Temperament

Zhuo Tianyi didn't know how to answer for a while, he didn't expect that Shen Qinglan would return the carbine with a backhand at this time, throwing a difficult problem.

If he had heard this question three days ago, he would have avoided it calmly, not because he didn’t want to, but because he couldn’t do it now. If he asked him, it would be like accepting the rules he gave again, putting the handle in his hand, and sitting down. Convinced himself of robbery.He couldn't help himself from destroying the city wall before he snatched the sword he stabbed at and turned his backhand to completely destroy himself.

But now that Shen Qinglan asked again in this situation, he couldn't judge the reason for it in a short time.Looking down at Shen Qinglan, he lowered his eyes and looked at the end of the bed. His face did not have the ubiquitous indifference and resistance that had been there before, and the step-by-step and no longer caring about this matter as the price that must be paid for habit, but a This kind of calm with loneliness and fragility, but it is not without hesitation and sadness.

Zhuo Tianyi put the cloth towel on the back of the chair, sat down beside the bed, lowered his head and sighed, "Shen Qinglan..."

"Do you want to?" Shen Qinglan interrupted him, and Gu Zi asked.

"I think." Zhuo Tianyi raised his eyes to look at him, "But I don't want to be a robber anymore, especially a robber who takes advantage of the fire."

Shen Qinglan looked down at the embroidered brocade pattern on the silk quilt on her body, and after a long while, she said softly: "This time, it's not a robber..." This sentence was said very lightly, and the following words sounded like anger, but they were enough for Zhuo Tianyi to hear clear.

Zhuo Tianyi looked over intently, Shen Qinglan's eyes were still lowered, and his long hair hung down to block most of his sight. He wanted to lift his face up to take a good look at his expression, but he held back before reaching out his hand.

He stood up, took off his shirt and hung it on the screen, "I'm going to take a bath."

When turning around the screen, Zhuo Tianyi glanced back, Shen Qinglan still kept the original sitting posture, even the direction of her eyes didn't change at all, she looked lonely and fragile.

Zhuo Tianyi who walked into the bathroom fell into hesitation that he had never had before. No matter how he thought about it, this would not be the performance of Shen Qinglan putting his heart on him as he wished. He still had this self-knowledge.

It is impossible to say that this is to continue the previous attitude of resistance to him, and unconsciously use this as a price.Shen Qinglan had already been crushed by this incident, she was too busy to take care of herself, how could she have the strength to resist him again?And Shen Qinglan was unwilling no matter what, as long as he didn't say he wanted it, it was impossible for him to take the initiative to send it to his door.

Could it be that he is planning to face reality?

Zhuo Tianyi sat in the bathtub and thought of this possibility.Shen Qinglan's lonely and fragile appearance appeared in front of his eyes again. Although this was something he had always wanted Shen Qinglan to face, he felt that it was really impossible for him to wake up automatically in such a short period of time.

Gu Qingyang's words from that day suddenly sounded in his mind, "Don't let Shen Qinglan borrow any strength from you to lean on Meng Huaiyuan. Your previous acts of robbery were all helping him, and you are absolutely devoted to Meng Huaiyuan."

Could it be that he still wants to continue his endless love for Meng Huaiyuan with his counter force?Or do you want to use his strength to help yourself face reality?

It doesn't look like either of those two would be a good choice for him tonight.After the uninterrupted setbacks and blows for a while ago, Zhuo Tianyi has seen clearly enough that no matter whether he uses forceful persecution or kind guidance, neither method has any effect on Shen Qinglan, but only makes him more resistant and disgusted with himself .Therefore, it is in your best interest to let him face and adapt by himself.

Kindness to opponents is cruelty to oneself, and he cannot ruin his future because of a small loss.Tonight, no matter what you have to hold back, you can't leave yourself with future troubles.

After making up his mind, he got up from the tub, dried himself, put on his underwear and went back to the inner room.

On the bed, Shen Qinglan sat leaning against the head of the bed, looking down at her hands folded on her body, her thin neck was connected to her clear collarbone, her chest was covered with a thin silk quilt, her legs stretched out and bent, her whole body Looking weak and sad.

Like never before.

Zhuo Tianyi couldn't help feeling a little hesitant in his heart, and he lost two points of determination when he made a decision in the bathroom just now.He secretly reminded himself that he couldn't be kind to a woman, so he walked over and sat on the bed, and stretched out his arms to pull Shen Qinglan into his arms.

Shen Qinglan was very submissive, leaning into his arms with his strength, as if they were really lovers who loved each other.

"Shen Qinglan," Zhuo Tianyi shook his left hand on his shoulder, "Although I'm not a gentleman, nor is I Liu Xiahui, but at this time, I really don't want to take advantage of others..."

"Don't you want it?" The face on the shoulder moved, and a low voice sounded from the ear.

