bypassing a long section of the winding mountain road, Jiang Shuixin parked the car on a large platform paved with gravel, then got out of the car and took out a huge black package from the trunk. boots.

As for why not sneakers, Jiang Shuixin wanted to change into a pair of walking shoes, but he didn't choose everything, he could wear sneakers with a lace skirt.

Qi Rang dawdled before getting out of the car, and looked around to make sure that Jiang Shuixin had taken him to a certain mountain, maybe it was some tourist attraction, because there were many cars parked around.

At this moment, Jiang Shuixin knocked on the car window: "Come down."

"Where is this? What did you bring me here for?"

"Speak, don't you want to talk in class?"

Qi Rang: "..." Crazy!If I had known him earlier, I might as well have said it in class!

"Come down, go eat something, how can you go back if you are not full?"

Makes sense.

Qi Rang touched his deflated stomach, decided not to make trouble with his body, pushed open the car door and got out.

Jiang Shuixin carried the big black bag and walked up the path up the mountain, and Qi Rang could only follow.

After walking for a long time, and it was all uphill, Qi Rang couldn't bear it anymore, and complained with a mournful face: "Didn't it mean to eat? This is getting more and more remote, where is there a place to eat?"

Jiang Shuixin glanced at his watch, "It's almost half an hour away."

"If I knew it was so far away, I would rather not eat it!"

"Then you want to go back now?"

Qi Rang glanced at the downhill road back, and couldn't see the end at all. His resentment was aroused, and he said that he had to eat this meal, and said viciously: "It's been so long! I won't go back! "

This walk took another full half an hour, and Qi Rang was dragged by the resentment to climb to the top of the mountain. As soon as he reached the top, he saw several tents on the ground and people playing with binoculars, and Qi made people stupid:

"Didn't you say you came to eat?"

Jiang Shuixin put the black bag on the ground, opened the interlayer, took out several fast food and put them on the ground: "Jiang's small shop opens today, there are hot pot, ramen, and meals, what would you like?"

Qi Rang was stunned for a few seconds, and realized later that he had been deceived by Jiang Shuixin. With a slap, his mentality collapsed into popcorn.

His eyes were red and he almost didn't cry, he cursed in a trembling voice: "You are crazy!"

The elder brother next to him was fiddling with the binoculars. He couldn't stand it when he heard this, and said to Qi Rang: "Young man, why are you talking to your girlfriend? It's so heavy that you can let your girlfriend carry it all. They brought you so much food specially, why are you still picking and choosing if you don’t thank them?”

Qi Rang was so miserable that he couldn't tell, he was so angry that his tears were tearing up, and he felt that his tears were about to fall down in a blink of an eye.

The eldest brother was a little embarrassed, "Hey, you young man, why are you acting like a little girl, and you cried before you even said a word?"

Qi Rang wiped away his tears, but when he thought that he was not only violently dragged to the deep mountains and old forests, but also foolishly followed up the mountain, he felt wronged. Wipe more.

The tears were not obedient, Qi Rang felt sad for a moment, and cried out in despair.

Big brother: "..." He shouldn't have opened his mouth like that today, the young man nowadays is really not to be messed with.

Jiang Shuixin handed some tissues to Qi Rang, and comforted him: "Don't worry, your brother won't know that we came to watch the stars behind his back."

Qi Rang didn't want to talk at first, but when Jiang Shuixin mentioned his brother, he couldn't hold back anymore. He raised his crying eyes and stared at Jiang Shuixin, "You are talking nonsense! Who came to stargazing with you behind my brother's back! You lied to me!" I'm here!"

The eldest brother had already turned his head away, but he almost smashed the telescope when he heard the conversation.

What the hell?Sister-in-law's temptation?Are young people playing so hard now?

Qi Rang didn't realize how strange their conversation was, and continued to stare at Jiang Shuixin viciously.

Jiang Shuixin bent his lips, and said again: "Then you just tell your brother like this, he won't be angry with you, don't cry, huh?"

"Brother wouldn't be angry with me in the first place! Don't pretend to be kind!" Qi Rang snatched the paper over, and didn't want Jiang Shuixin to help him wipe his tears. He would never betray his brother!

"What to eat? I'm so hungry, your brother should blame me for not taking good care of you."

Qi Rang was hit hard again, no matter how angry he was, he obediently looked at the food Jiang Shuixin brought, and commanded fiercely: "I want that hot and sour powder."

"Wait, I'll cook for you."

Jiang Shuixin directly disassembled the self-heating hot pot, cooked the noodles with a heating bag, and gave it to Qi Rang to eat.

I have to say that although Jiang Shuixin is annoying, the fans are innocent. After Qi Rang finished a bowl of noodles, he still couldn't get enough of them. He added half a bowl of instant noodles and a piece of chocolate to get full.

After finishing the work, Jiang Shuixin cleaned up the garbage, and it happened that the sky was getting dark, so he took the time to set up the telescope.

Qi Rang was full of food and drink, and after climbing the mountain for so long, he was so tired that he started to feel drowsy when he sat on the spot.

At the same time, Qi Yuebai had already received the news and drove to Yunding Mountain.

Yunding Mountain, Lost Contact, Jiang Shuixin, the combination of these words kept bringing Qi Yuebai's thoughts back to more than a year ago.

Because of Jiang Shuixin's continuous intervention, the relationship between him and Rang Rang had become rigid at that time, and the night at Yunding Mountain was the turning point of everything.

Yunding Mountain is a famous stargazing spot in City C. There is an observatory and a telescope on the top of the mountain. Many astronomy enthusiasts will travel thousands of miles here to watch the stars. What's more, they will bring their own telescopes to come here. .

As a scenic spot, Yunding Mountain naturally has a cable car, but it will only be out of service until 16:00. If you arrive after this time, you can only park your car on the gravel parking lot at the entrance of the mountain, and then hike to the top of the mountain.

At that time, Qi Yuebai found out that when Jean Rang didn't go home on time after class, tracked down Jiang Shuixin's license plate number, and drove to Yunding Mountain in person, let alone the cable car, it was almost completely dark.

He saw the stone steps in the forest extending to the top of the mountain, and just thinking about walking in made him feel extremely sick. He lit a cigarette with slightly trembling hands, and made two phone calls to Qi Rang, but there was no exception. , are not connected.

The cigarettes were burned to the end one by one, and the sky gradually turned dark, and then lightened slightly after the moon came out, and it was the darkest time around three or four o'clock in the morning. It is slightly bright.

Qi Yuebai smoked too much and blew a cool breeze all night, no matter how good her body was, she couldn't help coughing in a low voice.

It was about seven or eight o'clock, the sun had already illuminated half of the mountain, and Qi Rang and Jiang Shuixin walked out talking and laughing.

Qi Yuebai held back the desire to cough, and waited calmly for Rang to approach.

In the past, when Qi Rang saw his brother standing there waiting for him from a distance, he would immediately smile, leave the people around him and rush into Qi Yuebai's arms.

But today, Qi Rang didn't smile, let alone run over. Instead, he lost his smile the moment he saw him, lowered his head and kicked two small stones slowly. Minutes passed.

Qi Yuebai wanted to cough several times, but he endured it, because there was something more unbearable than this - let Rang walk in front of him, and the first sentence was:

"I think about it. I won't embarrass you in the future. Let's get a divorce."

Jean wanted to think about it, but he couldn't think about it. He couldn't think about it since many years ago.

After a year and a half, I didn't expect to encounter the same situation again.

Qi Yuebai's car was driving fast, and was reminded by the car assistant to speed up several times. He almost drove up against the speed limit, but the sky gradually darkened.