Zhuo Tianyi looked sideways, and Shen Qinglan looked at his chest, her eyes were still a little red from crying.Under the flickering lights, there seemed to be light flickering in his eyes, which made him hesitate a little more.

It's not that he hasn't seen anyone cry before, and he hasn't completely forgotten the way the delicate Jiang Moyan shed tears in front of him, but it's Shen Qinglan, but it's really the first time.He has always been a strong and indifferent person, but under his half-truth and half-fake backhand blow after some careful consideration, he finally showed such a weak and sad look, which is too rare and rare, and it is too difficult for him to give up.

Zhuo Tianyi tightened his arms, thought over and over again and decided to turn defense into offense, "Are you, do you really want to? I don't want to force you anymore, everything is up to you to decide."

The person in his arms was speechless for a moment, and after a long time, he exhaled and said lightly, "Why do you need to ask so many questions?"

With such an answer, Zhuo Tianyi was so depressed that he really wanted to shout: What do you think of me, if you don't want to, you don't want to, why do you need me to bear the responsibility of you wanting to transfer the pressure?

But facing the rarely supple face hanging down on his shoulders, and the corners of the eyes shining with light, he couldn't say anything, sighed, and then said with difficulty: "Shen Qinglan, don't do this... Although I really want to , but, I really don't want to be a robber anymore, I don't want to..."

"I told you, it's not a robber this time..." His voice dropped again, and the last few words were almost inaudible.

"That is……"

"Don't ask so many questions..." There was infinite pain in the voice, Shen Qinglan shook her head, closed her eyes, a tear fell straight down the corner of her eyes, and landed on the back of Zhuo Tianyi's hand holding him.

A drop of warm water shattered on the back of his hand and splashed like a few sharp arrows, hitting the softest part of Zhuo Tianyi's heart in one fell swoop.The decision he had made before fell apart, and he could even hear the rumble in his heart.

Perhaps any soft heart at this moment is a hidden danger for the future. He can be gentle, caring and caring for him, but he can't bear the pressure he should bear for him.

Once you undertake it, you will take the initiative to share the fruits of your victory with the enemy, so that the other party can breathe a sigh of relief, maintain their health, and pose a threat to their future self.

However, the fragile and helpless enemy in front of him offered the spoils he wanted, and made such a high-profile request to him, the winner, that he should not have asked, but it was really hard for him to refuse.

Knowing it can't be done.

Faint king! t

Zhuo Tianyi scolded himself fiercely in his heart, while reaching out his hand to wipe away the remaining tears in the corner of his eyes, "Don't cry."

As he spoke, he turned around, hugged him to his chest, and covered his lips gently.Shen Qinglan raised her head, closed her eyes, and accepted it quietly and submissively, her eyelashes with tears trembled slightly, like butterfly wings wet with dew.

They were kissing, not the previous battle.

This realization flashed through Zhuo Tianyi's mind, and his heart became brighter. Maybe Shen Qinglan really just wanted some comfort, because he thought too much and was too complicated.

Maybe now is a good time to jump in.

Thinking of this, Zhuo Tianyi kissed Shen Qinglan even more tenderly, his tongue stuck in from the two lips, opened his teeth deftly, and intertwined with his.

Shen Qinglan didn't respond, but she no longer tolerated it stiffly as before, but accepted it cooperatively.Zhuo Tianyi's confidence increased, and he held his hands and stroked his naked back gently.

"Untie my belt." After thinking about it, he whispered an order in his ear while kissing his earlobe.

Shen Qinglan suddenly opened her eyes, her body froze, she raised her hand that was hanging down, but she clenched it tightly before touching his belt, and did not move for a long time.

Zhuo Tianyi smiled wryly, as expected...

"Forget it, I'll do it myself." He withdrew one hand, untied his belt and quickly took off his shirt.

Putting Shen Qinglan down on the pillow, Zhuo Tianyi kissed his chest with his mouth down, repeatedly sucking and rubbing on the two small protrusions.

Shen Qinglan's body became tense, and the feeling of trembling surged through her body one after another, and the corresponding pain in her heart was spreading everywhere.

"The world is poor, human feelings are evil, the rain sends the evening flowers easy to fall. The dawn wind is dry, and the tear stains are lingering. I want to express my thoughts, and I talk to myself. Difficult, difficult, difficult! Everyone is different, today is not yesterday, and the soul of illness is often like a swing. The sound of horns is cold, and the night is dim. Afraid of people asking questions, she swallows tears and pretends to be happy. Conceal, conceal, conceal."

The hairpin-headed phoenix sounded in his ears again, and he didn't know, after seeing the handwriting left by her ex-husband on the wall of Shenyuan, how should the woman go back to face her new husband, swallow tears and pretend to be happy after her heart was broken?Can you hide it from others, can you hide it from yourself?