It’s almost seven o’clock, and the sky is slightly lowered. People who want to go to Yunding Mountain to watch the stars have already gone up at this time. The gravel parking lot at the entrance is irregularly lined up with dozens of cars, leaving limited space and all are crowded. If it is in a bad location, either the original space is squeezed by the cars next to it, or there are tree stumps or potholes in the empty space.

A black car made a selection, and chose the parking space with the tree stump. Given the height of its chassis, as long as it is careful, it can still be driven in.

Just as the driver was carefully reversing the car while looking out the window, another black car with a smooth lane roared up. When it was approaching the vacant space on both sides of him, it turned the steering wheel to the right and made a gesture of reversing. The posture of going in.

The driver didn't even want to reverse his car in an instant, he just wanted to see how talented and daring the new guy was.

You know, he just got out of the car and looked at all the parking spaces. The parking space next to him is indeed flat, but the cars on the left and right sides are under the line, and the bigger cars can't squeeze in. Just him It's an ordinary car, and if you insist on driving in, you have to scrape the car.

Then the person next to him, without hesitation after turning to a stop, directly shifted to reverse gear, and slid into the narrow space in one go.

driver:"……"

After a while, the car door was pushed open a wide gap, and a man in a suit with a stern face stepped down sideways.

His hands were covered with a layer of black leather gloves, and he was holding a black umbrella. He stood at the rear of the car and lit a cigarette. The smoke he exhaled clouded his eyes looking towards the top of the mountain.

Even though the driver is a straight man who has been straight for decades, at this moment, he has to admit that this man is really sexy.

Before he knew it, a cigarette burned to the bottom. He extinguished the cigarette at the rear of his car, opened his umbrella and strode towards the stone steps up the mountain.

It wasn't until the figure completely disappeared into the rugged forest path that the driver suddenly came back to his senses. He stared at a strange man for so long, and hurriedly backed the car back into the empty seat.

On the other side, Jiang Shuixin adjusted the telescope, and when he turned around, he saw that Qi Rang had fallen asleep little by little. He picked up the blanket that covered the telescope, wrapped Qi Rang, and carried Qi Rang to the telescope. beside.

During the whole process, Qi Rang fell unconscious and didn't realize anything. The big brother next door sighed again.

The sun is getting lower and lower, and finally disappears completely on the side of the mountain. Last second, it seemed that they could still see each other's faces. This second, it was already pitch black where you could barely see your fingers. Soon, the distant sky was flickering. The stars gradually brightened up.

The people squatting and watching are no longer chatting or playing with mobile phones, but squatting next to the telescope to focus and watch the stars.

Jiang Shuixin was no exception, looking for a star.

He has a star that he wants to observe, and he knows the approximate position in his heart, but even so, he needs to keep moving the primary mirror to adjust the position in order to really capture that star.

It was a very long process. His eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, and he saw more and more details about the star. After some time, he finally observed all the details of the star again. At this time, Jean had already I slept soundly.

"Rang Rang, wake up." Jiang Shuixin pinched Qi Rang's face, his voice was unprecedentedly gentle and restrained.

It's a pity that Qi Rang couldn't hear it at all. In his dream, he only felt that there was a mosquito buzzing around his face. He turned his face impatiently, buried himself in the blanket and continued to sleep.

Jiang Shuixin paused, and said, "Rang Rang, your brother is here."

"Hmm... Brother..." Qi Rang yelled twice, twisted his body and continued to shrink into the blanket, suddenly a bright light flashed in his mind, his body froze, and his chaotic mind suddenly woke up .

He sat up straight and looked around with a guilty face, "Brother? Where is my brother?"

"Here, come and have a look." A cold voice drew Qi Rang's attention.

Qi Rang turned his head in confusion, and saw Jiang Shuixin pointing at the binoculars and said, "Come on, come and have a look."

Qi Rang: "..."

Scared him to death!He didn't know how he fell asleep on Jiang Shuixin's lap, he thought his brother really saw it!

"Why are you scaring me?"

"Why are you scaring you? We are doing well and sitting upright, why are you guilty?"

The big brother next to him snorted, the younger brother-in-law is sleeping on the lap of the sister-in-law, and he is still sitting upright. If he is that elder brother, he probably wants to kill this unfilial younger brother!

Qi Rang looked confused, it's none of his business, why does this big brother keep humming at him!

Oh, it's not just this big brother, the rest of the people seem to like to look at him with a strange look, and a strange bad feeling gradually emerges.

He carefully recalled all the things that happened after he went up the mountain, and finally realized how strange Jiang Shuixin's nonsense was to others.

Qi Rang woke up completely in an instant, and looked at Jiang Shuixin with a ghostly expression on his face.

Jiang Shuixin knew that Qi Rang had reacted, so he narrowed his eyes with joy, and said with a smile: "Don't be dazed, come and have a look, after you finish reading, I will listen to you whatever you want."

Qi Rang: "..."

He glanced at his eldest brother quietly, and sure enough, his eldest brother sighed heavily again.

You can't be misunderstood like this!

Qi Rang said: "Okay, then I will go back after reading it. My brother doesn't like you, so I want to go back."

"Come and take a look." Jiang Shuixin gave up the middle position and asked Qi Rang to take a look, "Your eyes haven't adapted to the darkness yet, if you look at it for a while, it will become more and more beautiful."

Qi Rang moved his eyes suspiciously, and at first glance, there were only a few shiny dots, no different from seeing the starry sky with the naked eye.

He was thinking aimlessly, wondering if he had cleared up the big brother's misunderstanding, while staring at the small dots, it was indeed as Jiang Shuixin said, when his eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, he could see More and more things arrived.

I don't know how long it has passed, and the dots of light form a ribbon in the state of the eye. The whole seems to be red, like an eye.

He suddenly found the right words to describe his brother's gaze—just like this, without human desire and emotion, like a nebula that ignores everything, falling from the sky thousands of miles high, with the aura of annihilating everything, he and the whole world So isolated.

Qi Rang was so shocked that he even lost the ability to speak for a while. At this moment, Jiang Shuixin told him the information about this star:

"This star is called Fomalhaut, and it is the brightest star that many southern cities can see from the south."

"Fomalhaut is surrounded by a disk-shaped cloud of dust. At first, the scientific community believed that the dust cloud was formed by the gravitational force of two planets. That is to say, there is a Fomalhaut b hidden in the dust cloud. And scientists did detect a signal from another planet."

"But in 16, the signal of Fomalhaut b completely disappeared and was never found again. This year, the International Astronomical Society announced that Fomalhaut b was delisted."

"Although the nebula is always black and white, it doesn't mean that the nebula is originally black and white. It just needs a long exposure to get rich colors."

"Oh..." Qi Rang responded dryly.

"A year ago, we also looked at Fomalhaut here. You tell me, it looks a lot like Qi Yuebai's eyes."

Qi Rang finally became a little bit interested. The man he was two years ago is no different from what he is now.

"You say that the eyes are horrible."

"Oh... ah? Are you bluffing me?" Qi Rang didn't think those eyes were scary. On the contrary, when he thought of his brother's eyes like a miniature version of the nebula, he felt so romantic that it couldn't be more romantic.

"You said you always thought he was weird, but you couldn't say what specifically made you feel weird."

"Until you see this nebula, you don't understand that there is no emotion in his eyes. How can a person, a living person, have such cold, emotionless eyes? You can never see what he is thinking, you are What was he thinking when he was heartbroken?"

"It's terrible to be with a person who can only measure gains and losses for the rest of your life."

Qi Rang didn't think this was a big deal at first, but after listening to Jiang Shuixin's description, he gradually developed a chill feeling like his hairs were standing on his head.

He suddenly realized that it seemed really difficult for him to see his brother's obvious ups and downs. Most of the time, he was as calm as a machine, not like a living person.

"The feelings you put in will never get feedback. His reactions are all choices that maximize benefits after weighing the benefits. Even so, don't you think it's terrible?"