The pain in the heart seemed to be shattered immediately, and tears poured out of the eyes crazily.Zhuo Tianyi's hand had already reached under him, held it, and moved it lightly.Shen Qinglan couldn't bear it anymore, reached out to hold his hand, panted, shook her head and said: "Don't do this, I don't want it!"

Zhuo Tianyi raised his head, and on the red satin pillow, Shen Qinglan's heartbroken eyes came into view, which made his heart ache, "Why? I hope you can be happy too."

"I don't want to..." Shen Qinglan shook her head vigorously, her eyes were wide open, and tears flowed into her temple hair, "You... come on."

Zhuo Tianyi immediately understood, his whole heart seemed to be pierced by a sudden rain of arrows from the sky, and a painful and cold feeling spread all over his body, "You just want to crucify me to someone who will only get happiness from you It’s on the bandit’s sign, so that you will always keep Meng Huaiyuan alone in your heart, isn’t it?!”

He said in a shy voice, staring at Shen Qinglan's pale face below, who was slowly becoming dazed.The exhausted body lay under him, like a lifeless puppet that had been painstakingly executed.

After a while, Zhuo Tianyi nodded, "Okay, I'll give you a favor once."

Shen Qinglan lay motionless, Zhuo Tianyi took the ointment from the desk drawer and made preparations.

Although the words were decisive, the matter at hand was still very detailed. I really couldn't bear to cause too much harm to this person, and it was also for the sake of my image in his mind.

However, in the final analysis, this is still a matter of helping the tyrant, not only against his will, but also brings a slight sense of humiliation, but he has no way to refuse.

Every time I was a robber before, I was pushed by an irresistible powerful force, but now, I was pulled by a small but equally irresistible force. The feeling was really indescribably bitter.

When entering, Shen Qinglan frowned and bit her lips tightly.However, the pain in the body miraculously relieved the piercing pain in the chest that was not visible, as if the pain was guided from the heart to the body, and then slowly released.

As the pain gradually changed from gentle to intense, from trembling to numb, Shen Qinglan relaxed her body and swayed up and down following Zhuo Tianyi's movements.The continuous sharp pain in the heart gradually relaxed and became gentle, like a thousand layers of water waves stirred up by a boulder, spreading to the edge and gradually becoming calm.

Tears flowed silently from her eyes, into the messy black hair beside her pale cheeks.Zhuo Tianyi hugged him tightly, looked at his face while moving, then lowered his head to kiss him, kissing those water droplets that didn't flow for him, and he couldn't do anything about it.

"I have fulfilled you, when will you fulfill me?" He gasped and whispered in his ear.

Shen Qinglan shed her tears silently, wondering if she had heard this, Zhuo Tianyi became unwilling, this was simply blatantly using his strength to make up for Meng Huaiyuan who did nothing!

It's so unfair!

He reached out and pulled Shen Qinglan's two arms over, put them on his shoulders and neck, and ordered: "Hold me!"

This time Shen Qinglan did not disobey, her two arms hung softly behind Zhuo Tianyi's neck, but the tears flowed a little faster.

Zhuo Tianyi lowered his face, kissed him warmly and deeply, and entered his mouth with his tongue, as if he wanted to pass on the hot and strong emotions in his heart to him bit by bit, licking every inch of land inside.

He pressed his chest tightly against Shen Qinglan's, trying to burn the hard and cold shell of his heart directly with his hot and fiery heart, and sprinkle his own fire inside.

"Shen Qinglan, look at me, I am Zhuo Tianyi." Zhuo Tianyi tasted the salty tears on Shen Qinglan's face, and came to his ear again, "There is not only Meng Huaiyuan in the world, but I, Zhuo Tianyi. Look at me, feel me, okay?"

He gasped and repeated these words in Shen Qinglan's ear, gave up looking at Shen Qinglan's expression, and just kept talking.

Shen Qinglan closed her eyes, like a small boat surrounded by a violent storm, violently turbulent in the narrow space formed by Zhuo Tianyi's embrace and her own arms around his neck.

Surging waves hit the shore in my ears, and my heart was full of waves. Under the attack from inside and outside, my heart was swaying like a fallen leaf that would be swept away by the waves at any time.But no matter what, the deep-rooted pain is still lingering, even if it is no longer so unbearable, it is still clearly identifiable.

Zhuo Tianyi hugged the soft and boneless man in his arms tightly, as if he wanted to pour all his strength into him, he moved vigorously and devotedly.

When the moment of release came, his sweat had already soaked the tight bodies of the two of them.He panted violently, bit Shen Qinglan's shoulder, and projected his most fervent efforts on him.

The candle shadows flickered, the red curtains hung low, and the two people who had exhausted all their energy from this love affair lay exhausted on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.