Qi Rang should have refuted, and he also wanted to refute, but he couldn't speak. After the exposure, the red color of Nebula seemed to gradually become more intense, and it became more and more like an emotionless red eye, staring at him for a moment. He kept staring at him, making his back a little chilly.

After a while, he regained control of his body. Qi Rang tilted his head away from the lens barrel, and said in cold sweat, "I want to go back. I've finished reading it, as you said, and you will listen to me after I finish it. I'm going home, I don't want to be here."

As he said that, Qi Rang glanced at the direction up the mountain, and even thought that if Jiang Shuixin didn't agree, he would find a way to go down the mountain, but at this glance, he was suddenly stunned——

A black shadow holding an umbrella walked up the path, the moonlight was faint, casting a light halo on him, but other than that, his whole body was immersed in darkness, and his black gloves Outside the shadow of the umbrella, a cold light is reflected.

"Rang Rang, I found you."

The visitor lightly lifted the edge of the umbrella, half of his sharp-edged face was exposed in the moonlight, and there seemed to be something suppressed under the soft tone, like a deadly huge vortex hidden under the calm sea.

The author has something to say: Some psychological words about my writing for so long:

On February 20, 2, I published my first article in Jinjiang, but in fact, this is not the first time I wrote an article. I wrote it in a foreign station in high school, and my grades were okay, but I gave up because of the pressure of the college entrance examination.

This abandonment lasted until 20 years, and because of the epidemic, I started writing again.

There is still one month left, and I have been writing for two full years. As you can see, the results are really not very good. Every time I tell myself that the next book will be better, but in fact it is not.I used to say that "a million words will make you a god", which means that if you write a million words, you will definitely get a good result. Obviously, I haven't done it, and I have already surpassed 100 million words.

I think I might really not be suitable for this job. I don't like to pursue hot spots, and the plots I write are often dancing on the edge of being blocked, but I'm really not doing gimmicks, I really like this kind of thing.

I have seen a saying before, and I think it fits my idea quite well: hell cp is the best taste, don’t believe in pure love, believe in hate, unwillingness and regret, love is a short-lived fire, you can’t catch it Live the fire, but the ash left after burning can be swallowed in the stomach.

Yes, this is what I think. I used to like to tag sweet texts, but there will always be little angels leaving messages saying "abuse" and "biased drama". The definition is what is said above, do not believe in pure love, but doomed not to be freed.But many people say it's not sweet, so I won't tag it now.

I even read the comment section of the last book two days ago, and accidentally found that someone gave me two points, saying that my logic is messy. To be honest, I am quite Yimou, because I "pretend to be noble", and what I have always pursued most is writing. Logic and three-dimensional characters, I don’t want to write so-called tool people, I want to show that everyone is independent, and every choice they make is an inevitable choice of fate based on character and events, but this I haven't done a good job so far. I have arranged for everyone a complex character created by the environment, but I don't have the writing skills to fully express it.

Having said so much, I just want to say that I doubt myself now, I am unwilling to pursue fashion, and writing articles that are not accepted by the mainstream "three views are not correct", a bit sour literati's "pretentious", I may It's really not a good fit for this job.

I plan to have a fortune-telling the day after tomorrow and ask my mother to take me there. My mother said that person is very famous in our generation and is said to be very accurate.

It’s not about propagating feudal ideas. I’m Schrödinger’s atheist. I don’t believe in ghosts and gods, but I believe in Fengshui and yin and yang. The mirror on the sink in our house is facing the door, and there is a corridor behind the door. I’m afraid of this I dare not wash my face at night. Everyone should have heard that the mirror cannot face the door. Anyway, I am very scared, uncontrollable fear.

At that time, let’s see what the master has to say. If the master thinks that I am not suitable for this job, I will still finish writing this book, and maybe I will write it again in the future, but I should not write as hard as I am now, even in order to chase the chart day. Six days, anyway, wait for my news.